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After returning to his room, Lu Jinsen opened the terminal to check the files sent by Li Zhe.

Li Zhe analyzed and compared the data of various psychiatrists very clearly, and the psychiatrist he recommended is indeed the most suitable.

However, the psychiatrist's institution was established abroad, and he did not accept doctors from abroad.

Lu Jinsen frowned and pondered for a while, then read the analysis report again, and fell into a dilemma.

Lu Jinsen took out the lighter for lighting candles from his pocket, and took out a small pack of cigarettes from his coat pocket, lit it with a click, stared at the rising flames for two seconds, and then lowered his head to put the cigarette in his mouth. The cigarette butt leaned on the fire and inhaled lightly.

The cigarette butt was lit immediately, and the cigarette was inhaled by Lu Jinsen into his lungs.

Lu Jinsen closed the file, just in time to see an unfamiliar software in the terminal.

It was left by Xie Zhitang when he used Lu Jinsen's terminal to log in to social software last time.

Lu Jinsen looked at the software and thought about it. If he wants to know Xie Zhitang, starting with his social software is a good choice.

In this way, he can understand what kind of image Xie Zhitang wants to present to the public, and naturally he can also understand the difference between Xie Zhitang's internal and external through comparison.

He never thought of getting to know Xie Zhitang before.

Xie Zhitang's image was rich enough to make him think that this was all of Xie Zhitang.

Lu Jinsen clicked on the software, re-registered an account, and then searched for Xie Zhitang with this extremely blank new account, even the name was garbled.

Searching the webpage picked up many keywords, all kinds of things, Lu Jinsen directly clicked on Xie Zhitang's homepage.

Xie Zhitang's attention is 0, but his fans have more than 100 million.

Xie Zhitang's latest development is painting. There are only two pictures of whales and sea turtles drawn in his office.

Lu Jinsen continued to swipe down and saw that the previous post was a video of Xie Zhitang four months ago. It recorded a video of Xie Zhitang wearing a loose sportswear and playing the piano. The video lasted 8 minutes.

Four months ago, Xie Zhitang's hair was shorter than it is now, reaching behind the ears, behind the piano is the floor-to-ceiling window, and it can be seen that it is a cloudless and sunny day outside.

Lu Jinsen didn't click on it, and continued to swipe down.

In the past two years, Xie Zhitang seldom expresses his views and remarks on social software. He only posts some paintings and videos of playing the piano every now and then, as well as some tips for painting or playing the piano.

Occasionally, some public welfare and charity activities will be forwarded.

But these are one-way passes.

Flip forward further,

Xie Zhitang will also post some photos on the Internet, including flowers, clouds, buildings, sunsets, and even ant holes and handmade biscuits.

Xie Zhitang's words are always very few. When the pictures are flowers, his words are flowers; when the pictures are clouds, his words are clouds.

The photos taken by Xie Zhitang are very beautiful, especially the unique perspective.Sometimes Lu Jinsen couldn't figure out what was on the picture when he looked at the picture, but after reading Xie Zhitang's words, he immediately understood.

Then I looked at the photos taken by Xie Zhitang, and I felt that it was so true, and I suddenly realized it.

Before that, Xie Zhitang would occasionally share what he was doing recently, such as drawing a big picture, or finishing reading a thick book.

It's like recording your own life.

But sometimes a post is posted every one or two months, and sometimes several posts are posted in one day.

But usually there is no specific meaning, just something I saw, so I share it with everyone.

Even though Xie Zhitang would occasionally post a burst of news, Xie Zhitang's news is still not much. Lu Jinsen's quick reading quickly turned to Xie Zhitang's most active period.

That is, after the leak of Xie Zhitang's illness, he launched several charity activities with the theme of bipolar disorder, and jointly launched the special public welfare fund for the mentally ill and the Haitang Public Welfare Fund initiated by the Red Cross.

At that time, Xie Zhitang was only fifteen or sixteen years old. Lu Jinsen looked at the photos and videos of Xie Zhitang's participation in the activities at that time, and he also thought it was cute.

Lu Jinsen watched the video of Xie Zhitang participating in public welfare, and then went to watch the interview.

Xie Zhitang is precocious and precocious. He already has his own worldview at the age of fifteen or sixteen. In the interview, Xie Zhitang said: "The information transmission between people is lossy. I can't express my thoughts completely and accurately. It is also impossible for you to receive my thoughts completely and accurately."

Lu Jinsen looked at the young but extraordinary Xie Zhitang in the video, wiped Xie Zhitang's cheek with his thumb on the screen, and then turned off the video.

Lu Jinsen pondered for two seconds first, and then quickly flipped through Xie Zhitang's dynamics at a glance.

When he saw the last post, which was the first post posted by Xie Zhitang, Lu Jinsen suddenly chuckled.

Xie Zhitang's first post read: How did you see this one, do you like me?

Lu Jinsen clicked a thumbs up, and then exited the software.

He and Xie Zhitang need to talk.

He worried

Xie Zhitang was irritated, and had always adopted a vague attitude, but Lu Jinsen suddenly felt that such an attitude might irritate Xie Zhitang even more.

As Xie Zhitang said in the interview, information transmission is lossy.

They may not be able to understand each other even in face-to-face communication, so they will not be able to understand each other even more when they get along in such a vague way and have ambiguous contacts.

Lu Jinsen admitted that he didn't know Xie Zhitang, what he was thinking now, and what he wanted to do next, but he could understand himself very clearly.

Know what you are thinking now and what you want to do next.

After Lu Jinsen sent a message to Li Zhe that Xie Zhitang would not go to the company tomorrow, he closed the terminal and went to the bathroom to wash up again.

The next day Lu Jinsen didn't call Xie Zhitang when he got up, and Xie Zhitang didn't go out until he went out.

Lu Jinsen didn't go back to the hotel at noon. In order to get off work early in the afternoon, he only asked Li Zhe to order outside for the two of them to have a makeshift meal in the reception room and continue working.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Lu Jinsen's work was finished. Li Zhe contacted the driver to pick up Xie Zhitang, and then came to bring Lu Jinsen.

During lunch, Lu Jinsen told Li Zhe that he would take Xie Zhitang to Lu's old house in the afternoon, and that Li Zhe could sign his name or leave the account for reimbursement when he went to play in the rest of the time.

Li Zhe didn't speak, and thought for a while and asked Lu Jinsen if he wanted to stay overnight in the old house and come back tomorrow morning. It took nearly three hours to drive there, and the three hours back would be too rushed.

Lu Jinsen thought it made sense, so he asked Xie Zhitang again.

This was the first communication between him and Xie Zhitang. He asked Xie Zhitang if he wanted to spend the night in Lu's old house and come back tomorrow morning.

Xie Zhitang hasn't used the terminal for a long time, so he doesn't have the habit of looking at it from time to time.It was easy for him to place the terminal anywhere. After a while, Xie Zhitang couldn't remember where he put the terminal.

The nanny saw this message and took the terminal to find Xie Zhitang, and Xie Zhitang returned the message to Lu Jinsen.

Naturally, Xie Zhitang would not refuse Lu Jinsen's suggestion, and said to Lu Jinsen: "Okay."He took pictures of his new paintings and showed them to Lu Jinsen.

Lu Jinsen returned quickly and praised him for his good painting.

Then the nanny sent Xie Zhitang to the driver's car, and asked the driver to take Xie Zhitang to Lu Jinsen.

After Xie Zhitang got into the car, he leaned back on the armchair and closed his eyes to rest his mind. After lying down for a few minutes, he opened them again, and pulled up the sleeve on his wrist to look at the watch he had piled on his forearm.

It's eight past three.

Xie Zhitang stared intently at the second and turned around, seeing that the second and the hour hand overlapped and crossed, then he put down his cuff and hid Lu Jinsen's watch again.

The hotel was close, Xie Zhitang waited for a while before arriving at Lu Jinsen when he reached the basement.

Lu Jinsen came out of the elevator alone. Since the car parked in the parking space, Xie Zhitang turned his head to look at the elevator. Seeing Lu Jinsen walking towards here, he immediately leaned over to help Lu Jinsen open the car door from the inside.

Lu Jinsen got into the car and said thank you, then sat down and fastened his seat belt, then went to see Xie Zhitang.

Seeing that Xie Zhitang was also wearing a seat belt, Lu Jinsen was satisfied, then he looked at Xie Zhitang strangely and said, "You look so bright today."

When Lu Jinsen said bright, he meant bright in the physical sense.

Xie Zhitang wore a bright yellow v-neck sweater on his upper body, revealing his collarbone and a small piece of fair skin on his chest. His lower body was a pair of gray shorts, and there were also a pair of tight black pants inside the shorts.

It's normal here, but Xie Zhitang wore a laser coat, which shone with colorful lights under the light, which was extremely eye-catching.

Xie Zhitang smiled at him and said, "This way you can see me in the crowd."

Lu Jinsen nodded and asked again, "Are you wearing black stockings today?"

Xie Zhitang raised his leg to show Lu Jinsen, and said, "These are not stockings, they are called varicose vein pants."

Lu Jinsen glanced at Xie Zhitang's leg lightly, and asked puzzledly, "Why are you wearing this?"

"Of course it's for the sake of looking good. It's really strange that you're asking." Xie Zhitang leaned on the car window and looked at Lu Jinsen sideways and said, "Isn't it good looking?"

Lu Jinsen originally wanted to ask Xie Zhitang if he had varicose veins, but he didn't expect Xie Zhitang to praise him for his good looks.

Only then was Xie Zhitang satisfied and smiled sweetly at Lu Jinsen, revealing his dimples, and said, "I only realized that there are so many kinds of clothes after I learned about them."

Seeing that Xie Zhitang was talking to him so relaxedly today, Lu Jinsen felt that Xie Zhitang was in good condition, so he asked him along the way: "Why do you want to know this specifically?"

"Because I have nothing to do." Xie Zhitang squinted his eyes from the sunlight outside the window and said, "What I'm wearing today is designed by myself, and it was also yesterday. Most of it is in my closet."

Speaking of this, Xie Zhitang opened his eyes and looked at Lu Jinsen with a smile and said, "In the future..."

Lu Jinsen looked back, waiting for Xie Zhitang's next words.

But Xie Zhitang just uttered the word "later", and immediately reacted.

Where did they come from?

So Xie Zhitang didn't speak any more, and looked away lightly, took off his coat with a lot of trouble, and then raised his hand to cover his head.

It took nearly three hours for them to go to Lu's old house by car, so it was no problem for Xie Zhitang to sleep.

But after thinking about it, Lu Jinsen gently lifted a corner of his coat.

Xie Zhitang moved in his coat, adjusted his angle, looked at Lu Jinsen and asked him, "Brother, what's the matter?"

Lu Jinsen calmly looked in and looked at Xie Zhitang's disheveled hair and asked him: "It was a bit late when we arrived at the old house, do you want to eat something to cushion yourself now?"

Xie Zhitang huddled in his coat, shook his head, and said with a smile, "Brother, you will get fat if you eat too much."

Lu Jinsen disagreed and said, "How can you gain weight at such a young age?"

Xie Zhitang snorted softly and said, "alpha." He pulled back the corner of Lu Jinsen's clothes that had been lifted up, and flipped it under the coat to the other half.

Lu Jinsen stopped talking and disturbed Xie Zhitang's sleep. After looking at Xie Zhitang's laser coat for a while, he felt that it was too much for his eyes, so he opened the terminal to check the files.

The sun was gradually moving westward, and the car also drove out of the city center on a road that was a little bit off. Since it was not the rush hour, the driver drove the car very smoothly.

Xie Zhitang hid in his coat for a long time and did not fall asleep. He quietly turned around and peeked at Lu Jinsen through the gap in his coat.

Xie Zhitang suddenly remembered the time when Lu Jinsen drove him to find Jiang Haichao.

That was when he was also covering his face with his coat. Lu Jinsen lifted the coat to keep him from sleeping, and found a bell for him to play with.

Xie Zhitang carefully touched his forearm from the cuff of his wrist, and touched the watch. At that time, he also wrapped the bell around his wrist like this.

It was Lu Jinsen's first gift that survived, but he broke the bell.

He will not spoil the gift that Lu Jinsen gave him again.

He will keep this watch for a lifetime.

The author has something to say: Lu Jinsen: Thank you for the invitation.It looks good, but it's a bit of a hassle for the eyes.

.感谢在2020-08-0222:40:38~2020-08-0323:51:06期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 12 bottles of memory; 10 bottles of Mi-mois; 2 bottles of nowhere; 1 bottle for procrastinator;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!