Rebirth of Su Ye

The heart-wrenching pain came from the back of his head, and the only hope left for this family disappeared completely with this pain. Su Ye never knew that the relatives he treated with care would one day force himself to stay away in this way. , it seems that his previous decision was correct.After struggling to open his eyes, the goal he entered was a room whose memory was somewhat blurred, which was rare and clean.Su Ye smiled bitterly. It's really strange that they didn't let him lie on the ground to fend for himself. I'm afraid it's all because of the money in his hand...

Recalling the scene at that time, it should be Su Qing who gave himself that one.Su Ye still remembers how happy he was when he knew that he was going to have a younger brother when he was a child. At that time, he was not yet five years old, and he secretly went to the house of the builder to search for beautiful pebbles, because he heard that a good brother would want a younger brother. Let the younger brother, he wants to be a good brother, but he has no toys, so he spent a few days looking for many beautiful stones, he believes that his younger brother will like it.He tried hard to recall what made a delicate little baby grow into a ruthless executioner...

Staring at the small black dots on the ceiling, Su Ye suddenly came back to his senses, closed his eyes and opened them again, he felt incredible, because he could see the tiny lines on the ceiling clearly.What he could see was unprecedented clarity, no longer a blurry scene caused by staying up all night and working overtime. Although his myopia was not serious, it was completely impossible to be so clear.In order to verify his doubts, Su Ye got up, and before his feet touched the ground, he was overwhelmed by what he saw.

If he was not mistaken, what he saw now was his own feet, but what happened to the obviously shrunk size.Looking around, the small room is full of things that I am familiar with, but I am the only one who is unfamiliar.Enduring the severe pain from the head, Su Ye grabbed a small palm-sized mirror on the desk.

"Boom", looking at himself in the mirror, Su Ye dropped the mirror in his hand, and the sound of glass breaking exploded in Su Ye's mind like thunder.Why is this, why is this!

By the way, his old house has been demolished and rebuilt after he worked for a few years. Of course, he who rarely goes home is so sad that he doesn’t even have a separate room in that house, although most of the money for building the house comes from himself. fanny pack.

Covering his head and squatting down slowly, the broken mirror reflected his broken self, just like Su Ye's unbearable heart at the moment.

He obviously just hurt his head, is this a dream?Or is your brain broken?Fingers dug into the flesh, painful.It's true, it's true, he's back when he was a kid.Thinking back to the immature face I saw, and the eyes full of vitality for everything, this is what I have been lacking since I was an adult.

At this time, I am still full of hope for this family, longing for the encouragement of my father, longing for the love of my mother, longing for myself to be a good brother, longing for the unique love like my peers.

But why is he here?Could it be that his years of experience were just a dream in his youth?No, it's not a dream, the patience for so many years is not a dream, the choking of countless nights is not a dream, the disappointment to despair again and again is not a dream, and the last hit on my head is not a dream.Everything lost and gained in the process of growing up is not a dream, maybe the only thing that is a dream is this family and the only remaining friendship.

He can probably understand now that he is dead and was killed by his family. Maybe God also sympathizes with his experience, and also spurns the cowardly self in the past, so he is allowed to go back to the past and give him the opportunity to make up for everything. miss.Su Ye clenched his fist tightly, resisting the sobbing mouth, it's good, it's good that he's alive!He, Su Ye, swears that this time, he will live for himself completely, and no longer be manipulated or slaughtered by others. He has had enough of those days!

Live a new life, live for yourself!

After tidying up his mood, Su Ye calmed down completely and calmed his erratic heart. Now what needs to be determined is which year he was reborn and lived a new life. He must pursue his dream well and find back what he once regretted and lost.In the past, Su Ye was cowardly, not daring to resist or pursue, always accepting what his parents arranged, just like a puppet, without freedom.But Su Ye never thought that just because of some money, his parents and his younger brother would have the heart to kill him.Therefore, in this life, he wants to renovate his life and leave this family that has no affection for him, even if he is accused and scolded.He also wants to live happily...

Open the book on the desk, it is a textbook for the first grade of elementary school. Su Ye was born in the early 90s. At that time, the school age for children was very strict. At that time, the school age was uniformly seven years old, so this body should be seven years old. .My seven-year-old self, it's okay, everything has just begun, and everything is in time.

The pain at the back of the head brought Su Ye back to reality, and he stretched out his hand to touch the place where the pain was severe. It turned out that there was a big bump on the back of the head. No wonder it hurt so much, and Su Ye didn't care. Not worth mentioning.Looking out of the window, the sun was scorching. It was around three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and I was still at home at three o'clock, so today was probably the weekend.

The little hand brushed over everything that once belonged to him, but all this did not belong to him at all after his younger brother grew up.His house is relatively small, with only two bedrooms and one living room, that is, his parents and his younger brother occupy one room, and he has one room for himself.When the younger brother grows up, he will be seen in a corner of this room, where he will spend the next few years on a small iron bed, until he goes to college and moves out of this house.

Recalling the past life, Su Ye deeply despised himself, how could he be so cowardly at that time, how could he be so easy to bully, Su Ye wished to open his brain to see if it was stuffed with cotton.

Sitting back at the desk, Su Ye opened her textbook, looking at her childish handwriting, she wanted to laugh. It turned out that the handwriting that she was always proud of was like tadpoles crawling all over the book many years ago, crooked.Picking up the homework book next to the textbook, "copy...what is this word...the fifth page of the textbook..." On the fifth page, my little hand flipped it over, and it was a poem.Is this a weekend homework?This is Chinese homework, so there must be math homework.Finding the math textbook on the desktop and the corresponding homework book, Su Ye remembered that he had the habit of writing down his homework in the notebook. Su Ye was glad that he had this little habit, otherwise it would be too much for him to go to school for the first time after rebirth. It's a shame.

After spending a few minutes to solve her homework, Su Ye lamented that it was better when she was a child, and the homework was done in minutes, unlike junior high and high school where you need to stay up late.Su Ye looked at his results in a few minutes, and felt a little distressed. Although he had tried his best to write poorly, there was still a big difference... Forget it, now is not the time to think about this, just let it go, he doesn't believe it When he wrote these words by himself, some people would doubt the authenticity of this assignment.

Looking out of the window with your head propped up, you can feel the water vapor rushing towards your face, which brings coolness to the hot summer. It is the big river that Su Ye loves so much. For Su Ye, who is proficient in water, swimming in water will always be No worries no disappointments.How long have you not enjoyed this peace?Ever since I started working, I have been stuck in a busy schedule, never rewarded myself well, took my contribution for granted, was cautious towards anyone, could not refuse others and could only force myself, Su Ye felt sad for her past .

Now that he has the opportunity to do it all over again, where is his goal?Although I decided to live for myself again, what should I do?Is it still the same as in the previous life, going to school, going to work, and then spinning like a spinning top, no, this is not what he wants.Recalling that when he took back the admission letter of the university with great interest, he finally got a result of being adjusted because the number of literature majors he applied for was too large, so he missed his only dream in the past 18 years-study more. Professional literary knowledge to be a writer.In the end, he entered the journalism major by accident. He was not suitable for the highly interactive major of journalism, but he didn't want to be scolded by people poking his spine for useless things!

So he watched countless news programs, read countless newspapers, and walked into the street alone, ignoring the boredom and disgust of passers-by, repeatedly lowering his self-esteem, and only then began to see his name in the school news, and then various Professional newspaper.After graduation, with his rich writing skills, multiple published articles and the strong recommendation of his tutor, he gained a firm foothold in that city, but what followed was constant demands from his family.He was really tired at that time, and newcomers in the industry naturally did more work than others. He didn't touch the ground during the day, worked overtime at night, and often had to deal with aggressive people on the phone.When he was so annoyed, he thought about breaking the connection, but in the end he couldn't pass the test of his conscience. After all, his cowardice hurt him, and he deserved to die. At least now he understands what to give up What should hurry up.

In fact, Su Ye has always been a boy who prefers small literature and art. When he was in junior high school, various youth pain stories were popular. At that time, almost everyone had a copy, and each one probably described the confusion and vague emotions of adolescence.Suyet loves to read these texts with a somewhat sad tone, and this is what made me at that time ignite a dream of becoming a writer.Later, Su Ye knew that the people who made these short essays were not writers, they were just students who expressed their emotions, but this dream of being a writer has always been entrenched in Su Ye's heart, and he refused to let go.

Su Ye also tried to write something by himself, and wrote it into his only notebook with printed patterns. Every time, he would secretly wrap it in paper and hide it under the pillow.Until one time Su Qing took a fancy to the pattern on the notebook and told their parents when they asked for it and was rejected. Naturally, the notebook returned to Su Qing in the end, and Su Ye was also taught a lesson. From then on, Su Ye never dared to Wrote these things because he could never afford the consequences.What he wrote was discovered by his parents. People who have lived in the corners of the mountains all the year round don’t know what writers are. They thought that Su Ye would be ruined if he didn’t study hard. Neighbors persuaded him, and he was still doing well. Every time he took the exam, he was in the top three. There was no reason for Su’s father and Su’s mother to let the younger son who failed to study and not let the elder son who got excellent grades go to farm with them. After all, in the village Fame is still needed.

But after this incident happened, Su's father and Su's mother still thought about it and discussed it behind their backs a few times, just waiting for Su Ye's grades to come down so they could have an excuse.Su Ye's back was wet when he overheard it once. It was because of fear. Fortunately, he gave up his notebook at that time, and fortunately, he did not take his midterm results lightly this time.So far, he has never been in contact with the field he was so yearning for, but is studying harder, because he knows that his life is likely to be ruined by a mistake of his own...

He was very grateful, not for his own rebirth, but for gently placing his hand on his left chest. He was grateful that this heart was still beating for his past, present and future dreams.