Long time no see (GL)

Despite her qi deficiency and frailty, Cen Shuya managed to hold herself up, her brows bloomed, and she smiled slightly at Mingyan. Seeing Mingyan bursting into tears, she raised her arms and said in a hoarse voice, "Come here quickly!" hug."

Her voice was as light as a breeze, and the light in her eyes was like water, flowing to Mingyan's face. She hadn't seen her for two months, and her heart was so empty that even the wind could get in.

Mingyan's inflexible legs were as heavy as a jack.She bit her lower lip tightly and moved towards Cen Shuya step by step.

In just a few short steps, like thousands of miles away, before Mingyan reached the bedside, she was held by Cen Shuya's extended hand.The moment the palms touched, Cen Shuya's eyes were wet, and she was still smiling like a flower.

"Why are you so thin?" Mingyan shook her trembling hands in front of Cen Shuya's face, not daring to touch it. The thin face seemed to hurt if touched, but Cen Shuya hugged her, "It's been so long See, don't you want to hug me?"

Those arms were obviously weak, and they could barely wrap around Mingyan, still in that warm embrace, but Cen Shuya was already so skinny.

Mingyan was in pain like being pierced by thousands of arrows, she didn't dare to use force, only dared to caress gently.

"Yanyan, am I ugly now?" Cen Shuya's voice was like that of a terminally ill patient, as if he was holding his breath and living by will.

Mingyan shook her head desperately, "Not ugly, you are not ugly at all."

"Nonsense, don't comfort me, I don't even dare to look in the mirror recently." Cen Shuya leaned on Mingyan's shoulder, the corners of her mouth always raised, Mingyan revived her dead heart, she never knew that she would do this because of love.

In the past, she was rational when dealing with things, and the boys she dated never took her heart. No matter who proposed to break up, she didn't feel it.

What does it feel like to be out of love?What is the psychology of wanting to commit suicide for love?These things, which she would only touch upon when she was doing professional research, were not understood until today.

Pain and happiness, that's all, right?

Cen Shuya has no regrets, if she can only love once in her life, then this catastrophe is doomed.She has been in love with men for so many years, and she can still find her sincerity, so how can she give up so easily.

If she doesn't love, she'll be fine, once she loves, she will love to the extreme.

"Can we treat the disease well? When the disease is cured, it will be as energetic and beautiful as before." Mingyan put her arms around her, resisting the urge to kiss her, not daring to act too aggressively, because Wen Xiaoman was still standing at the door of the ward .

"The illness will be cured, treat it slowly, but you have to go back."

Mingyan asked in a daze: "Why? I wanted to stay with you for treatment, and I only came in after my aunt agreed."

"She only agreed to allow you to come in temporarily. Besides, my dad doesn't want to see you. I don't have the strength to deal with you. You see, I'm fine. You should go back. I'll tell you when I recover." Cen Shuya knew that Wen Xiaoman was in At the door, these words were intended for her. She didn't want her parents to use Mingyan as a healing tool because of her temporary illness.

What she wants is for Wen Xiaoman to accept Mingyan from the bottom of her heart. Only when Wen Xiaoman accepts them sincerely can she break through the mountain of Cen Mo'an.

"I'll go and beg my uncle and aunt, I'll leave when you feel better, okay? I promise I won't cause trouble for them." Ming Yan's tone was almost pleading, even if she broke her other leg today, she would not leave.

But Cen Shuya shook her head: "No, you have to listen to me."

"I, no, can I..." Ming Yan's voice choked up, and she wiped her tears again and again, but she couldn't wipe them clean.

Wen Xiaoman heard every word so clearly that even she felt that her daughter was being too rational, and she would even drive away Mingyan when she came.Mingyan's pleading failed to move Cen Shuya, but made Wen Xiaoman's heart soften, "Just let her stay, mom has no objection."

Hearing the sound, Mingyan let go of Cen Shuya, and she looked at Wen Xiaoman tearfully, "Auntie..."

Wen Xiaoman patted her on the shoulder, "You can stay at ease, I make the decision, I don't believe that some people don't want you here."

"Mom, don't say what you mean, and force yourself. I just lost my temper before. I don't want to offend you and Dad, and I don't want Yanyan to suffer unnecessary grievances."

"Don't think that mom doesn't know what you think, don't worry, I don't want to use Yanyan as a therapeutic tool, you don't have children, you don't understand this kind of mood, mothers don't want their daughters to live like corpses, we all like the past You." Wen Xiaoman left some leeway for her words, "You should learn from her, and use some optimistic methods when encountering difficulties, instead of such extremely dark methods that hurt yourself and the people who love you the most. "

She knew everything, but she didn't want to point it out, but after all, she was an executioner, so she got such retribution.

As a mother, Wen Xiaoman feels that she has failed in such a field. Perhaps this is the biggest failure in her life.

Cen Shuya remained silent, bowed her head guiltily, Mingyan was grateful, and Wen Xiaoman's generosity and understanding magnified her self-blame and guilt.

Cen Mo'an's heart attack relapsed, Shuya's anorexia, she tore the family apart.

She is not worthy of forgiveness. During Cen Shuya's painful days, she was not around.

Show up now, is it too late?

"Auntie." Mingyan stood up, looked at Wen Xiaoman full of guilt, and suddenly bent her knees and knelt down. The right leg with the prosthesis was awkwardly stuck in the joint, making it impossible for the knee to touch the ground, but the left knee had already touched the ground.

"What are you doing, get up quickly." Wen Xiaoman hurried to help her.

Cen Shuya got off the bed and almost pulled out her IV, she called out distressedly: "Yanyan, what are you doing?"

"You child, talk as soon as you speak, kneel as you say, get up quickly." Wen Xiaoman helped Mingyan stand up slowly, "Your legs are inconvenient, you have to take care of yourself, you can't be so self-willed, you know? "

Hearing Wen Xiaoman's caring tone, Mingyan thought of Shen Hanyue's long-lost mother-like care, which made her burst into tears.

"I'm sorry, Auntie, I caused Shuya to become like this and your whole family." She cried like a child, and Cen Shuya also wept sadly.

One has to go through this step, maybe Yan Yan's appearance today is a good time.She didn't discourage, just kept silent.

"Okay, okay, I didn't say anything, and I didn't do anything. I pushed you down last time and didn't apologize to you. You still came to kneel to me. What a silly girl. Don't cry. Let's talk about it later." Wen Xiao Man looked at Cen Shuya, and said seriously, "Are you still lying down?"

Cen Shuya pursed her lips, and obediently lay back on the hospital bed. Wen Xiaoman pulled out a chair, supported Mingyan to sit down, and said kindly: "You can stay with Shuya at ease during this time, don't worry about other things for now. Think, when Shuya is ready, I'll have a good talk with you two."

"Then dad..."

"Don't worry about that stubborn old man, I'll go and tell him."

Before the words finished, Cen Mo'an happened to come back from a walk. After finally adjusting his mood, seeing Ming Yan's presence, his expression changed suddenly, "Why is she here?"

Mingyan and Cen Shuya looked at him nervously, Wen Xiaoman pressed Mingyan's shoulder and nodded to her, signaling her to be relieved.

"Come out with me, Lao Mo." She pulled Cen Mo'an and walked out.

"No, why is she, eh, why are you dragging me, where are you going?!" Cen Mo'an protested, but followed Wen Xiaoman away.

The two walked away from the ward and walked to the lobby. Wen Xiaoman said seriously: "If you want your daughter to be a normal person, then don't make trouble for Yanyan, and don't say bad words."

"What's the matter with you? You ran to the enemy's camp? The title has changed, you don't know why."

"You don't know what kind of enemy camp, when did she become an enemy, Xiaoya's real enemy is the two of us."

Cen Mo'an looked at her suspiciously: "No, Xiaoman, you are very strange, so I'll just go for a walk, what? Do you want to agree to them being together?"

"Now is not the time to think about these things. I just fed Xiaoya porridge and she vomited again. This disease is not terminal but it is fatal and difficult to treat. You know? If you don't want children anymore, just keep being stubborn. "

"That was not what I meant..."

"That's not what I mean, just listen to me. We can talk about the two of them when Xiaoya gets better, that's all."

"I, that..."

"how?"

"It's nothing..." Cen Mo'an didn't dare to talk back, it was rare for Wen Xiaoman to be so strict, and he was really afraid that his daughter's condition would worsen, so he could only calm down temporarily.

After Ming Yan was allowed to stay, she remembered that there was an important meeting that she could not attend, so she had to call Yun Shu and ask her to go back to the branch to attend the meeting.

At this moment, Yun Shu was driving back to the hotel, when he saw Ming Yan calling, he parked the car on the side of the road.

"You mean that uncle and aunt agree with you to stay?" She was surprised.

"Yeah, sister, I'm so happy. Although my uncle has been silent all this time, he has no hostility towards me. I don't expect them to agree with us to be together. I just hope to spend this time with Shuya, so you just Take the trouble to go to the project meeting."

"Okay, no problem, you all take care of yourselves."

"Know it."

After hanging up the phone, Yun Shu let out a breath of relief, and at the same time thought of the quarrel with Gu Weiran just now.Unexpectedly, things turned out as she said, Yan Yan's appearance reversed the situation ahead of schedule, did she underestimate the power of love and affection?

Thinking about it carefully, uncles and aunts are reasonable elders, they love Shuya so much, they wouldn't really exacerbate her daughter's pain at this time, why didn't she think of this?Weiran was also wrong.

In fact, Weiran just thought of herself back then, Yun Shu closed her eyes deeply, she was really confused.She took out her mobile phone and wanted to call Gu Weiran to apologize, but she thought that the time was short, maybe she was still angry, so why not take it easy and go find her after the meeting.

Unexpectedly, this project meeting lasted for several hours.

After Gu Weiran left the hospital, she was like a wandering soul, as if she had returned to the days when she lost Yun Shu, walking aimlessly, there were many intersections ahead, and she didn't know where to turn.

She is not familiar with Ruhai, it is the same wherever she goes, even the scenery is like a copied hand-painted drawing, only walking towards the afterglow of the setting sun can she see a different light.

At first, she couldn't help but look at her phone, hoping that Yun Shu would send a message or make a call, but after walking for an hour without any response, Gu Weiran gave up.

Mama Yun doesn't think she's at fault, she just thinks that she's self-willed and impulsive.Did she still think she was a child?It's just that they have different ideas and different methods, and they insist on saying such hurtful things.

Why has she never thought of being with herself? Doesn't she know that others will feel sad when she hears such words?Senior sister risked her life to be together, she cut off all contact in order to escape from herself.

What a cold, heartless and selfish woman!

The more Gu Weiran thought about it, the more angry she became. She didn't know how long she had been walking, and she didn't know where she had gone, but when she realized that her back was sore, her back hurt and her feet hurt, it was already dark.

Looking at the time again, it was past seven o'clock.

She has been away for three hours? ?

Can't go on like this anymore, Gu Weiran wanted to find a place to rest, she looked around, and found that there was a low-key sign of "Rainbow Tribe" not far away, and the door of the store was flashing with colorful neon lights, as if it was open .

She walked over hungry and hungry, only to find out that it was a bar after seven o'clock, and there were already several tables of people inside.

How can there be a bar that opens after seven o'clock?But she was hungry and didn't want to drink.

Gu Weiran wanted to leave, but just as he turned around, the bartender came out and chased after the door: "Miss, Miss, there is a place here, don't leave."

If he hadn't heard her voice, Gu Weiran would have thought it was a man.

"Is there anything to eat here?"

"Yes, why not, there are snacks, snacks, fruits, barbecue, drinks, all kinds of wine, everything." She is very enthusiastic, it is rare to see such a beautiful long-haired beauty, she is like a stunner, she must be kept .

"Then give me some fruit and snacks, and a glass of orange juice."

"Okay, do you want some wine?"

"No, thank you." Gu Weiran found a seat by the window and sat down. She always had the feeling of being stared at. From entering to sitting down, the people inside seemed to be staring at her?

Although I don't care about other people's eyes, it's really strange to be stared at like this.

When Gu Weiran was waiting for her meal, she couldn't help taking out her mobile phone. There were several unread messages on the screen. She opened it excitedly, and found that it was the document approval sent by Yang Ou and the article review on the cloud.

She sighed in disappointment. It's been so long, and if Yun Shu hasn't contacted her, don't you worry? ?

It's getting dark!What should she do if she is such a beautiful woman walking on the street and encounters danger?

ungrateful!

Gu Weiran's anger cannot be dispelled, this time she must let her coax him and find him.She lowered her head and finished the work in the mailbox, and couldn't help turning to Yun Shu's dialog box, wanting to send a message.

No, no, she can't do this, Gu Weiran struggled with herself, put the phone upside down on the table, and stared out the window blankly.

Her melancholy side face, impeccably beautiful, coupled with her natural cool temperament, attracted many eyes, and finally someone couldn't help but come over to strike up a conversation.

"Miss, are you in a bad mood?"

Gu Weiran turned her head, thinking that she was hallucinating, it was a woman's voice just now, right?But this man in front of me is too MAN, with only the top hair left with shaved sideburns, tattoos covering half of his neck, a cigarette in his hand, and a smiling face facing himself, "Would you like to chat at the table and let the unhappy Say it, and we can be your tree hole." She pointed to the table of people in the booth, Gu Weiran looked over, except for two long-haired women, the others were indistinguishable.

"No, thank you." Gu Weiran has only one attitude towards people other than Yun Shu, even her own employees. She doesn't like to bother negotiating with people. Except for necessary entertainment, she usually stays alone.

Maybe it's because of losing the habit that Yun Shu developed in those years, she prefers to be quiet.

Being resolutely rejected, the man had a trace of embarrassment on his face, but he still didn't give up, "Everyone is in the same circle, and in this cramped environment, we can hold together for warmth. I just saw you seem very sad, no matter who you are for , are not worth it, we need to know how to love ourselves.”

This man spoke so strangely that Gu Weiran didn't even understand.

Besides, is it worth it for Yun Shu?She was very annoyed to hear a bad word about Yun Shu.

"I like to be alone, please..." Gu Weiran made a gesture of invitation, and politely issued an order to evict the guest. The man shrugged and had to leave angrily. She tried her best, even if her companion laughed at her, she didn't want to leave again A hot face sticks a cold butt.

The bar attendant laughed at her a few words, and passed Gu Weiran's meal over.

"Thank you." Gu Weiran didn't raise her head, but felt that she was still being watched.

This store is too weird, obviously the bar is open so early, it's too rude to come in just like watching a circus.

She was very hungry, but when she saw the food, she had no appetite.

Yun Shu still hasn't contacted him. Does that mean he doesn't care about his life? ?She was full of resentment and poked the dim sum beyond recognition.

"Miss, if you poke it again, you won't be able to eat it." This time it's a girl with long hair, Gu Weiran looked up at her, thinking it's none of your business, right?

"I don't intend to eat." She answered coldly.

"Would you like to have a drink together? Although it's even more worrying to use wine to relieve your worries, drinking some wine is also a way to vent. Some things and words will make you sick if you hold back for a long time. Even if you quarrel with your girlfriend or quarrel with your parents, There has to be a vent, right?"

The word girlfriend caught Gu Weiran's attention, and she asked with great interest, "Why would you say girlfriend to a woman?"

The girl looked at her in surprise: "Are you kidding me? Or are you kidding me?"

"Do you think I'm joking?" Gu Weiran replied solemnly, the girl didn't know how to answer, she didn't know where this place came in, did she?

"You...you don't know what this place is, do you?"

"Isn't this a bar?"

"It's a bar, do you know what bar this is?"

"A bar is a bar, what else can it be?"

The girl held her forehead and smiled unnaturally: "Miss sister, you are straight, if so, you'd better leave early, this place is not suitable for you."

"What do you mean?" It's not that Gu Weiran doesn't understand Zhiren's meaning, it's because he doesn't know why this person told him to leave.

"This bar is called Rainbow Tribe." The girl emphasized the pronunciation of the word Rainbow.

rainbow?Gu Weiran thought of Sister Hong's rainbow wine, and suddenly understood the meaning of it, and then looked around carefully, good guy, this store seems to be full of women, more neutral, and a few have long hair.

Gu Weiran suddenly realized: "Is this Les?"

"Phew, it looks like it's still in the circle. There's no misunderstanding. It scared me to death." The girl patted her chest and pointed to a table in the corner: "See if you ignored that T just now. Is it also PP love? Our table is full of love. Long-haired sister, do you want to have a drink together?"

Unexpectedly, he stumbled into Ruhai Jizai's base camp by mistake, Gu Weiran didn't know that this rainbow tribe was the hottest Les in Ruhai.

"No, no need..." Gu Weiran didn't know what to do to put on a good expression, now it was her turn to be embarrassed, no wonder she always felt strange eyes, probably because she looked straight?Or because it is a strange face?

"Oh, let's go. I think you're in a bad mood. You don't know each other. It's okay to chat. They're all girls."

"Eh..." Gu Weiran was dragged away before she agreed, she thought that Yun Shu went to the bar to drink when she was angry last time, why don't she have a drink with her fellow travelers?

But, will Mama Yun be angry if she finds out that she came to this kind of place?

Gu Weiran had already walked into the group of girls, and he was still worried about whether Yun Shu would be angry.

At 08:30 in the evening, gloomy dark clouds came quietly, and a heavy rain was brewing.

The project meeting was finally over, and there was no message from Gu Weiran on the phone, so Yun Shu couldn't help herself and made a call.

The cell phone is connected, but no one answers.

on purpose?

Are you back at the hotel or outside?

Yun Shu called several times in a row, and finally got through after a few rings, "Wei Ran, you are..."

"Hey?"

It wasn't Gu Weiran's voice, Yun Shu's face darkened, "Who are you? Where's Gu Weiran?"

"Gu Weiran? Oh, you said that young lady, she went to the bathroom, and she will call you back later."

"Where are you?"

"Rainbow Tribe."

Yun Shu hung up the phone directly, and called Ajie, the bodyguard and driver, "Follow me to the Rainbow Tribe."

"Where is that?" Ajie was confused.

"I don't know where it is, don't you know how to read the navigation or ask someone?"

Yun Shu's face was darker than the night, Ajie let out a cry, and immediately escorted Yun Shu into the car, turned on the navigation, and drove to the Rainbow Tribe.