If you don't follow the stars, you will follow me

Zheng Yan knew that he and Fang Rui would not last long.

In the beginning, they were just two lonely people. Under the conditions of the limited crew, they looked at each other right. It was only a spring breeze. It was even surprising to himself that they could drag on for so long.

Because Fang Rui was put together by Lin Xuan in "Escape from the City", the perception of passers-by became worse, and there was no work arrangement for a period of time, and the time the two could stay together became longer, so Zheng Yan naturally moved here. It's Fang Rui's meal, they sleep in Fang Rui's big bed, and they wash Fang Rui's underwear.

Fang Rui's performance on the show was not good, coupled with the scolding on the Internet, his temper became even more irritable than before. He often heard the sound of porcelain smashing while washing the dishes.

Zheng Yan was intimidated at first, but later he got used to it. When Fang Rui hits one, he would hit it later. Fang Rui was the first to lose the battle, and with a snort, he left the mess to watch TV, leaving him to clean up the mess. Get new dishes.

Until one time, when Zheng Yan's calf was cut by splashed porcelain shards, Fang Rui cursed, thinking that Zheng Yan was stupid, and feeling sorry for his bowl, did he ever vent his anger in this dangerous way?" game".

He still cares about me, Zheng Yan thought to himself.

If you can settle down, no one wants to float.He is such a "sissy" number zero, and he is not very popular in the circle. He has been with Fang Rui for so long, and if he finds someone who can live like this, there is probably no second one.

Thinking about it, Zheng Yan's heart was like a bright mirror. Fang Rui never thought about what he wanted.If he mentioned the relationship between the two, he would definitely be ridiculed by the other party and lose all face.He hadn't reached the point where Fang Rui had to do it, and there was no need to be in a hurry to have fun.It's better to just live like this. If you live like this, your whole life will be over.

It's a pity that the wish is beautiful, but the reality is not satisfactory.

"Escape from the City" and "Youth Tour" brought Lin Xuan not only enthusiasm, but also malice from all sides.

Originally, these had nothing to do with Zheng Yan, the only connection between him and Lin Xuan, besides Song Tian, ​​was "Youth Tour".And in "Youth Tour", the two didn't work together directly, and he hadn't reached the position of being able to make up the protagonist in the crew at that time.

However, he watched "Escape from the City", saw Lin Xuan's bold speech, and watched him, a prominent public figure, say "eliminate stereotypes" in response to his somewhat "mother" performance in the show.

Zheng Yan admired him and took his words as encouragement to himself.So when Lin Xuan was hacked by the whole network, he firmly stood up and clarified for him.

Although he is soft-spoken, at least he has worked hard for Lin Xuan.

Such a move, in Fang Rui's eyes, has another meaning.

"Who told you to send those things? Lin Xuan gave you money?"

Zheng Yan didn't bother to pay attention to him, rolled his eyes and turned his buttocks away from Fang Rui, leaned on the armrest of the sofa, and continued to play his match.

"Hmph, it's a guilty conscience if you don't talk. What's the matter, you don't think you've taken a liking to him?" Fang Rui pressed against Zheng Yan's back, swiped the screen twice casually, and told him to lose the game. Tim, it's Lin Xuan again, as long as he's more manly than you, you really don't choose."

One sentence stuck in Zheng Yan's sore spot.

Fang Ruigou couldn't spit out ivory, Zheng Yan had long been used to it.Some people are naturally sloppy, and there is no point in wasting words with them.

But today's sentence, no.

"Fang Rui," Zheng Yan blacked out the phone screen, turned to look at the head on his shoulder, "We..." Shall we break up?We broke up?Zheng Yan found that he couldn't find a suitable word to put an end to their relationship.

"What are you doing?" Fang Rui stood up vigilantly, feeling that the next words were not what he wanted to hear.

"Let's end it."

Fang Rui's face darkened, but he didn't ask any questions.He pursed his lips and stared at Zheng Yan for a long time, and finally raised one corner of his mouth and shook his head with a smile, "Okay, it's really coming back this time. You know that Lin Xuan has tripped me up, but you still stand by his side , you all like him, I'm the least of the things, okay."

Zheng Yan looked at him blankly and lost his temper. For this person, the fault is always someone else's. Why does Lin Xuan target him? Does he have no idea?

And last time, he just said a few nice things for Song Tian, ​​what did Fang Rui say?Fang Rui actually asked him to be more careful online, keep a low profile and don't wander around, don't let people see that he has something to do with him, so as not to be gossiped.

"Aren't you going to end it, why are you still standing?" Fang Rui stretched out his hand and pushed Zheng Yan, pulling him back to reality, "If it weren't for the fact that no one wanted you, I would have longed for it to end, you'd better leave now. Hurry up and don't let me see you for a moment!"

Even though he had expected it, Zheng Yan's eyes were still red when he heard Fang Rui's words.He didn't want another time, he had had enough.He didn't want to make it up, even if he couldn't find someone who could live a stable life, he didn't want to make it up.Fang Rui didn't deserve it at all, it was because he had been wishful thinking and being sentimental all this time, and he was the one who committed the crime.

As Fang Rui wished, Zheng Yan turned around, packed up his clothes, saluted and left in a cool manner, not even bothering to say goodbye.

In the days that followed, Zheng Yan put his mind back on work, and joined the crew and makeup of a modern drama.The makeup of modern dramas is less stressful than costume dramas. At least there is no need to wash and comb wigs in the hotel after work in the middle of the night.

In the new production crew, unless they are filming night scenes, they usually get off work early, and sometimes they can squeeze the subway with the migrant workers, have nothing to do at night, and then go to the bar to have a drink and see handsome guys.

It's a pity that it is absolutely impossible for Song Tian to accompany him to the bar, otherwise he can get drunk with peace of mind, and then use the strength of alcohol to cry and make a scene.No matter how you put it, it can be regarded as a lovelorn, how can Zheng Yan have no emotions at all.

Unexpectedly, he hadn't found the opportunity to go drunk, but on a rainy night that was as old as the night Yiping asked her father for money, he was startled by the silly X downstairs.The content of shouting the building is very in line with the basic bloody routine, it is nothing more than words such as "Why don't you want me", "I miss you", "I can't live without you".

Zheng Yan habitually twisted his neck and rolled his eyes, and opened WeChat to share with Song Tian the reward for deceptive behavior today. After listening carefully, the silly X in the rain called his name.

"Damn it!" Zheng Yan casually picked up the coat on the hanger and rushed downstairs, wrapped the head of the guy who was drunker than him and took him home.

How the two of them rolled into bed again, Zheng Yan couldn't tell why.Anyway, this is how the relationship started. When neither party has a new relationship, they just have another date with each other. It's no big deal, and it saves him from being self-reliant.

Zheng Yan, who was woken up by the alarm clock on time the next day, kicked Fang Rui out of bed mercilessly and told him to get out of bed when he was sober.

"Don't be so ruthless, wasn't it exciting last night?" Fang Rui looked like an afterthought, and consciously crawled back into bed, "Oh, you really care about me."

"Do you think I'm stupid?" Zheng Yan has a new understanding of Fang Rui's narcissism, "The episode last night was filmed in your previous drama, right? You really think it's useful? Hey, hey, Who in reality is so stupid."

"Look how stubborn you are, you've even watched the drama I filmed so early, and you still say you don't care."

"If it weren't for Deng Jialun starring, I wouldn't watch it." Although it is a garbage idol drama, it can't stand Deng Jialun starring.Deng Jialun has a beautiful face and a figure, and his muscles are not overly exaggerated like European and American action stars. He is a proper sunny little wolf dog. Which little Ling is not tempted?Zheng Yan entered this business at the beginning, partly due to practical reasons, and partly due to the fact that he wanted to get close to Deng Jialun.Although this idea gradually faded after I really entered the industry, the appreciation for beautiful things is still there.

Not long ago "Escape from the City" was on the air, and Zheng Yan was chasing it a little bit, not because he wanted to watch the bad guy | You Fang Rui, but because he was running for Deng Jialun.In the end, he was keenly aware that Deng Jialun and Sun Xiang had shot double arrows, but fortunately they sighed.

Fang Rui was completely unaware of this thought, of course, because he never cared what Zheng Yan was thinking.

Upon waking up, Fang Rui, who thought the two could maintain their past relationship, realized for the first time that Zheng Yan had so many people in his heart, but he was not there.After thinking about Zheng Yan's words, he suddenly realized that Zheng Yan didn't pay attention to him. Those film and television variety shows he watched, and the topics he discussed were either Song Tian, ​​Deng Jialun, and occasionally Lin Xuan. It's the one with buy one get one free.

Fang Rui realized that "the clown is actually me", and habitually began to say something that was difficult to hear, and successfully got Zheng Yan's slap.

"Whether I am worthy of Deng Jialun or not, is it your turn? Who are you to me?" Zheng Yan is naturally not Fang Rui's opponent compared to his sarcasm skills. You know, it's pretty loud anyway.

After Zheng Yan finished speaking, he regretted it. Not only was he too elegant, but he also seemed to be forcing the palace.He should have slapped Fang Rui with a slap, and then kicked Fang Rui, preferably kicking him out of the bedroom.

The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and the more he thought about it, the more wronged he became. Zheng Yan suddenly burst into tears. While crying, he picked up a pillow and slammed it at Fang Rui. After going crazy, his slightly long hair turned into a chicken coop, and his tears and snot wiped away. His face was covered with a snot bubble when he gasped.

Having vented enough, Zheng Yan took out a tissue to tidy himself up, and then adjusted his hairstyle, but he didn't look at Fang Rui.This is the second time Zheng Yan is so hysterical since his family found out that he likes boys and broke up with him.He was ridiculed as a "sissy" since he was a child, and he has long been used to submissiveness, and he can expose everything with a smile, keeping his emotions in his heart.When meeting Fang Rui, it's easy to leak emotions. Even if the verbal aggression is not strong, you can still express your dissatisfaction by rolling your eyes and pulling your face down.

"Okay, go now, don't act like everyone owes you." Zheng Yan couldn't hold back, and started to chase people away. If he didn't hurry up, he would be late. "Don't come here in the future, I'm good, the last order last night."

"sorry."

Zheng Yan originally used Fang Rui's words to laugh at himself, hoping to drive him away quickly so that he could have breakfast and go out in time, but he didn't expect to hear Fang Rui's apology.It was really the sun coming out from the west, so frightened Zheng Yan subconsciously glanced at his phone to confirm that it was not the middle of the night and he was not dreaming.

"Oh, then you can go." Zheng Yan figured out what would be the fastest way to eat, and he would have to call a car later, which would be another extra expense.

"You stay with me."

Zheng Yan glanced impatiently at Fang Rui, who was not about to get up yet, and he would have to make breakfast any longer... Wait, "Say it again!"

"I said," Fang Rui licked his lips, feeling that he was not serious enough, put on his nightgown, got up, and stood face to face with Zheng Yan at the bedroom door, "I said, you and I, stay together."

Zheng Yan blinked, raised his hand to touch his cheek, "Say it clearly, I don't understand."

"You..." Fang Rui kept his mouth shut in time without opening his mouth, "Zheng Yan, I like you, live a good life with me."

"Really like me?" Zheng Yan's heart rate soared, but his mind still remained clear.He remembered everything Fang Rui said, how could he easily believe someone who picked on him every day. "You said I was too motherly, like a woman."

"I've touched you so many times, how can I not know if you are male or female?" Fang Rui stared at Zheng Yan with a foolish expression on his face.

"Then you still say that I..."

"It didn't count for what I said before. I'm sorry. I apologize to you." Zheng Yan was interrupted by Fang Rui before he could finish speaking.

It was fine if he didn't say anything, but when Zheng Yan said it, he calmed down completely, and looked up into Fang Rui's eyes, trying to judge whether the apology was true or not.I don't know if Fang Rui acted too well and didn't let him find a flaw.

"I'm going to start work, let's talk about it tonight." Zheng Yan glanced at his phone, confirming that his breakfast was over.

Fang Rui watched Zheng Yan perform a face-changing performance in front of him, and didn't understand what he did wrong, so he had to let the person go first, and stayed at Zheng Yan's house to ponder the problem.

Now Zheng Yan didn't care about the people who refused to leave, so he hurriedly put on his clothes and went out.

If Fang Rui knew how to reflect on himself, his career and love would not be in vain.I can't figure it out, and after thinking about it, Song Tian is the only one who can be involved with both of them and can be trusted.

So within a day, Song Tian received messages asking for help from both parties at the same time. Regardless of the tone, the messages were quite interesting.

However, Song Tian was neither Lin Hanchen nor Lin Xuan, nor even Gao Tiannan, how could such a small-headed melon handle such an important issue.They could only comfort Zheng Yan at one end, and at the other end, wrote a short essay for Fang Rui conscientiously, covering Fang Rui's shortcomings in every aspect, from his personality to his actions, to his slurs, and the complaints he heard from Zheng Yan. Bu Landing told Fang Rui himself.

Even though Fang Rui received the document that was comparable to a graduation thesis, after reading the first two lines, Fang Rui wanted to smash his phone, and then rushed to beat up others, but his feelings for Zheng Yan made him read the whole text with restraint.

It is obviously impossible to expect an article to change Fang Rui.

Before Zheng Yan went home at night, he was still thinking about his confession in the morning, and when he came in and saw Fang Rui's stinky face, he stopped thinking about it.

"You think of me the same way?"

"What do you think of you?" Zheng Yan didn't know why, and after asking, he received a document on his mobile phone, and when he opened it, it was Song Tian's short paper.

Zheng Yan looked at it as a bystander, not only was he not angry, he even laughed out loud after seeing it. He didn't expect Xiao Tian'er to have such a talent for writing. When he said that it was Song Tian who lived with Fang Rui, everyone believed it.But it's also his own fault, he complained to Song Tian when he had nothing to do, Fang Rui's positive image was lost by Song Tian's complaints.

"So it's this." Zheng Yan twisted his waist and leaned against the dining table opposite Fang Rui, "Yes, that's what I thought, and I told Xiao Tian'er all these things."

Zheng Yan also has a scar physique. The last time he smashed a plate and scratched his calf, he left a scar.Xiahai City is on the southern coast, and the weather in autumn is still hot. Zheng Yan was wearing mid-pants, which just exposed the scar.

Fang Rui didn't answer, he stared at the scar on Zheng Yan's calf, and remembered the tooth marks on Song Tian's face.Everyone who was passed on by Zhao Ge in the film crew at that time knew the scar from Lin Hanchen's bite.

Song Tian was bitten by the object, and Zheng Yan was bitten by Zheng Yan himself.But the reason is him, and rounding up can be regarded as a testimony of their love.

Before Zheng Yan asked him "who are you?" in the morning, he had never considered the relationship with Zheng Yan. The two got along well, but he ignored that it is impossible for people to maintain a pure physical relationship forever.Later, Zheng Yan's hysteria also made him realize that apart from the initial one-night cooperation, after the physical cooperation, what was the indescribable emptiness.

In fact, if the two are in love, he doesn't have to confess first, if Zheng Yan tells him well, he can understand earlier.It wasn't until Song Tian's essay made him irritable that he realized the reason for Zheng Yan's refusal to be honest.

Fang Rui held Zheng Yan's calf, looked up at him, "You are so beautiful."

Zheng Yan first pursed the corners of his mouth, but he didn't hold back his smile, he hummed twice, like a peacock that just heard praise and was about to show off.

How coaxing he is, he can stop fussing with you by saying a few nice words, but Fang Rui stepped on the minefield with every step before, and almost missed it after going around.

"My Lady Queen, give me a chance." Fang Rui hit the snake with the stick, "I promise I won't owe you any more in the future."

"I don't believe it." Zheng Yan pulled some distance away from him, "If you get upset again one day, who knows what else you can do."

"Then you just look at me, you control me and I promise to be obedient." Fang Rui, who had opened his eyes, was extremely shameless, and he would open his mouth with earthy and romantic words. How ugly he used to be, now there is a big contrast, "If Without you, I might not know what stupid things I could do in the future, and you just can't let me go."

Zheng Yan couldn't bear his outburst, and rolled his eyes in disgust, at least he didn't push away the person who rushed up from behind.

He and Fang Rui, no one is better than the other, they are not a golden boy, nor a match made in heaven, the two of them have a pot with a cover, they will work together if they are suitable for this life, and they will live together, maybe it will be a lifetime.