If you don't follow the stars, you will follow me

The role of the young emperor in "Daqing Dynasty" was finally decided on Gao Tiannan.As soon as the casting was finalized, Gao Tiannan took Lin Xuan to buy a suite.

The house was optimistic about early in the morning, and it was bigger than Gao Tiannan's original small apartment.The reason why I didn't buy it in advance is that Lin Xuan has been busy, and the second is that I need a sense of ritual.When "Daqing Dynasty" is finalized, it can be regarded as a small milestone. It is an affirmation of Lin Xuan's work after taking over Sister Zhang, and it is also the beginning of Gao Tiannan's career take-off.

Because the house was bought with full payment, the procedures were completed very quickly. Lin Xuan felt that the real estate certificate with the two names written on it was not much different from the marriage certificate that he and his brother went abroad to talk about.

Waiting for the new house to be decorated and ventilated to dissipate formaldehyde and deodorize, it has been half a year since the official occupancy.

From the busy beginning of spring to the end of summer, Gao Tiannan and Lin Xuan were able to breathe a sigh of relief when "Daqing Dynasty" was finished.

Lin Xuan has one and only Gao Tiannan as an artist, Gao Tiannan will go wherever he goes, from deep mountains and old forests to the film and television city, his colleagues along the way, although not as hard as Gao Tiannan, under limited conditions, Lin Xuan also followed Hei lost a lot of weight.

After more than half a year of precipitation, the relationship between Lin Xuan and Gao Tiannan has long since become an old story that no one cares about. Even if it is mentioned occasionally, it is no longer the state of shouting and killing.

Lin Xuan still remembered that at this time last year, "Youth Tour" had just finished filming, and he and Gao Tiannan had just established a romantic relationship. In a blink of an eye, the male god turned into a husky who had no sleeping appearance in front of him.

Looking at the newly sent friend application on WeChat, Lin Xuan didn't disturb the sleeping Gao Tiannan, made a cup of coffee in his pajamas, sat on the bay window, and chatted about work while basking in the sun.

Lin Xuan was surprised to receive Qian Xiaobo's friend request after a year.

After a few polite words from both parties, we will get to the point.

It turned out that Qian Xiaobo responded to the phrase "Once you enter the rotten gate, it is as deep as the sea". With the good start of "Youth Tour", the exploration of this field has become more and more in-depth.

The reason he came to find Lin Xuan today was because of his new script, a gay film called "Time Lives Up to Tenderness".

In today's film and television industry, the screenwriter's right to speak in a drama is far less than before. Some small screenwriters are even just codeword machines. Anyone can instruct him to modify the script, add and change the drama.

Qian Xiaobo's situation is much better, but he is still soft-spoken.He is very optimistic about this film, but as a creator, he will spare no effort to make his children get better treatment.This is why he came to Lin Xuan.Lin Xuan is powerful and powerful, if he is willing to take over this film with Gao Tiannan, he will definitely be able to successfully win the role of the male lead.

Fortunately, Gao Tiannan said that Lin Xuan's resignation was a well-known fact, and his acting skills were so blunt that it was enough to act in a TV series, let alone "Time Lives Up to Tenderness" is a movie.Lin Xuan still didn't understand what Qian Xiaobo wanted him to do for this film.

[You may not believe me when I say it, I know my drama best, I just think that you and Gao Tiannan are the most suitable candidates. 】

Lin Xuan looked at the message from Qian Xiaobo and fell silent.

[Participating in the show is just my personal wish, the choice is yours.At least, you guys can read the script and make a decision. 】

According to Qian Xiaobo's introduction, "Time Lives Up to Tenderness" is more of a literary film, and there is a high probability that it will not be released in China. This is its "disadvantage".Although he hopes to find an actor he likes to star in this movie, he will not force Amway.The particularity of gay films will not be shown in China, literary films, these are things that a rising actor needs to weigh and choose, unless the actor himself likes the script very much and would rather give up other things for it, otherwise everything must be carefully considered.

【We'll think about it carefully, thank you Brother Xiaobo. 】Lin Xuan finished chatting, and looked at Gao Tiannan who was still sleeping soundly while holding his mobile phone.

Gao Tiannan's itinerary for the second half of the year has not yet been decided, and he turned down several variety show invitations.He knew that Gao Tiannan didn't like to participate in variety shows, and he had no choice but to be restricted in the company before, but now that it was in his hands, it was naturally according to Gao Tiannan's idea.

Lin Xuan inquired around, and the producer of "Time Lives Up to Tenderness" has not yet attracted investment, obviously everyone is not optimistic about it.This kind of film that can't make money is indeed not the type that capital likes.Lin Xuan asked Li Ke, and Lin really rejected the investment.

"Brother Li, show me the records of your film selection meeting, as well as the project documents for "Time"." After Lin Xuan made the phone call, Gao Tiannan also woke up, went to Lin Xuan, and read the project documents with him, by the way Ask what's going on.

"I want to try." Gao Tiannan showed great interest after hearing the cause and effect.

"Okay." Lin Xuan agreed, then turned around and sent a message to his brother, hoping that Lin could take over the film. "I trust your vision and judgment, but I'm really good at it? My personality is completely different from that of the protagonist Xu Yang." Gao Tiannan can show the character of the hero through acting, but he doesn't have that ability. Did Qian Xiaobo have the right illusion?

Regarding this point, Gao Tiannan couldn't say it well before seeing the complete script, so he could only reassure Lin Xuan, since the scriptwriter thought it was okay, then there must be his reasons.

Later, "Time" basically became a sole proprietorship of Lin's. The production team has nothing to say, it is not for commercial realization, and everyone's energy is devoted to polishing the work.

Lin Xuan got the complete script, even though the story itself moved him, he still didn't believe it was a role he could play.In terms of the difficulty of the role, the role he plays is much higher than Gao Tiannan's.

"It's too difficult for a boy who has been bullied on campus to be saved when he meets a life-saving straw." Lin Xuan shook his head. He really wanted to act. He was alone in vain.

On the contrary, Gao Tiannan and Qian Xiaobo had the same opinion, this role was suitable for Lin Xuan, a role that was almost the opposite of Lin Xuan, but it was suitable for him.Qian Xiaobo probably did it because he was accurate, and Gao Tiannan did it because he understood Lin Xuan's past and repression, as long as he could release the emotions that were blocked by reason in Lin Xuan's bones, no one was more suitable for this role than Lin Xuan.

It's just that the danger of doing so is not low. If Lin Xuan gets too involved in the play, it will be a tricky thing.

"It doesn't matter, just like in the play, even Xu Yang like that will still meet his redemption." Since Gao Tiannan also said he could, Lin Xuan wanted to try boldly, "He will crawl out of the abyss, and I will also , because I have you, don't you want me if I have changed?"

Of course Gao Tiannan wouldn't want to let Lin Xuan go.

How dare Gao Tiannan not want Lin Xuan, when the filming of "Time" is over, he will be the one who regrets taking this film the most.

In nearly half a year, including the hard work he and Lin Xuan made to get into the film, and the constant investment in filming, when "Time" was finished, Lin Xuan was no longer that little boy who would smile and say hello to everyone. Master.He is paranoid and crazy, suffers from insomnia, self-mutilation, doubts about life, and tears for no reason. Not to mention work, even normal life has become a problem.

The Lin family was once so angry that they wanted to pay for murder, but when they were powerless, they also thought about sending Lin Xuan to a nursing home, but they gave up under the insistence of Gao Tiannan and Lin Xuan.

When Lin Xuan was sober, he knew that he and Gao Tiannan would surely get through the difficulties, and when he was trapped in Xu Yangli and couldn't get out, he forgot everything.

"It's so hard, it's so hard to live." Lin Xuan once hid in the closet, looked up at Gao Tiannan who found him, and said with wide eyes.

"Yeah, it's so hard to live." Gao Tiannan kissed him on the cheek, "It's so hard to live."

"So why do we have to live?" Lin Xuan lowered his head, "Death is too easy, but I dare not. I can even endure such a difficult thing as living, but I dare not die. Why."

"I don't know either." Gao Tiannan couldn't make any sense, "Maybe he is afraid that if he dies, it will be even harder for those who love you."

"You're right." Lin Xuan smiled suddenly, "When my mother died, I was thinking that she would never be in trouble again, she would never be angry with me and my brother again. But I am so embarrassed, she I am still alive after death, my father is still alive, my brother is still alive, but no one in the family dares to mention her. Because she will not feel uncomfortable, we will. I always think that I must live well, because I know that watching How hard it is for my mother to die, if I die, my father and brother will feel the same, and they still have to bear the pain of two deaths."

Gao Tiannan was silent, he didn't dare to imagine, if Lin Xuan really... How would he live, how could he pretend that everything was fine.

"I'm not alone now, so I thought, if I die, it will be difficult for you." Lin Xuan stood up by himself and climbed up the bay window. He hadn't sat here to bask in the sun for too long. It's easy, but I don't want you to be sad, I can't be so cruel."

"I know that Xiao Xuan'er is the softest person in the world. You don't want me to be sad, so you will be fine." Gao Tiannan hugged him in the sun, passing on his strength and courage to him.

"I'm so sleepy." Lin Xuan squinted his eyes, he hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time, now that the sun was shining on his body, leaning against Gao Tiannan, he felt sleepy for a long time, overwhelming him.

Gao Tiannan hugged him like this, and stood with him by the bay window all afternoon until the sun set.

Since Lin Xuan fell ill, Gao Tiannan put aside his work, and days like this happened from time to time. In addition, Lin Hanchen hired the best psychiatrist. The shadow scatter in the wind, let go, and change back to the Lin Xuan who has two small canine teeth when he smiles, the Lin Xuan who has more emotions in his smile than before, the Lin Xuan who has grown up again, the Lin Xuan who has been with Gao Tiannan for a long time Xuan...

Half a year later, "Time Lives Up to Tenderness" was released all over the world except in mainland China, and unexpectedly received unanimous praise from foreign media, becoming one of the few Chinese-language films in history to win international awards.As the lead actor, Lin Xuan, the most outstanding character in the play, became an instant hit again, and was pushed to the top of the domestic film industry together with the film.

After the awards ceremony, Lin Xuan did not choose to start again, and once again disappeared from the public eye. Only Gao Tiannan continued his acting career step by step, ascending to the throne of actor step by step.

Ten years later, Gao Tiannan, who had already become a director, posted his marriage certificate with Lin Xuan on Weibo, expressing his emotion that people's hard work is for the right to happiness.And @林宣, said that today, I finally have the confidence to say "I love you, regardless of gender" in front of everyone.

As for those love stories for the rest of their lives, they don't need to be known by outsiders. Their love stories have been rubbed into the years, and they will never leave each other.

Author's Gossip: This is the end of the text~~ I am very happy to tell this story to you, and hope that we can meet again in the next story.

PS: I will write "Time" later.This is a story that suppresses reality and does not meet the preferences of Liancheng's readers.If I want it to be seen by more people, I can only change the website.If you are interested at that time, welcome to ask me where the text is