On the way back, Osamu Dazai looked at a river passing by and exclaimed, "Ah, what a beautiful river, it must be suitable for suicide." Flying down the speed, I........?After wasting a lot of effort to pick up the man who was struggling and refused to come out, the two sat on the bank without any image, a large black coat was draped over his thin body, Dazai had a look of lovelessness, and a pair of kite-colored His eyes seem to be looking at something and looking into the distance without reflecting anything

"Hey, miss, do people really have a meaning to live?"

"No, that kind of thing"

"Ugh?"

"The reason why people can live is because of various reasons, such as family affection, friendship, love, ideals and ambitions. People are bound by these things and are willing to pursue and sacrifice their lives for it."

"..."

"However, although a person is willing to be bound, he is also strong because of this. When a person has something he wants to protect, he will start to work hard and use all means to climb up to make himself stronger. cage, life exudes brilliance, and human reason is also dazzling because of this.”

"That's a pity, I don't have anything to protect."

"Yes." I looked at Dazai's dazed expression, and said again with affirmation, "Yes."

"Dazai is very powerful. Your strength is not because of anything else. It is because you protect yourself...Because Dazai, you are a coward."

"Oh! It's too much, my dream is to commit suicide successfully..."

I interrupted, "Because you are afraid of being sad, afraid of being sad, afraid of pain, so the cage that protects your heart begins to make you afraid of getting, making you feel that if you get nothing, you will have nothing to lose, and feel that this is The best way to protect you is precisely because of this, Dazai, even if you walk repeatedly on the edge of danger and death, you still don’t panic, you can keep your sanity and take everything into account, as if nothing is beyond you This is exactly your strength. But Dazai, if external objects cannot defeat you, then you can only rely on internal corruption, have you noticed? Your heart is begging for help, Dazai"

I stroked his heart, "People need sunlight to survive. The wound in the heart has been sealed before it healed. The heart that has been trapped in a dark corner and started to rot is afraid, and begins to struggle, desperately. Make a sound to tell the outside world that he wants to live, but your protective shell doesn't allow it. You feel that your heart's thoughts are completely wrong and will only hurt yourself, so you have another idea. In this case, in order not to bear the future The grief that may come, is better to use death to maintain eternity at this moment when nothing is lost... so Dazai, you are weak because you are strong."

Looking at Dazai who looked at a bewildered face like a child at the moment, I smiled, stepped forward and hugged him "But, it's okay, Dazai, if you feel scared, entrust it to me a little, I will save you ...Because I am your leader, as long as you do not betray, I will always reach out to you, trust me"

There seemed to be a picture in front of my eyes, the young Dazai wearing a black coat and bandages stayed in the dark and tilted his head towards me, hesitantly and slightly stretched out his hand, as if saying "Will you help me?"

I smiled at him and grabbed his hand "yes"

Yes, it’s okay, I’ll save you, so don’t be afraid, don’t hide in the corner and always look at me with a crying expression, Dazai can just do what he wants, no Live according to someone's wishes, just follow your own heart to make a choice, whether it is light or darkness, if it is Dazai, you will definitely find the answer you want...

Osamu Dazai stayed on the spot at a loss and let me hug him, his dark eyes showed a trace of exhaustion and light, and he hoarsely let out his own voice after a while, "It's amazing, miss, you really see everything clearly. Well, you're only seven years old...then what's the reason for you, Miss?"

I understood an unclear question, I let go of him, and stood up, "I love this world, which is full of filth and filth, but still full of brilliance, can you understand, Dazai, if you If you have the power to save, but do nothing, then you will regret it in the future. When I found that the chaos in this city was greater than the light, I knew I had to do something, so I decided, Even if I will be trapped in this city for the rest of my life, I will save him, for me, and for you."

Osamu Dazai stared blankly at this young leader who already had firm belief and awareness, and felt that the brilliance of the setting sun shone on her so brightly, like a born king on the throne. People look forward to it, is Miss the type of savior!"

"So be grateful! I gave up saving the world and chose to concentrate on saving Yokohama"

Lie to you, the world is too big for me, so I can only choose what I care about, subordinates, territory, family, friends... just to protect these, I have to go all out, so I didn't have the heart to save everything. I came here just to help you, and then I tried to leave. But when I discovered the identity that the world prepared for me, I realized that Yokohama This city reached out to me, so I chose to establish a territory here, bind myself in it, just to protect "my things"...

I smiled and said jokingly, "But don't worry, Dazai, I know exactly what you want to ask, and I will tell you the answer"

"Oh? Miss, how do you know, so what is the answer?"

"It's easy, but now is not the time to tell you"

"Oh? Why is this, why!"

"Hmm... I'll announce the answer to the riddle when you, Dazai, feel fulfilled from the bottom of your heart at a certain moment because of something or someone."

"Oh, Yada Yada, it means that I will never get an answer for the rest of my life! Miss, you must not know the question I want to ask!" The coquettish monster started to pester people again, but I just kept a face of indulgence Zuo Gu said, "Go back, you're all wet, don't you feel bad..."

No, you'll know soon enough, the moment you start befriending Odasaku and really realize that you can't accept his death, at that point, without me saying it, you should really understand answer

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