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Xie Zhitang's tourist resort is a large manor, although it is in the suburbs, it is not too close. It took them nearly two hours of driving to get there.

The manor is a typical western-style building, and the surrounding greenery is well done.

Xie Zhitang was very excited all the way, even more so when he arrived at the manor, chatting and introducing the manor to Lu Jinsen.

When Lu Jinsen was in the car, he thought for a while what Xie Zhitang wanted to say to him, but there were too few clues to support Lu Jinsen's guess, so he simply stopped thinking about it, and only patiently accompanied Xie Zhitang to the manor, while listening to Xie Zhitang carefully. While speaking, he led Xie Zhitang into the hall.

Even in midsummer, the sky at seven o'clock is already gray, and only the sunset glow on the horizon still retains its neon-like colorful light.

They didn't stop, when Xie Zhitang held Lu Jinsen in his arms and asked if they could leave now, Lu Jinsen immediately agreed and took Xie Zhitang out of the underground garage with great mobility. After confirming the address of the manor The driver brought them over.

But after all, it was the rush hour for vehicles, and it took a lot of time to drive the vehicles on the highway in the urban area, so they didn't have time to eat, so they went straight to the manor.

Lu Jinsen and Xie Zhitang intertwined their fingers, and their connected hands shook slowly as they walked, but Xie Zhitang clasped his fingers tightly, and he didn't intend to let go after shaking them all the way.

The decoration in the lobby is mostly in warm tones. Although there are no eye-catching decorations, the overall tone is very warm. It can be seen that the interior decoration is not for attracting attention but for the sense of use.

Lu Jinsen followed Xie Zhitang into the house, guessing that this was probably a surprise that Xie Zhitang wanted to give him, or that Xie Zhitang wanted to go out to play with him.

After turning the corner, servants surrounded him, winked at Xie Zhitang and led them to the restaurant.

Xie Zhitang received the news, looked back at Lu Jinsen while walking and asked, "Brother, what do you think of this place?"

Xie Zhitang looked at Lu Jinsen and smiled, and said to Lu Jinsen with a look of pride, "I designed it. The whole manor is like that."

"It's great, beautiful and warm." Lu Jinsen never hesitated to praise Xie Zhitang.

Only then did Xie Zhitang smile in satisfaction, hooked Lu Jinsen's finger and turned his head, pulled Lu Jinsen to wash his hands and walked to the restaurant.

Appetizers and soup had already been placed on the dining table, Lu Jinsen watched Xie Zhitang go around and sit down, and he sat on the other half, looking down at the dishes in front of him.

No matter what kind of cuisine there is, there is no such rule of serving food before people arrive, not to mention that in Western food, one dish is always served before the next dish is served.

Although Lu Jinsen does not stick to the rules, he has even brought Xie Zhitang to Jiang Haichao's "hodgepodge" clubhouse, but the tableware on the table is very regular, the three table knives on the right hand side are neatly arranged, and outside are soup spoons and seafood Forks, the three forks on the left hand side are no problem.

The water glass, wine glass, teacup, and dessert plate in front of him are also exactly the same.

Such a complicated meal order is rarely used nowadays, and it is only used on important occasions or to express a serious atmosphere.

It was precisely because of this that when Lu Jinsen saw the tableware, he thought that Xie Zhitang had something important to say to him.

But with the strict tableware and such a loose and casual dining order, Lu Jinsen thought about what Xie Zhitang wanted to say to him.

Lu Jinsen was full of doubts, but seeing Xie Zhitang's happy face, he still didn't say anything. After trying the appetizer, he suddenly felt that it tasted good.

In front of Lu Jinsen is a seafood cocktail cup, while in front of Xie Zhitang is a butter chicken box.

Xie Zhitang ate very fast, almost unprecedentedly fast. He only took a few mouthfuls of stuffing from the puff pastry box before putting down his knife and fork, watching Lu Jinsen with a smile and waiting for Lu Jinsen to eat.

Lu Jinsen didn't understand why Xie Zhitang was in such a hurry, but he also put down his fork, indicating that the servant standing by could continue serving another dish.

Apart from being a bit rushed, this meal can be regarded as a feast for the host and guest. Lu Jinsen likes to eat beef, and tonight's steak is tender and juicy. After putting down the knife and fork, Lu Jinsen even praised the chef to Xie Zhitang.

The chef was found by Xie Zhitang for Lu Jinsen. Lu Jinsen praised the chef's skills, and Xie Zhitang was also honored. He smiled sweetly at Lu Jinsen with his face up.

Seeing Xie Zhitang smiling at him like this, Lu Jinsen couldn't help smiling at him too.

"Okay." Xie Zhitang suddenly stood up very satisfied, as if he could finally get to the point after going through the necessary procedures, and said impatiently: "Next, I will take you to see my favorite place."

Lu Jinsen nodded, and followed Xie Zhitang to get up and walk out.Xie Zhitang was so secretive that he didn't reveal any information, so Lu Jinsen raised some expectations about where Xie Zhitang wanted to take him.

Lu Jinsen's anticipation turned into surprise when he saw the flower field in the backyard.

The reason why it is called a flower field rather than a garden is because

The scale and design of this flower field are no longer within the normal range of a garden.

This is an almost endless field of roses.

It was already dark when they came out, and Lu Jinsen could see clearly that it was a rose field thanks to the lights hanging from the flower field. Almost every ten meters there was a slender lamppost hanging from a light, shining brightly on the flower field .

The roses are blooming very well. The roses seem to emerge from the green leaves, and they seem to be dotted on the green leaves. The red flowers and the green leaves complement each other.

Such a bright color, such a large and full flower can only be matched with a piece of green, and only such a beautiful and eye-catching color can suppress such a vast green.

The roses near the manor, because of the light, Lu Jinsen can see their colors clearly, the flowers are very straight roses, and the leaves are bright and clean.But the rose field behind was covered in darkness because the light was not strong enough, and the color became dark.

"This is Corolla Rose," Xie Zhitang said softly, "It's a gift from my mother as an adult, and this flower field is full of it."

Lu Jinsen said "Yes", and walked towards the flower field holding hands with Xie Zhitang.

When Xie Zhitang introduced it to Lu Jinsen, he said that this is a "sacred place for marriage proposals", and Lu Jinsen understood now.

The price of roses has been increasing due to the concept of 'symbol of love' in modern times, and such a large rose field can be considered a luxury.

The scent of roses is very strong, which is very similar to Xie Zhitang's pheromone smell. After Lu Jinsen got this concept, he turned his head and glanced at Xie Zhitang.

Xie Zhitang stared at the road unconsciously, and suddenly said: "This is the reason I brought you here."

"Huh?" Lu Jinsen asked, "For me to see flowers?"

Xie Zhitang shook his head, but did not answer Lu Jinsen, but suddenly asked in a low voice: "You said last time that you would be engaged to me... Is this sentence still valid?"

Lu Jinsen looked down at Xie Zhitang, but was interrupted by Xie Zhitang before he could speak.

Xie Zhitang seemed to want to prevent Lu Jinsen from giving an answer immediately, so he followed the next sentence as soon as he finished speaking.Xie Zhitang said slowly: "I know... You said before that you want me to be sure what I really want, and let me think about the root cause. I have thought about it seriously, but I still want to..."

When Xie Zhitang said this, he changed the subject and continued: "Ms. Zhuang's hospital, I went to find out a long time ago."

Hearing this, Lu Jinsen immediately gave Xie Zhitang a stern look, "Mmm."

This is the first time they have talked about this topic.

It's not that "seeking medical treatment" is a sensitive topic, what they avoid is the separation hidden behind "seeking medical treatment".

"I know you want me to go to her for medical treatment. I searched for the information carefully and did my homework." Xie Zhitang lowered his head and didn't look at Lu Jinsen, as if he had already written a draft and was just endorsing: "A long time ago, I I know. It's not that I don't want to treat the disease. I know that the hospital's treatment method and treatment effect are very good, and I should try it. But...the hospital is abroad, and there is an eight-hour time difference from here..."

Xie Zhitang stopped talking here.

He thought of a book, and remembered the scene where the protagonist in that book was about to be separated from the person he liked.

"It's nothing to travel, it's just a long way, and besides, it's across the sea."

"Across the sea from what, Jane?"

"With England, Thornfield, and—"

"Ok?"

"And you, sir."*

Xie Zhitang didn't have any sense of belonging in the past. He left the home where he had lived for more than [-] years and came to Lu Jinsen's side, and he didn't miss home very much.

If it was before, half a year ago, before he met Lu Jinsen, and asked him to go abroad for treatment, Xie Zhitang could leave immediately without bringing anything.

But it was different now, he met Lu Jinsen, and going abroad was no longer an easy task.His roots are in Lu Jinsen, as long as he is far away, he can't help but want to look back, to make sure that Lu Jinsen is still by his side.

Xie Zhitang didn't understand the protagonist's words before, he didn't understand why it is sad to be separated from the person he likes.He used to think that liking is a very personal matter, related only to himself.

It has nothing to do with the object of liking, and naturally it has nothing to do with the distance of the object of liking.

If you really like it, even if you never see each other again, you will continue to like it.If you don't like it, even if you see it every day and every night, the relationship will gradually fade.

But Xie Zhitang doesn't think so now, since he and Lu Jinsen are in love, why should they separate?Why do you have to taste the pain of lovesickness when you can go day and night?

In the end, the protagonist in the book is separated from the person she likes by sea.

Xie Zhitang slowly raised his head, looked at Lu Jinsen's calm expression, and said, "But then I thought... I was always a carpenter in time."

"The fundamental reason why I live every day as if it was my last is that I don't think I have a tomorrow. So I am greedy for pleasure and seize the day." Xie Zhitang slowly opened himself up and showed all his thoughts to Lu Jinsen Front: "But I have changed my mind now, I want to have a future with you."

Lu Jinsen stared at Xie Zhitang intently, almost staring at him. He looked at Xie Zhitang seriously.

Xie Zhitang's eyes didn't dodge in the slightest, but he suddenly changed his speaking speed from the slow before, and said hurriedly: "Brother, do you still remember that you told me that I can design our future home by myself and plant what I like in the garden?" Hua, the little fish I caught can also be kept in the fish tank. You told me so on the first night when you went to the Lu family's old house."

Lu Jinsen nodded.

"You said...we will always be together, and we will be together for the next 100 years." Xie Zhitang said: "Our future home is designed, roses are planted in the garden, and the small fish I caught are also put in the fish tank ...and I think the next 100-plus years will be with you as well."

Lu Jinsen looked at Xie Zhitang quietly, but his eyes were gentle, as if encouraging, but also as if looking forward to what Xie Zhitang was about to say.

Xie Zhitang was silent for a while, and said: "For...for us to be together forever in the future, it is acceptable to be separated for a while now."

"As long as," Xie Zhitang quickly added: "As long as you get engaged to me, it's to make me feel at ease, okay?"

Lu Jinsen once said that if it was to make Xie Zhitang feel at ease, he would be willing to get engaged to Xie Zhitang, so Xie Zhitang made such a request.

"You don't need the engagement ceremony, you don't need to tell other people, you don't need anything." Xie Zhitang's voice was a little hoarse, and he whispered: "I just...it's too far away. Brother, I'm scared."

When Xie Zhitang said this, he lowered his head, his eyelids were red, and he almost wanted to cry.

But Lu Jinsen chuckled, cupped Xie Zhitang's face with both hands, looked at him with his head down, and asked him, "Tangtang, where are you going?"

The author has something to say: Lu Jinsen: Only children make choices, I want them all.

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