Dharma
Chapter 162 On the last day, I will tell my heart, and the world and Xinheng will celebrate together
This procrastination dragged on until the last day.
Seven months have passed by.
Xia Jingge's heart was calm, as if she could calmly accept the arrival of that critical moment.Xia Qingqu had already fallen into a deep sleep, and the final appearance of Xia Jingge in his eyes was consistent with his usual perception, without any difference.At least on this point, he and Feng Fuling agreed, Xia Qingqu should not have seen such a moment with his own eyes.
Xia Jingge looked at Feng Fuling's expressionless expression, and said, "Actually, I have got what I wanted. In my life, I don't have too many attachments. I always go with the flow. Even if I don't agree with some things in my heart, I may not Make up your mind on what to do. Even though I always hope that I am like ordinary people, I seldom make up my mind to actually do something. Later, I fell into a magic barrier in the word love..." Xia Jingge smiled at Feng Fuling Laughing, "I never told you that my original intention to become Jingzhu was not to fulfill the mission entrusted to me by heaven, I just wanted to have at least a month to be like an ordinary person and know how to love someone. What kind of feeling, to get the long-lost joy, anger, sorrow and joy. So I have got my wish."
"...Then do you know that I will be sad?" Feng Fuling closed his eyes.
"I know." Xia Jingge leaned slightly, and leaned into Feng Fuling's arms in a relatively weak posture, wrapping his arms around his waist.He closed his eyes and smiled slightly.I used to think that one month was enough, but when seven months really passed, I felt that seven months was not very long.
People are always greedy, Xia Jingge knew that he had finally been a human once and for all.He's also greedy, and he wants more...more time.But it's gone, so that's fine.
"But I don't want to be unable to respond to you for the rest of my life. I'm afraid that one day you will get tired of me like that... So I'm very selfish, I want and can like you. Although these seven months are not long, but I I am happy every day. I think all of this is enough for me. Although I originally had a destined Taoist partner in my horoscope, after I met him, I felt that being able to change my horoscope makes me Meeting you is already the greatest gift from heaven." Xia Jingge opened his eyes, and the smile on his lips looked satisfied and peaceful, "If you hate me, I don't blame you. I don't want to be your enemy forever, I have been unable to be with you. These days, this kind of time makes me feel that there is no better thing to be with you so quietly. "
Xia Jingge paused, and continued: "You also know that what can't be broken can't be erected. If I don't make a complete well shaft, I will never have the opportunity to be a complete person again in this life."
Feng Fuling rubbed his head, but didn't speak.
Xia Jingge smiled again, "In those two years, I met Jiang Chi once. He asked me, did I ask him to go back to the Demon Realm, so that he could come and kill me after he finished training? He asked me, such a What is the meaning of the war? I can’t answer it. At first I thought that the two sides fought for so long because of mutual hatred, because the demon killed too many monks, and the monks needed to fight back. But gradually, I felt that the reason for the hatred It is so deep because of the beatings. And the more beatings, the more people die... How many lovers cannot get married because of this, and how many relatives are separated by yin and yang because of this, I am not willing to face things when my six senses are weak, because of this Wars are happening every day..."
"Actually, if you think about it carefully...I obviously have a once-for-all solution. I turned a blind eye to my own selfishness and allowed the world to suffer. It's my fault...Why should I take the lives of mortals in the million-year war between demons and gods? Filling in the trenches. If the Three Realms is going to lose its way, it should be lost to the point where no one can start a dispute. After thinking about it, my mother's plan is the best way to kill many birds with one stone. In this way, my wish will finally come true, and the Three Realms will also It will be broken before it can be built, and peace will be restored."
Feng Fuling still didn't speak.
Xia Jingge sighed inwardly, and continued to make persistent efforts, "The world I love should have clear vegetation, singing birds and fragrant flowers, and sunny days. This kind of world is what I miss. Don't you ever miss this kind of world? Is it? Even if you are a demon, you are also a demon who grew up in the world of mortals.... I can't just watch, my parents would rather sacrifice my whole life to maintain this world that should be fragrant and clear. Calling the unknown brothers and sisters, the world protected by the teachers and sisters has become darker and muddier because of my reluctance to cooperate, and the yin and yang have become out of balance, and there is no future."
Xia Jingge stopped.
His gaze seemed to be looking at an extremely distant place through the dim candlelight.
"Before I didn't have Qu'er, I didn't quite understand how determined my parents were to let me be reincarnated as their offspring. After having Qu'er, I realized that it is necessary for my child to shoulder such a difficult task." What a sad thing to be an identity. At least on me, I never want him to be swayed by any destiny, I hope his life can see the most beautiful scene in the world, I hope he can get The love of the vast majority of people in this world, I hope he can do whatever he wants... I hope his life will be smooth, peaceful and joyful, without any worries.”
Feng Fuling moved his palm slightly, wrapping his arms around Xia Jingge's shoulder.
"It will," he said.
Xia Jingge smiled, smiled, shed a tear, it fell silently, wet on Feng Fuling's skirt, and drowned in it soundlessly.
He hadn't cried in many, many years.
At the age of 12, after deciding not to cry again, he never shed a tear.
Xia Jingge has always been a person who keeps his promises.Even if it's just an oath I made with myself.
"I understand, I won't blame you." Feng Fuling said again, he rubbed Xia Jingge's head again, and the hairpin was crooked by him.But Feng Fuling's gaze was infinitely gentle and soft, and it fell on the wall not far away that was flickering with the candle light. "...I don't blame you for a long time."
Xia Jingge blinked, and burst into tears again.In fact, he was also very reluctant to part with Feng Fuling.In order to let myself let go of that reluctance, I found many, many reasons to persuade myself, and then persuaded him.Seven months is really too short.It was so short that he was so reluctant to leave.
He thought that he had already made a decision that he regretted the least and was the easiest to regret in his life.Just let him cry again, be willful again, and be weak again, it doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter anymore.This is the last moment of his life.
Ordinary people can still say that there is no destiny in this life, and you will be promised in the next life.But he couldn't even say such a thing, even if Feng Fuling had an afterlife, could he, who had been completely materialized since then, still have an afterlife...
Xia Jingge couldn't even say such a promise of the afterlife.
He had read a lot of love story books, but he had always known that he and Fu Ling had no afterlife.
The two hugged each other quietly like this, until Xia Jingge's body began to collapse, and the color of the world also began to change.
The powerful magic power from Feng Fuling's body was being lost like flying.
Most of them were absorbed by Xia Jingge without hindrance, and a small part was scattered between heaven and earth, fluttering with the wind.Become dust and floating soil between heaven and earth, scattered light and rain foam.
When those devilish qi passed through his body, they were permanently transformed into pure spiritual qi, and then played back into the space between heaven and earth.
Can't even stay.
You see, even at this time, the first person he hurt was Fu Ling.
Finally, Feng Fuling smiled slightly.He always had a straight face and rarely smiled.This smile bloomed like ice flowers again, it was so beautiful that Xia Jingge couldn't move his eyes away.
He raised his hand to help Xia Jingge's jade hairpin stuck obliquely behind his head, and straightened it.
Then, staring at Xia Jingge, staring at his tearful eyes, he tightly hugged Xia Jingge's hands.
Just like when he saw him waking up the first day, his tearful eyes.
If only time could be turned back and everything could be restarted...it would be great to go back to the day when he woke up and cried with tears in his eyes.
If you do it all over again...
If you do it all over again...
It must be more than just giving him a veil, and we will never dislike him again, but we must also help him wipe away his tears and tell him not to be afraid. our days.
If he doesn't know why, ask what is our life.
Just explain to him well what is body promise, so that he knows what kind of promise he made.
Feng Fuling thought, with such a brain, he must never have thought of how to break his promise.
That would prevent him from knowing what a well axis is, what a horoscope is, and what is the truth about the battle between gods and demons.
I also don't want to be the Demon Lord of the Demon Realm.
Let's find a kind and simple place, just be two ordinary mortals.
Maybe that would lead to poor life, unsatisfactory life, and daily necessities, but what does that matter.Compared to this, you have to give up your lifetimes for seven months.
Always better.
Feng Fuling closed his eyes completely.Stand still.
The body in his arms was gradually turning into nothingness, and he remained motionless until he turned into smoke and disappeared between heaven and earth.
A huge storm is brewing in the world, and this storm makes the gods, demons, and people of the three realms tremble.
After a long time, a newborn sun formed by the fusion of aura and devil energy appeared in the originally dark sky.
There is no wind or rain between heaven and earth, and the wind is sunny.
Birds singing and insects singing, bustling and bustling, it is a scene of prosperity.
No one, no soul, no thing.
Will weep for the separation of the two of them.
A joyful celebration is being prepared between heaven and earth.
Because the heavens are no longer, the demon realm is no longer, only the human world still exists, enjoying the feedback of the heaven after a hundred years of war.
There will no longer be endless turbid breaths born between heaven and earth, and the expansion of the dark world has stopped.The stubborn resistance of Qingling World has also become history.
The beautiful world where the balance of yin and yang dominates the righteous way is coming soon.
They, they, they, will start singing and dancing to welcome the long-lost new life.
No one knew there was such a farewell.
Or, originally knew.
But it was still covered by joy.
People remember that it was the magic weapon named Xia Jingge that fused the remaining half of the magic weapon and created another sun that could bring light to the world.
But they probably won't know that the cultivator named Xia Jingge has faced that demon king named Feng Fuling day and night for ten years; they won't know that the two of them have been in love for life; A long time ago, a little monk without common sense once said such silly words to a demon that he wanted to promise his body.
Everything about them will eventually turn into dust.
There is no future and no past.
Finish.
The author has something to say:
I finally finished writing this article, and there will be two extra articles about Xia Qingqu's adulthood.One article from non-Xia Qingqu's perspective, one article from Xia Qingqu's perspective.There is also a brother who is hesitating whether to write or not...
Well, the symbolic and practical significance of the end of this article is great to me.Although I finished such a long novel for the ending, this is also the first original novel in my life, so I just thought that I have to finish it to be worthy of myself.In the past, I only wrote doujin, and I didn’t even know how to write original chapters. I didn’t know how many beginnings I changed before I decided on this one, and I didn’t save the manuscript.Everyone has flesh and blood in my heart, and they move by themselves without thinking about the plot.
In fact, several times I arranged for Feng Fuling and Xia Jingge to be different from the current plot, so bloody that I even wanted to cover my face, but when I wrote that, it seemed to hear them protesting, "I will never Do this kind of thing" "How could I let him do this kind of thing", so these contents are gone, and it has become what it is now.Think about it very emotional
...In the end, I knew this was a sad ending, and I didn't cry when I wrote it, but I cried when I edited it later, but I still want to say that I am very happy today!Thank you for seeing the girls here (づ ̄3 ̄)づ
Seven months have passed by.
Xia Jingge's heart was calm, as if she could calmly accept the arrival of that critical moment.Xia Qingqu had already fallen into a deep sleep, and the final appearance of Xia Jingge in his eyes was consistent with his usual perception, without any difference.At least on this point, he and Feng Fuling agreed, Xia Qingqu should not have seen such a moment with his own eyes.
Xia Jingge looked at Feng Fuling's expressionless expression, and said, "Actually, I have got what I wanted. In my life, I don't have too many attachments. I always go with the flow. Even if I don't agree with some things in my heart, I may not Make up your mind on what to do. Even though I always hope that I am like ordinary people, I seldom make up my mind to actually do something. Later, I fell into a magic barrier in the word love..." Xia Jingge smiled at Feng Fuling Laughing, "I never told you that my original intention to become Jingzhu was not to fulfill the mission entrusted to me by heaven, I just wanted to have at least a month to be like an ordinary person and know how to love someone. What kind of feeling, to get the long-lost joy, anger, sorrow and joy. So I have got my wish."
"...Then do you know that I will be sad?" Feng Fuling closed his eyes.
"I know." Xia Jingge leaned slightly, and leaned into Feng Fuling's arms in a relatively weak posture, wrapping his arms around his waist.He closed his eyes and smiled slightly.I used to think that one month was enough, but when seven months really passed, I felt that seven months was not very long.
People are always greedy, Xia Jingge knew that he had finally been a human once and for all.He's also greedy, and he wants more...more time.But it's gone, so that's fine.
"But I don't want to be unable to respond to you for the rest of my life. I'm afraid that one day you will get tired of me like that... So I'm very selfish, I want and can like you. Although these seven months are not long, but I I am happy every day. I think all of this is enough for me. Although I originally had a destined Taoist partner in my horoscope, after I met him, I felt that being able to change my horoscope makes me Meeting you is already the greatest gift from heaven." Xia Jingge opened his eyes, and the smile on his lips looked satisfied and peaceful, "If you hate me, I don't blame you. I don't want to be your enemy forever, I have been unable to be with you. These days, this kind of time makes me feel that there is no better thing to be with you so quietly. "
Xia Jingge paused, and continued: "You also know that what can't be broken can't be erected. If I don't make a complete well shaft, I will never have the opportunity to be a complete person again in this life."
Feng Fuling rubbed his head, but didn't speak.
Xia Jingge smiled again, "In those two years, I met Jiang Chi once. He asked me, did I ask him to go back to the Demon Realm, so that he could come and kill me after he finished training? He asked me, such a What is the meaning of the war? I can’t answer it. At first I thought that the two sides fought for so long because of mutual hatred, because the demon killed too many monks, and the monks needed to fight back. But gradually, I felt that the reason for the hatred It is so deep because of the beatings. And the more beatings, the more people die... How many lovers cannot get married because of this, and how many relatives are separated by yin and yang because of this, I am not willing to face things when my six senses are weak, because of this Wars are happening every day..."
"Actually, if you think about it carefully...I obviously have a once-for-all solution. I turned a blind eye to my own selfishness and allowed the world to suffer. It's my fault...Why should I take the lives of mortals in the million-year war between demons and gods? Filling in the trenches. If the Three Realms is going to lose its way, it should be lost to the point where no one can start a dispute. After thinking about it, my mother's plan is the best way to kill many birds with one stone. In this way, my wish will finally come true, and the Three Realms will also It will be broken before it can be built, and peace will be restored."
Feng Fuling still didn't speak.
Xia Jingge sighed inwardly, and continued to make persistent efforts, "The world I love should have clear vegetation, singing birds and fragrant flowers, and sunny days. This kind of world is what I miss. Don't you ever miss this kind of world? Is it? Even if you are a demon, you are also a demon who grew up in the world of mortals.... I can't just watch, my parents would rather sacrifice my whole life to maintain this world that should be fragrant and clear. Calling the unknown brothers and sisters, the world protected by the teachers and sisters has become darker and muddier because of my reluctance to cooperate, and the yin and yang have become out of balance, and there is no future."
Xia Jingge stopped.
His gaze seemed to be looking at an extremely distant place through the dim candlelight.
"Before I didn't have Qu'er, I didn't quite understand how determined my parents were to let me be reincarnated as their offspring. After having Qu'er, I realized that it is necessary for my child to shoulder such a difficult task." What a sad thing to be an identity. At least on me, I never want him to be swayed by any destiny, I hope his life can see the most beautiful scene in the world, I hope he can get The love of the vast majority of people in this world, I hope he can do whatever he wants... I hope his life will be smooth, peaceful and joyful, without any worries.”
Feng Fuling moved his palm slightly, wrapping his arms around Xia Jingge's shoulder.
"It will," he said.
Xia Jingge smiled, smiled, shed a tear, it fell silently, wet on Feng Fuling's skirt, and drowned in it soundlessly.
He hadn't cried in many, many years.
At the age of 12, after deciding not to cry again, he never shed a tear.
Xia Jingge has always been a person who keeps his promises.Even if it's just an oath I made with myself.
"I understand, I won't blame you." Feng Fuling said again, he rubbed Xia Jingge's head again, and the hairpin was crooked by him.But Feng Fuling's gaze was infinitely gentle and soft, and it fell on the wall not far away that was flickering with the candle light. "...I don't blame you for a long time."
Xia Jingge blinked, and burst into tears again.In fact, he was also very reluctant to part with Feng Fuling.In order to let myself let go of that reluctance, I found many, many reasons to persuade myself, and then persuaded him.Seven months is really too short.It was so short that he was so reluctant to leave.
He thought that he had already made a decision that he regretted the least and was the easiest to regret in his life.Just let him cry again, be willful again, and be weak again, it doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter anymore.This is the last moment of his life.
Ordinary people can still say that there is no destiny in this life, and you will be promised in the next life.But he couldn't even say such a thing, even if Feng Fuling had an afterlife, could he, who had been completely materialized since then, still have an afterlife...
Xia Jingge couldn't even say such a promise of the afterlife.
He had read a lot of love story books, but he had always known that he and Fu Ling had no afterlife.
The two hugged each other quietly like this, until Xia Jingge's body began to collapse, and the color of the world also began to change.
The powerful magic power from Feng Fuling's body was being lost like flying.
Most of them were absorbed by Xia Jingge without hindrance, and a small part was scattered between heaven and earth, fluttering with the wind.Become dust and floating soil between heaven and earth, scattered light and rain foam.
When those devilish qi passed through his body, they were permanently transformed into pure spiritual qi, and then played back into the space between heaven and earth.
Can't even stay.
You see, even at this time, the first person he hurt was Fu Ling.
Finally, Feng Fuling smiled slightly.He always had a straight face and rarely smiled.This smile bloomed like ice flowers again, it was so beautiful that Xia Jingge couldn't move his eyes away.
He raised his hand to help Xia Jingge's jade hairpin stuck obliquely behind his head, and straightened it.
Then, staring at Xia Jingge, staring at his tearful eyes, he tightly hugged Xia Jingge's hands.
Just like when he saw him waking up the first day, his tearful eyes.
If only time could be turned back and everything could be restarted...it would be great to go back to the day when he woke up and cried with tears in his eyes.
If you do it all over again...
If you do it all over again...
It must be more than just giving him a veil, and we will never dislike him again, but we must also help him wipe away his tears and tell him not to be afraid. our days.
If he doesn't know why, ask what is our life.
Just explain to him well what is body promise, so that he knows what kind of promise he made.
Feng Fuling thought, with such a brain, he must never have thought of how to break his promise.
That would prevent him from knowing what a well axis is, what a horoscope is, and what is the truth about the battle between gods and demons.
I also don't want to be the Demon Lord of the Demon Realm.
Let's find a kind and simple place, just be two ordinary mortals.
Maybe that would lead to poor life, unsatisfactory life, and daily necessities, but what does that matter.Compared to this, you have to give up your lifetimes for seven months.
Always better.
Feng Fuling closed his eyes completely.Stand still.
The body in his arms was gradually turning into nothingness, and he remained motionless until he turned into smoke and disappeared between heaven and earth.
A huge storm is brewing in the world, and this storm makes the gods, demons, and people of the three realms tremble.
After a long time, a newborn sun formed by the fusion of aura and devil energy appeared in the originally dark sky.
There is no wind or rain between heaven and earth, and the wind is sunny.
Birds singing and insects singing, bustling and bustling, it is a scene of prosperity.
No one, no soul, no thing.
Will weep for the separation of the two of them.
A joyful celebration is being prepared between heaven and earth.
Because the heavens are no longer, the demon realm is no longer, only the human world still exists, enjoying the feedback of the heaven after a hundred years of war.
There will no longer be endless turbid breaths born between heaven and earth, and the expansion of the dark world has stopped.The stubborn resistance of Qingling World has also become history.
The beautiful world where the balance of yin and yang dominates the righteous way is coming soon.
They, they, they, will start singing and dancing to welcome the long-lost new life.
No one knew there was such a farewell.
Or, originally knew.
But it was still covered by joy.
People remember that it was the magic weapon named Xia Jingge that fused the remaining half of the magic weapon and created another sun that could bring light to the world.
But they probably won't know that the cultivator named Xia Jingge has faced that demon king named Feng Fuling day and night for ten years; they won't know that the two of them have been in love for life; A long time ago, a little monk without common sense once said such silly words to a demon that he wanted to promise his body.
Everything about them will eventually turn into dust.
There is no future and no past.
Finish.
The author has something to say:
I finally finished writing this article, and there will be two extra articles about Xia Qingqu's adulthood.One article from non-Xia Qingqu's perspective, one article from Xia Qingqu's perspective.There is also a brother who is hesitating whether to write or not...
Well, the symbolic and practical significance of the end of this article is great to me.Although I finished such a long novel for the ending, this is also the first original novel in my life, so I just thought that I have to finish it to be worthy of myself.In the past, I only wrote doujin, and I didn’t even know how to write original chapters. I didn’t know how many beginnings I changed before I decided on this one, and I didn’t save the manuscript.Everyone has flesh and blood in my heart, and they move by themselves without thinking about the plot.
In fact, several times I arranged for Feng Fuling and Xia Jingge to be different from the current plot, so bloody that I even wanted to cover my face, but when I wrote that, it seemed to hear them protesting, "I will never Do this kind of thing" "How could I let him do this kind of thing", so these contents are gone, and it has become what it is now.Think about it very emotional
...In the end, I knew this was a sad ending, and I didn't cry when I wrote it, but I cried when I edited it later, but I still want to say that I am very happy today!Thank you for seeing the girls here (づ ̄3 ̄)づ
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