never say i like you

Love is a matter of two people, and love of one person is very painful.

Because the love between two people is called "consensual love", which is sweet and happy; while the love between one person is called "unrequited love", which is a very painful torture.

Because I like it too much, I like it so much that I can't extricate myself, but it has the opposite effect, and I become even more afraid to touch it.I'm afraid that even the right to stand by his side, look at him, talk to him with a smile, and listen to his lovely voice will be lost.

Therefore, if you are willing to suffer alone, you should also bury the feeling of liking deeply in your heart, don't touch it, don't open it, don't tell him 'I like you'.

Now, the person I like is by my side, but he can't touch him, hug him, kiss him, or hug him to sleep.Let me ask, who can endure such torture?No matter how good the concentration is, a person will go crazy, especially a person like him who has buried his feelings in his heart and suppressed them for so many years.

Sakata Mitsuha lay casually on the sofa in the living room with a cigarette in his mouth.

Today seems to be the deadline, Hojo will come over to pick up the manuscript later, and he should be scolded again, but he didn't draw a single one.I've been thinking about him recently, why is he in the mood to draw fart comics?

After all, he still didn't recognize him, that guy couldn't really forget him completely! ?

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"Ah, every time the deadline comes very fast! Today is the deadline again, and I have to go to Mr. Sakata's house to extract the manuscript again, alas! Life is hard, if Mr. Sakata can deliver the manuscript on time like last time It's over..." While looking at the scenery outside the train, Hojo Ichikawa sighed and prayed silently to God in his heart, hoping to get the manuscript smoothly later.

About half an hour later, Hojo Ichikawa came to the luxurious mansion where Sakata Mitsuha lived. Looking at the two very conspicuous characters "Sakata" on the door wall, he couldn't help but subconsciously took a deep breath, gritted his teeth, and pressed decisively. Ring the doorbell.

The door opened soon.

...Hey, why do you feel that Sakata-sensei is opening the door faster and faster recently?

"Hojo-kun, come, sit here, I'll make you a cup of coffee." Sakata Mitsuha pushed Hojo Ichikawa onto the sofa in the living room without saying a word, and ran to make coffee by himself.

"Uh...that...don't use that...uh..."

Hojo Ichikawa, who was about to say 'no need', unconsciously twitched his mouth, because Sakata Mitsuha ran away to make coffee long ago, so he didn't hear him at all!

He came to pick up manuscripts, not to drink coffee. Really, what is Mr. Sakata thinking!There is nothing to be courteous about, could it be... the fuck is dragging me back again! !

After Mitsuha Sakata came out of the kitchen, he was a little puzzled when he saw Hojo Ichikawa sitting motionless on the sofa with a very unhappy expression on his face.

When did I make him unhappy again?Does he not like coffee?But I remember that when he was a child, his favorite drink was coffee!Last time in the conference room of 'Jiuchuan Bookstore', he made himself a cup of coffee and drank it!There's no reason not to like it...

ah!Could it be that he made coffee too slowly? ! ——Thinking so, Sakata Mitsuha quickly strode up to Hojo Ichikawa, handed the two cups of coffee in his hands to Hojo Ichikawa, and kept one for himself, and then naturally sat on the sofa opposite Hojo Ichikawa .

"Sorry, Hojo-kun, I kept you waiting. Here, this cup is specially made for you. It's your favorite pure coffee without any sugar or milk added." Mitsuha Sakata said with a smile, not paying attention at all. Subtle changes to Hojo Ichikawa.

"!..." After listening to Sakata Mitsuha's words, Hojo Ichikawa, who had no reaction at first, couldn't help shaking his shoulders, and then stared at Sakata Mitsuha suspiciously.

"Mr. Sakata, how do you know that I like to drink pure coffee without sugar and milk?"

That's right, Hojo Ichikawa was different from other children since he was a child. He didn't drink much other juices or other drinks, but he liked to drink coffee very much, and he only drank pure coffee, that is, bitter coffee without adding any sugar or milk.But what others know is that he likes to drink coffee very much. There are not many people who know that the coffee he drinks never adds sugar.

"Uh... well... don't... others told me, heh... hehe..." Sakata Mitsuha said that now he didn't dare to look Hojo Ichikawa in the eyes.

"Oh?"

"Uh... um."

"So, who told you? Don't tell me it's the people in the editorial department, because although they all know that I make coffee every day, that's all. No one knows whether I drink coffee or not. Pure coffee with added sugar or milk. Sakata-sensei, how do you know? Huh?" Hojo Ichikawa still stared at Sakata Mitsuha closely, his eyes became sharper and sharper.

"...!"

"Uh... well..." Being stared at by Hojo Ichikawa with such sharp eyes, Mitsuha Sakata felt very uncomfortable, his mind was running fast, thinking about how to explain to him.

"Because...because..."

Because I have watched you drink pure coffee since I was a child!

Seeing Sakata Mitsuha faltering, hesitating to speak, he frowned, feeling a little impatient.

"Forget it, if you don't want to say it, you don't have to force it anymore. Let's put this matter aside for now. Let's talk about work now." Hojo Ichikawa took a sip of the hot pure coffee, licked the corner of his mouth, and felt that the taste was quite good.

This man is quite good at making coffee, and has the potential to become an excellent barista.

"Uh..." Seeing Hojo Ichikawa licking the corner of his mouth, Sakata Mitsuha couldn't hear what he was saying, all his attention was focused on Hojo Ichikawa's rosy lips, and his Adam's apple involuntarily slid up and down a few times Down, like a very hungry wolf.

"Hey! Teacher Sakata, are you okay? Why are you in a daze all of a sudden?" Hojo Ichikawa patted the table, trying to bring Sakata Mitsuha back to his senses.

"Huh? I'm fine, ah! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was a little distracted just now, hehe... Well, where did you say that?" Sakata Mitsuha who came back to his senses smiled awkwardly.

Really, to be so gaffe in front of him!

"..." Are you sure you're all right?But Mr. Sakata seems to be very busy...

"What did you say? Today is the deadline, I don't think I need to say it, Mr. Sakata, you should know what I want to say?! Now, hand it in quickly! The manuscript of this issue, here!"

Look at the palm stretched out in front of you, it's fair and slender, very good-looking; look at Hojo Ichikawa's beautiful baby face, it's full of a door-to-door debt collection look, if something goes wrong, it will kill you.Sakata Sanye secretly groaned in her heart, she should have worked hard if she knew it earlier.He didn't draw any of the original manuscripts he asked for, so what did he ask him to bring out and hand over to him!