[GL Gourmet] Back to the past just for you

There are eight hardships in life.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, separation of love, meeting of resentment and hatred, not getting what one wants, the five aggregates flourish.The most tormenting thing among them is that they can't ask for it.

Can't ask for it.

You can see...you can't ask for it.

Qi Yu was falling.

Face the sky, back to the ground.The wind whispered in my ears, as quiet as in a dream.

The sky is a clear white, confused, hazy, like fog.Obscuring all her vision.

Qi Yu stared blankly at the sky, speechless.

That summer many years ago, she was very small.

At that time, her father was still there, and the old shrimp dumpling shop was still her father's shop.

Oh, that was about seven or eight years ago.

She and her brother are still innocent children who don't understand the world, they don't know how to love and like, they only know how to play.

The father took the siblings to a virtual paradise.

Meeting Ning Xiao seemed to happen so logically.

A little girl, wearing a light-colored flowered sarong, with gentle eyebrows and eyes.

That style looks like it was sewn by an elderly person who loves children at home.

In the noisy paradise, among the children chasing and playing, Qi Yu easily noticed the little girl.

Ning Xiao, she obediently sat on the steps of the rainbow fountain, staring straight at one direction, motionless.

Like a silent painting.

At that time, my elder brother was in a hurry to play, and my father didn't want to stay near the children's pile, so he dragged her away like that.

Probably this is the reason.

Gudong sparkling water is being sold nearby, and the smell is very sweet and attractive.Filled Qi Yu's facial features.

Still looking back, she saw the little girl standing up suddenly——

The facial features became lively, joy burst out from the brows and eyes, and the corners of the lips were raised.

Laughter is like a silver bell.

Qi Yu was dumbfounded.

——Really, the eyes curled up with a smile, and there seemed to be twinkling stars in them.Good, so beautiful.

Who did she see?Smile so happy.

Qi Yu didn't realize that it was the first time he paid so much attention to others - a little girl's smile.

Of course, it probably stems from the fact that she was just a little girl at that time, ignorant.

But this picture has been preserved in her mind——

With the seductive and sweet fragrance of gudong sparkling water, the starry smile of the little girl in sarong and the sound of the silver bell are frozen together.

"Oh my god - she fell! Qi Yu -!" Ning Xiao was at a loss.

Lan Yuxin clutched her shoulders and gasped for breath, both her shoulders and Ning Xiao's hands were bleeding.But they just looked down and didn't care about it.In fact, more than half of the people in the cafe wanted to come out, leaning over the railing and looking down.

They can't see anything.Because this is the 38th floor.

- The new age sky protections are well done.They could only see the swirling clouds and mist in their sight, and they were confused.

It seemed that the girl who just fell from here was just an illusion.

Not a single sound came out.

"Do you want to tell me this answer with your life? I have never seen such a stupid person!" Ning Xiao was at a loss.This sentence does not only refer to Qi Yu's action of jumping from here.

"I failed...I'm really not reconciled. I can't let her die with me. But Ning Xiao, you remember, you remember." Qi Yu's face seemed to be still in front of him, with a mocking and distorted smile.Love and hate are intertwined.

"I, Qi Yu, died for you. Don't ever forget me in this lifetime!"

When did he start to like Ning Xiao, Qi Yu didn't know.

From that day on, she liked to pester her father and go to the virtual paradise.

Sure enough, the Gudong sparkling water is very popular in the virtual paradise, and the sweet smell is always in my memory.

That little girl also likes it there very much, Qi Yu can see her in all likelihood.

Alone, obediently sitting on the steps.

Sometimes it's the steps of the fountain, sometimes it's the wooden chairs on the promenade, and sometimes it's just a piece of broken stone.

She still remembers the first sentence she asked.As if clearly engraved in the brain.

"Why have you been sitting here? How about we go play the carousel?"

Children's friendship is inexplicable, and Qi Yu always leans towards him affectionately.Don't give your name, don't ask why you are alone.After playing games together, you can become good friends.

But this trick failed on the little girl.

"I'm lonely. I have no friends." The little girl Ning Xiao replied softly.

She has gentle eyebrows and eyes, not like a little girl of her age.There is always a kind of loneliness that is inexplicably shrouded in him.

The voice was very soft, different from the silver bell laughter that Qi Yu heard last time.

"What is loneliness? Let's go play! There are several people there, let's play together! Let's play together!"

The little girl shook her head.

Why do you always exclude yourself from everyone?

Why don't you come and play together when you're lonely?

Why do you always sit alone?

These are all questions that she has guessed by herself when she grows up.But there was no way to ask.

Qi Yu couldn't remember how many times she invited the little girl back then, she only remembered that she seemed impatient and followed others to play every time.

Occasionally, when I look back, I will see the little girl get up and run towards the corner with a silver bell laugh.

Only at that moment, the light ink painting will flow and become bright and beautiful color painting.

Who is that?

Ning Xiao smiled so beautifully, as if the whole stars were circulating in her eyes.

Smile at me.

Seeing that smile again, Qi Yu will be obsessed with it again.He searched for her again as if possessed by a demon, and entangled her.

Use her little girl to patiently accompany the child named Ning Xiao.

Jealousy, boundless jealousy and unwillingness.Angry, betrayed, asking for nothing.

Qi Yu stared at the familiar face.

Trembling with anger, he quietly touched into the jacket, feeling slightly warmed by the covering.

The brows and eyes are still full of greenness, and the facial contour is almost exactly the same as when he was a child.Inexplicable loneliness and loneliness, and malnutrition.

The current Ning Xiao is so ugly.

Why would someone come to snatch Ning Xiao like this?

Obviously she was the one who fell in love with Ning Xiao first, wasn't she?Ning Xiao actually forgot all of them.

Ning Xiao actually chose that woman.Simple, docile, a woman like a little white flower.

Why not choose me?Am I not pretty?

love her so much.I hate her so much.

"Do you know why I'm here?" Lan Yu smiled heartily, narrating revenge, "That's because your brother called me."

My brother he-!

Qi Yu lost his mind at that moment.

An indescribable hatred creeps up in my heart——

"That's it. Then I have nothing to miss."

"Let's end here today." Qi Yu raised a smile, "Since I can't get you, I wish you..."

"—Let's separate life and death!"

The knife stabbed hard at Lan Yu's chest.Qi Yu had never killed anyone.But I also saw my brother kill someone.

Without Ning Xiao, how could she survive?Jealousy, jealousy and loneliness all the time would overwhelm her.

So I have to take Lan Yuxin down to accompany her.

Ning Xiao——please live well.If you don't want me, you can't let Lan Yuxin accompany you.

Day after day, Qi Yu became obsessed with Ning Xiao.

Her laughter is like a silver bell, really, it can only be described in this way, crisp, sweet and soft.It's different from other girls.

And her eyes, crooked when she smiles.Black and bright, brilliant.That kind of beauty can make Qi Yu lose his mind every time.

Her dress is very special, and she doesn't like to talk.She just sat quietly in a daze, or watched something.

——But she likes to sit in the noisy virtual paradise.

Qi Yu thought, she is so obsessed with Ning Xiao.

She probably fell in love with Ning Xiao.

Yes, what I like is that as long as I sit next to Ning Xiao, I will be very excited to sit with her for an afternoon.

Then?Father passed away.

She is no longer that innocent child.She was forced to move out of here, so she never went to the virtual world again.

Qi Yu fell into a quagmire, a dark abyss.That's not something a good girl should be contaminated with, should know.

So a year.

Year by year.

What I said, what I did, and even the sweet smell of Gudong sparkling water began to be forgotten like foam.

Only those bright black eyes, that wisp of laughter, and those afternoons sitting quietly in a daze in the paradise, nothing can be erased.

Ning Xiao.

Ning Xiao, do you still remember me?

I like you.I am the child who is always with you...

When my brother finally made his mark, my aunt also became famous.No one dared to bully her anymore.

Qi Yu has also grown up.

Miss her so much, miss her so much.The thought of love has been deeply rooted in my bones.

—How can a person want to be with another person so much.Those who haven't experienced it may never know.

But Ning Xiao forgot about her.

Ning Xiao, who met again after many years, is not as beautiful and gentle as she was when she was a child.

But as always, there was a sense of loneliness.Free from the crowd.

Telling about her loneliness, but rejecting the warmth everyone gave her.

What is she waiting for, who is she waiting for?

She even forgot the little girl who was always in a daze with her back then.Qi Yu obviously likes her so much.Never forget her.

Why even she should be excluded...

There hasn't been such a vicious incident in the coffee shop for many years.

No one saw Qi Yu's movements clearly.Except Ning Xiao.

She quickly pulled Lan Yu's heart.The knife brushed Lan Yuxin's shoulder and passed.It also deeply scratched the back of Ning Xiao's hand.

Qi Yu wanted to continue after missing a blow, but Ning Xiao's injury made her tremble uncontrollably.

It was probably this heartache that caused Qi Yu to retreat.The coffee shop sounded an alarm, and several tall mechanical guards quickly descended from the ceiling and rushed over.

Qi Yu knew that he had no chance.It won't be too pleasant to be caught and sentenced.

——Current penalties tend to be more corporal punishment.Bloody and brutal.This is not what Qi Yu wants.

"I failed...I'm really not reconciled. I can't let her die with me. But Ning Xiao, remember, remember!"

Qi Yu took a deep look at Ning Xiao and rushed out the door.

Her brother is her dearest person.The two brothers and sisters depended on each other, struggling to survive in this cold world.Be each other's warmth.

But her brother also betrayed her.Same as Ning Xiao.

The people I love the most are now the people I hate the most.

If that's the case...then there's nothing to feel bad about.

"Just let my brother live in pain. Do you think... I don't understand your thoughts?" Qi Yu smiled mockingly.

Not getting what you want...is the most tormenting thing.

Standing on the edge of the corridor outside the coffee shop, she turned sharply and turned her back to the railing.

"Ning Xiao!"

Qi Yu felt her heart beating, she was so excited.This kind of twisted, love-hate relationship will soon make Ning Xiao never forget her.

"Remember! I, Qi Yu, died for you. Don't ever forget me in this lifetime!"

Gently tiptoeing, climbed up the railing, looked back and stared deeply.

Ning Xiao's expression is so anxious, there is fear and reluctance in his eyes, right?Finally, now, you should remember me.

Qi Yu is still falling.

A few seconds ago, she was still unwilling to hate Ning Xiao for not loving her.In a few seconds, she recalled the time when she met Ning Xiao.And after a few seconds, she will fall, and she will be smashed to pieces.

All love and hate, entanglement and pain will leave her body.Only the gurgling blood and the remaining warmth remained.

It's great, although it is very short, but she is also flying.

She is also flying in the sky now, with the lovebirds.

Together with Ning Xiao, fly together.

She laughed, clear as a silver bell, and her eyes were as bright as stars.