I was the first to catch up

Guan Buyu went to many places on this night when he was kissed by Jiang Lingyu.She first went to the nearest No. [-] Middle School. The iron gate of the No. [-] Middle School was closed, and the security guards were listening to the radio.Intermittent human voices came from the radio.

Guan Buyu sat on the railing and watched for a while, remembering the first time she came here to seek a chance encounter, when Jiang Lingyu was out of breath and caught up with her, her heart skipped a beat, so she stretched out her hand and pulled Jiang Lingyu I went to my favorite ice shop.

So she went to the ice shop again, there were not many people in the shop, Guan Buyu bought two lemonade popsicles, she stood at the door and ate for a long time, saving dinner.She felt the coolness rushing to her forehead, and the boss behind told her that summer is better, because there are more guests in summer than now.

Guan Buyu nodded and said:

"Well, summer is good, summer is great."

Guan Buyu left the ice shop and got on the bus—here, Jiang Lingyu hugged her for the first time, her body was so thin, every time after that, Guan Buyu would sigh.

summer.In summer, she met Jiang Lingyu and fell in love in the hot mist.

Guan Buyu took the bus to the vicinity of No. [-] Middle School, and she walked two steps to Xiao Min's cafeteria.She stood at the position where she used to line up and looked at the door, Jiang Lingyu's hazy face appeared in her mind.She smiled at her, dimples emerging.

Guan Buyu stood there for a long time, her fists gradually loosened, and an answer slowly emerged in her heart, so she turned and walked into the flower shop across the street.

On this night, Guan Buyu's impulse that had already disappeared flowed into his heart little by little.Before that, what she thought was: don't say it, never say it.As long as I can be with Jiang Lingyu.After all, for Jiang Lingyu, liking is a very heavy thing.

But Jiang Lingyu who said so happened to be the one who lowered his head and kissed her.

Since even she regretted it.

Then, then I—

The flower shop is still open, and the boss is eating a takeaway.Guan Buyu walked in and looked around the earthy smell of the shop. The boss approached her and asked:

"Send someone?"

Guan Buyu nodded and said nothing.She looked at it for a long time, and finally pointed to the flower she thought was the most beautiful and said:

"Well, what kind of flower is it? I want to wrap it up and give it to someone else."

"To whom?"

The boss put down the takeaway box, wiped his hands, and got ready.He asked this casually, Guan Buyu was stunned and asked:

"Does it matter?"

"That's right, it's the same as giving flowers on any festival. Do you give carnations on Valentine's Day?"

The boss laughed while talking, Guan Buyu thought for a while, and then she spoke without hesitation:

"Give it to someone I like."

The boss's eyes lit up, he pulled out a few flowers and said:

"Then you have a good eye. This flower is called Gypsophila, which is very suitable as a gift for your lover. Do you want another color?"

Guan Buyu nodded and replied:

"A few of each color."

This is the best way to look, and when a bouquet of flowers is sent out, the petals will dance along with the trend.Blue, purple, pink, white and red are mixed together, Guan Buyu likes this dizzying blooming feeling.

While waiting for the boss to pack the bouquet, Guan Buyu took out her mobile phone. She opened the chat page between herself and Fang Ranran. After thinking about it, she still didn't send a message.

This is the first time, she doesn't want Fang Ranran to know what happened.She doesn't need a sharer. At this moment, she alone knows what happened and what is about to happen.

On Monday, when Guan Buyu came to the breakfast shop, what she didn't expect was that Jiang Lingyu would appear in the shop after a long absence.

Jiang Lingyu was helping Yu Xiaomin pack up the newly-arrived goods, her hands were covered with mud, Guan Buyu just looked at her like this, and approached her step by step.

"morning."

Seeing Guan Buyu coming, Fang Ranran greeted her, but Guan Buyu ignored her and continued walking forward, Fang Ranran frowned upon seeing this.

Jiang Lingyu came today, she thought the two had reconciled.

However, it seems a little strange.

Guan Buyu walked up to Jiang Lingyu, she wanted to extend her hand, but she couldn't muster up the courage.So she just called her name:

"Jiang Lingyu."

Jiang Lingyu looked up, she laughed when she saw Guan Buyu, she smiled and said:

"Morning, Guan Buyu. You came early today too."

wrong.

Guan Buyu clenched his fists.

She spoke with a trembling voice:

"You—why did you come to the breakfast shop today?"

She stared at Jiang Lingyu, trying to see something from those eyes.She wanted to see some evidence that what happened that day was not a dream or a hallucination.

"because……"

Jiang Lingyu's words paused for a moment, Guan Buyu wanted to seize the flaw at that moment, but Jiang Lingyu didn't give her this chance.

"Aren't I very busy recently? Now I'm finally free, so I'll continue to help, just like before."

The five words "same as before" fell into Guan Buyu's heart and smashed many things.Guan Buyu's eyes searched Jiang Lingyu's face, she thought to herself, how could this happen?

It's obviously the same smile, tone, and words, but it's wrong.Jiang Lingyu shouldn't do this.She shouldn't act like "nothing happened".

Guan Buyu just felt suffocated, she had never felt such uncomfortable emotions in front of Jiang Lingyu.She even wants to run away, so run away.

"...Jiang Lingyu."

Guan Buyu stood there, stroking his face with his hand.Eye sockets are hot, will tears just fall?Not yet, just a few more seconds.She looked at Jiang Lingyu with red eyes, and left a sentence:

"You are so cunning."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and stroked the falling tears with her palms.Guan Buyu walked very fast, and his back quickly disappeared at the door.Only a small petal slipped from her tightly clenched palm and fell to the ground.

Fang Ranran picked up a small blue petal. She raised her eyes and saw Jiang Lingyu looking away, but her hands did not move for a long time.

Guan Buyu skipped class and didn't come to school all day.Fang Ranran asked for leave for her and the head teacher, otherwise her hard work these days would have been in vain.

Fang Ranran studied hard all day. After school, she packed her schoolbag early and left the school gate, rushing to the ice shop.

When they got to the store, Guan Buyu was not there.Also, how could she stay here all day?Fang Ranran sighed, realizing that he had to work harder.

She knew where Guan Buyu was, but the problem was that she was too lazy to go there, it was too far away.

Fang Ranran stood at the same spot and started to think. What she was thinking about was not how to get to Guan Buyu, but that she was almost eighteen now. Why don't she take a driver's license test and buy a car this winter vacation?

When she was thinking, she saw a 50cc motorcycle parked beside her, so she turned to ask the boss:

"Boss, is that your car?"

The boss replied yes, so Fang Ranran continued to ask:

"Can you lend me a session? I'm going to pick up a friend."

"Kid, do you have a driver's license?"

"Have."

There is a fart.

When Fang Ranran was riding this old 50cc heroically on the streets of Huanjiang, the boss's words "children" still stuck in her heart, which made her very upset.

Fang Ranran drove through one street after another, and finally arrived at the Huanjiang Bridge by the river in the dark.She slowed down and approached the bridge slowly.

At this moment, it was clear that there was a guy on the bridge who had cried countless times today, sitting on the ground, and his listless appearance made Fang Ranran want to kick her when he got out of the car.

In fact she did too.

"Oh shit! Fang Ranran, you - when did you buy the car?"

Guan Buyu raised her head and was about to accuse Fang Ranran, but when she turned her head, she saw the 50cc car.Fang Ranran said it wasn't important, then she walked to the railing of the bridge and leaned against it.Huanjiang Bridge was very windy, blowing her hair, making her feel refreshed physically and mentally for a long time.

Maybe it would be nice to buy a motorcycle.

Fang Ranran thought so.

"You didn't tell me something."

After a long time, Fang Ranran said so, Guan Buyu lowered his head and did not reply.

"It doesn't matter, I don't want to hear it either. After all, there are many things I didn't tell you."

Fang Ranran's tone remained the same, she sighed, and looked down at the whirl above Guan Buyu's head.

"For example, I never told you about Yu Xiaomin's matter and the reason why I gave up before."

"But I'm going to tell you now, you have to listen if you don't want to."

When Fang Ranran said that, Guan Buyu who was sitting gave a muffled "Hmm".

"I gave up at the time because I realized it was too difficult. Chasing someone is far more difficult than I imagined, and that person is Yu Xiaomin. She may have only relied on one person in her life, and that person has passed away. I You can't beat that guy."

"But then I saw a fool."

As soon as Fang Ranran's voice changed, Guan Buyu's head moved.

"That idiot progressed much faster than me. But she has a stupid mind and can only rely on the most authentic self to compete. And she does better than me when she encounters difficulties. She said that she is not reconciled. When she heard that she liked I won't give up until someone tells me that she likes that senior."

Fang Ranran smiled, then she squatted down, looked at Guan Buyu's dirty face after crying and said:

"So idiot, why do you only cry now? You don't cry when you see the coffin, you have to wait until you are rejected, right?"

How about trying it first?Give it a try, turn all unwillingness and anger into motivation, tear Jiang Lingyu's "everyday" face, and let her reveal her truth.

Isn't that what you do best?

Guan Buyu's driving experience without a license is much richer than Fang Ranran's. She was the one driving the car on the way back, and Fang Ranran sat behind her.When he arrived at the ice shop, he abandoned the car without a word and ran away. Looking at her overly skilled back, Fang Ranran understood where all her experience came from.

"Speaking of which, does this guy not know the flower language of the stars?"

Muttering this, Fang Ranran took out the blue petal from his pocket, and left the petal as soon as the wind blew. Fang Ranran didn't grab it, but just watched the petal leave with Guan Buyu, disappearing out of sight.

After dinner, Yu Xiaomin went out to deal with things, Jiang Lingyu sat in her room, holding a pen in her hand but couldn't write a word.She sat there in a daze for a long time, until the knock on the door brought her back to reality.

She got up and ran out to open the door, forgetting to ask anyone.The moment the door opened, the autumn wind brought many petals in with rustling sounds.Colorful, small petals.

These petals fell into rain, fluttering and falling on Guan Buyu's shoulders, falling into Jiang Lingyu's world.

Guan Buyu stretched out his hand and sent a handful of stars to Jiang Lingyu.

There were still tears on her face, her eyes were red, her hair was messy, and she was panting a bit, as if she had just run over.She sniffed her nose at such a silent expression, and slowly withdrew her uneasy expression. She tried her best to raise a smile and said:

"Jiang Lingyu, good evening. I—I... By the way, this is what you left behind. Well, there is also this bouquet of flowers. By the way, I want to tell you one more thing."

Guan Buyu pinched her nose and tried to stabilize her voice. She put the bag that Jiang Lingyu hadn't taken away last time on the ground behind the door, and then took a deep breath to try to calm her heartbeat.

Jiang Lingyu stood there, she closed her eyes and said in her heart: No.Please don't say it.Guan Silent, please.

But Guan Buyu couldn't hear it.Even if she heard it, she would keep talking.

"Jiang Lingyu, you kissed me on the swing. Even if you pretend you don't remember this matter, I will definitely remember it. You said, you don't know why you did it, but I can understand your impulse .”

"Because—because I do sometimes. Just looking at you and being around you makes me want to be close to you, to be closer, to be closer. And I've known that from the beginning Why."

Jiang Lingyu opened her eyes, she looked at Guan Buyu, Guan Buyu saw herself in her eyes.She took a deep breath and continued:

"Because I like you. I like you, from the time you handed me a scrunchie and added two extra eggs to my dough. From then to now, I just like you more and more."

"I, I've already tried to prevent the exacerbation of this symptom. But Mr. Fang said that there is no cure for me, so, haha, I have nothing to do."

Guan Buyu finally showed a helpless smile.For her, the short trip that night just made her understand again, or countless times, how much she really likes Jiang Lingyu.

She thought she could hold back, this feeling could be suppressed.But in the end, she still couldn't do it, because this feeling was too huge, and she couldn't hold it back.

So all she could do was to say that.However, her hand holding the bouquet was about to ache, but Jiang Lingyu didn't say a word.

Guan Buyu looked at those eyes, and the seconds passed... Those eyes gradually became full of flaws.Her eyes turned red like Guan Buyu's, her breathing was trembling, and the petals were still flying. Jiang Lingyu's hand finally took over the bunch of stars - something she didn't realize.

But she still had to say those three sentences.You're nice, but I don't like you, sorry.Even when she heard Guan Buyu utter the words "I like you" clearly, she found that she didn't reject these words at all, and her heart beat faster because of it.

Even so, she had to say it.

At least, for now.

"Guan Buyu, you are a very good, very good person."

The petals fell to the ground and became lonely.

"But I can't like you."

Guan Buyu took a few steps back, she turned around and raised her heels, the petals escorted her away, Jiang Lingyu's tears also fell down.

"sorry Sorry sorry."

The author has something to say: I originally wanted to write the flower language of the baby's breath in the article, but there are many flower languages ​​of the baby's breath, and I think each one is very appropriate.It would be too boring to have only one explanation, so I chose to leave it blank here. OuO, if you are curious, go and search it!