I survive in a high-risk world by writing essays

In fact, many things cannot be solved simply by understanding [reason].

In the current situation where the water is getting more and more turbid, more than a month has passed like this.

All kinds of opinions on the Internet are rampant, and there are also reformed people in other places who can be seen like the one in Shinjuku. Even with the best efforts of various departments to whitewash, it is impossible to block the spread of information.

It was at this time that the existence of curses spread in a small area, including the existence of conjurers.After all, strictly speaking, there are quite a few people who have encountered curses and conjurers, and they don't have any forgetting curses.People who have experienced curse attacks meet and communicate with each other, so it's a match.

At the beginning, it was only a small-scale communication, but after being disclosed by others, it became a strong evidence that something is really wrong in this world.

"Why do I feel like I'm still dreaming, not waking up from a dream." It's still the same law firm, Shizuka Huihara's colleague has no intention of going to work, scrolling through the messy news on the phone, sighing sadly and lying on the table, " It feels like the atmosphere of the end of the world appears all of a sudden... Hey, Huiyuan, are you listening to me, are you still reading the information? Don’t read it, don’t read it—how can anyone even think about filing a lawsuit now!”

Haibara Shizuka raised her head and looked over after her colleague called out several times.

As a result, when seeing her face, the colleague was stunned for a moment, and said hesitantly, "...Why are you crying? It's not like that, it hasn't reached that point yet! Besides, what a curse or something messed up It’s still something that has no shadow, maybe someone made it up.”

"No." Shizuka Huihara shook her head, not wanting to tell her colleagues why she was crying, but just told her, "It's okay, don't think too much about it."

However, my colleague has already seen the book just closed in Shizuka Huihara's hand sharply, showing an understanding expression, "So you cried while watching "Human World", did you see the painter and his wife? Don't be sorry if you're fine. It was really touching there, and I almost cried watching it."

no.

Not because of there.

Shizuka Haihara didn't want to talk about personal matters with others, but just refuted in her heart.

She didn't feel any fluctuations when she saw painters and husbands and wives reunited and separated. She didn't feel anything when she saw travelers who had wandered for many years returning to their hometown, saw her mother who had been dead for many years, and she shed tears after eating the food cooked by her long-lost mother.

Probably because she has seen so many joys and sorrows since becoming a lawyer, her tears are quite high.

But when she saw a paragraph described in the book with only a few lines, she burst into tears before she could react.

It was a pair of brothers and sisters who depended on each other for life. Both of their parents passed away unexpectedly in a car accident, leaving only the elder brother and younger sister who were left disabled in the car accident.As a result, the elder brother died in an accident not long after, leaving only the five-year-old younger sister to be adopted by distant relatives.

And the few lines written in the book are when the resurrected person comes to the blood relatives who are still alive.

The grown-up sister no longer recognizes her brother.

When the younger sister saw a person hovering at the door of the house, she pinched the mobile phone that had been dialed at any time to call the police and asked vigilantly:

"Big brother, who are you, why are you at my door?"

The elder brother who came back from the dead still didn't choose to recognize his younger sister in the end, he just smiled, "It's just a big brother passing by, I'll take a break and leave soon."

It was such a short paragraph that reminded her of her brother who died more than ten years ago.

After her brother passed away, her parents put away all the photos of her brother at home. She thought about it for a while, and found that the impression of her brother's appearance in her mind had been blurred for some time. In the past, only her brother's hearty smile was the one she remembered most.

...

Colleagues also did not explore why Shizuka Haihara shed tears.After the chat, go do your own thing.

Although it looks chaotic on the Internet, it is not that chaotic in reality, and we still have to go to work that should be done.

After get off work, Shizuka Huihara stopped outside the cake shop for a while when she passed by, and then went to the shop to buy a birthday cake to take home.

Since she was working, she was often too busy to take care of other things, so she was used to not celebrating her birthday, but today she was touched by those words accidentally, and she remembered that today is her birthday, not just hers.

Although the age difference between the two brothers and sisters is three years, their birthdays happen to be on the same day.

Mom and Dad are at home today, so let's have a cake and drink some wine together.

Haibara Shizuka thought so, parked the car, and carried the cake at the door of the house, trying to find the keys in the bag with free hands.

Because there were indeed a lot of things to buy, she was really struggling to touch them, and she was about to put down the things she was carrying in her hand and look for them again, but just as this thought arose in her mind and she was about to act, her hands were suddenly empty.

Someone took what she was carrying.

Haibara Shizuka thought it was her parents who just came back, and was about to call for someone when she turned her head.

However, what caught her eyes was the hearty smile she recalled not long ago.

"Shizuka, happy birthday."

...

The human world has arrived.

There are many people who have the same experience as Shizuka Haibara. From this day on, the resurrected dead have appeared in various parts of Japan.

As described in "Human World".

Originally, reinvented people occasionally appeared in various places, and those who did not encounter these things were only dubious here. In addition, those reinvented people were quickly solved by the magician. People are still in the dubious stage of repeated confirmation, but the resurrection of the dead This incident is not accidental, but covering.

All kinds of social media immediately exploded, and the news of the "Kuroshio Doomsday Disappearance" that had been shelved for more than a month once again appeared in people's sight. With the same resurrection of the dead as in "Human World" happened in reality, Many people began to try to find the missing 'Kuroshio Doom'.

Of course, as long as I don't go out by myself, I can't find it.

In the end, it was recognized that it was the resentment of the dead novelist Kuroshio Doom that made her posthumous work produce such a curse.

Myself who was 'dead':  …

Forget it, it doesn't matter, as long as the goal is achieved.

The more dead people are resurrected, the more emotions will be fed back to the curse of "Human World", whether it is negative, positive, or complex, all kinds of emotions strengthen the curse of "Human World", and then in turn make more Many dead returned to the world.

Yes, the reanimated dead did not appear all at once, but appeared in batches.

After all, "Human World" has only been released for such a short time, and the degree of spread is limited. Even if I find a way to take some shortcuts, it would be too difficult for it to revive the dead all over Japan at once.

Moreover, the scope of the resurrected dead is smaller than that described in "Human World". "Human World" defaults to people who die within 100 years. In reality, at most... within 20 years.

[This is your method? ] Witnessed the whole process from the launch of the human world to the summer oil that has become a curse that descended on the world, it took a long time before I spoke.

"Well, I just wanted to give it a try. It's quite unexpected that it really succeeded." I said casually, spinning the fishing rod I finally got back, flicking my wrist, let the hook fall into the courtyard. Ornamental goldfish in a rough aquarium.

No way, after staying for such a long time, I will inevitably want to do some time to pass the time, but it is too much to put the cart before the horse when I go fishing at this time, so there is such a thing.

After I put down the fishing rod, I slowly explained, "But it's still a good time. During this period of time, more and more people know about the curse, and the curse is getting stronger, right? This is a layer...well, it can be regarded as The buff, and the second layer, is what I have read in the Conjuration High School textbook before, about the binding theory that the conjuration can enhance the power of the spell and spells. I just thought, I wrote it in the novel Can the content of the content be regarded as a kind of publicity, now it seems that it is, this is the second layer of buff, as for the third layer..."

I pointed to myself, "It's my fame and attention."

Thinking about it now is really too bold.But even if this doesn't develop as I think, there is no loss, it just takes more time to make subtle changes.

"Those reinvented people can barely cover up when they don't have a larger impact. But the resurrection of the dead, I don't think there is any way to cover up." I said calmly, without looking at Xia Oil, "there is only one final result, and the top will compromise and make it public."

"In this way, whether it is to expand the enrollment of conjurer colleges so that young conjurers don't have to work hard, or to promote devices that ordinary people can use, there will be no great resistance."

I picked and told Xia You what I said to Gojo Satoru and the students in my house in Gamagori City, Aichi Prefecture.

However, Xia You is not quite the same as Wujo Wu. Wujo Wu thinks about reform and trains his companions to change the past.As for Xia You, what he cares about is that the magician protects ordinary people, sacrifices his companions in order to protect ordinary people, and ends up being killed by some people.

So at that time, I thought of a storage device that can store the curse power of ordinary people, and a weapon that can exorcise curses that ordinary people can also use, and mass-produced special glass to promote it.

My idea is that a conjurer is no longer a conjurer, and exorcism is no longer an obligation and responsibility, but a job choice, just like a public official like the police force or firefighter.

In the future, the enrollment of the Conjuration College will be successfully expanded, and there will be more students. Students who graduate from the Conjuration College can freely choose whether to take up this job or any other job. The combat ability learned from the Conjuration College can be used It's enough to protect yourself.

In this way, children like Ma Zhiyao and the two girls adopted by Xia You will not be regarded as monsters by ignorant people, and they will also know where to find similar people and learn the strength to protect themselves.

Before this, I never knew that I could be so idealistic, but fortunately, I can see the hope of success.

Of course, talking about it is not enough, Xia You has to see that it is indeed feasible, as long as he sees the changes and the results, he will think about it himself, and then hesitate.

Let's do it first.

"As for the future, it depends on the scientific research team." I relaxed, and moved the fishing rod slowly, letting the hook dangle in front of the few goldfish in the fish tank who didn't look at my fishing rod at all. dangle away.

As for the resurrected dead...

Just as described in "Human World", the resurrected dead need to eat flesh and blood to continue to exist. If they don't eat flesh and blood, they will continue to weaken until they become a corpse again.

If it is the state in "Human World" where people don't know anything about this situation, it will undoubtedly plunge society into chaos for a long time.But I have already written this point in the book. Everyone knows that the resurrected dead need to eat the flesh and blood of the living to survive. Both ordinary people and the upper class will be prepared and vigilant, even if someone really takes the risk , the success rate is also very low.

Coupled with the fact that Gojo Satoru and the magic world, which has become his Yiyantang, are watching outside, the chaos will end after a while.

But after this is over, whether I will write something or not will be another question. I think I will probably not write any more, and I will not publish anything under the name of Kuroshio Doom.After all, playing with the dead and the feelings of the living is already too much.

[When you left me, I thought that was bold enough. ] After Xia You was silent for a while, she didn't continue this topic, but said another topic in her usual tone, [I didn't expect you to be bolder and more daring than I thought. ]

"You're not the first to say that." I accepted the evaluation with an unchanged expression, "I can be more daring."

After Xia You paused for a moment, he smiled helplessly, his tone was the same as before he recovered his memory, [If I met you earlier and saw this possibility, it would probably be different. ]

I look up at him.

Xia You, who once said [If you deny yourself, life will become a joke], now said such words.

I can't tell if the Xia You who said this sentence is the Xia You I was familiar with when I lost my memory, or the contradictory Xia You after I regained my memory.

It is a summer oil that cannot be turned back.

After I was brought here by him, I said so much, in the end, it was just to make him stop, not to go forward with his head covered on his road.The best situation is to keep the status quo, as long as I fulfill his real demands first, then he will have nothing to do, at least he won't have to crash himself against the south wall.

I feel that I have done my best to achieve this step with the friendship of those four months.

As for the others... There is no way out of his path.

Facts have proved that Hengyangdou and the scientific research team doing research with him are also very capable.

Although I am not in a college now, any changes and news will spread quickly in the age of surfing the Internet.

A few days after the arrival of the human world, except for the chaos in the first few days, the situation was quickly controlled with the efforts of many parties.However, the world of conjuration represented by Gojo Satoru also appeared in the sight of ordinary people, and they systematically launched the first batch of newly developed instruments for storing mana power, and paid for the first batch of instruments that can cause damage to mantra spirits. of weapons are sold to the armed forces for the maintenance of law and order.

I won’t go into details about the complex political game between the conjurer world and the political world. To be precise, after the weapons of exorcising curses that non-conjurers can use were brought out, the attitude of the political world obviously began to soften and ambiguous.

After all, to exorcise the curse can only rely on the conjurer, which has always been the heart disease of the relevant departments.

No matter who it is, of course they hope that the power of self-protection is in their own hands, but the existence of curses is so special. For such a long time, in order to drive the magic world to maintain law and order in this area, they have actually paid a lot. the price.

So with the method that non-conjurers can exorcise curses, the process of being carded by various cards has been relaxed a lot.

Then special glass also began to be mass-produced naturally, replacing the original glass.

Cameras everywhere, windows in public places, lenses...these are the first to be replaced.

The output of special glass cannot keep up in a short period of time, but as long as the more important ones can be replaced first, the latter ones will be fine.

As for the thing that Hengyang Dou and the others developed to store mana power, it looks a bit like a power bank. The mana power produced by non-magicians is quantitative every day. People only need to put their hands on the power bank that stores mana power. ', it will be automatically entered.

And these 'charging treasures' are regularly recovered by the relevant departments, and the mana power stored in the 'charging treasures' can be extracted concentratedly and converted into 'bullets' needed for special weapons.

Anyway, that's it.

In the long run, of course, there are still many disadvantages and limitations.

But this is only the first edition, and others will naturally worry about the rest, so I don't have to worry about it.

Well, the dust settled.

The day I saw the latest official policy, I was completely relaxed and thought about leaving.

After being separated for such a long time, Ryoko and the others probably got worried.I don't know if Gojo Satoru has solved the person who cooperated with the doctor, but he sent me a message saying that Zhihua had been brought back by him, and told me not to worry.

But if Xiao Zhihua was taken to their base camp by the doctor, and Gojo Satoru brought Xiao Zhihua back, then it should have been taken away from their base camp.

So it seems that after I go back, I will be able to retire, take my big family out of the High School of Conjuration, and settle in a new place.

Because of this, I feel pretty good all day.

[Going back? ] Xia You asked.

"Well, it's almost time." I nodded, "Tomorrow."

[...Um. ]

I couldn't help laughing, and I didn't know why I suddenly asked, "Do you want to go out for a walk? It should be fine to just walk around."

Well, I just ate something and wanted to digest it, and I couldn't take a walk in the courtyard.

[it is good. ]

Xia You said.

I glanced left and right and saw that Xia You's companions were not there. I bent down to pick up the black-haired meatball head curse skeleton, then walked to the door connecting the courtyard and the street outside, opened the door and walked out.

There was no one outside either.

However, the location of this courtyard is probably quite remote. There is a long path outside, and there are no other buildings other than this courtyard. It is probably in a relatively rural place.

I walked slowly along this path, and as I walked, I heard the faint sound of water flowing, "Is there water in front?"

[A river. ]

"What?" Hearing this, I couldn't help complaining, "You said earlier that I don't have to catch those fish that don't look very smart in that fish tank!"

Who wants to fish in a fish tank when there are rivers!

I suspect he did it on purpose.

Xia You was probably at fault, pretending not to hear what I said and not answering.

It was already evening when I came out for a walk along the way, and the sky began to turn dark after walking casually for a while.

When I got to the end of the path, I decided to turn around and go back.

But I don't know why, the road that didn't feel very long when I came here seemed very long when I went back.At first I thought it was a psychological effect, but after walking for a while, I realized that the road really got longer.

"What's going on here?" I looked up and looked around alertly.

[There is no trace of magic power, you can take a few steps forward and see, it should be...]

Just as he was speaking, Xia You's voice suddenly stopped.

what happened?

At the same time that Xia You's voice stopped abruptly, I paused and saw two shadows standing there quietly not far away.

And, those two shadows walked over slowly after we found them.

As the two figures slowly approached, I also saw the appearance of the two people clearly.

It was a couple, both of them had black hair, and both of them had similar looks to Xiayou, especially the male one, who looked like a middle-aged version of Xiayou, except that there was no single bang.

"Jay."

They stopped not far away, stared at Xia You, and called his name.

Xia You's parents.

...To be more precise, they are the parents who were killed by Xia You, and now they are brought back to life because of the human world.

"Jie." Xia You didn't answer, they called again.

...

[Let me down. ]

I put the curse skeleton on the ground as I said, and watched him walk over to the parents who were killed by him.

"At that time, what were you thinking, Jie?" After more than ten years, Xia You's mother watched him sadly, asking this question that she hadn't had time to ask before.

[After this, there is no going back. ]

I thought Xia You would remain silent, but he spoke.

Xia You's mother seemed to expect him to say that, her expression became more sad, and she recalled dreamily, "At that time, you lowered your eyes and looked expressionless, and I was surprised that you grew up, and you grew so tall. ..becoming strange in places we don't know."

She stared at Xia You, "Jie, will you regret it?"

[...]

From the beginning to now, it was Xia You's mother who asked him. Until now, Xia You's father asked the first sentence:

"Do you hate us?"

[No. ]

"Do you love?"

...

I am obviously just a bystander, but I feel that there is an invisible, intangible, and heavy thing pressing on my heart and breathing.

In this kind of twilight, I can't even see the expression of Xia You, who is facing his parents with his back to me, and maybe there is no expression on that little curse skeleton.

I don't know how long it took before I heard a soft sound being blown by the evening wind.

[Do you hate me. ]

It was quiet for a long time in the dark.

"If it's love."

In the end, it was Xia You's mother who smiled tenderly and sadly, and stretched out her hand to the little cursed skeleton, "I remember you once said that the power of love and hate are equal, and love is also a curse."

"Jay, do you want to accept it? A mother's curse."

After a while, the black-haired ball-headed curse raised his hand and put it on.

[Then curse me. ]

Xia You said.

After saying these words, I felt that Xia You slowly let go of something extremely heavy, and thus reached a state where the soul was separated from the body and floated high in the air.

Xia You's father stretched out his hands silently and put them on the big one and the small one.

They seemed to say nothing, and they seemed to say everything.

The bodies of Xia You's parents became blurred and unreal in front of my eyes, and finally turned into a dark vortex. The mansion skeleton was at the very center of this vortex. Xia You's face was swept in by the vortex calmly and disappeared here.

what...?

I froze.

How is this going?I don't remember that the resurrected dead in the human world have this ability?It's definitely not my human world's problem, is it?

I didn't know for a moment whether to leave directly or to talk to Xia You's companion

Well, in this case, they will think that I took the opportunity to take the summer oil out and throw it away, right?

in trouble.

"The function of this vortex is probably to make people go back to the past." Just as I was hesitating, a figure slowly walked out of the woods behind me.

It's Michiko Sugawara.

I looked over suspiciously.

"It's completely non-directional, a randomly generated technique, and the conditions are very harsh." Michiko Sugawara smiled, her eyes fell on the place where the dark vortex disappeared, and she said calmly, "I heard about it by chance. This type of technique...I think it might be a good thing for Mrs. Xia You."

I probably understand.

When Xia You asked "Do you hate me?", his parents didn't answer negatively. I think his parents had a grudge against him.

Puzzled, dazed, resentful, sad...but they finally gave him a chance, a chance to start over.

This is probably the last love, but also a curse.

But what's the reason behind this...?Forget it, it has nothing to do with me.

...

The next day, I left their secret base according to my original plan and returned to the High School of Conjuration.

Well, it's just a normal way to go back.

Well, no one noticed that I just walked back like this. After all, now is the busiest time. I guess they are still helping in the laboratory at Hengyangdou, inputting spell power and so on.

After all, the first batch of special glass needs the existing conjurer to input mana first. After the first batch of non-conjurers have enough mana, the subsequent special glass production will use the mana collected. Production.

After I sent a message to my busy friend Wutiao Wu, saying that I had returned by myself, I went back to the dormitory first, and after seeing that there was no one in the dormitory, I turned to Hengyangdou's laboratory.

Sure enough, I guessed right, Ryoko and Jiao were brought here to help.

Even because no one had time to look at the general puppet cat and them, it was the black jade dog summoned by Fu Hei who was looking at them.

Also known as dog walking.

"Sake!" Ryoko saw me at first glance, and opened her eyes wide in disbelief. She was sure that it was me who rushed over all of a sudden, and stuck to me super wronged.

The first and second grades who are also here to help are also very happy to see me, but we haven't had time to say a few words, our faces are haggard, and the dark circles around our eyes are similar to those of pandas. As a newcomer, I flashed over and called me to help deal with the data file forms.

As a liberal arts student, I can barely operate it.

More than a month has passed.

The social situation has gradually stabilized.

Most of the reanimated dead who appeared due to the advent of the human world had turned back into corpses without the flesh and blood of the living.

By the time the High School of Conjuration relaxes and is less busy, it will already be almost May.

The first batch of enrollment expansion for the High School of Conjuration.

It was initiated in the official name, not private, but became public.

Knotweed, Junpei, Wild Rose, and Fuhei, who were freshmen around this time last year, are now seniors of second grades, and those of second grades are third graders.The number of freshmen this year has broken countless records in the Conjuration High School.

There are also some childish teenage boys and girls who suddenly look like seniors among a bunch of juniors who call them seniors, and they look decent when they guide people.

They have a big smile.

Ah, by the way, under my strong suggestion, the High School of Conjuration has also recruited many new teachers. In short, some courses in normal high schools are also available here, and all-round development is good development.

so...

"I'm going to move to another city next week, so I'm saying goodbye to you." I was completely tired of living in Tokyo, and after everything was on the right track, I was ready to pack up and leave in due course.

"Ah?" Gojo Satoru was stunned for a moment, and stroked his hair, "I forgot about this incident, so I'll send you off when the time comes."

I was very satisfied with this attitude of simply not holding back, and was very moved by his words to send him off, and said, "It doesn't matter if you come or not, I just want to borrow Fuhei."

Today, I still have no ugly treasure.

"Okay, I'll call him." Gojo Satoru said, as if he suddenly remembered something, he reminded, "Where's the mermaid meat? Let's leave it with Hui."

"Just put it in Fuhei, I don't have another place to put it." I thought for a while and added, "If Xia You finds it, I'll give it to him."

"Okay." Wutiao Wu responded.

After leaving Tokyo, I carefully selected where to settle next, and finally chose Kagawa Prefecture in the northeast of Shikoku Island.

I heard that the fish in Kagawa is delicious, and it will be the season to eat fish in just a few months.

When I set off for Kagawa, I brought Ryoko, Jiao, Zhihua, cats and dogs, and Mu Mei decided to stay at the Magic High School after discussing it. Oh no, it’s called the High School of Magic Magic now, so he decided to stay here A youthful love story that may exist along with the fate.

As for the doctor, according to Gojo Satoru told me, the doctor was no longer there when he arrived at the base camp of the curse spirit, and now he has gone somewhere.

I just responded to say I know.

...

......

one year later.

My life has completely returned to normal, and society has undergone tremendous changes. Instead, I have returned to the rhythm of life before I was in contact with the magic world, fishing, reading, and writing.

However, what I wrote were some light and simple stories that I didn't intend to publish. The pseudonym of Kuroshio Doom has been abandoned and will not be used again in the future.

The editor of Zhongxiang came to knock on me at intervals, insisting on persuading me to come back and write novels without giving up.

"Even if it's a light romance novel?" I asked funnyly on the phone.

Editor Zhongxiang choked, "Wow, even if it's a light romance novel!"

Anyway, after many years of cooperation and friendship, the editor of Zhongxiang has lowered the limit so much. In the end, I picked out a few calm and gentle stories and gave them to the editor of Zhongxiang

Before submitting the manuscript, I made a statement, "You can't use the name Kuroshio Doom, and you don't need to give any publicity. I wrote it for fun."

'Then what's the name? '

"Well, I have to choose a name again." I thought for a while, and then read a few words, "Let's call it Bai Luming."

Editor Zhongxiang muttered, "I feel gentle all of a sudden." '

After that, he went to read the manuscript with peace of mind.

I put away the phone, just at this moment the fishing rod moved, and as soon as I lifted the fishing rod, a fat fish was hoisted from the river.

Well, take it back and let Ryoko handle it, it goes well with a cup of local Kagawa Junmai Ginjo.

After finishing my day of fishing, I took a leisurely walk home with my fishing gear and my harvest this time.

When I passed an intersection, I saw an old woman planting flowers, because the flowers looked very beautiful, so I stopped to take a look.

Probably because the days are too leisurely, I suddenly want to grow flowers.

"Mother-in-law, is this easy to support?" I put down the fishing gear and other things by my feet, bent slightly and chose a flower from the old woman's flower samples and asked.

"This is a rose, but it needs to be taken care of carefully to keep it alive." The old woman glanced at it and said, "This kind of rose must be carefully trimmed and fertilized in a timely manner."

Sounds like... trouble!

I hesitated for a moment.

But I have cats and dogs, and I don’t lack the time to raise a few flowers, so I finally decided to buy a bag of seeds to keep them.

"That's it."

I was about to pay, when I stretched out my hand to vaccinate, I suddenly heard a voice behind me, calm and gentle.

"This kind of flower can be planted together with the blue one next to it, and it will look better when it blooms."

It was a very familiar voice.

But because this time it was simply produced by the vocal cords of the human body, rather than the vocal organs simulated by mantra, I felt a little strange.

I look back.

It is Xia You, who has the iconic features of black hair, ball head, and a bunch of bangs, smiling at me not far away.

Not a curse.

He was wearing the black teacher's uniform of the High School of Conjuration.