sea ​​oath attack cute

Fang Shen regretted choosing Bali for vacation almost as soon as he got off the plane. The moment the sea breeze blew in his face, memories of the Maldives rushed over him.

He spent the next few days in a daze, lying down in the hotel every day to look at the scenery, eating a meal when he thought of it, and going to the bar to get drunk at night if he couldn't sleep.

But no matter how hard he tried not to think or recall, the little things he had known Wang Yang since a year ago were still rolling in his mind like a train, crushing his brains to pieces. .

Wang Yang's WeChat Q/Q on his mobile phone has been blocked by him. He tries not to touch the mobile phone as much as possible, for fear that if he is not careful, he will lose control of himself.

Speaking those words to Fang Mao at home that day almost exhausted all his strength. He felt that he would never be able to mention the name Wang Yang again in his life, and just thinking about it would kill him.

However, things backfired, and God seemed to be against him.There are some things that he can't hide no matter what.

When receiving Fang Mao's text message, Fang Shen was lying on the terrace staring at the blue sky and the sea in a daze.

After reading the text message, Fang Shen's heart seemed to sink into the deep sea, suffocated and powerless.

He closed his eyes, seeing Wang Yang stubbornly holding back his tears and yelling at Fang Mao. Fang Shen turned over and curled up on the recliner, trying to make himself more comfortable.

But the real pain in his heart still made him frown, and there was warm moisture in the corners of his eyes.

He didn't go to the bar that night, booked himself a return ticket for the next day, and sent Fang Mao a text message.He took a shower early, took a diazepam and lay down on the bed.

Fang Shen had to make sure that he was full of energy when he saw Wang Yang, otherwise he was afraid that he would not be able to hold on.

He forced himself to eat a lot for breakfast the next day, smiling wryly while eating, feeling that his state was almost as tragic as going to the battlefield.

Fang Mao was going to pick up Fang Shen at the airport, but he refused. He really didn't have the extra energy to deal with Fang Mao's complaints. The fact that he went to see Wang Yang was enough to consume the countless money he had accumulated during this time. More than all the energy.

As soon as Fang Shen came home, he took the offer prepared by Shangfangmao to Wang Yang and drove to the hospital. He hesitated for a while at the downstairs of the hospital for Wang Yang's phone number, and finally chose to send a text message.

- I'm at the gate of the hospital, come out.

Wang Yang was turning on the water when he received the text message. The moment Fang Shen's exclusive bell rang, he jumped up reflexively. The hot water bottle in his hand hit the wall, and the back of his hand was instantly burned red by the boiling water.

As if he didn't know the pain, Wang Yang threw away the water bottle and took out his mobile phone from his pocket in a panic. The moment he saw Fang Shen's text message, tears welled up in his eyes.

God knows how Wang Yang lives these days.

From the day Fang Shen disappeared and didn't answer the phone, he seemed to have lost his soul.It was as if his whole body had been hollowed out, and he couldn't find his way when he walked lightly.

He was beaten by his father to snatch the phone back, and rushed out to find Fang Shen many times. He searched everything at home and in the company, but he couldn't find Fang Shen.At first he thought something happened to Fang Shen, and was so scared that he couldn't eat or sleep.

Until Fang Mao found him with that offer, saying that Fang Shen gave him compensation...

Wang Yang didn't believe it, he couldn't believe that Fang Shen just left him like this.How could Fang Shen, who stood guard at the door of his house and said, "I'll wait for you for so long a lifetime", how could he just leave him like this.

Wang Yang wiped away his tears with shaking hands, the back of his hand was already swollen red from the boiling water, he didn't care so much, he didn't care about throwing the thermos bottle in the water room, turned around and ran downstairs.

There were too many anxious people in the hospital, and Wang Yang ran like a gust of wind, but no one stopped to look at him.

Seeing Fang Shen's car at the entrance of the hospital, Wang Yang gasped and stopped, feeling a little scared. He didn't know what he was afraid of, but bad premonitions surged up in his heart, making his feet feel like Filled with lead.

The person who thinks about it day and night is right in front of him, but Wang Yang dare not walk over to meet him.

It was not until a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead, which was tortured by the burn on his hand, that Wang Yang swallowed a mouthful of saliva, walked to Fang Shen's car step by step, turned on the co-pilot, and sat in the car. go in.

It was still a familiar smell. Fang Shen, who had an overly sensitive nose and never used perfume, still kept the bottle of perfume he bought for him in the car. Wang Yang's eyes were red the moment the faint fragrance rushed into his nose.

Wang Yang sat stiffly, with one hand covering the burnt hand, not wanting Fang Shen to see his distress.

But he didn't dare to look at Fang Shen's face, he didn't want to cry, he didn't want to look like a worthless child, he just knew how to cry.

"Where have you been these days?" Wang Yang stared at the decorations on the car, and spoke stiffly, trying to slow down his tone as much as possible, not wanting to look like an awkward child.

"Going out to play, I'm too tired from work, let's relax." Fang Shen stretched his legs and changed his posture. God knows how stiff he is now. He wanted to see how Wang Yang was doing, but he was afraid that he would be upset after seeing it. I couldn't bear it, so I had to support my head and pretend to look out of the car casually.

The two of them didn't dare to look at each other like this, they sat awkwardly in the car silently, as if the air had frozen, only the air conditioner was blowing the wind in the whole car.

After Fang Shen managed to control his emotions, he handed the document bag to Wang Yang, "Don't be willful, be more mature, take it, it will be good for your future."

Wang Yang looked at the file bag in front of him, he knew what was inside without opening it, it was the offer he threw on the ground last time.

Suppressing the surging anger in his heart, he asked in a trembling voice, "Why?"

Fang Shen turned his head away from Wang Yang, stared intently at the pedestrians coming and going outside the car window, and said casually, "Why are there so many, don't be so childish."

Wang Yang almost gritted his teeth. He stared at Fang Shen with red eyes, looking at the face he had been thinking about day and night, at the person who was so familiar but suddenly so strange, "I'm so naive, what do you give me?" A reason, why exactly?" He asked word by word, each word seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth.

Fang Shen turned his head, looked into Wang Yang's eyes, secretly squeezed his knee with his left hand, and said, "I don't want to wait any longer. It will be too hard for you to grow up and stand beside me. I'm tired. "

Wang Yang is not Fang Mao, Fang Shen knows what he is tired of, and Wang Yang will not believe that.

Whether he was playing around with Wang Yang, Wang Yang knew better than anyone else.

But just because they knew each other, Fang Shen also knew what argument would most make Wang Yang give up.

Wang Yang has always felt inferior because he was not strong enough to help Fang Shen. After his father found out, he had to secretly ask Fang Shen to wait for him, which also made Wang Yang feel very guilty and guilty.This is Wang Yang's weakness.

Fang Shen always knew what Wang Yang was thinking, so he was always afraid of putting pressure on Wang Yang. He never said anything about work in front of Wang Yang, no matter how difficult or tiring he was, he never revealed a word.

As for Wang Yang's every decision, from the moment he decided to wait for him, Fang Shen just stood patiently and waited silently.

Waiting for Wang Yang to be ready to be together, waiting for Wang Yang to be ready for the first day/night, waiting for Wang Yang to be ready to face his parents and friends... He originally planned to wait like this forever...

"Puppy Wang, let me go, let yourself go too. Growing up well and working hard to realize your dreams is what you should do at this age. I don't have so much energy to grow up with you, I just want to find someone A stable person lives a stable life." Fang Shen stuffed the file bag into Wang Yang's hand, raised his hand to touch Wang Yang's head, but finally took it back in mid-air.

Wang Yang lowered his head and gritted his teeth, suppressing the tears in his eyes, suppressing his voice so as not to choke up, opened his mouth for a while before asking again: "Have you found that person?"

He originally wanted to ask, "Didn't you agree to wait for me?" But in the end, he changed his mind. He didn't want to press the question any further, and he didn't want to make himself look like an abandoned old doll in embarrassment.

He can't give Fang Shen what he wants, so what's the point of forcing him to stay by his side.

He wanted to fall in love with Fang Shen like a man, like a mature adult, instead of being like a wayward rogue child who stalked him around him.

But no matter what, he was still not reconciled.After falling in love, if Fang Shen was with someone else like this, Wang Yang would never be reconciled.

"Not yet." Fang Shen sighed, turned his head and continued to look at the passers-by, he knew he should be more cruel, but he couldn't.Now this is his limit.

"But you will always find it." He finished speaking and glanced at Wang Yang, "Go back quickly, take good care of your mother these few days, and get ready for school to start soon."

Wang Yang nodded mechanically, grabbed the file bag and opened the car door stiffly. When he got out of the car, he turned around suddenly, looked into Fang Shen's eyes and asked, "Do you really want me to go?"

Fang Shen looked into Wang Yang's dark eyes, the boy's last hope was shining in them, the knuckles of Fang Shen's fingers pinching his knees were already turning white, but he just let out a soft "hmm."

The flames in Wang Yang's eyes suddenly went out, he closed the car door stiffly, turned around and walked quickly towards the hospital.

He couldn't stay with Fang Shen for even a second longer, his self-control was exhausted.He was afraid that if he stayed any longer, he would break down and cry, and he would grab Fang Shen and never let him go no matter what.

But he can't.

Wang Yang used his last willpower to support himself and walked back to the hospital building. Almost at the same second as he entered the building, he fell to the ground.

When people are sad to the limit, they will faint. He used to think that this was something that could only happen to the white lotus heroine in the dog-blood TV series.

Fang Shen greedily stared at Wang Yang's back in the car, and finally got to take a good look at him, perhaps for the last time.

Fang Shen frowned when he saw Wang Yang's swollen back of his hand. He almost couldn't help but rushed out of the car to ask him how he got hurt, but in the end he could only grit his teeth and hold back.

He sat in the car for a long time before he recovered and drove away from the hospital.