doctor please be gentle

There was nothing he could do if he couldn't get through, and Qin Ye was not too persistent, so he started to deal with business, replying to emails and mobile phone messages.

Suddenly the phone rang, Qin Ye thought it was Ouyang Yue, and hurriedly took it to see, but it turned out that it was a courier delivery, and he was immediately discouraged.

The courier brother asked where others were, and there was a courier that needed to be signed for. Qin Ye seemed to have returned to the days dominated by flowers, and gave the address in a daze.

In the end, there were no flowers, just a file bag, which surprised Qin Ye a little.

Opening the file bag, suddenly it was letter paper... a love letter?Is it so amazing?

It's really a love letter...

Qin Ye:

You just left my office, I know I hurt you, your lips are swollen, I actually did it on purpose, if possible, I hope the swelling stays, so that everyone who sees you knows that you have Famous flowers have their owners, and their hearts belong to them.You see I am so selfish and domineering.

Qin Ye couldn't help touching his lips with his fingers. It's been a day, and the swelling has subsided, and he couldn't help but curse in his heart: You have a very accurate positioning of yourself.

Qin Ye continued to look down:

I have never met my parents since I was a child, and I only lived with my grandma. In fact, I knew that I was not my grandson's grandson when I was very young. I was always worried that my grandma would think that I was a burden and would not want me. Fortunately, my grandma has always raised me. As an adult, I especially hope that grandma will be proud and proud of me.However, apart from academic performance, it seems that I have nothing to comfort her.Thank you for comforting her on her deathbed.Although it was false at the time, I hope it will be true in the future.

My luck has never been very good. In high school, I liked a scumbag who only wanted to experience the happiness of a man. In college, I met a rogue who wanted to enjoy the happiness of others. So I thought maybe I was not worthy of true love, so I put /wavy, absurd for a while.Others think it is glamorous, but I know that under the brocade, everything is rotten.

The first time I saw you, I sympathized with you very much. You seem to be a very nice person, why do you have such a boyfriend.I was on the balcony before and witnessed him with someone else.

The second time I saw you at the entrance of the hotel, I felt at ease. I thought you would save me. As expected, you didn't disappoint me, but you obviously didn't want to contact me too much.

In the following days, it was like being bewitched, I kept wanting to be close to you, maybe you had the warmth and love that I longed for for a long time.

After many twists and turns, I finally hold you in my arms. You don't know how happy I am. You are finally mine.

But I have never dared to tell you my past, you are a clean and pure little person, I am afraid that you will dislike me, when I have to tell the whole story, but you say that you don’t care about everything in the past, I think you are my angel. At that time, I swore that I would treat you well and give you happiness.

But in fact, I don't know how to manage a relationship. I think it's okay for a man to act on the spot. It's because of your emotional cleanliness that you can't stand it. That's why I didn't dare to tell you when I went to the bar, and when that boy hugged me and kissed me I really didn't like it when I was there, but I didn't take it very seriously, but your sudden appearance still made me panic.

I apologize and said that I will restrain my words and deeds in the future, just because you don't like it, and I don't really realize that I was wrong.

Until I saw you with that Jiang Yuqiao, and you helped him smooth his hair, I wished I could shave all his hair with a scalpel.If he dares to hug you and kiss you, I don't know if I can't control myself and beat him up. At that moment, I deeply understood your feelings and really realized that I was wrong.

I actively pursued you, using the worst way, I thought you would forgive me, but in the end, you broke up after careful consideration, and you said you hurt.

Holding you that day, I really cried. For so many years, since I was sensible, except for the death of my grandma, this was the first time I cried. I don’t understand if I am destined to die alone. Why is it that I am such a good lover like you? , I will lose it too?Because at that moment, I can understand that you are really ready to let go and don't want me anymore.

I searched for so many years, exhausted all my good luck to meet you, how could I give up?How can I be willing to give up?

But when the epidemic came, it didn’t care about my love. As a doctor, it’s my duty to save lives and heal the wounded. I want to go where I’m needed most. I’m sorry, but at this moment, my responsibility is greater than heaven.

I dare not tell you, because just one look from you is enough to break me into an army. I really miss you. When I think that we may never see each other again, I feel powerless.

The road ahead is dangerous and full of unknowns.If I am unfortunate and cannot come back, please take my share and live a good life. If I really know after death, I should also smile at Jiuquan.

The sun has slanted to the west, and when I look back at the road I have traveled, it is actually very blurry, only the day when I met you, shining like a pearl, illuminating my path.

The mortgage on my suite is almost done. If I don’t come back, I should still have a pension, which is enough to pay off the mortgage, and the house will be given to you. I have explained everything, and you can sign it.Don't refuse me, I know you are not short of money, even if I have a little heart, I will buy you candy.

Last night when I was packing my things, I saw the couple cups, couple pajamas, and couple towels I bought back then. I was so sad that I was so close to happiness, but I messed it up. I almost cried for nothing.I took away the suit you wore, let it stay by my side instead of you!

Qin Ye, I know that even if you lose me, you still have so many family members, friends, colleagues, and classmates who love you. You have never lacked love and people who love you. You should soon forget me, right?Can you please think about me for a while, and let me exist in your memory for a few more days?I'm afraid that my soul has a spirit, I miss you and can't help but come back to see you, and then you don't remember me at all, it must be very miserable.

Qin Ye, I love you, don't be angry with me, don't blame me, this time I went to the front line, and I have experienced life and death, and I should be reborn again when I come back. At that time, are you willing to completely forgive me, and I walk into the future hand in hand?

Qin Ye, I'm not that fearless, I can look down on life and death, but I can't break through the relationship. When I think that after I leave, you will hold another person's hand, hug and kiss him, and he will completely own you, I will be so jealous. go Ape.But then there's nothing I can do, right?Painful realization.