I was the first to catch up

At the end of April, the end of the semester.At one o'clock in the night, Guan Buyu was sitting on the floor of the dormitory. Her slender body was folded up, her chin was supported, her leg was held in one hand, and another piece of paper was picked up with the other hand.There were many paintings scattered on the ground, and she frowned and picked out the ones she was satisfied with, with black traces of charcoal on her hands.

He was so engrossed in thinking that Guan Buyu's cheeks were stained with charcoal.The final project of one of her professional courses is to complete seven paintings of a theme. Although she has drawn a lot, the theme has not been settled for a long time.Guan Buyu often does this kind of thing that draws first and then talks.

Thinking that there was still no result in the end, Guan Buyu sighed. She leaned against the bed, stretched her legs vigorously, and easily reached the mobile phone on the bed with her raised hand.She knew her hands were dirty, so she carefully swipe the screen with her ring finger to unlock it and click into WeChat.

She swiped through Moments, she had very few WeChat friends, so she could finish swiping quickly, when she swiped to the bottom, her finger froze for a moment, Wu Jingjing sent a group photo, just one, there were many people in the photo, The copywriting is: "Handsome guys and beautiful women are here to barbecue~!"

Guan Buyu's heart skipped a beat, she tapped it lightly, zoomed in, zoomed in again.Everyone in Wu Jingjing's dormitory was there, as always, Jiang Lingyu was pushed to the center of the screen with some trouble, and he could be seen at a glance.

Next to her stood Wu Jingjing, and on the other side stood a very tall boy, not Su Hua, but he looked sunny and handsome.

It goes well with Jiang Lingyu.

Guan Buyu lowered his eyes, this is not the first time this person appeared in the group photo.Wu Jingjing loves to take pictures, and when she goes out to play, she usually takes a few pictures and posts them on Moments. Before Guan Buyu, she always felt lucky to be a friend of Wu Jingjing, so she can occasionally see Jiang Lingyu's activities.

She put down the phone, and didn't care whether her hands were dirty or not—Guan Silin covered her face with her hands, and a deep sigh came from her closed palms.

But now, she has some regrets.

Guan Buyu knew it shouldn't be.It's been three years—but even now, she doesn't want to see this.

Seeing her laughing, seeing her appearing where I can't reach, I still feel pain in my heart, feel stuffy, and panic.

Guan Buyu rubbed her hair indiscriminately, she suddenly stood up and stood beside the bed, looking for the text message who sent her yesterday.After confirming the time and place, she put on a jacket and hurried out the door.

Zhou Liu met an unexpected person at the party on Sunday night—Guan Buyu was sitting on the carpet in the corridor, clutching an empty paper cup.She smiled and said to the man in front of her who was obviously interested in her:

"Sorry, my friend is here."

After saying that, she slipped into the crowd without giving the man a chance to reply.When she came to the corridor, there was no one there, Zhou Liu frowned and looked around, thinking that she was hallucinating.

Just as she was thinking this way, Guan Buyu slowly walked over from the other end of the corridor, then slid against the wall and fell to the ground, and refilled some wine in the empty glass - she had gone to refill it.

Zhou Liu walked over, squatted beside her, and asked with her chin in hand:

"Why did you come here?"

Guan Buyu was obviously a little drunk, she shook the paper cup and said:

"bother."

"What's bothering you?"

Zhou Liu laughed, and there was a dimple at the corner of her mouth.Guan Buyu stared at her blankly, frowned, and for a second seemed to show an almost heartbroken expression.Then she raised her eyes and asked softly:

"Zhou Liu—have I ever told you that you look like a friend of mine when you smile?"

Zhou Liu shook his head and said no, Guan Buyu pursed his lips aggrievedly, his eyes were moist, as if he was about to cry.Zhou Liu stretched out his hand to touch her head and said:

"Guan, I'll take you home."

But Guan Buyu shook her head. She grabbed Zhou Liu's hand and murmured urgently:

"You should... be more gentle. You can say, Guan Buyu, come here, Guan Buyu, be good, Guan Buyu..."

In the end, the words seemed to have become a dream.Guan Buyu felt that he had already stepped into sleep with one foot, and a voice—it should be her own.The sober and rational self is questioning her: Guan Buyu, what are you doing now?

Guan Buyu shook his head, just shook his head.she does not know.The drunk Guan Buyu didn't know, neither did Zhou Liu.She just felt that what was reflected in Guan Buyu's eyes was not her.

She approached Guan Buyu, wanting to try to be more gentle as Guan Buyu said, and give her a hug.But the moment she stretched out her hand, she was stopped:

"Shut up?"

Withdrawing her hand like an electric shock, Zhou Liu looked up and saw Fang Ranran coming with big strides, and soon arrived in front of them.

"Fell asleep?"

Fang Ranran frowned, she pinched Guan Buyu's cheek, Guan Buyu patted her hand away, and opened her eyes for a second:

"Oh, it's Master Fang."

Zhou Liu listened to Fang Ranran's "tsk", and then she stood up holding Guan Buyu's back collar - Guan Buyu had already woken up, but she still didn't want to open her eyes, and just leaned on Fang Ranran to let her lead her. Walk.

"I'm sending this guy back. Sorry, I made you laugh."

Fang Ranran viciously pinched the soft flesh on Guan Buyu's waist, and Guan Buyu let out an "owwow", but didn't say anything more.Zhou Liu smiled and said yes, then stood there and watched Fang Ranran half support Guan Buyu to leave.

She sighed, thinking she should have known.Guan Buyu never indulges herself too much - unless she greets Fang Ranran, she won't show that appearance in front of her.

However, Fang Ranran.

Zhou Liu sat on the ground where Guan Buyu had just sat, she held her chin, remembering that when that elite student first appeared in front of her, she thought she was Guan Buyu's girlfriend——Zhou Liu almost gave up .After all, the odds of winning are too small, she knew at a glance that she would never win against Fang Ranran.

Even though Guan Buyu and Fang Ranran strongly clarified this point afterwards, Zhou Liu still had some doubts.But after tonight, Zhou Liu no longer doubted it.

Because, besides Fang Ranran, there is another person in Guan Buyu's heart.Her smile was similar to hers, but more gentle than hers.But who is that?Zhou Liu didn't want to know.

She even felt—this might be an advantage for her.

As long as she doesn't speak, won't it be fine?

Zhou Liu couldn't help thinking so.

After Fang Ranran threw Guan Buyu into the car, she slammed the door in disgust and returned to the driver's seat.As soon as she sat down, she cursed:

"Guan Buyu, do you know what you are doing now?"

Guan Buyu lay on the back and gave a light "hmm".It seems that she is already sober, but she is still sleepy. She listened drowsily to Fang Ranran saying:

"If you really like Zhou Liu, then stay with her. I will never stop you. But if you regard her as Jiang Lingyu, then I advise you not to do so."

"You know it in your heart. It's neither responsible nor fair to you or her."

Fang Ranran turned on the headlights to illuminate the street ahead.

There was no sound behind him, Guan Buyu might have fallen asleep.But Fang Ranran said slowly:

"Guan Buyu, I've tasted that feeling. It's very uncomfortable, and I don't want to experience it again."

She didn't know if Guan Buyu heard her words, but she hoped so, what else could she do?

Fang Ranran opened the window, and the moment the wind came in, it was a bit strong, covering up many sounds, including Guan Buyu's sniffling, and a very small sound, Fang Ranran, I knew it all.

I know all about it.

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