she really hates

The people who know you best are not your friends, they are your enemies - this is so true.

It may be because Meng Xi has confronted too many times during the confrontation, and Meng Xi is used to Song Zhiyi's behavior style, her way of thinking, and her habit of always casting her eyes on her.

Up to now, Meng Xi's understanding of Song Zhiyi surprised even herself.

Song Zhiyi is a person who is good at hiding her true emotions and showing her false face.

Meng Xi still felt that it was a great loss for her not to develop in the entertainment industry, not only in terms of beauty, but also the talent of acting that God appreciates.

But thanks to the experience left by fighting openly and secretly in the past, as well as the little bit of "reality" that Meng Xi has touched, even though Meng Xi still can't figure out what she is thinking many times, at least it is easier than others to judge her state and possible action.

Especially... when she was playing tricks.

The curtains in the study room are completely drawn, and the clear winter sun is pouring in from the window, and dust is flying in the light beams.On the window sill were those few pots of green plants that Meng Xi thought were neither good-looking nor expensive, and a little bit of an eyesore.

The two were not standing in the sun, but in a place where the light could not reach, but because of the bright light source, the room was not very dark.

Counting from Meng Xi's words, it was probably only a blink of an eye when they were quiet.

Song Zhiyi, who was looking at her, turned his head and smiled with a little confusion: "...I still don't understand. What are you referring to?"

Her puzzlement, embarrassment, and tolerance are all gentle and sincere.

But thanks to Song Zhiyi from the past, Meng Xi is now resistant!Meng Xi ignored her expression and tone, knowing that euphemistic expressions would definitely be useless, so she decided to go straight to the end.

"I was drunk. What happened the night you came to pick me up? You have been very wrong since then."

Meng Xi looked directly at her, with an aggressiveness in his eyes that he didn't realize, with the tails of his eyes slightly raised, bright and strong, "If you really want to hide the truth, there are a hundred ways to make Xiao Zhu shut up until the next life;

"Or do you think that what happened that day made you want to alienate me and reduce your contact with me? You don't need to warn Xiao Zhu, just let me know? Could it be that I, Meng Xi, are so ignorant? , Can't understand what you mean?

"I didn't do things thoroughly, and while making me feel something was wrong, I left a vague remark, 'Miss Song told me not to say it'... Tsk, isn't that just saying, do you want me to ask you?"

"Still," Meng Xi paused, her tone a bit unfriendly, "You just missed Xiaozhu's hand once in a century, and you've been expressing the meaning of 'stay away from me' and 'our relationship is not that good', if That's it..."

She no longer leaned against the desk, stood up straight and took a step closer to Song Zhiyi. Because of the height difference, the way she looked down with her eyes slightly closed was particularly imposing.

"Then you can be direct. You don't need to be cryptic or euphemistic. Just tell me 'I don't want to associate with you'. Say it now."

When Meng Xi talked about later, he was actually a little angry because of the annoyance caused by the difference in treatment between Song Zhiyi and Song Zhiyi.

If it were someone who was not so special, Meng Xi would have been "knowledgeable" and alienated from him if he had been treated like this.

It happened to be Song Zhiyi.

A friend who cares suddenly changes his attitude, no matter who it is, it will be difficult for anyone to understand, at least there should be a reason, right?

Meng Zhao always said that she was "not mature enough", and this kind of "stalking" may also be one of the reasons.

But Meng Xi himself felt pretty good.

Didn't her half-serious, half-pissed mood leak out along with her words?

Song Zhiyi sighed softly, looked away slightly, and said, "Do you think I'm deliberately alienating you?"

"Is not it?"

"For example?"

"for example?"

"It's just how you think I've alienated you. You have to talk about it."

Song Zhiyi looked up and looked over with very complicated emotions, and Meng Xi even saw a little expectation.

...How to alienate?

"Isn't that obvious?" Meng Xi originally wanted to answer like this, but when things came to an end, she suddenly realized that there was nothing worth mentioning!

Those changes are subtle and small, usually included in a sentence or an action, Meng Xi can feel that it really exists, and Song Zhiyi must have done it on purpose.

But if you want to discuss it seriously...

Not only will it appear that she is calculating and making trouble out of no reason, but her momentum in this confrontation will immediately lose a section!

Song Zhiyi was indeed still the same Song Zhiyi, it was too cunning.

Meng Xi held back for a long time and said, "You know what's going on."

"I don't know." Song Zhiyi smiled, obviously on purpose, "If you want me to know, you can tell me."

"........."

You insisted on forcing me.

Meng Xixin said, anyway, there is no one else here, only the two of us know what happened.If you don't think that if you say this kind of thing, the scene will be as childish as two elementary school students arguing... Then I don't care!

"Okay, I'll tell you."

Although it's hard to say, Meng Xi didn't expect to get nothing at this level. She said, "From that day on, you deliberately control the time you spend with me. Although you will still ask me out as before, you will try your best before. Stay together, and if you help you tidy your hair or clothes, you will avoid it, and there is still a distance to walk together, the phone calls are not every day, and the reply to messages is getting slower and slower..."

Song Zhiyi listened, from staring at her calmly to lowering her eyes slightly unnaturally.

Meng Xi's voice became lower and lower, in contrast to the heat that began to spread on her face.

— ruined, totally ruined.

Meng Xi knew it would be like this!As soon as this kind of words came out, the original questioning sounded like a baby...

She closed her mouth in despair and let the air flow quietly for a while.

It was Song Zhiyi who broke the awkward atmosphere first.She said softly: "Isn't it obvious to say this? Meng Xi, why do you think that we are getting far away now...instead of being too close before?"

too close?

Meng Xi was the first to think of what Han Yuming had said, and she immediately crossed out that unreliable guy's outrageous guess, and then thought about Song Zhiyi's question, but she was still a little inexplicably uneasy and nervous: "What do you mean?"

"It means that even if it's friends of the same sex, it's a bit too close, too dependent on each other, too... out of bounds."

Song Zhiyi looked into her eyes.

After she finished speaking, she remained silent, as if waiting for an answer.

It was clearly not a question, but Meng Xi could vaguely feel the question hidden in the words.

……What does it mean?Is that what you mean?Is that what she meant?

Meng Xi was a little confused: "A good friend... Isn't that what it is?"

She has few female friends, but it's not like she doesn't have none.Besides, I have never eaten pork and I have seen pigs running, isn't it normal for girls to kiss and hug each other...?Although she hasn't tried it.

"...Do you think so?"

Song Zhiyi's flickering pupils dimmed slightly, she lowered her eyes, and her eyes fell from Meng Xi's shoulders to her wrists.

In Meng Xi's clothes today, the cuffs are made of hollow lace to imitate the appearance of butterfly wings.She retreated back to the edge of the desk unknowingly, and the two black butterfly wings lay quietly on the white-painted desk.

Meng Xi is also like a butterfly.

If it is accurate to the type, it should be the goddess of light, Morpho.

Precious, beautiful, and radiant, Song Zhiyi saw her in the sea of ​​flowers in spring, and wanted to take her back to his garden.

However, in front of Meng Xi, she seemed to be a blind person with nothing to do. She was confused about things that she could easily see through at ordinary times; her ability to guess people's hearts seemed to be rusted, becoming dull and powerless.

She couldn't see the size, couldn't feel the distance, and didn't know how to take this butterfly away so that she would stay by her side.

She can only act based on experience, and every time she takes a step, she has the anxiety that all previous efforts will be wasted.

Song Zhiyi said, "Can you do this to all your friends?"

"If it's all women..."

Meng Xi thought so, but for some reason, her body tensed slightly, and she hesitated when she answered.

"Is that all right?"

Song Zhiyi suddenly held her hand, not just holding hands, but clasping fingers.

Different body temperatures were inserted between the fingers, and after interlacing, they clasped the back of the hand tightly.Meng Xi was taken aback by her sudden action, but she didn't dislike this tight holding hands.

"……Fine?"

The two girls seem to do this a lot?Although it feels a bit strange...it's because Song Zhiyi's way of asking questions is wrong!

It is natural to do this at ordinary times, Meng Xi thought, it must not be strange.

Hearing her answer, Song Zhiyi seemed to smile, and then moved closer.

Her other hand brushed against Meng Xi's waist, propped her up on the desk, and stuck Meng Xi to death in this position, because it was very close, and she could smell the mint-flavored bath fragrance, and the legs of the two of them were too tight. next to each other.

Meng Xi looked up at her eyes, the usual penetrating eyes were like a layer of gentle mist, and also like a dizzying whirlpool...

She leaned back a little.

Song Zhiyi asked, "Isn't that okay?"

"...All right, all right."

"So, is it okay to kiss?"

"..." Meng Xi was dying, "It's just a kiss, it's not..."

"Then I kiss."

"..."

Song Zhiyi really closed her eyelashes halfway and leaned over.

... No way!Although it seems that there is nothing wrong with kissing, it is still not right!The main reason is that the atmosphere is not right!

Meng Xi's heart beat like a drum.

She didn't know what she was nervous about, and she didn't know why she just froze in place when she looked at Song Zhiyi's approaching face and her slightly cherry red lips.

Meng Xi closed his eyes.

"..."

But nothing.After a brief silence, she heard Song Zhiyi laugh, with a hint of self-mockery: "I'm just kidding."

The cool and warm breath, the soft, intertwined knuckles clinging to the body, all pulled away in an instant.

When Meng Xi opened his eyes, he subconsciously curled up his fingers to hold back, but only found empty air.

Song Zhiyi took two steps back and looked at her, her expression was almost gentle and sad, she said: "Maybe you think it's nothing, but I can't..."

"Meng Xi, you said before that you don't think 'heterogeneous' is not correct, so I dare to tell you-I don't want to alienate you, but I think that I am too dependent on you...you just want to be with you I'm a friend, so I can't go on like that, because I'll misunderstand, and I'll mind, because I..."

"I like the same sex."