doctor please be gentle

After being together for more than half a year, Qin Ye didn't make Song Qingyan feel wronged at all. Guo Peng once said that he was too used to it and didn't look good.Then it's even more impossible to make him cry. Song Qingyan himself was relatively thin, and Qin Ye couldn't bear to pout his mouth when he felt wronged, let alone crying?

But because of the breakup, this is already the second time.There was a throbbing pain in my heart, for Song Qingyan, for myself, and for that period of time that I thought was extremely precious.Although it was just a mirror image in the end, after all, I have paid sincerely.

Qin Ye will pay attention to his emotions at home, but he will not hide his emotions.Home is a harbor, a place where you can relax your body and mind. If you repack it, it will be too tiring.Qin Ye's family is all human beings, he can't hide or lie, so he just let them go, but he will pay attention to his emotions, don't anger others for no reason, let alone affect the normal life of his family.

After get off work the next day, Qin Ye went back to his home.On the day the engagement ring was ordered to be picked up, the counter called. At that time, Qin Ye was very sick, so he said that he was not free now and would pick it up by himself in a while.I haven't taken care of it recently, but today I remembered it and went to pick it up.

It is a pair of very simple plain rings, with a little hollow design, no diamonds, and two people's initials on the inside, QY, QY, and a heart on the front. The shopping guide at the counter was very surprised. The abbreviations of your names are actually exactly the same. She has been in the counter for so many years, and it is such a coincidence that she met for the first time. This is really a predestined marriage in a previous life.

Because the letters are the same, there is no need to distinguish which is which, just pay attention to the size.

When she went to pick it up, it was still the shopping guide, she still remembered Qin Ye, and said with a smile, why is he still alone, what about his "destiny"?

Qin Ye smiled, said he didn't come because of something, and added in his heart: I will never come again.Probably this is "destined" and this is just a relationship, right?Otherwise, why didn't Song Qingyan come along to set the ring?Want to surprise him.Song Qingyan's "shock" must be there, but "joy" must be gone.I order it by myself, and take it away by myself. I feel that this is a one-man show, which is a bit sad.

After taking the ring, Qin Ye was in trouble. How should the couple deal with it? To Song Qingyan?They all broke up, it's outrageous; throw it away?Are you sick?give away?How can there be a ring with a name on it?

In the end, he didn't come up with a proper solution, so he took the ring back to his home and put it in a drawer that he didn't open often. Then when he remembered it, it was a long time later.

Song Qingyan moved very thoroughly, after moving and cleaning, the whole room, everything became a single person, a pair of slippers, a cup, a toothbrush... After all, it has been seen as a pair for more than half a year, suddenly , Qin Ye felt very uncomfortable for a while, the house was half empty, but he was in a panic.

After turning around, I thought of something, grabbed the phone and called the designer.

"Hi, I'm Qin Ye...um...house decoration...change the style...okay, that Saturday...okay. Thank you, goodbye."

After making an appointment with the designer in a few words, Qin Ye breathed a sigh of relief, and then inadvertently saw a piece of paper pressed under the access control card in the entrance. It was the payment slip. Qin Ye knew that Song Qingyan was here, so he didn't come to ask for it. He went to the counter , it happens to be the person who billed, so there is no need for a bill.

Qin Ye paused for a moment, then walked over and picked it up. The list looked like it had been scoured by force, and then he smoothed it out little by little, leaving some fine marks. There was a sticky note underneath, which Qin Ye recognized. It's Song Qingyan's handwriting, his handwriting is as thin as his own.

Qin Ye, not being able to wear this ring should be the regret of my life.I'm sorry for all my deception and deception; thank you for caring for me in every possible way, loving and merciful; I love you, I just don't believe in myself.The mountains are high and the rivers are long, I hope you are safe and sound. If you forgive me and are willing to see me again, I will definitely go to your side.I will pray devoutly in front of the Buddha and give me another chance.I know you don't want to see me now, so I will leave for a while, and I will chase you back, for sure.Please give me time and please wait for me.

Signed: Song Qingyan, the date is yesterday.

Qin Ye felt that his eyes were astringent and sour. Song Qingyan was able to create a world by himself, so he naturally had his own uniqueness. Just looking at this note, it is brilliant and sincere, and it is easy to move people. Unfortunately, again A good Jin Qiu couldn't hide the wound, and Qin Ye was not prepared to cover up his mistakes, pretending that nothing happened.Song Qingyan's deceit will be like choking in his throat, making him feel uneasy. This kind of emotion, no matter how beautiful the appearance is like a poppy, is still poisonous. Qin Ye doesn't want to touch it again.

Called out the settings of the door lock, deleted Song Qingyan's fingerprint, and when the click was confirmed, Qin Ye still paused unconsciously, and clicked without hesitation; then changed the password, and casually sent the new password to the relevant people.Now there is no need to explain anything, the family must know that he is completely broken in love, which is pretty good.The family members don't ask, and they don't mean they're not worried. I use this method as an explanation, and it saves a lot of talking later.

What Qin Ye didn't know was that there was always a person downstairs in his house, in a hidden corner, staring at his window bewilderedly.Watch him park the car, go upstairs, watch the lights come on, see his occasional figure cast on the window, watch him turn off the lights, go downstairs, tall and slender, sit in the car, the taillights flashing in the car, slowly Driving out of his sight, tears blurred his eyes, he finally cried silently and desperately, this time no one hugged his shoulders, coaxed him softly, told him not to be afraid, everything was with him.

After many years, without this person, would my life be barren?The past is so vivid that I dare not or forget it. Looking back again, there is no one waiting.

He didn't want to give up, he was reluctant to let go, but Qin Ye didn't give him any chance to keep him this time, so he left decisively.On the first day they were together, Qin Ye once said that between lovers, there is a little trouble, but when they are together, try not to break up easily, unless you really don't want to be together, because this hurts the most.At that time, what Qin Ye said was serious, Song Qingyan also took it to heart, so he acted differently, tried his best to test, but never said "break up", but this time Qin Ye said it directly, I am not ready to turn back.Qin Ye looks gentle and has a good temper, but when he is stubborn, he can't pull back nine cows. When he said "break up", he made up his mind to separate, not joking.So despite all his reluctance, he waited for a week and moved out of the house, but he was not ready to give up. He believed that Qin Ye still had feelings for him, and believed that with time, he could return to the Garden of Eden.