never say i like you

"Sakata-sensei, I'm a man." Hojo Ichikawa couldn't help but rolled his eyes at Sakata Mitsuha.

"Hi'er...I...I know about this." Mitsuha Sakata replied quite naturally.

"..."

So I didn't think of him as a woman. It seems that I'm not too drunk. I'm still quite clear-headed.

"Mr. Sakata. You are a man yourself. Just like me. You have the 'things' that I have." Hojo Ichikawa continued to read with a cute baby face.

"I know this best. Xiao...Xiaobei, do you want to verify it yourself? Hehe...hehe..." Sakata Mitsuha suddenly smiled so wretchedly. Goosebumps all over Hojo Ichikawa's body when he saw it.

It's so cold.

"No... no need. Mr. Sakata, you should let me go quickly. Where do you want to touch my hand when you are holding it?" Seeing that Sakata Mitsuha really took his hand, he made a gesture to go to Sakata Sanye's own crotch stretched in. He wanted Hojo Ichikawa to test his body. It really scared Hojo Ichikawa to death. He pulled his hand back in a panic.

"Hey...Xiao Bei doesn't want to know. Am I a man...a man?" Mitsuha Sakata smiled like a thief, and his tone of speech became very teasing. He looked like a rascal. He could see Hojo Ichikawa's face darkened instantly.

You bastard. Give you a little sunshine. You start to shine.

"Mr. Sakata. I already know that you are a man. And you are a bad man with a super bad personality. Try to touch me with your dirty hands again. I promise to give you your hands now. Broken." Hojo Ichikawa raised his eyebrows in displeasure, staring at Sakata Mitsuha with fierce eyes and warned.

Hojo Ichikawa's meaning is obvious. As long as Sakata Mitsuha's hand inside his clothes dares to continue touching him, no matter whether Sakata Mitsuha is in a hangover or sober, he will never treat him again I am merciful. He will definitely make Sakata Mitsuha look good.

"Don't. Don't. If Xiaobei breaks my... my hand. Hiccup... then I will... I won't be able to hold Xiaobei... I don't want it." Upon hearing Hojo Ichikawa Threat full of warning. At this moment, Sakata Mitsuha was frightened by Hojo Ichikawa's fierce aura no matter how hungover he was. He immediately stopped his hand and stopped attacking Hojo Ichikawa. Around the belly button is playing hooligans.

"..."

Who wants you to hug me. Mr. Sakata, you are really a pervert. And you are also a super invincible pervert who likes to be sentimental.

"Tsk... Teacher Sakata, please don't keep saying things that are easy to be misunderstood. Since you are very clear, we are both men. Then you should understand. It is impossible for a man to be with a man. Married. It is even more impossible for me to become Mr. Sakata's bride." Hojo Ichikawa said without changing his expression.

"Why is it impossible? It is Xiaobei who promised me. To...be my bride. Why can't we do it. Xiaobei doesn't...don't like me anymore." Sakata Sanye stared at her intently. Looking at Hojo Ichikawa, his voice was a bit choked up. Obviously it was because of Hojo Ichikawa's resolute refusal that almost left no room for him. His heart was inevitably hit a little bit.

Why refuse. Why can't we get married. Obviously you are my bride. You once promised me with your own mouth. Why do you keep pushing me away now? Why can't you accept me.

Could it be that there is no memory of childhood. Is the difference really that big? Well, if one day, Hojo-kun, you recover your memory, will you at that time keep your promise? Will you accept me and become I am the bride of Mitsuha Sakata.

Obviously, it was hard to pretend to be crazy by drinking. You promised me yourself. You will not leave me. You will not abandon me and run to Seto Futa. I thought I could take this opportunity to test your thoughts on me. How about it. But since just now, you have been rejecting me.

If it goes on like this, wouldn't it be pointless for me to try my best to pretend to be crazy by drinking tonight?

In fact, Sakata Mitsuha can't be regarded as pretending to be crazy by using alcohol. Tonight, he really went to drink a lot of wine by himself.

Because a Seto Kazeta suddenly appeared at the moment and wanted to come to grab his wife. His situation was so unfavorable. Facing Seto Kazeta, Sakata Sanye felt that he had almost no chance of winning. He was depressed So I had no choice but to go to drink. I want to drink away my worries or something.

It's just that he has always had a good hold on alcohol, so he wasn't really drunk. From the moment he entered Hojo Ichikawa's room until now, his mind is very clear. He knows what he is doing. Hojo Ichikawa is right Every word he said, Sakata Mitsuha naturally listened to everything verbatim.

In the beginning, Mitsuha Sakata didn’t intend to deceive Hojo Ichikawa like this. It’s just that he really wanted to know how Hojo Ichikawa thought of him, and whether he had any feelings for him. Even if it was just a little bit. Okay. Mitsuha Sakata also wants to hear the voice of Hojo Ichikawa with her own ears.

When Hojo Ichikawa promised him, he would never leave him, he would never leave him regardless of what he said, and ran to Seto Futa, how happy Sakata Mitsuha was in his heart. Except for himself. Others One simply cannot understand the excitement he felt at that time.

At that time, Mitsuha Sakata was even so excited that he almost exposed himself. He almost couldn't pretend anymore. He almost threw Hojo Ichikawa down like that and wiped him clean.

However, when he later heard that Hojo Ichikawa said that he would never become his bride no matter what, Sakata Mitsuha's originally excited mood suddenly fell to the bottom of the abyss. Hojo Ichikawa's tough attitude, firm tone, and rejection His words. All these gave Mitsuha Sakata a big blow.

Although I know the reason why Hojo Ichikawa rejected him so decisively. Half of it is because Hojo Ichikawa lost his childhood memories and forgot that promise. At the same time, he also knows. As long as Hojo Ichikawa can remember that time. It would not be so straightforward to reject him like now. At the very least, I would think about it first. However, I heard Hojo Ichikawa's rejection directly like this. Sakata Mitsuha still couldn't bear it.

Tsk... What should I do. The atmosphere feels really suffocating now. He almost can't pretend anymore. Should I tell Hojo-kun directly. He is not really drunk.

etc…….

Let’s forget it. Since we’ve already pretended to this point, let’s just pretend to the end. Otherwise, just follow Hojo-kun’s temperament. It’s strange if he didn’t get rid of him on the spot.

"Mr. Sakata. It's not a matter of liking or not. It's a matter of sex. You are a man. If I were a man, we are both men. How can we get married?" Hojo Ichikawa chuckled. .For Sakata Mitsuha who is perseveringly questioning him, he now only feels helpless and upset.

Could it be that the way he expresses it is wrong. Is that why Mr. Sakata can't understand what he said?

It’s already been made very clear. Besides, even if you want to get married, why does he have to be the bride? Why does he have to play the role of the woman? He can’t play the role of the groom. Sakata-sensei will play the bride the role of.

Anyway, he is a man anyway. Why should he be a bride? Just because of this alone. As a man, his self-esteem is absolutely unacceptable.

"Whoever said that two men can't get married. Marriage or something. Love is enough." Sakata Mitsuha was stunned for a moment, his eyes were tightly locked with Hojo Ichikawa's, and he said in a firm tone.

That’s right. In Mitsuha Sakata’s world view, there is no gender barrier in marriage at all. There is no distinction between men and women in love. As long as the two of them love each other, it’s fine. Even if they are both men. As long as they love each other, they will definitely be able to cross Everything. Get the happiness that belongs only to the two of them.

"..."

Hey.......What's the matter with the sense of disobedience just now? Why does it feel that Sakata-sensei said this sentence very smoothly. It doesn't tie up. And it doesn't have a wine hiccup...

Is it hallucination?

"But, Mr. Sakata, have you forgotten? There is no such thing as love between the two of us. So let alone marriage or something. The two of us can't even relate to each other." Hojo Ichikawa Leng Said indifferently. Looking at Sakata Mitsuha's eyes, no emotion can be seen in them. It is plain and calm like stagnant water.

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Hojo-kun. What you mean is that there is no way the two of us can be together. You don't mean anything to me at all. You don't like me at all. Right?

Why. We've been together for so long. You said it too. You don't hate me anymore. Then why. You still don't like me.

Falling in love with me. Is it really that difficult?

Or, I don't like you enough. It's not enough for you to like me. Then. How much like you need. You are willing to like me a little bit.

What else do I need to do? Only in your eyes and in your heart can I exist.

Obviously I have always liked you. I have always restrained myself. I have been telling myself not to hurt you. I have been waiting for your response. I have been adapting to your steps. I just want you. You can fall in love with me. But why. You just refuse to look back at me.

The more I thought about it, the more aggrieved Mitsuha Sakata felt. His emotions became more and more unstable. Regardless of Hojo Ichikawa's struggle, he suddenly held Hojo Ichikawa's face in his arms, and just like this he ruthlessly pointed at Hojo Ichikawa forced his red lips to kiss him. The action was not at all sympathetic, but rather rude and tough.