White dove

On a quiet snowy night, perhaps because of the low air pressure, I only felt that the whole world was peaceful.

"Su Lei also knows that you are back, and he said that you will come to the hospital to see you when your mother recovers in a few days." Bian Cheng put his hands in his coat pockets, and walked slowly along the river.

Tongtong noticed that today's border town still didn't wear a scarf. Since he said that he would return it to Tongtong that night, he didn't bring it over and didn't mention it again. Brother Lei, are you cold in Border Town?"

Bian Cheng shook his head: "It's not cold." He turned his head: "Are you a little cold?"

Tong Tong was wearing a black down jacket, and after walking for a while she stopped hiccupping, her face became pale again, and the tips of her ears were a little red. Bian Cheng pointed to the front and said, "There's a hat seller over there, let's go and see look."

It was a small street stall, a middle-aged uncle who was tightly wrapped up, and there was a stall of hats in various colors. When he saw two people coming over, he hurriedly called for business.

It was so cold and there was no one by the river, Tong Tong and Bian Cheng were probably his first guests tonight.

"There's no one around these days, right?" Bian Cheng chatted with the uncle and handed him a cigarette.

"Yeah, what can I do? If people don't come, I have to show it. I have to feed my family." The uncle was very helpless.

The two of them squatted down together, and there were woolen hats, felt hats, and cotton fleece hats on the stall. They were unpretentious, gaudy, and rabbit ears. Tong Tong took an ordinary black woolen hat and put it on his head, holding it between Biancheng's fingers. smoke, squinted his eyes and took a puff, shook his head and said, "It's not pretty."

"Then you choose." Tong Tong glanced at the stall and added, "I don't want rabbit ears."

"It's up to you, except for the rabbit ears. I choose you. You have to." Bian Cheng snuffed out his cigarette and began to choose carefully. His eyes quickly slid over the pile of plain woolen hats, and landed on the colorful pile. ...

Tong Tong had an ominous premonition, he saw a...little tiger hat...

It is dark yellow, staring at two big round eyes, and covered with twinkling eyelashes. The tiger in the middle of the hat has a king on its forehead and a long curly tail behind it. Tong Tong resisted and stood up quickly. Get up and jump out: "No! Spare me..."

Biancheng was still squatting, with a tiger hat in one hand and greeted him with the other: "You have promised, there is no one to go back on your word. This hat is warm and has fleece inside. Really, come and try it."

"This is worn by a child!" Tong Tong covered her stomach and laughed, "Why are you so deceitful?"

"It's not for children, it's for adults." The uncle stall owner helped with a smile.

"Look, did you hear that, the boss has already said, come and try it, if you really don't like it, don't buy it." Bian Cheng coaxed and lied.

Tong Tong had no choice but to walk over and squat down again. Bian Cheng took off the wool cap on his head and put the little tiger on it. Before Tong Tong could react, he said forcefully, "It looks good!" Then he turned to the uncle and asked, "" Boss, do you think it looks good?"

"That's right, it's exactly the same as the Wei Xiaobao played by Zhou Xingchi. It looks good! It's imposing!" The uncle chimed in one after another.

Tong Tong can guess what he looks like without looking in the mirror, he covers his face: "You can kill me."

"That's the boss, how much is it?" Bian Cheng took out his wallet to pay.

"Wait!" Tong Tong was quick-witted, looked at Biancheng and said maliciously: "I want to buy a pair, I can't look like a crazy person alone."

Biancheng's smile froze on his face, Tong Tong was proud.

But the uncle said: "Oh, there is only one tiger hat."

The smile in the border town melted again, and the uncle said again: "Why don't you look at the others, there are rabbits and foxes here..."

Biancheng's smile froze again, stopped the uncle and said, "Okay, okay, we want tiger hats."

"Don't." Tong Tong picked up the rabbit ear casually, slipped it on the head of Biancheng, and expressed his sincere appreciation: "It looks good!"

The bunny ear fluffy hat is still pink, with two long ears hanging down on Biancheng's head one after the other. Tong Tong couldn't straighten up with a smile: "I just realized that you are so suitable for pink!"

It's hard to ride a "rabbit" in the border town, and he has to bear the sins he made. He can only say to the uncle with a cute pink girl's heart: "Two, how much?"

Not to mention, the fluffy hat really resisted the wind, and Tong Tong's red ear tips immediately warmed up. The two continued to walk along the river, thankful for each other. Spectacle must not turn heads 100%.

It's just that just looking at each other with any random look can make you laugh so hard you can't walk.

"Hahahaha, you are so stupid!"

"You're the stupid one!"

"Tch, I'm as majestic as a tiger."

"Rabbits are cuter."

……

Tong Tong blushed slightly, looked down at her toes, kicked the stones and walked forward.

There are steps under the stone railing on the river bank, which leads directly to the river. On the steps, someone is setting off fireworks. A few young boys and girls are holding them in circles, chatting, and they are far away and cannot be heard clearly.

Biancheng looked at them: "It's so fast, it's the Chinese New Year again."

There are still three days left, Tong Tong counted the days in his mind, from the day Xishuangbanna went to Kunming, the time became blurred in his mind, when he talked about the border town, he was secretly startled, it was really fast.

He asked Biancheng: "Are you going back to your hometown soon?" Biancheng wanted to respond to the city's New Year's Eve, and he still remembered.

Unexpectedly, Bian Cheng shook his head: "No, I haven't been back for several years."

Tong Tong was taken aback: "Then your family didn't come back either?"

"My sister and the others still came back, but I didn't." Bian Cheng said.

"why?"

Biancheng lowered his head slightly, and his tone was very flat: "I haven't had any contact for a long time. They don't understand me, and I gave up to let them understand. Let's go our own way, it's good."

As if a cluster of fireworks exploded in his heart, Tong Tong was shocked. Although Su Lei mentioned that there was no company back home in the border town in the accidental phone call a few years ago, he only thought it was a matter of work. Unexpectedly, the whole border town broke with the family.

Thoroughly, without reservation.

There is no need to ask the reason, Tong Tong knows the reason, and he himself is the reason for the breakup.

Bian Cheng turned his head and saw a pair of red eye sockets under the big round eyes of the little tiger. He reached out and rubbed the tiger's ears: "What are you doing, you are frowning, isn't this good? No one needs to embarrass themselves. Own."

Tong Tong was speechless, Biancheng had never compromised, neither for work nor for money, nor for feelings. Backed away foolishly.

Switching to the current Tongtong, there may be a better and more mature solution. At least he can be honest with his lover, whether it is all difficulties or family genetic diseases, and then give the other party the right to choose, but he does not have it. I made a decision that I thought was the most correct and good for the other party, and left quietly and resolutely.

This is the worst decision ever.

After so long, Tong Tong looked at the calmly flowing river, everything was like the water of the Yangtze River, and there was no turning back.

He squeezed out an invincible and ugly smile to Biancheng: "I'm so stupid."

The words had no beginning or end, but Biancheng understood. He was silent for a few seconds and said, "It's all over."

Tong Tong's heart suddenly cooled down, and Biancheng's voice was gentle, which sounded like comfort, but Tong Tong knew that what he was talking about was that those unrepentant loves had also passed away.

Back in the car, Tong Tong took off his hat and hugged him in his arms, Bian Cheng sent him back to the hotel, Tong Tong was silent all the way, Bian Cheng looked at him several times, but didn't say anything.

When the car arrived at the entrance of the hotel, Tong Tong thought it was the same as usual, and they said goodbye in the car. They were about to say goodbye to the border town, but they heard him say, "I'll take you up."

It was already late at night, and the hotel lobby was quiet. Tong Tong walked in with a tiger hat in his hand. The brother at the front desk looked into his hand for a second, couldn't help but smile, and Tong Tong also ticked off in embarrassment. Hooking the corner of his mouth, he flashed to the elevator entrance.

After staying in this hotel for so many days, it was still an open room in Border Town, but he had never been there before, at most he was waiting in the lobby, and it was the first time to send him up.

Tong Tong's heart was pounding, and the moment the two entered the elevator, Tong Tong was even in a trance, as if he had traveled to the Sakura Hotel in a second.

When the floor arrived, the elevator door opened, and there was a dark red and warm yellow in front of her eyes. Tong Tong woke up, no, no dark green, no velvet, no more Sakura Hotel.

The two walked along the corridor to the inner room, the carpet was thick and silent, but Tong Tong heard his heart beating like a drum, boom, boom, boom, he habitually pressed his chest, stop jumping!

At the door of the room, Bian Cheng asked, "Have you brought your card?"

"Yeah." Tong Tong hugged the tiger hat, rummaged inside with the bag, grabbed a lot of things, and scattered them all on the ground with a clatter. "Excuse me." He squatted down in a hurry to clean up.

Bian Cheng also squatted down, helped him put away the scattered piles on the ground, took out the room card from it, and said softly, "You are so grown up, and you are still so careless."

The distance was too close, and the breath of the border town's words almost sprayed on Tongtong's face. It was so hot that Tongtong's palms and back were sweating finely. He could smell the breath of the border town, mixed with a faint smell of tobacco, familiar Yes, grab his heart hard.

For the first time in so many days, I smelled this long-lost breath.

Tongtong's eyes were straight, he stared at Biancheng, his face was shrouded in shadow, only the outline could be seen, and there was a layer of warm light in his eyes, Biancheng's eyelashes trembled slightly, Tongtong thought, why, he is also Is he nervous, why is he nervous, what is he thinking?Is it the same as what you think?

He saw Bian Cheng's slightly raised upper lip, and his eyes were fixed. The kiss he had thought about thousands of times was right in front of him.

Biancheng slowly approached him, getting closer, Tong Tong closed his eyes, and his Adam's apple rolled.

However, Bian Cheng just hugged him lightly, pulled him to stand up, and then stuck the room card on, "D--" the door opened, and he put the room card into the bayonet on the wall, with a low voice Say to Tong Tong: "Take a good rest, I'm leaving first, good night."

Tong Tong fixed on the door, and it took a long time before slowly closing the door.

He had five fingerprints on the little tiger he was holding in his hand. He put down his things and walked into the bathroom without turning on the light, staring blankly at himself in the mirror.

Bian Cheng went downstairs and got out of the elevator, striding towards the parking lot, getting faster and faster, almost running, he started the car, and almost drove onto the road at the fastest speed.

However, after driving less than 200 meters, he pulled over and stopped. The double flashing lights came on. He leaned over the steering wheel, gasping for breath with his hands clenched tightly. After a long time, he slowly raised his head, his eyes flushed, "Xiao Tong .” He chanted this name like a mantra, which has been unsolvable for so many years, and it still is at this moment.

He stepped on the accelerator again and drove further and further away from the spell.