Dharma

Under Feng Fuling's focused gaze, Xia Jingge handed Yu Shuguang to Xiang Li, and then slowly opened his own protective sword array, "As you can see." He said calmly.

Feng Fuling stared at the sword array for a long time, and then asked in a deep voice: "He was going to train you, didn't he?"

Xia Jingge shook his head, "I did him a favor, and he practiced himself."

"What are you busy with?"

"I saved his sister."

"...How did you save it?" Feng Fuling was not so easy to fool.

Xia Jingge did not answer immediately.He didn't want Feng Fuling to misunderstand him about this matter, but he didn't intend to explain to him how to save it.Xia Jingge's mood is so subtle that even he doesn't understand it. He not only retains a bit of the intimacy instinct to share with Feng Fuling what he has recently encountered, but also doesn't want him to fully understand how incomplete a person he has become. .

Xia Jingge maintained such an instinct - he instinctively hoped that in Feng Fuling's eyes, he could try to maintain the image of a normal and complete person.

He didn't know if Feng Fuling would learn about himself from Feng Minzhao or other demons in the future, but now he didn't want to expose himself completely.

"Are there any more questions?" Xia Jingge asked again, and also made it clear to Feng Fuling that I would not answer your question.His eyes looked at the slightly strange flowers and plants on the ground.He didn't know if this was unique to the Demon Realm. In the darkness, these flowers and plants grew their own light and color characteristics.In the past, the world was bright, but the flowers and plants had no light and shadow.When the Demon Realm is dark, the vegetation shines.The so-called succession of light and shadow, where there is light, there is darkness, and where there is darkness, there is light, which is probably the case.

"...how did you get caught?"

Feng Fuling's question interrupted Xia Jingge's distraction.

There was an unspeakable difficulty in his voice.Xia Jingge thought, this is really an extremely difficult problem for Yu Fengfuling, but he has to understand it clearly.It would be cruel to tell him the truth.I have already experienced the cruel things in this world, how can I let him also taste it, let him add these unnecessary sorrows.

"...Moyu's Moxin is no better than Xiang Rong, so they found me on the first day he came into contact with me. After you leave, they will find a chance to arrest me." What should be said and what should not be said is in Xia Jingge's mind After going through it several times, it finally became like this.

Xia Jingge saw that Feng Fuling's expression was obviously slightly relaxed.He knew that Feng Fuling must have doubts about the cause and effect, but it was already in the past, so there was no need to make it so clear.

Xia Jingge smiled slightly at Feng Fuling.Even he himself didn't know for what reason, he wanted to smile at him. ...Maybe it was because he felt that the link between himself and Wen Feijian was almost finished.After it is fully completed, he will be able to find a weak point in the enchantment between the demon realm and the world of mortals to briefly open a passage.

He is leaving.

Thinking of this, Xia Jingge slowly raised his hand, and pulled out the jade hairpin on his head. This hairpin was neither light nor heavy, but it felt a lot heavier in his hand now.

Is it an illusion?Does Hairpin herself not want to leave me? ...But it is just a dead thing after all, it is an illusion.

Xia Jingge thought.

He took one last look at the hairpin that was destined not to be with him for long before handing it out, "I'll give it back to you." Xia Jingge said calmly, as if it was just an extremely ordinary sentence.It's ridiculous to think about it. On the day he saw the fortune teller, he still thought, this is already his own, so why would he return it so easily?It didn't take long for him to understand that what was destined would happen in the end.Whether he wanted it or not, things just happened in that direction.

Feng Fuling didn't pick it up, he looked at Xia Jingge in surprise.No matter how clear-headed he was, he would definitely not have guessed that Xia Jingge would do something like this.In his heart, the relationship between them has been tested and is already very deep.Changes in surroundings and identities will create a little difficulty in their relationship, but nowhere near enough to separate the two of them.Moreover, although there are some unsatisfactory situations at present, Feng Fuling feels that, given him some time, he can find a way to solve them.

Xia Jingge handed it forward again, seeing that he refused to talk to her, Fang thought about it and said, "I'm going back to the Jiuhua Sect."

"So what?" Feng Fuling looked directly at him, sparks rose in his eyes, "Do you think I should stay in the Demon Realm?"

"..." Xia Jingge hesitated for a moment, and replied, "You are the son of the Demon Lord, if you don't stay in the Demon Realm, why do you want to go back to the Jiuhua Sect with me? My senior brother, and even many other monks will not tolerate you."

"...I don't need to go to the Jiuhua School." Feng Fuling said with difficulty.After getting along for a while, it's not that he has no feelings for Feng Minzhao. His identity is exposed, and the biggest possibility of going to the world of mortals is not to be killed by a person of insight immediately, but to become a hostage who threatens Feng Minzhao.

At that time, will Feng Minzhao save him?In addition, Xia Jingge will also be in a dilemma just like her current self.

"My junior sister is dead." Xia Jingge paused, "She died to save me back. So I want to go back to help the Jiuhua faction, help my senior brother, and avenge my Jiuhua faction and my father." Put it on the agenda. We may well be enemies in the future."

"..."

"But I want to return your jade hairpin, which has nothing to do with this matter." Xia Jingge's tone was flat, he looked directly into Feng Fuling's eyes, and saw some doubts in his eyes, "This is what I wanted to do during my imprisonment. Clearly, it’s a good decision.”

"What do you decide?"

"At that time, I thought, are your expectations of me and my expectations of you equal? ​​I thought about it for a long time and realized that they are not equal."

"..." Feng Fuling frowned slightly, this was a general and vague sentence, but he seemed to understand it.

"My expectation for you was fulfilled when we were locked together in the barrier of Sect Leader Li. I want a friend who doesn't dislike me, who is willing to practice with me, willing to play with me, willing to Chat with me, willing to spar with me. So when I am in the enchantment, I am already satisfied."

Feng Fuling was slightly startled, he seemed to have understood what Xia Jingge was going to say, but he couldn't believe it.He stared at Xia Jingge, unable to say a word.Before he finished speaking, he didn't want to say a word.

"But don't your expectations of me stop at this? I don't think so. Your expectations of me are higher and more complicated than those of you. Those expectations... are what an ordinary person expects from another person. The expectations of an ordinary person." Xia Jingge jumped out word by word, enunciating the words clearly and calmly.These are also the rhetoric he had thought of long ago.

After waiting for a while, Feng Fuling still didn't express any thoughts, so Xia Jingge could only continue talking by himself.It seemed that there was a voice in his heart telling him that even if it was a difficult one-man show, he had to finish it.

He continued: "But I am a monk, and you are a demon. We are not ordinary people. Of course, I am even more strange."

Feng Fuling just stared at him.

"Is it appropriate to place the expectations that ordinary people have on me? Your high and complicated expectations of me are beyond my comprehension."

"Can't understand?" Feng Fuling finally had a little reaction, but he didn't believe it and was disappointed.Feng Fuling is a very smart person, so he can always see the essence of many things and people at a glance.But such transparency is based on the normal world he knows, based on his understanding of social laws and human nature.So Xia Jingge suddenly said something that he couldn't understand, in his opinion, it was a kind of lame excuse. "Excuses." Feng Fuling said coldly, the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and he couldn't restrain his anger.

He felt that he was betrayed by Xia Jingge and abandoned him.Xia Jingge chose to give up on himself one-sidedly because of the external environment that he thought was not completely hopeless.

"..." Xia Jingge lowered his eyes slightly, he thought, as expected, as Feng Minzhao said, no normal person would believe that he could not understand the feeling of love at all.

But he had no choice but to continue to bite the bullet in accordance with the established rhetoric: "Whether you believe it or not, it is extremely unfair to you, because I may not be able to meet your expectations of me in my whole life."

Speaking of this, Xia Jingge didn't say any more.In his previous decision, he didn't explain the principle clearly to Feng Fuling at all.He remembered that his thought at the time was that if he told Feng Fuling the reason of his situation in a bloody way, it would be like asking him to sympathize with him.

That was what Xia Jingge didn't want to see.

Because of this kind of vague and unconvincing rhetoric, Feng Fuling certainly didn't believe it. He felt that Xia Jingge's statement was no different from shirking responsibility.The anger in his heart was getting higher and higher, and he was only short of scolding someone who said he liked me. After so many years, now he suddenly said something that he couldn't understand, whether he regarded me as a fool or something.

It's just that he is not a whiner after all, so the thought that popped up at this moment just rolled in his heart like a knife, and he didn't really say it.It took him a long time to resist the urge to beat Xia Jingge up, and he only showed a sneer, "You might as well tell me, because I am the son of your enemy, you don't want to be in a dilemma in the future, you are not a human being, after weighing it, you think Your sect is more important than mine, so you want to part ways with me early." This is the reason Feng Fuling can think of without even thinking about it.Although he instinctively felt that with Xia Jingge's personality, there were some hidden reasons for doing so, but the dilemma should be one of the very important reasons.

It is true that he himself was in a dilemma, so he was not angry that Xia Jingge finally chose the teacher's school, but he was angry that he did not tell the truth to himself, but instead made such a weird excuse that only the gods could think of.

On the other hand, he didn't expect Xia Jingge to make such a decision so easily, and he was inevitably sad and disappointed, as if all he thought was that his feelings were deep and that external difficulties could always be solved after thinking about it, all of which were just one-sided thoughts That's all.

"..." Xia Jingge was silent for a moment, and after a while he smiled at Feng Fuling, "You can see that I will go back to Jiu..."

Before he finished speaking, the jade hairpin in his hand had been taken away.All of a sudden, the hands became empty.He was also taken aback for a moment.

Then Xia Jingge realized that he might not have to finish the play.

Because it's over.

Feng Fuling said coldly: "Since you have thought about this a long time ago, I will not force you."

This kind of reaction was not unexpected by Xia Jingge, he knew that Feng Fuling would definitely not do those bottom-line things and ask 1 whys.He is so proud.

It's just that when such a moment really came, Xia Jingge didn't feel any less relaxed.Even though the feeling he could feel was already weak, he still felt like a stone of some size was stuck in his heart, which made him unable to breathe.

Before he could calm down, he already had something in his hand.His own jade pendant.

Xia Jingge shook it slightly, the jade pendant should be kept close to Feng Fuling's body, it was still warm.It just got cold in his hands after a while.

Feng Fuling said coldly again: "Don't use that clumsy excuse in the future."

Xia Jingge said honestly, "I won't do it anymore."

Feng Fuling glanced at him again, seeing that he said nothing, showing some disappointment, but he covered it up in the blink of an eye.After that, he probably felt that there was nothing more to say, so he turned around, as if he was about to leave.

Xia Jingge didn't know why, but suddenly came up with the idea of ​​saying a few more words to him.He knew in his heart that this should not be done, his play had already been sung, and if Feng Fuling wanted to leave, he should be let go.

But he still... "Wait."

Feng Fuling stopped immediately, turned around, and gave him a glance: "Regret?"

Xia Jingge was stunned for a moment, then shook his head, realizing that he had no valid reason to ask him to stay.He thought for a while, and asked the question that had troubled him for a long time: "You let me think about the matter in Chongli Town, can you tell me the answer now?"

Feng Fuling was also taken aback for a moment, and then showed a complex expression, which was mixed with a lot of clarity and infinite disappointment, which inexplicably made Xia Jingge lower his head slightly, and could hardly meet his eyes.

"I used to think that you only speak so unforgivingly to your enemies, but one day, you will also speak like this to me." Feng Fuling stared at Xia Jingge for a long time before he said such an irresponsible answer.

Xia Jingge couldn't help being startled.

He didn't know what went wrong with his problem.

"Since you want to hear it, let me tell you one last time." Feng Fuling's voice was full of disappointment, probably sad, but he covered it up, only Xia Jingge could hear it. He was very disappointed in himself.

"Because I like you." After Feng Fuling finished speaking, he only wanted to see Xia Jingge's reaction.

Xia Jingge didn't have any special reaction, but she was numb, as if she was stunned, but also seemed to be calm and unmoved.

Feng Fuling looked at it for a long time and couldn't help becoming more and more discouraged, and said coldly: "Aren't you leaving yet? When I don't see that you are delaying time by doing so many things?" gone.

This time it was really gone.

Not step by step, but by flying.

It just didn't go in the direction of Changming City.

Xia Jingge watched his leaving back for a while, then seemed to realize it, and said to himself: "I really... can't understand."

He looked at the jade pendant in his hand, belatedly feeling a little sore and dull in his heart.But it's just a slight feeling.

"Brother..." Xiang Li, who had been a wallflower for a long time, spoke weakly.

Xia Jingge came back to his senses, "Oh, I didn't have time to ask just now, where did you and junior sister come in from? Is the passage still there?"

Xiang Li shook his head, "It's gone, but give me half a month, and I can dig another one out there. It's just that we didn't expect you and Moqi...so be careful."

Xia Jingge shook his head, "It doesn't need to be so troublesome." He grabbed the hilt of his sword, "Let's go."

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Happy Memorial Day everyone!Go to bed first, wake up tomorrow morning to watch the military parade