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When Lu Jinsen sat on the bed, Xie Zhitang threw away the pillow in his arms.

Lu Jinsen noticed that Xie Zhitang hugged the pillow in the previous mark, not because the pillow could bring him a sense of security, but because the pillow protected Xie Zhitang's soft abdomen.

Xie Zhitang may not have a pillow when he is sick, but he will definitely hide his abdomen.Sometimes they huddled up and used their legs to cover their chests, and sometimes they pressed against Lu Jinsen's abdomen.

This time, Xie Zhitang didn't use a pillow to cover his stomach, so he hugged Lu Jinsen very hard, and the two of them were close together, with almost no gap.

After the temporary marking was over, Lu Jinsen loosened his jaw, took out a handkerchief from his pocket and pressed it on the back of Xie Zhitang's neck.

Xie Zhitang was hanging on Lu Jinsen almost out of strength.

Because of the effect of the inhibitor, Xie Zhitang could smell Lu Jinsen's pheromone very lightly.

But Xie Zhitang could feel Lu Jinsen's pheromone from the glands at the back of his neck.This is a feeling beyond the five senses. Lu Jinsen's pheromones travel through his body through glands.

Lu Jinsen patted Xie Zhitang's back comfortingly, and whispered in his ear: "Relax, and control your breathing slowly."

Xie Zhitang's mind was almost blank, he just mechanically obeyed Lu Jinsen's words and controlled his breathing, calming down slowly.

Lu Jinsen didn't think the long reaction time after Xie Zhitang marked it was troublesome.Compared with Xie Zhitang who was crying and almost dehydrated when he marked him for the first time, now Xie Zhitang only needs a little comfort and guidance from him to restore his calm.

Perhaps it was due to the first marking sequelae that almost caught Lu Jinsen by surprise, and the subsequent marking sequelae were considered to be very slight.

Lu Jinsen patiently waited for Xie Zhitang to recover, and after a while he suddenly heard Xie Zhitang asking in a muffled voice: "I wanted to ask you before, why did you pat your back?"

Lu Jinsen was taken aback when he heard the words, thought for a while and said, "When I was very young, maybe two or three years old."

Although Lu Jinsen was raised by his grandfather, his grandfather loved Lu Jinsen very much. Lu Jinsen always refused to sleep when he was a child, and his grandfather coaxed him to sleep.

Grandpa just patted Lu Jinsen lightly, sometimes on the back, sometimes on the chest.

So Lu Jinsen subconsciously thought that such behavior was intended to comfort him.

"When I was sick when I was young, grandpa would pat me like this and put me to sleep." Lu Jinsen told the truth to Xie Zhitang, and said seriously: "He hopes that I can get better soon, and I also hope that you can get better soon .”

Xie Zhitang didn't speak after listening, but just rubbed against Lu Jinsen's arms for a while.

Xie Zhitang's parents are very affectionate, but it is this affection that makes them always ignore Xie Zhitang.

When Xie Zhitang was young, Xie's father was busy with business, and Xie's mother took care of Xie's family for Xie's father, and became Xie's father's good helper.Every morning, Xie's mother would be busy in the kitchen for half a day, making lunch for Xie's father to deliver to the company, and then enjoying it with Xie's father, without exception.

But Xie Zhitang could only stay at home and dine with the nanny.

Xie Zhitang gently talked about his childhood to Lu Jinsen, and Lu Jinsen was almost shocked.

Although Lu Jinsen was not with his parents since he was a child, his family education is also consistent.In Lu Jinsen's eyes, family is a very sacred and solemn word.

Xie's father and mother's actions are not just like what Xie Zhitang said, "Because they love each other so much, their hearts are filled with each other, so they always leave me alone."

They are just irresponsible.

Xie Zhitang said softly again: "I want to have dinner with you, I don't want to eat at home alone."

Making the request under such soft circumstances, Lu Jinsen couldn't help suspecting that Xie Zhitang had deliberately exposed his wounds for him to see, just to make him feel bad and achieve Xie Zhitang's goal.

But even though Lu Jinsen doubted Xie Zhitang's intentions, he still bowed his head and said to the soft omega in his arms: I will try my best to come back to accompany you.If you don't want to eat alone when you are working overtime, you can also find me.

Xie Zhitang nodded, still hugging Lu Jinsen: "Did your grandfather treat you well when you were young?"

Lu Jinsen told Xie Zhitang the story of his childhood.

When Lu Jinsen was very young, he liked to listen to the fairy tales told by his grandfather, so his grandfather chose various stories to tell him.

But after the grandfather finished telling the story, he realized that some fairy tales were not suitable for such a young child.

Listening to the fairy tales told by his grandfather, Lu Jinsen always turned into a hundred thousand whys, pestering his grandfather to ask why they were like this and why they were like that.

For example, in "Henschel and Gretel", when the brother and sister were thrown into the forest by their mother, the little Lu Jinsen, who was still drowsy, immediately woke up and asked his grandfather, "How could they do this? This is wrong."

Grandpa didn't know how to explain to Lu Jinsen that this was a fairy tale, so he could only vaguely say: "You can't interrupt Grandpa, it's impolite, listen to Grandpa read later."

The brother and sister came across a candy house in the forest, so they hid in and ate their fill.Unexpectedly, she met the witch who is the owner of the candy house, and the witch wanted to eat the two brothers and sisters.

The more grandpa read it, the more he felt wrong,

But facing Lu Jinsen's shining eyes, he had no choice but to continue reading.

At the end of the story, the brother and sister push the witch into the oven and run home with the witch's jewelry.

Grandpa closed the book, and Lu Jinsen put forward his impressions after reading it solemnly: "They are both good and bad."

Grandpa laughed and asked Lu Jinsen, "Why are they both good and bad?"

Lu Jinsen said: "It's wrong for parents to throw children into the forest. It's also wrong for children to steal the witch's candy house. It's also wrong for witches to eat children."

Lu Jinsen thought for a while and said, "But in the end, only the witch died, and the parents and children were not punished."

Grandpa hugged Lu Jinsen and flung himself on the bed, wrapped Lu Jinsen in a quilt and said, "When you grow up, you will know the reason."

After hearing this, Xie Zhitang raised his head from Lu Jinsen's arms and asked Lu Jinsen, "Do you know now?"

Lu Jinsen stretched out his hand and rubbed the back of Xie Zhitang's head, instead of answering directly, he said, "Time will bring you everything you want."

Xie Zhitang buried his face in Lu Jinsen's neck with another slap, and asked without any hope: "How long will it take? It's been so long..."

Speaking of this, Xie Zhitang suddenly straightened up Lu Jinsen's abdominal muscles, stared at Lu Jinsen's neck, and asked cautiously: "Did I bite you?"

Lu Jinsen shook his head and said, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt now."

Xie Zhitang immediately wanted to apologize, but looking into Lu Jinsen's eyes, he felt speechless, so he walked around Lu Jinsen's shoulder and hugged Lu Jinsen, rubbing his cheek against Lu Jinsen's neck and chin, arching wildly.

Lu Jinsen hugged him for a while, but was shaken by Xie Zhitang, so he let go, and patted Xie Zhitang on the back again, thinking about the risk of taking Xie Zhitang out tomorrow.

Before Lu Jinsen could think of anything, he was interrupted by a knock on the door.

The nanny waited anxiously outside the door for 10 to [-] minutes, but Lu Jinsen hadn't come out yet, so he panicked.They discussed for a while and decided to knock on the door on the pretext of delivering fruit to Xie Zhitang to see what was going on inside.

Xie Zhitang immediately raised his head from Lu Jinsen's arms unhappily, and was about to get out of bed to open the door with a sullen face, but Lu Jinsen held his hand.

Lu Jinsen saw that Xie Zhitang's mood was unstable, so he didn't want him to contact the nanny, lest Xie Zhitang do something impulsively that would make him regret it.

Lu Jinsen then stood up, pressed Xie Zhitang's shoulder with his hand, then gently pushed Xie Zhitang towards the bathroom, and said softly: "Go and tidy up before you come out.

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Xie Zhitang was comforted immediately, and said: "I know." Then he walked to the bathroom.

Lu Jinsen also sorted out the shirts that had been messed up by Xie Zhitang before opening the door.

The nanny greeted Lu Jinsen with a plate of cut fruit and walked into the room with a smile, but she didn't see Xie Zhitang in the room. She was stunned for a moment, then turned and asked Lu Jinsen, "Mr. Lu, where is Tangtang?"

"Zhitang is in the bathroom." Lu Jinsen said.

Facing the nanny's erratic and suspicious eyes, Lu Jinsen suddenly guessed what they were up to these days.

He was doubting his relationship with Xie Zhitang.

This is probably the reason why Xie's father and mother and Xie Zhitang had conflicts.

Lu Jinsen suddenly felt that thanking his father and mother was unreasonable.

Xie Zhitang is very considerate of them.

When buried in Lu Jinsen's arms, Xie Zhitang whispered to Lu Jinsen: "When I was young, my parents were still very young, so it is understandable that I am not ready to take care of the next generation."

Xie Zhitang said: "They got pregnant with me as soon as they got married, and they were still in love, but I was the one who disturbed them."

Just as Lu Jinsen wanted to object, Xie Zhitang said, "But this is all in the past. Back then, they were young and not ready to be parents. I was also young, and I didn't know how to be a good child."

"Isn't it much better now?" Xie Zhitang smiled slightly and said, "There's no way... If I were born a few years later... then I wouldn't be me."

Xie Zhitang thought it through, so Lu Jinsen didn't say anything else.

But Lu Jinsen still could not accept such an explanation.

If he is not ready to raise a child, he should not be born.

He knows that many families give birth to a babysitter, but he doesn't think that a babysitter can take the place of parents in a child's growing life.

I also don't think that a qualified parent would treat their children self-righteously like thanking their father and mother.

The starting point of thanking father and mother was for the good of Xie Zhitang, Lu Jinsen understood.But what Xie Zhitang thought was good, is it really good for Xie Zhitang?

They didn't understand what Xie Zhitang really needed, and just relied on their own guesses, thinking that Xie Zhitang might have a relationship with the alpha who assisted them in their treatment, so they had a conflict with Xie Zhitang.

This is too unreasonable.

It was like warning Xie Zhitang to stay away from his psychiatrist, worrying about what would happen to Xie Zhitang within an hour and a half of chatting with the psychiatrist.

To make Xie Zhitang ashamed to face him, isn't it the opposite of why they came to him?Lu Jinsen frowned.

Xie Zhitang's condition has just recovered, and his family should give Xie Zhitang the firmest support, instead of being suspicious and suspicious.

Just as Lu Jinsen was thinking, Xie Zhitang opened the door from the bathroom. He had packed up his clothes and emotions, approached him, forked an orange from the fruit plate, stuffed it into his mouth, and said, "Oranges are so sweet."

Seeing that Xie Zhitang was fine, the nanny was relieved.Smiling to Xie Zhitang: "Mr. Xie sent it in the afternoon. He said it was grown in the orchard bought by Mrs. Xie. The wife tried it and said it was very sweet. You might like it, so she sent a basket."

Xie Zhitang nodded, continued to stuff oranges into his mouth, and asked Lu Jinsen, "Do you want to eat oranges, brother?"

Lu Jinsen shook his head, seeing that Xie Zhitang had completely stabilized his emotions, he found an excuse and went back to the room.

If it was Lu Jinsen who wanted to change Xie Zhitang to a highly compatible alpha for treatment, he would never think about it after tonight.

No matter who he wants to hand Xie Zhitang to, he can't rest assured.

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