doctor please be gentle

"After I was admitted to university, I basically had little contact with people and things in my hometown. They didn't bother to comment on me when they couldn't see me. The cost of medical school was also relatively high. I took Full scholarship, the time is very, very tight. In the first three years, I basically put all my thoughts on my studies, and I didn't have any extra thoughts to think about other things. When I was approaching the internship, I met Gong by chance. Xuan, he fell in love with me at first sight, and started a fierce pursuit. At first, I felt that he and I were people from two worlds, but I couldn’t stop him from doing all kinds of romantic tricks. I thought it might be good to have someone, so I just left We got together. We will live together in the fifth year of internship." Speaking of this, Ouyang Yue paused for a moment, carefully glanced at Qin Ye, and found that there was no expression on Qin Ye's face before continuing.

"There was also a relatively happy time, but the time was very short. After we were really together, we had various differences. Whether it was money, future career planning, marriage, children, etc., there were big differences in nature, and we often quarreled violently. , They didn’t contact each other for a long time after they quarreled. This relationship lasted until he graduated from university and he wanted to go abroad to marry someone else and have children.”

"Gong Xuan has done a good job in this regard. After he had this idea, he told me directly, and I proposed to break up without hesitation. This may be one of the most important reasons. The two people in the previous relationship also really It’s physically and mentally exhausting, so it’s considered a peaceful breakup.”

"After these two so-called relationships, I feel that I may not be suitable for a long-term relationship, so I don't look forward to love and marriage, and have a wild/uninhibited life. But every time I have fun, I feel special Empty, and my heart was barren. When my grandma fell ill, I also lost my mood, thinking about having a stable lover and a warm home, and I was actually very happy. Then I met you."

"Qin Ye, I really didn't have many bright spots in my past. To you, you may find it disgusting, unacceptable, not healthy enough, not pure enough, but Qin Ye, I didn't know that I would meet you at that time. , if I knew, I must be innocent and simple, and I have been waiting for your arrival."

Ouyang Yue knew that it would be a big risk to spread his past in front of Qin Ye, but Gong Xuan's words tonight actually reminded him.These things are not a secret. It is easy for friends of friends to meet friends. Since they live in this city, it will be a matter of time before these things are revealed. Instead of letting Qin Ye hear some messy things from others that deviate from the truth. For rumors, it's better for him to openly explain all the past directly, explain clearly, and ask for understanding.

"Everything yesterday is like dying yesterday; everything today is like being born today. Qin Ye, are you willing to give me a chance to forget the past and start from scratch with you? The past is also a part of me, I don't ask you to appreciate and accept it Those past, but I hope you can forgive me at that time, and don’t leave me because of these sadness.”

"You're really honest. I'm too embarrassed not to forgive you if you're like this."