I was the first to catch up

After Guan Buyu returned home, she simply washed up and was ready to go to bed. Before she went to bed, she specially set an alarm clock. Lying on the bed, the feeling from the moment she saw Jiang Lingyu during the day came back a little bit.She thought dully: It seemed that she really almost lost Jiang Lingyu.

It felt really, really bad.At that moment, the world seemed to be moving away from her, everything lost its color and became the color of snowflakes.

She even thought for a moment, that's it, if Jiang Lingyu left like this, then she would have no reason to continue living in this world.

Even if she continues to live, Guan Buyu will probably live in a muddle, falling back to before she met Jiang Lingyu—no, it's probably a worse situation than then.

Thinking about this, she turned over, and she had an impulse in her heart, as if she still needed to do something to prove that Jiang Lingyu really still existed in this world.

So she picked up the phone from beside the pillow and opened the chat page.

The chat between Guan Buyu and Jiang Lingyu ended more than a month ago, the last one was her saying "yes", she said yes because Jiang Lingyu found an excuse to avoid her.At that time, she already knew that Jiang Lingyu was avoiding her, so she could only say yes.After that, they never met alone again, or even had no intersection.

Guan Buyu looked at the slightly bright phone page, his eyelids were clenched again.She was so sleepy, until the end, she didn't even know if she was in a dream or in reality.

She seems to have sent Jiang Lingyu a WeChat message, but she doesn't remember what she sent, and she woke up late at one or two in the afternoon the next day. The alarm clock seemed to ring once, and she didn't know anything did not hear.

How can I be so tired.

Guan Buyu rubbed her sore temples, picked up the phone, and suddenly found two unread messages on it.

One from Fang Ranran:

"Fool, have you slept through it? I've come back from the hospital. Jiang Lingyu was transferred to another ward. She's in good condition after waking up. I'll tell you the room number and you can go by yourself."

And the other one comes from Jiang Lingyu:

"Then come here."

Guan Buyu shook his hands and almost dropped the phone to the ground.Then she looked up - she actually sent a message last night. So, wasn't she dreaming yesterday?

Last night, she didn't seem to think much about anything, she just sent what she wanted to say the most at that time, and that sentence was:

"Jiang Lingyu, I really want to see you now."

After Guan Buyu put on her clothes and took a taxi to the hospital, she found that the snow that had stopped last night had started to fall again, but it was much smaller than yesterday, and it looked beautiful flying in the air.

And today the weather is good, the sun is bright, it is a sunny day suitable for going out to soak up the sun.

With such a full and expansive mood, she came to Jiang Lingyu's ward nervously. The nurse said that there was no one else in the ward now, and Jiang Lingyu might be sleeping.So she asked Guan Buyu to knock on the door first, and then go in after hearing the response.

So Guan Buyu took a deep breath, the familiar tension that she felt yesterday made her stomach ache again.

She knocked lightly on the door, then immediately lowered her head, staring at her toes uneasily, counting the seconds, one second, two seconds... five seconds, ten seconds.

Ten seconds later, Jiang Lingyu's voice came from inside the room.

She said, shut up and come in.

So Guan Buyu seemed to be guided by something, her consciousness floated out of her body, she opened the door in a trance, and entered the ward.The first thing she saw was a plate of cut fruit, and she didn't know if it was a gift from the ward or prepared by Yu Xiaomin.

Jiang Lingyu was leaning there, lying on the soft white pillow, her face was pale, but it was much better than when she saw her yesterday.She was still pretty as hell like this, when the sun hit her face, it seemed that she was pitying this beauty, so it softened three points.

When she really saw Jiang Lingyu, the out-of-body soul returned to the body.

However, at such an important moment, Guan Buyu felt as if his throat was blocked by something.So she couldn't say anything, she could only stand there, with nowhere to put her hands.

Jiang Lingyu smiled at her, dimples emerged, and her pleasant voice rose slightly:

"Guan Buyu, I thought you wouldn't be here today."

Guan Buyu's face turned red all of a sudden, she scratched her hair and said:

"I, I set the alarm clock, but I didn't seem to hear it. You see, I clearly set the alarm clock for nine o'clock—"

Guan Buyu came over, took out her mobile phone and showed it to Jiang Lingyu, Jiang Lingyu shook her head, and didn't look at her mobile phone, she stretched out her slender fingers from under the quilt, and grabbed Guan Buyu's cuff, don't want her leave easily.

Guan Buyu then sat by the bed, Jiang Lingyu was very close to her, this time, there was no frost on her trembling eyelashes.

Jiang Lingyu's fingers moved in Guan Buyu's palm, which made her itchy, and it seemed that several soft holes had been poked in her heart.

Guan Buyu's side face was also shrouded in sunlight, the little fluff on her face was very cute, her eyes were bright, it was these eyes, it was she who rescued herself yesterday.

Jiang Lingyu seemed to still remember the warmth and reliability on Guan Buyu's back.

So she lowered her eyes and said softly:

"Guan Buyu, it's really dangerous."

Guan Buyu was stunned for a moment before realizing what she was talking about. She pursed her lips, raised a smile, and said with some joy:

"Yeah, if we were a little late, if Fang Ranran didn't tell me what to do, maybe—"

Maybe I won't be able to sit here and look at you and listen to you.

This terrible thought made Guan Buyu very uncomfortable, she shook her head to try to dispel this thought, and Jiang Lingyu also shook her head:

"no."

"what?"

Jiang Lingyu stretched out her hand and pinned Guan Buyu's hair behind her ear.she says:

"Guan Buyu, if I didn't know you, if I didn't become friends with you, I don't think I would be able to live now."

That's what she's been thinking about since she woke up.If Guan Buyu hadn't fallen in love with her and approached her, maybe she would have fallen down where no one could find her, covered by snow little by little.

Guan Buyu was a little embarrassed, she blushed, looked away, and wanted to change the subject:

"...Haha, yes, because I am very strong! If it is someone else—"

"Shut up."

not like this.I mean, you came to my world, and it all seems like it was meant to be now.

Jiang Lingyu's other hand was placed on the back of Guan Buyu's hand, such a pale hand, like a piece of paper fell down, but it was warm.

She said in a trembling voice:

"I——I have been taken care of by people since I was a child, by my family and friends around me. So I, I don't want to cause trouble for them. Because I am already enough trouble."

The voice became more and more trembling, and Dou Da's tears fell one by one.

"So dating or something, I don't... I don't even think about it. If I let another person into my life, wouldn't it be more difficult for me to cope with everything? I always thought so. And, Mom would Worried, maybe even sad."

But it was too late.

It turns out that falling in love with someone has always been an afterthought and cannot be stopped.

"Because, because her precious daughter actually fell in love with a girl."

Jiang Lingyu cried so quietly, so quiet that only her shoulders were trembling, and only tears were falling.Guan Buyu stretched out his hand and took those tears with his palm. They moistened his palm and made her want to cry.

"However, the more I deny it and avoid this feeling, the more fate seems to punish me and make my life worse."

Even if she was crying, Jiang Lingyu could string the sentence into a complete sentence and speak it out.

Guan Buyu's heart suddenly swelled so big, she knew that something was about to happen, something was about to change her life.

Just because Jiang Lingyu touched her face with her fingers, she said this sentence;

"So, Guan Buyu. I don't want to deny it anymore."

"I think we can try."

Time freezes at this moment.The moment Jiang Lingyu said these words, everything seemed to be silenced.The huge roar overwhelmed Guan Buyu's ears, and the fine and flying snowflakes circled one after another in slow motion under the sun and the sky. On Jiang Lingyu's lips, she whispered a word, but Guan Buyu couldn't hear it. , yet visible.

Jiang Lingyu's mouth was saying, Guan Buyu, I like you.

hum-

The tinnitus finally ended, and everything returned to a real and identifiable reality.Guan Buyu found that she had stood up - she was kneeling on the bed with one leg, and she was holding Jiang Lingyu's shoulder with her hand.She turned her head to the side, this time, Guan Buyu's kiss slowly fell on Jiang Lingyu's lips.

She kissed Jiang Lingyu lightly, and was afraid that she would be broken, so she held her head with her hands and let her weak body be placed in her arms.

Jiang Lingyu grabbed her neckline, she panted and said softly:

"I want to be with you."

She raised her head, and Guan Buyu herself was reflected in her tear-filled eyes as always.

"But, right now, can it be just the two of us who know about it. I'm not ready, and I don't expect Mommy to—"

"--sure."

Before Jiang Lingyu finished speaking, Guan Buyu said so without any hesitation.She blinked and smiled brightly:

"Does this still need to be said? Of course."

Jiang Lingyu likes me, she wants to be with me.Then this is enough, Guan Buyu doesn't want to ask for more.

As for the competition?Although it's a pity not to see Fang Ranran's deflated look, they will talk about it sooner or later.Because Jiang Lingyu held her hand and said this earnestly:

"give me sometime."

So Guan Buyu just smiled and shook it back. It was as if a lot of cotton candy that was so sweet that it exploded was stuffed inside her heart. This feeling made her grinned with joy, nodded and said:

"Then I wait for you."

When you grow up and I grow up too, we stand in front of the proprietress, hold hands and say, we want to live together for the rest of our lives.Then we have to stand in front of Fang Ranran and let her know - she can also win Master Fang once in Guan Buyu!

Until then, let us secretly taste the forbidden fruit of love together, kissing in the corner, embracing in the shadow.

In this way, she repeated everything she longed for in the dream again and again in reality.