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The reason why Lu Jinsen walked back to the cabin was that he heard the bell again.

It's not an ordinary shaking bell, this one is crisp but high-pitched, like the sound of a bell being smashed.

Lu Jinsen walked across the living room to the door of the room, and saw Xie Zhitang sitting on the bed, and his coat was piled up on the bed.Xie Zhitang lifted up his sleeve to reveal his left wrist. There was a cut on his wrist, and blood was oozing out.

The doctor carefully sterilized the tweezers with alcohol, picked up a piece of medical cotton soaked in alcohol, and applied it on Xie Zhitang's wrist.

Xie Zhitang flicked his wrist, and then tensed his flesh, but he didn't hide, let alone cry out for pain, he just stared at the broken bell on the ground.

Lu Jinsen stood outside the door and asked in a deep voice, "What happened?"

Xie Zhitang didn't move, so the nurse explained to Lu Jinsen in a low voice: "Just now Mr. Xie fell to the ground, broke the bell, and the pieces cut his wrist."

Lu Jinsen nodded to show his understanding, and asked again, "Why did you fall to the ground?"

The nurse faltered and couldn't speak.

At that time, she and the doctor were putting on motion sickness stickers for Xie Zhitang and putting the things back into the medicine box. Only two seconds later, she heard a crisp sound from behind. Looking back, Xie Zhitang, who was lying on the bed, suddenly fell to the ground for some reason.

Lu Jinsen couldn't help frowning again.

He originally wanted to take care of Xie Zhitang because of his responsibilities after signing the contract, and because of his spiritual love for Xie Zhitang.

Lu Jinsen is very clear about what to do and what not to do.As early as in the introspection every night, he discovered that he had overindulged Xie Zhitang.

But out of love for Xie Zhitang, he did not stop his conniving attitude towards Xie Zhitang.

So he found that his love for Xie Zhitang gradually increased, so that under the performance of Xie Zhitang's attachment, he had some illusions that he could take care of Xie Zhitang better than others.

Lu Jinsen even doubted whether he had a good impression of Xie Zhitang because of "wanting to take care of him".

But Xie Zhitang's sudden retreat on the plane reminded Lu Jinsen of something.

As Xie Zhitang's ao connection object, he carried another sense of salvation from the moment he entered Xie Zhitang's world, which would also give Xie Zhitang the illusion.

His identity made it easy for Xie Zhitang to become dependent after suspicion, not to mention the relationship with ao.

It's like many patients will have a good impression of the doctor during the treatment, because the doctor represents the hope of recovery in the patient's heart.It is easy for patients to confuse them, but psychological counselors must always be sensible and avoid establishing any relationship with patients other than consultation.

The same goes for Lu Jinsen.

His status in this relationship is not equal. If he continues with such an attitude of looking down, this relationship will not be able to bear fruit.

Moreover, it is immoral even for nurses to want to have a romantic relationship with a patient.What's more, it's an ao link assistant who is mixed with ao relationship?

Lu Jinsen knew that he had a crush on Xie Zhitang, but such a superficial affection can survive in the ao connection, it doesn't mean that the identity can still exist after changing the couple.

The contract signed by Lu Jinsen required Lu Jinsen to take care of Xie Zhitang, which was an employment relationship.

But if the relationship is changed, such unilateral care will bring the relationship to an end.

Even among family members such as parents and children, there is no one party who is always taken care of, let alone a partner who should go hand in hand and keep pace.

After thinking it over clearly, Lu Jinsen immediately adjusted his attitude. He didn't want Xie Zhitang to have the illusion, so he only maintained a caring attitude, but he was not close.

Even though he has worked hard to learn many ways to take care of patients, he has made many mistakes in the past month.It was so small that he didn't know that the medicine mixed with milk would affect the absorption, and it was so big that he made a mistake in his attitude towards Xie Zhitang.

He can correct his mistakes as soon as he knows them, but his mistakes will inevitably affect Xie Zhitang. This is the pressure of responsibility.

Lu Jinsen waited until the wound on Xie Zhitang's wrist was bandaged, then he approached and carefully picked up the glass shards on the ground, and threw them into the trash can.

Xie Zhitang watched Lu Jinsen squat down and stand up again, through the sportswear he outlined the changes in the lines of Lu Jinsen's muscle agitation, and stared at the life jacket on Lu Jinsen's body.

Then I watched the glass fragments fall from Lu Jinsen's fingertips, refracting colorful light under the sunlight, and then fell into the trash can due to the weight in the next second.

Lu Jinsen finally walked up to Xie Zhitang.

Lu Jinsen took a fixed look at Xie Zhitang and asked, "Do you feel better? Do you want to go to the deck with me to have a shower?"

Xie Zhitang raised his head abruptly, wiped away the remaining tears on his face, then reached out to touch his coat, finally laughed as if he had received an amnesty, and asked, "Can I go to the deck to watch you go fishing?"

Lu Jinsen naturally agreed and said, "Put on your coat first."

Xie Zhitang nodded quickly, stood up and carefully put on his coat.

Lu Jinsen led Xie Zhitang to the deck.

The two lifeguards were told early in the morning that they only needed to watch Xie Zhitang. Now that they saw Xie Zhitang on the deck, they followed them on the deck.Only two medical staff remained in the cabin.

The sea surface is glowing with waves under the sunlight, shining with the undulations of the waves.The nearby sea is bright and clear, but looking down, it is a bottomless blue.

This kind of blue is more layered than the expensive blue in the portrait of the Virgin, like the gradually brightening sky, and also like the gradually silent night.

Xie Zhitang looked at the sea, but Lu Jinsen kept paying attention to Xie Zhitang carefully. He took out an immersion suit from the storage box and handed it to Xie Zhitang, saying: "The sea is windy, put on the immersion suit."

Xie Zhitang glanced at the life jacket, but didn't answer it. He lowered his head and patted his bloated down jacket and said to Lu Jinsen, "Brother, I can't fit in this."

Lu Jinsen compared the size of the immersion suit and the down jacket, adjusted the straps on the side of the immersion suit to a larger size, and handed it to Xie Zhitang.

Xie Zhitang sighed softly, put on the immersion suit with difficulty, and then buckled the buckle.The upper half of Xie Zhitang's down jacket was squeezed by the life jacket, but the lower half was still inflated, which looked rather weird.

Lu Jinsen glanced twice, and was satisfied when he saw that Xie Zhitang had put on the immersion suit. He put his hat on the chair over Xie Zhitang's head, and said, "Go there and get a chair next to me. Don't get too close to the railing."

Xie Zhitang raised his hand to touch his hat and said with a smile, "Thank you brother!"

Lu Jinsen didn't speak, Xie Zhitang excitedly moved the chair and put it behind Lu Jinsen, and asked, "Can I sit here?"

Lu Jinsen moved Xie Zhitang's small chair to the left rear, and then said: "You can't sit behind me. Sit behind me, and I may accidentally hurt you when I finish the shot."

Xie Zhitang was not discouraged, he jumped onto his chair and watched Lu Jinsen fishing with his face propped up.

Seeing Xu Chu and Jiang Haichao talking softly leaning on the railing, Lu Jinsen took a smaller pole, fitted it with a fishing line and hook, lifted the water-soaked towel, put fresh shrimp on the hook, and stood on Xie Zhitang's side. thrown out in front of him.

Xie Zhitang tilted his head to look at Lu Jinsen's figure. Lu Jinsen fixed the fishing rod on the boat, turned around and said to Xie Zhitang, "This rod is yours. See if you can catch any fish."

Xie Zhitang's eyes lit up immediately, and he said seriously: "I will keep an eye on it!"

Just as Lu Jinsen was about to speak, he heard the bell ring, and immediately turned to look for the pole.

Xie Zhitang stared at Lu Jinsen for a few seconds, then stared at the fishing rod in front of him, but he couldn't help but look at Lu Jinsen's figure after only two eyes.

This biting fish was not as big as the last one Lu Jinsen caught. After being pulled out of the water by Lu Jinsen, he fell over the boat and jumped twice. The thread was cut, and Jiang Haichao sank the net bag into the sea.

Xie Zhitang finished staring at Lu Jinsen, and then went to stare at Jiang Haichao. He didn't recover until Lu Jinsen patted the brim of his hat.

Xie Zhitang raised his head and saw Lu Jinsen holding a fishing rod in one hand and pointing to the float in the sea with the other, and said to him, "Don't look at people, look at your float, do you see the one floating on the sea? The one with red and green tails."

Xie Zhitang searched on the surface of the sea, only to see his own float, nodded and said, "I saw it."

Lu Jinsen continued: "Looking at your float and seeing it sinking, it means the fish has bitten the hook. But the float will flow with the water, and you can tell whether the float is floating within the normal range or the fish has bitten the bait. Watch out for hooks when you cast."

Xie Zhitang nodded seriously, and Lu Jinsen moved his bucket to Xie Zhitang's side, so that he could hold the fish Xie Zhitang caught.

Xie Zhitang still couldn't change his eyes from looking at the float and then at Lu Jinsen. Lu Jinsen caught two fish the size of his forearms, Jiang Haichao also caught a fish the size of a palm, and a round and big turtle. I just didn't catch it, and only raised the empty rod a few times.

Every time Xie Zhitang lifted the pole, Lu Jinsen turned to look at him.

Xie Zhitang originally wanted to learn how to swing the pole, but the hooks he threw only floated shallowly on the water, so he had to ask Lu Jinsen for help.

Lu Jinsen was also worried that Xie Zhitang would throw himself into the water by throwing the pole, so he helped Xie Zhitang shake it every time and then handed it to Xie Zhitang.

Xie Zhitang asked Lu Jinsen to help him swing the rod, and he felt embarrassed to disturb Lu Jinsen after many times, so he had to be more cautious, and did not lift the rod until a shrimp was eaten in pieces by the fish.

Xie Zhitang was visibly depressed, he walked up to Lu Jinsen with the half-eaten prawn hanging on the line and said: "The fish ate up all my prawns, I haven't caught any fish yet."

Lu Jinsen saw Xie Zhitang's downcast and pitiful expression, curled his lips and said, "It's okay, you can treat yourself as if you came to the sea to feed the fish."

Xie Zhitang couldn't tell whether it was comfort or ridicule, so he blinked and classified it as comfort, and accepted it humbly.

Lu Jinsen helped Xie Zhitang change the bait again, threw it into the sea again, and said, "Be serious and trust your own judgment."

Xie Zhitang took the rod from Lu Jinsen and said, "I will definitely catch the fish."

Lu Jinsen only said: "I will wait and see."

The lifeguard didn't fish, so he found a shady place to sit and stared at Xie Zhitang fishing.

Jiang Haichao only cared about whispering to Xu Chu, didn't pay much attention to the fishing rod, and occasionally released a few fish.

But Jiang Haichao couldn't concentrate on fishing with his target by his side, and Xie Zhitang couldn't catch any fish even if he concentrated on it because he was not familiar with it.

Only Lu Jinsen devoted himself to fishing and caught a big squid.

It was the first time Xie Zhitang saw a live squid, so he leaned over to watch it, and even touched the slippery squid under Jiang Haichao's bewitching, and then washed his hands for a long time before returning to fishing.

It was not until the sun moved overhead that Xie Zhitang caught a small fish that was only a little bigger than a finger.

Xie Zhitang carefully showed it to Lu Jinsen. Lu Jinsen took off the hook, threw the fish into the bucket, and said: Put it here first, and then put it in the seawater tank. You can take it back as a souvenir. "

The author has something to say: I read all the comments, maybe because of the survivor bias, I think most readers think Sensen is making a fuss or throwing a tantrum.

…I don’t really like to explain the characters in the words, because I think it’s all in the text. If people don’t understand, it’s because I didn’t write clearly.

The comments in these chapters make me feel as if everyone doesn't understand the characters. It should be because I didn't create the characters well. I will reflect on it and make corrections.

Sensen is not a person who is prone to quarrels, tantrums, and cold wars with his opponents. His behavior has logic and reasons.

Neither of them are perfect characters. The tone of this article is progress. Treatment is progress, and falling in love is progress.

that's all.

I won't mention it in the future.

Thank you for your support.

感谢在2020-07-0723:56:15~2020-07-0900:37:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: 2 for Cassie; 1 for Yunyu;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: YD, bequiet1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!