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Xie Zhitang looked at Lu Jinsen and shook his head very slowly. He wanted to defend himself, but he couldn't speak.

I had no choice but to look at Lu Jinsen and wait for his trial.

But Lu Jinsen didn't say anything, neither blame nor forgive.He just told calmly: I should send you back.Xie Zhitang was not left with a choice.

Xie Zhitang lowered his eyebrows and nodded obediently.

Lu Jinsen asked the waiter to pack all the leftover pastries for Xie Zhitang to take back, and helped him put the computer and pencils on the table into the bag.

Xie Zhitang didn't look up, his eyes were all glued to Lu Jinsen's hands with well-defined joints and slender fingers, watching the meridians on the back of his hands rise and fall, and the shadows change.

Li Zhe met the driver outside the store, and Lu Jinsen personally took the packing box from the waiter and got into the car with Xie Zhitang.Xie Zhitang stared at his hands when he got in the car, he didn't raise his head, and didn't try to speak.

Xie Zhitang looked at his hands over and over again.

There was a red pencil mark on the middle finger and a lead print on the little finger.

Xie Zhitang's hands are typical piano-playing hands, slender and powerful, with callused fingertips and nails trimmed to the shortest.It's not ugly, but it's far from other omega's white, flawless, soft and boneless hands.

Lu Jinsen has been paying attention to Xie Zhitang's emotions, seeing him looking at his hands, he also looked at his hands, only to see that Xie Zhitang's fingers are quite long.

Lu's Group is less than ten kilometers away from the hospital, and the drive is less than 10 minutes.The driver parked the car in front of Building No. 5, and Xie's father and mother were already waiting at the door.

Lu Jinsen got out of the car with Xie Zhitang and sent Xie Zhitang to Xie's father and mother.Then handed the packing box together with the bag to Father Xie, and took a look at Xie Zhitang, who was obviously not ready to speak with his head down, and explained to him and Father Xie: "Uncle, the pastries in this shop are good, Zhitang go Had afternoon tea there."

Xie's mother held Xie Zhitang's arm and asked something in a low voice, Xie Zhitang nodded and lowered his eyebrows, wondering what he was looking at.

Father Xie nodded kindly to Lu Jinsen and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

Lu Jinsen smiled politely and did not shirk.After saying hello, Xie's father and mother were about to take Xie Zhitang back to the ward, but Xie Zhitang suddenly raised his face, did not speak, and just stared at Lu Jinsen.

Lu Jinsen thought for a while and said to him, "Come here, Zhitang."

Xie Zhitang stepped forward obediently.

Lu Jinsen picked up the terminal and asked Xie Zhitang to scan him with the newly bought temporary terminal, and they had each other's contact information.Lu Jinsen looked down at Xie Zhitang, who was not as tall as his chest, and said, "If you want to decorate the room, you can tell me what you need."

Xie Zhitang nodded, still staring at Lu Jinsen with raised face.

Lu Jinsen continued: "Today is Thursday, I will pick you up at Xie's house on Saturday, you are ready."

Xie Zhitang continued to nod.

"See you on Saturday." Lu Jinsen said.

Xie Zhitang blinked, turned around and left with Xie father and mother.

Lu Jinsen watched them disappear behind the wall before getting into the car. Li Zhe, who was sitting in the co-pilot, turned around and said, "Boss, the security department said that the monitoring loophole has been fixed."

Lu Jinsen leaned on the seat, closed his eyes and meditated: "The security department will increase its bonus by 50.00% this month."

Lu Jinsen arrived home earlier than usual, so he contacted the chef earlier to cook dinner.The two chefs quickly came to the door with the ingredients, and they were busy in the kitchen quickly.

Lu Jinsen doesn't know how to cook, and almost all the kitchens at home are used by chefs.But now, standing in front of the kitchen door, Lu Jinsen thought, if Xie Zhitang's condition had reached this level, would it be dangerous to keep knives at home?

Lu Jinsen fell into deep thought, and was going to look up a few more papers.

Since he decided to provide Xie Zhitang with pheromones, he has consulted a lot of information about bipolar disorder.Bipolar disorder is likely to be complicated by other mental illnesses, but the medical certificate given by Xie's mother only includes bipolar disorder.

Lu Jinsen read the introduction of bipolar disorder and the introduction of many cases in the paper, and he has already thought of the worst and worst situation.

Elevated emotions, irritable irritability, flight of thought, increased volition and behavior, even messy speech, disordered behavior, hallucinations, and delusions in a manic state.

From low mood in depression to self-mutilation and suicide in sadness and despair, lack of interest, isolation, loss of anhedonia, and decreased energy, plus other accompanying symptoms such as anxiety and decreased concentration. *

Lu Jinsen was mentally prepared for all of these.

Judging from Xie Zhitang's current actions, Lu Jinsen's psychological bottom line has not yet been touched, so it is not difficult to bear.

Lu Jinsen used the simple knowledge he had learned in the past few days to divide Xie Zhitang's state today.

Xie Zhitang's actions before he was caught, such as refusing to take medicine, jumping off the building, cracking Lu's security net to peek at the office surveillance, painting him a portrait and sending it to him, buying afternoon tea for Lu's employees, etc., were in a state of mania.

After being caught by him, the state of being in a daze, looking at hands, walking slowly, and having no desire to communicate is depression.

Lu Jinsen rigorously described the time when Xie Zhitang's illness occurred.

The time and behavior were roughly recorded, and a form named "Xie Zhitang" was made and saved on the computer desktop.

Lu Jinsen dug out the cigar box from the drawer, trimmed off the cigar tips skillfully and lit it, and slowly exhaled white smoke.Lu Jinsen looked at the cloud of smoke in front of him, as if looking at a snow-white person through the smoke.

Dinner prepared by the chef is pasta with seafood, sautéed veal and salad Nicoise.

Lu Jinsen does not pick recipes and has no allergies, so the chef cooks delicacies from various countries for him.After the chef reported the name of the dish to Lu Jinsen as usual, he was stopped by Lu Jinsen.

"Starting from Sunday morning, noon, and night, chefs will come to your door." Lu Jinsen thought for a while and continued: "In the future, lunch and dinner may need to be made for multiple people. I will compile a form for dietary preferences and allergic ingredients and send it to you tomorrow. company."

The chefs nodded and expressed their regret that they might not be able to serve Lu Jinsen in the future, and left the venue satisfied with Lu Jinsen's concluding remarks that he would tip 50.00% more this month.

After Lu Jinsen finished his dinner, he put the dishes in the dishwasher and went into the study.The plates will be here until noon tomorrow.Although Lu Jinsen didn't hire a nanny, he hired a cleaner who cleaned up every day at noon.

The fundamental reason why Lu Jinsen's apartment can be kept spotless and the windows are bright and clean is the once-a-day cleaning staff.

The job of the president of the Lu Group is not easy. Lu Jinsen opened the financial statement in the study and read it carefully, and decided to have a discussion with the security department this weekend.

The Lu Group spends so much money on the security department every year.Lu's Group is in the electronic information industry, and network security and system security should be the most familiar fields.

Xie Zhitang can transcribe the monitoring of the president's office today, which is a small problem.Who knows if there will be a big data breach problem tomorrow?

While watching, Lu Jinsen thought, a hacker appeared at the beginning of last year and attacked the server of a large game company in country L, causing the server to be paralyzed for more than five hours. In the end, the hacker was sentenced to a year and a few months in prison. punishment.

After the calculation, the hacker should be out of prison soon, so Li Zhe can find time to visit the prison and talk about employment.

Just as he was thinking, the terminal Lu Jinsen placed on the table rang.

Lu Jinsen turned over and saw that it was Mr. Lu.

It's morning in foreign countries, Mr. Lu is growing stronger and stronger, and he is climbing a mountain with a group of elderly people of similar age.Seeing that the background should be halfway up the mountain, Mr. Lu found a corner to take pictures of the scenery for Lu Jinsen.

Without chatting a few words, the old man got to the point: "I heard that you signed a contract with the Xie family and you want to give the Xie family a temporary mark?"

Lu Jinsen nodded: "You know."

The old man continued: "I also heard that the Xie family boy was lost today. The Xie family sent to the police station to adjust the road monitoring. It turned out that he cracked the monitoring in your office and went to paint for you."

Lu Jinsen said, "You know again."

The old man laughed loudly: "Xie's boy is a talent! He is better than those trash in the security department! Are you not angry?"

"Why be angry with the patient? He can't control his behavior, can't I control my emotions?" Lu Jinsen smiled indifferently, and then said: "I asked the security department to fix the loophole urgently, and the weekend symposium asked them to Re-check the security of Lu's system."

The old man nodded impatiently, and thoughtfully said: "You can figure it out. If that kid is not a son of the Xie family, he can be recruited into the company."

"He can't." Lu Jinsen shook his head rationally, "The mental state is not good enough."

The old man curled his lips, took a picture of Lu Jinsen's mountain scenery for a while, and then hung up the terminal.

Lu Jinsen put down the terminal and fell into deep thought.

It's normal for the Xie family to find someone to make a big splash, and it's normal for the old man to know.There was a loophole in Lu's security, which was the Lu's group's problem, and it was understandable that he couldn't hide it from Mr. Lu.But where did he reveal that he signed a contract with Xie's family to assist Xie Zhitang in treating his illness?

Lu Jinsen tapped the table with his fingertips and decided to send a text message to Jiang Haichao.

Soon I received Jiang Haichao's reply: Brother, have you never investigated Xie Zhitang at all?The fact that Xie Zhitang suffers from bipolar affective disorder was said by himself, and it can still be found on the Internet, you can search it yourself.

But Xie Zhitang is really smart.

Jiang Haichao continued to post:

When a secret is no longer a secret, it loses its value.

It's a pity that such a smart baby should get sick.

Lu Jinsen moved his fingers and sent Jiang Haichao a paper called "Intelligence, creativity, and bipolar disorder may have a common genetic basis"*

As mentioned in the paper, Daniel Smith of the University of Glasgow, who was in charge of the research, said, "The genetic basis of bipolar disorder has a certain selection advantage in some respects. One possibility is that severe emotional disorders, such as bipolar disorder , is the price humans have to pay for adaptive traits such as intelligence, creativity, and language."

Jiang Haichao quickly sent a reply: Hahahahahahahahahahahaha, this is the way of life that nature has left for normal people like us.

Lu Jinsen did not reply again.

Lu Jinsen just read a paper yesterday called "Survey of Stigma and Related Factors in Patients with Bipolar Disorder"*, which shows that patients with bipolar disorder have a higher perception of stigma.Lu Jinsen also specially remembered not to talk about his illness in front of Xie Zhitang.

It was beyond Lu Jinsen's expectation that Xie Zhitang would choose to announce his illness.Lu Jinsen searched for "Xie Zhitang's bipolar disorder" on the Internet, and found that Xie Zhitang announced the fact that he was suffering from bipolar disorder at the age of 16 and was actively cooperating with the treatment.

Xie Zhitang did not shy away from his illness, and launched many charity activities with the theme of bipolar disorder, advocating that people treat bipolar disorder with a correct attitude and not demonize bipolar disorder.

Lu Jinsen clicked on the video led by Xie Zhitang, who was obviously still young, giving a speech.

Xie Zhitang's face three years ago was rounder than it is now, but his eyebrows and eyes remain the same.Wearing a white suit, he delivered his speech calmly before an audience hundreds of meters away.

The topic of the speech is: As a patient with bipolar disorder, how do I keep my faith and insist on treatment.