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Xie Zhitang's omega nanny and nurse were waiting at the door. Seeing Lu Jinsen come out and close the door, he called out to Mr. Lu.

They were alarmed by Xie Zhitang's cries and came to visit.

Xie Zhitang didn't close the door, they could see Lu Jinsen sitting beside Xie Zhitang, who was wrapped in a quilt, sobbing and crying softly.

Since Xie Zhitang was not in danger, the nanny and nurse didn't choose to go in to disturb them, but just waited outside the door.Let Lu Jinsen know that they are here and can be called at any time if necessary.

Xie Zhitang took good care of her.

Judging from their many years of caring experience, Xie Zhitang is a very independent and courteous person with a strong sense of personal domain.They only need to help Xie Zhitang when he asks for help, and watch Xie Zhitang from a safe distance away to ensure his safety.

In the past seven years, Xie Zhitang seldom showed excessive emotions in front of them, not to mention holding someone else's hand and crying like this.

Lu Jinsen nodded to them, and said: "Tomorrow, he will change his pillow and quilt cover. Tell his uncle and aunt again, the mark is successful, but it is best to ask a psychologist for a re-evaluation as soon as possible."

The nanny said hello, and Lu Jinsen continued to ask, "Has he taken his medicine tonight?"

The nurse shook her head and said, "Tangtang usually doesn't go to bed until 10:30, and I only gave him the medicine 15 minutes earlier."

Because Xie Zhitang committed suicide by taking medicine, the medicine was handed over to the nurse for safekeeping and distributed regularly and quantitatively.

Lu Jinsen said: "I see." Then asked: "Will he still cooperate with the treatment after committing suicide?"

The nurse said, "Tangtang occasionally skips medicine."

Lu Jinsen asked, "What do you do when he doesn't take his medicine?"

The nurse hesitated, "We... have no choice."

Lu Jinsen frowned, and the nurse continued: "If we force-feed the medicine, Tangtang will have a very stressful reaction in the future. In order not to irritate Tangtang, we can only persuade, not force. But if Tangtang becomes highly aggressive Or if there is a tendency to self-destruct, we will inject Tangtang with tranquilizers."

Lu Jinsen's brows were not loosened. He was sharp and had deep eye sockets. His brows were frowning and his face was gloomy. His blue eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of haze, which was very bluffing.

Lu Jinsen's tone remained the same, he just said, "I see."

Xie Zhitang's nannies and nurses are the most harmless female omega, they are also gentle and kind, and get along very well with Xie Zhitang.

But there's a big problem here.

Xie Zhitang took the lead.

Xie Zhitang has the right to decide whether to receive treatment or to maintain life.

But he was sick and could not control his own thoughts.

Bipolar disorder has the characteristics of high recurrence rate, high disability rate, and high mortality rate. Even if he chooses to commit suicide, it is not out of his will, but the wrong path chosen under the control of the disease.

Xie Zhitang had been taking medicine and receiving treatment before because he still had a strong desire to survive, but once he lost his desire to survive, refused to take the medicine and chose to commit suicide, the Xie family had no way to keep him.

Xie Zhitang looked a lot like Xie's mother, when Lu Jinsen passed by the living room, he couldn't help thinking of Xie's mother sitting on the sofa talking to him with red eyes.

He kept silent politely at that time, but he felt that Xie's mother's words were very unreasonable.How can one use another as a rope?How can you rashly decide such a major matter as life and death because of one person?

It wasn't until he decided to agree to Xie's father and checked a lot of information about bipolar disorder and ao link that he finally understood.

Xie Zhitang was like a child who was bullied by a bipolar disorder school. Although he couldn't beat the assailant, he still resisted silently, so he sought the help of drugs.The medicine is like a not-so-gentle teacher. Although it has a protective effect on Xie Zhitang, it also hurts him.

It's not that Xie Zhitang doesn't take care of himself, it's the bidirectional disorder that hurts him.

Gradually, the teacher's intervention was no longer effective, and the wounds on Xie Zhitang's body gradually increased.When Xie Zhitang found out that the teacher could not stop the assailant, Xie Zhitang began to lose confidence and prepared to commit suicide.

But Xie's father and mother couldn't bear to watch Xie Zhitang die, so he found another companion for him, ao link.

Lu Jinsen thought, if the Xie family had other options, there would be no need to send Xie Zhitang here.

Lu Jinsen went back to his study, recorded Xie Zhitang's status in the form, and opened the file again.

The next day, Lu Jinsen still got up at 07:30, went to the gym for a 10-minute run, passed by the living room, and found Xie Zhitang sitting on the sofa drinking milk.

Lu Jinsen didn't approach, he went straight back to his room and took a shower, dripping with sweat.When he came out, Xie Zhitang was still sitting in his original position, staring at the lid of medicine on the coffee table in a daze.

Lu Jinsen took a cup and sat next to Xie Zhitang, he didn't mention Xie Zhitang's crying last night, he didn't even look at Xie Zhitang, he just poured half a cup of warm water and drank it.

Xie Zhitang stared straight at Lu Jinsen, seeing Lu Jinsen put down his glass, he quickly refilled his glass of milk.

Seeing Lu Jinsen looking over, Xie Zhitang gave him a perfect smile showing eight teeth and said, "Let's recall our childhood together."

Xie Zhitang was not as calm as he showed.

When he woke up the next morning, he felt an alpha pheromone coming from his gland.

This pheromone filled his whole body along his blood, and he could vaguely feel a thin but strong smell lingering on him, and he even felt that Lu Jinsen wrapped him in his arms, separating him from the world.

However, he and Lu Jinsen were not so close.

Apart from the marking, the only two holding hands were Xie Zhitang's actions to test Lu Jinsen.

Apart from marking, Lu Jinsen never took the initiative to have physical contact with Xie Zhitang.Before waking up, Lu Jinsen's gentlemanly behavior made Xie Zhitang feel safe.

But after waking up, the marked omega instinctively wants to please her alpha, wants more physical contact, more caring attention, and more love.

Xie Zhitang was taken aback by his own thoughts.

He began to think, is it just him, or every omega that has been marked?

Xie Zhitang knew clearly from an early age that he was different from most people in the world, no matter in thinking or thinking, there was an insurmountable wall between them.

Therefore, Xie Zhitang never confided his thoughts easily, and carefully concealed his differences from the public, even to his psychiatrist, he never said much.

The Xie Zhitang they knew was what Xie Zhitang showed.So much so that Xie Zhitang was about to commit suicide, but Xie's father and mother didn't notice any signs of him; Xie Zhitang was disappointed with the drug treatment, and neither his psychiatrist nor the nannies around him found anything wrong.

He hid it so well.

It is undeniable that the ao link had a great influence on him.

The drastic change in hormones in his body caused him to collapse emotionally. Only last night could he not control his behavior and cried for more than half an hour.

But now Xie Zhitang regained his senses.Xie Zhitang was able to hide his thoughts perfectly, just like he had done countless times before.

Lu Jinsen said yes, took the cup into his hand, and found that the milk in the cup was ice, put the cup down again, and said, "Don't drink ice milk in the morning, it's not good for the stomach."

Xie Zhitang asked: "Then is the one at room temperature okay?"

Lu Jinsen said: "Come with me." Then he took Xie Zhitang to the kitchen with the milk box.

Xie Zhitang obediently followed behind Lu Jinsen, and Lu Jinsen opened the cabinets in the kitchen to search, and found a small milk pot that hadn't been opened yet.Rinse it with hot water, then take out a piece of kitchen paper to dry it, put it on the induction cooker in the corner and start heating the milk.

Lu Jinsen didn't pour much, just unscrewed the lid and poured a thin layer.The milk pot is really small, only the size of Lu Jinsen's palm.

Lu Jinsen wiped his hands and the handle of the pot, turned around and asked, "Have you learned it? After you learn it, you can heat it yourself. If you don't, let the nanny heat it for you."

Xie Zhitang didn't expect that Lu Jinsen could still heat milk, he was a little surprised, and immediately responded: "I see, I will heat it myself in the future."

Xie Zhitang leaned on the refrigerator and looked at Lu Jinsen, looking down at the milk pot.Lu Jinsen was wearing a silver-gray suit with a twill tie of the same color, and his hair was neat and tidy. It was an attire that could meet all kinds of challenges at any time.

But now he was staying in the kitchen, looking at not all kinds of documents but the milk in the pot, Xie Zhitang suddenly felt that Lu Jinsen was a very gentle person.

Xie Zhitang always knew that Lu Jinsen was good-looking.His bone distribution, three courts and five eyes, whether it is skin or bone, have always been top-notch among so many people Xie Zhitang has drawn, deep and charming.

But through this layer of flesh, Xie Zhitang was suddenly enveloped by a faint, warm emotion.

This made Xie Zhitang feel strange.

His emotions are always few but strong, and those strong emotions are always easy to affect his emotions and make him lose control.But this time it was different, like gentle flowing water, flowing slowly through his heart, wrapping him comfortably, making him unable to get defensive.

The milk in the milk pot started bubbling within 2 minutes, Lu Jinsen turned off the induction cooker, turned around and left the kitchen.

Xie Zhitang didn't move, still leaning lazily on the refrigerator.

He knew that Lu Jinsen would come back, he knew that Lu Jinsen would not throw him in the kitchen as a shopkeeper.

Sure enough, after a while Lu Jinsen walked in with Xie Zhitang's cup.There was still half a cup of milk in Xie Zhitang's cup, so Lu Jinsen directly mixed the hot milk into it, filled the cup, shook it lightly and handed it to Xie Zhitang, saying, "Try the temperature."

Xie Zhitang took the milk, blew it lightly, and then took a small sip tentatively. The mixed milk was just at a temperature that would not burn your mouth.

Xie Zhitang smiled lightly, and did not look at Lu Jinsen. From this angle, Lu Jinsen could not see the dimples on Xie Zhitang's cheeks, but only Xie Zhitang's thick and slender eyelashes cast a small shadow under his eyes.

Xie Zhitang said: "It's not hot, just right... Thank you brother."

Lu Jinsen hummed and said, "Extend your hand."

Xie Zhitang didn't understand why he raised his head and saw Lu Jinsen stretching out a hand in front of him with his palm facing upwards. He was stunned for two seconds before putting his hand on it with great determination.

Lu Jinsen smiled, pulled out his hand and put it on the back of Xie Zhitang's hand, turned Xie Zhitang's palm upside down, then took the medicine cover from somewhere and put it upside down on Xie Zhitang's palm, saying: "Take the medicine."

Xie Zhitang had a lot of medicines, including capsules and white tablets of different sizes, a total of ten pieces were scattered in Xie Zhitang's palm.

Xie Zhitang was a little annoyed, but he couldn't get angry in such a warm atmosphere, so he glared at Lu Jinsen feigned anger, and asked, "Did you give me hot milk just to make me take medicine?"