Mr. Bamboo Horse

After Chen Shulun was settled, Zheng Zhuoyuan went back to his room and saw Xu Jingchi lying on the bed with his legs crossed, and laughed whenever he saw him.

"What's so funny?" he asked.

Xu Jingchi patted the bed beside him, and said after he sat down, "Did you see his expression just now? I almost couldn't help laughing."

Xu Jingchi hadn't been this happy for a long time, and that expression looked a little silly to Zheng Zhuoyuan.

Thinking about Chen Shulun's displeased look just now, Zheng Zhuoyuan could only say: "Show yourself a bit of a senior, don't laugh at him like that."

"I look like a senior. I didn't smile just now. I'm already worried about his feelings."

Xu Jingchi retorted confidently.

Zheng Zhuoyuan didn't know what to say, so he said, "Go to bed early, I'll take a bath."

Just now he was too busy making arrangements for Chen Shulun, but he didn't deal with his own troubles.

After entering the cloakroom, he closed the sliding door and locked it specially.

Then I went to the innermost cabinet to dig out the things hidden under the sweater.

These are the diapers he bought from an agent before, and they are the latest models from abroad.

The feeling after putting it on is almost the same as ordinary underwear. Unless it is a direct contact between a couple, they won't wear it. That's why he dared to let Xu Jingchi come to sleep.

I thought I bought this stuff just for storage, but I didn't expect half a pack to be used up so quickly.

He counted the rest, thinking that he would have to urge the purchasing agent again tomorrow.

He took one piece out and hid the rest back in its place.

After entering the bathroom, he put the changed diapers into a black bag, tied a knot and threw it into the trash can before taking a shower.

It was almost a little when he came out, the lights in the bedroom were dimmed, half of the bed where he was usually alone was occupied, and Xu Jingchi fell asleep with his back facing him.

Zheng Zhuoyuan walked to the side of the bed, lifted the quilt and lay down lightly, and picked up the phone to watch after covering it up.

Chen Shulun sent two WeChat messages.

The first one only had the word [Senior], and the second one was posted ten minutes later: [Good dream, see you tomorrow.

] He saw that the time was half an hour ago, so he replied [good night], just as he was about to turn off the lights, WeChat rang again.

【You haven't slept yet? 】【Sleep immediately, why are you still awake? 】【I can't sleep, I feel a little sleepy.

】He can’t help with things like bed recognition, and was thinking about how to answer, when he saw 'the other party is typing', and then a new message popped up: [Senior, you usually sleep alone, today because I want to sleep with Xu The seniors are crowded, I am very sorry.

] He typed out the words [nothing], and before he pressed send, he received the next one: [Are you crowded there?Or I'll sleep on the sofa in the living room.

Your sofa is big enough to sleep comfortably.

】【Don't think about it, my bed is big enough, and Jing Chi sleeps very honestly.

There is still class tomorrow, go to bed early, good night.

] After sending this passage, he soon received a [good night].

He let out a sigh of relief before putting down his phone, and the guy behind him who he had praised for sleeping soundly turned over and hung his left arm and leg around him.

He turned his head to look, half of Xu Jingchi's face was in the pillow, and he didn't move after turning over.

He got the man's hands and feet off, lay outside for a while, and turned off the light to sleep.

The two of them often shared the same bed when they were in junior high school. He knew that Xu Jingchi didn't sleep well, not only would he move around, but he also liked to hug people.

But it's just for one night, just get over it.

He yawned and fell asleep quickly as usual.

But he didn't know if it was because of the continuous rain tonight, but he dreamed about the car accident again.

The surrogate driver picked him up from the villa. He smelled of alcohol after the party, and sat drowsy in the back row.

Thunder roared outside the window, but there was no raindrops or lightning in the sky.

He was humming along to the melody in the earphones, and he didn't know what happened when he was suddenly hit hard, and then the sky spun, and the car rolled over into a ditch on the side of the road.

The accident took place on a secluded side road in the suburbs, surrounded by an industrial park, and there were no street lights at night.

At that time, he was hit with a mild concussion, and he felt nauseous all the time. His left arm was in severe pain, and his lower abdomen was crushed by the seat of the passenger seat. He was so painful that he almost passed out several times.

Except for the light from the headlights, there was endless darkness everywhere, like a thick fog that trapped him until his voice became hoarse and he couldn't respond.

This life-like pain tormented him for more than an hour. Finally, when the ambulance and firefighters arrived, he already had signs of shock.

The interlaced red and blue lights hit Wushen's pupils, and apart from tinnitus in his head, he finally heard the voice of someone talking.

He had been floating in the depths of the Sea of ​​Consciousness for a long time, and just as he was about to sink, a thunderstorm rang in his ears without warning, which made him tremble all over, and opened his eyes suddenly.

He didn't draw the blackout curtains before going to bed, and the room was a little bright.

After he finally saw the environment he was in, he recovered from his suffocated breathing.

He sat up, grabbed the collar to calm down, but felt an abnormal heat coming from his lower body.

It was a feeling he knew and hated.

He missed it again... He curled up his legs, buried his face between his knees, desperately trying to control the fragility that was about to burst out of his eyes, but forgot that there was a person lying beside him, and that person was also awakened by the thunder up.

Xu Jingchi rubbed his eyes, and when he turned around, he found him sitting with his head buried, and asked, "What's wrong?" Zheng Zhuoyuan trembled all over, and looked back in horror.

Xu Jingchi's hand was on his waist, and he felt that he was shaking, so he turned on the light and sat up.

The soft light dispelled the darkness at once, looking at the lit wall lamp opposite, Zheng Zhuoyuan couldn't react.

It wasn't until Xu Jingchi saw him that he realized that his face was pale and there were tears in his eyes.

Xu Jingchi was shocked by his appearance, and hurriedly asked him what happened?Zheng Zhuoyuan's expression was very dull, and he didn't answer.

On the contrary, Xu Jingchi remembered it after asking. I heard his mother said before that he always had nightmares for a period of time after the car accident, and when he woke up, he would burst into tears uncontrollably.

Xu Jingchi immediately took him into his arms, stroked his back and said, "Did you have a nightmare? It's okay. It's been a long time since that incident. You are at home now, so you don't need to be afraid anymore."

The generous embrace dispelled the loneliness and helplessness brought about by the dream, and the gentle voice was as warm as the light, making him instinctively grasp the man's arm.

But the churning emotions in my heart couldn't be stopped, even more turbulent than before.

Xu Jingchi hugged him tightly, stroked his back with his palm for a while, and then touched the back of his head.

Although he could hear something strange from his suppressed breathing, he didn't look at his face, but quietly accompanied him and let him vent.

Until the body in his arms gradually stopped shaking, until he gently pushed himself.

Xu Jingchi handed him the tissue paper on the bedside table, then got up and said, "I'll go get you a cup of milk."

After the door was closed, Zheng Zhuoyuan lifted the quilt and got out of bed, took a clean diaper into the bathroom, and started to wash his face after dealing with the embarrassment of his lower body.

He took cold water with his hands and kept pouring it on his face until he calmed down completely before looking in the mirror.

The eyes and nose of the person in the mirror were very red. He twisted a hot towel and applied it to his eyes for a while, and when he returned to the bedroom, he saw the door opened, and Xu Jingchi came in with a tray.

There is a cup of hot milk and a soufflé on the plate.

Xu Jingchi pulled him to the sofa and sat down, brought him the hot milk, watched him drink half a cup and handed the soufflé over, and said, "Take a few bites."

He ate the whole soufflé and drank the rest of the milk.

Perhaps there was something warm in his stomach, and his lips were finally no longer pale.

After he wiped his mouth clean, Xu Jingchi asked, "Are you feeling better?" He nodded, "It scared you."

"It was you who scared me. Did you have that nightmare often? Or was it because of the thunder just now?" Zheng Zhuoyuan crossed his legs and kept his head down when he spoke: "It should be thunder. I don't usually dream about it."

Touching the soft hair on the back of his head, Xu Jingchi sighed: "I didn't expect that the sequelae caused by that incident would be so serious... You must have been very helpless during that time."

Before Zheng Zhuoyuan returned to China, he had everything to say about his relationship with Xu Jingchi.

But after returning to China, even if they often video chat, the topic will gradually disappear due to the lack of intersection in each other's lives.

He had regretted it and lost it, but he didn't think it was a big problem.

After all, they have grown up, besides each other, there are other good friends beside each other.

Until that car accident.

His eyes began to blur again, he hurriedly stopped the association in his mind, and swallowed hard to sink his emotions.

Xu Jingchi was also silent, he was hesitating how to comfort him, when he stood up, his expression was more relaxed than before, and he said to himself: "Go on to sleep, you have class tomorrow."

Xu Jingchi frowned, watched him go to the bed and lie down, turned off the light on his side, so he had no choice but to go back to the bed.

But after turning off the lights and lying down, Xu Jingchi reached out to his pillow and raised his head.

He was lying with his back to Xu Jingchi, and he turned his face when he felt it.

Xu Jingchi leaned behind him and said, "Sleep like this, so that you won't have nightmares again."

The posture of resting his arms made there no longer any distance between the two of them. He felt awkward, so he refused: "I'm really fine, just lie down."

"No, just sleep like this."

Xu Jingchi insisted, and the other arm went around his waist and tightened.

This sensitive position finally made him remember one thing.

Thinking of the stuff on his lower body, he was surrounded by tension again, this time he really didn't dare to move anymore.

In front of Xu Jingchi's eyes was the back of his head, smelling the sweet fragrance in his hair, his mood was not as depressed as before, so he said good night in his ear.

After waiting for a while, I heard his soft answer.

"Good night."

As Xu Jingchi said, such a hug made him sleep until dawn without dreaming again.

When he woke up, the guy next to him who would move around while sleeping didn't stretch out, but still hugged him in his arms, maintaining the position he had before falling asleep.

He had never woken up in someone else's arms before, the chest against his back was hot and warm, which gave him an inexplicable sense of peace.

He turned his head and found that the man's bangs blocked his eyes. Although he couldn't see his face clearly, he couldn't help but curl his mouth when he heard the man's slight snoring.

The arms around his waist are still hanging, but they don't stick to his stomach like last night.

He gently took it away, and just when he was about to sit up, he felt the person behind him move, and his arms stretched out to wrap him in his arms again.

When they first woke up, there was still a little distance between their lower bodies, but now that they were hugged like this, his butt was stuck to Xu Jingchi's waist and hips.

As a result, even though he was wearing that thing, he felt a sudden sense of oppression.

When I got up in the morning, my mind didn't realize what it was, so I stretched my hand behind it first.

Then he slowly opened his eyes wide, froze for a few seconds before retracting his hand, and turned to look at the person behind him.

Xu Jingchi hadn't woken up yet, but it was probably because he felt comfortable just a few times ago, he rubbed unconsciously, and actually muttered: "Go on..."