White dove

Four years ago, at almost the same season, Tong Tong, who had already set up camp in Nanjing, suddenly received a message from Leng Chao: My buddy decided to come out and venture into the rivers and lakes. Is there any place to take him?

Tong Tong's first reaction was, what kind of monster is this guy doing?

Unexpectedly, Leng Chao came as soon as he said it. He only confirmed that he could stay at Tong Tong's house the night before, and arrived in Nanjing the next night. Tong Tong hurriedly went to the train station to pick him up. Seeing Leng Chao carrying a simple A simple luggage bag, with drooping eyelids, and a dusty person.

The mental state is not normal, a pair of eyes are red, but it doesn't look like he has cried, but it looks like he hasn't slept for a month, his face is full of sternness, and Tong Tong has asked countless "what's the matter" since we met?Leng Chao gritted his teeth and refused to say anything. When he was in a hurry, he threw out a sentence: "If you are a buddy, just shut up and don't ask. If you ask me again, I will turn around and leave immediately."

Tong Tong has been in real estate sales for almost a year, and his income is decent. At least he can beat his peers who have just graduated. He rented a one-bedroom and one living room by Mochou Lake by himself. He lives cleanly and can go anywhere. Convenient, Mu Ke lives not far from Shuiximen, so it is convenient for the two of them to hang out together when they are free.

Leng Chao fell asleep on the sofa in the living room, and when he fell down, he became unconscious. While Leng Chao was sleeping, Tong Tong contacted a few old classmates who hadn't been in contact for a long time. It was only from Cheng Shanshan that he learned about a shocking thunder—Du Li a month ago Married, the groom is not Leng Chao.

Tong Tong looked at his sleepy buddies on the sofa, and sighed deeply, and finally came to this point. The insiders who were deeply involved in it, and the outsiders who watched coldly, knew that it was just a process. At this moment, everyone knows that this story has come to an end, and there will be no further continuation of the collapse of the sky, the crack of the earth, the landslide, or the tsunami.

Cheng Shanshan didn't go into details, but Tong Tong only knew that Du Li, who was already a female university teacher, finally married a colleague who was also a male university teacher.

No one would force Leng Chao to move forward anymore, and the sword of Damocles hanging above his head finally fell, piercing his heart to the bottom.

Tong Tong has never logged into QQ since leaving Yijiang, so naturally he couldn't track Du Li's dynamic information, but Cheng Shanshan sent a photo of Du Li's wedding dress. Surrounded by birds, they look like a pair of lovers.

No matter how you look at it, Leng Chao lost.

Leng Chao slept for [-] hours, as if he wanted to make up for the sleep of the past month. When Tong Tong came back from work the next day, he saw him sitting on the sofa in a daze. Made a few home-style dishes, and invited Mu Ke to come over to get together. The trio who had been in the dormitory all day and night and just shot guns gathered together again. Tong Tong opened a bottle of Lengchao’s favorite Red Star Erguotou , this time he didn't ask anything, just told Leng Chao to eat more, and went to sleep after eating and drinking.

Leng Chao ate two chopsticks of food, and drank half a glass of wine, his eyes and face turned red with weak levator muscles. Without Tong Tong and Mu Ke asking, he couldn't hold back any longer and said, "Damn it, That man has already fallen in love with her."

Tong Tong didn't say anything, Mu Ke asked in a daze, "Which guy?"

"Who else, do you remember what I said before, she knew that someone in the department leaked inside information to her about the recruitment of counselors? The dog who sent her the news was the one who married her, this one Goubi has taken a fancy to her a long time ago, and tried his best to curry favor with her! Crap!" Leng Chao's eyes were full of hatred.

It was only then that Mu Ke figured out what they were talking about. Tong Tong had no impression of that male teacher. He seemed to be a certain assistant teacher in the next class of the English Department. How did he know Du Li? .

But this matter, a slap can't make a sound, Tong Tong doesn't want to hit Leng Chao, Du Li's feelings for him have long been cracked, and others can take advantage of it, everything has a cause and effect, it's hard to blame others.

Leng Chao was a bit of a boss, and started talking non-stop as soon as he started chatting, scolding Gou Binan, scolding himself, and started scolding the society after scolding the school. Nearly a year after graduation, his work in Yijiang was not smooth, I changed three companies in a row, and stayed in one company shorter than the other. I did everything from telemarketing to store sales. Either others couldn't stand him or he couldn't stand others.

He cursed inarticulately for an hour, but never scolded Du Li. The name was on his lips, but he swallowed it all.

Tong Tong and Mu Ke silently accompanied him to drink, and words of comfort were useless. After drinking hard, sleeping, waking up and looking for a job, he would gradually get better.

Leng Chao lived at Tong Tong's house for half a year, and only started looking for a job after three full months of depression. After another month, Tong Tong found that Leng Chao's mental state had miraculously improved. After asking, I found out that I met a girl from the client company during the sales process.

That girl not only allowed him to make his first achievement, but also let him start the second spring of his life.

Two months later, Leng Chao, who had fully healed, went out and rented the same one-room flat with Tong Tong in the same community, and lived with the girl.

Leng, who has bloomed for the second time, seems to be a different person. The new girlfriend Song Yu is a girl who is completely different from Du Li. She looks delicate and small, but she behaves like a big woman. She has never been inspiring, but Leng Chao doesn't know why, but he is self-consciously forging ahead abnormally. His performance in Internet companies has risen like a rocket. He won the title of sales champion within half a year after joining the company. His name is displayed on the company's electronic screen. The base salary and commission sometimes add up Taller than Tong Tong.

There is no relationship with Song Yu at all. After being together for half a year, the two of them are ready to get married. Tong Tong and Mu Ke are of course congratulations. In private, Tong Tong also asked Leng Chao if he was too fast. , Leng Chao didn't even want to say: "Hurry up, hurry up, if you don't hurry up, you will be snatched away again."

There is a category of people who may be born with a bad personality, and the total amount of happiness in life is so much. If there is a little more here, there will be a little less there.

Leng Chao, who had not lived a good life for a long time, was immediately hit by fate again. A year and a half later, Song Yu was found to have lupus erythematosus.

At that time, the economic conditions were much better. He took Song Yu to one hospital after another, and he got the same conclusion. The disease is chronic. Although it is said to be terminally ill, some people have lived until they are normal. The age, conventional chemotherapy plus drug assistance, generally not a big problem.As if the doctors had unified their caliber, Leng Chao was also slightly relieved, but Song Yu could no longer work normally, the big woman in her bones lost her career support, her health became so bad all of a sudden, and her temper became irritable.

However, Leng Chao is like a black hole, absorbing all the bad temper of his girlfriend indefinitely, in order to cope with all kinds of changes. Tong Tong couldn't believe it after seeing it with his own eyes. People who have ways to make their girlfriends happy, play clowns, tell jokes, make delicious food, play cute and playful all over again, there is always one that works.

After suffering profusely for a long time, Song Yu still left two months ago.

It happened to be the eve before Tong Tong came out to shoot the film, he only had time to take a look at his buddy's face, which was even more dispirited than four years ago, and the words of comfort were too weak, so he said to Leng Chao: "Anyway, hold on, wait for me to come back. "

The film crew’s car is still wandering in the mountains, the road is rugged and long, after the mobile phone signal is good, Shen Shen has been talking with someone on the phone, I don’t know what they are talking about, the phone calls are endless, watching him excited for a while, watching him for a while He was serious, and he didn't give up until he got to the airport and his mobile phone and power bank were dead.

After getting on the plane, Shen Chen sat next to Tong Tong and said to him: "Just now, the friend on the phone who helped us run the business said that he had been contacted by a video platform and a sponsor, and that he was interested in our singer project. The platform wanted to buy it. Copyright, at the very least, we want to co-produce, and the sponsors will do the naming and implantation, so now we don’t have to worry about running out of money to shoot.”

Tong Tong is also really happy. Love can generate electricity, but money can make electricity more fully and longer.

Shen Shen looked sideways at Tong Tong in a very serious manner, and said: "Let's set up a formal team, no, let's build a studio together, I don't want to be your boss, I want to be your partner, the copyright of this documentary How about we share?"

This is a very attractive olive branch. Of course, opportunities and crises coexist. In the documentary industry, it is normal to use love to generate electricity. There are very few people who can really make money and have a reputation. After all, compared with movies and TV shows, This is still considered an unpopular and niche type, and it is not favored by capital. Therefore, its production process is not standardized and industrialized.

Everything has advantages and disadvantages, there is more creative space and freedom, and it is poorer.

Producing good content is the goal, but it is not a good state to be in poverty all the time. Both Shen Shen and Tong Tong hope to achieve a balance, and continuous resources and continuous money can maintain healthy development.

He replied Shen Shen: "It's rare that you are so optimistic about me as a layman. Let me think about it carefully? It's nothing else. I have never been a person with a particularly clear goal. It is work and life. Why do I keep saying that I admire you? And Liang Haishen, you all know who you are, but I haven't known for a long time, I need to figure out if I really love, and then we can do it together so that it won't be easy to get separated."

Shen Shen nodded. Although he was passionate, he was never aggressive, especially for Tong Tong. He only said: "First, you are not an amateur. Your intuition and sensitivity to good content are born. Second, you think about it carefully. Think, I'll wait for you for as long as you want."

Tong Tong smiled, this man is really a Gu king.

When they arrived in Nanjing, several people collected their luggage at the airport and held a short meeting. There was only a short three-day rest period before the next departure. The editors in the studio meet with the post-production partners to discuss the editing ideas, and they can start to move first. As for the content to be shot in the next episode, Tong Tong has already sorted out the content before, and everyone can start on time.

Shen Chen said that he would take the time to meet with the platform and sponsors, and contact Tong Tong anytime if there is any progress.

Tong Tong took a taxi directly from the airport to Leng Chao's house. He knew the password of Leng Chao's house, so he opened the door and went in. It was not evening yet, and the room felt as if the windows hadn't been opened for months. There was a rotten and moldy smell. Tong opened the curtains halfway and opened the window again, only to see Leng Chao sitting on the sofa in the corner of the bedroom, motionless like a sculpture.

He seemed to be in a fugue, Tong Tong pushed him gently in the past, and brought him back to reality. He looked intact on the surface, but Tong Tong felt that there was only a skin left in this person, so he took a needle and gently Once poked, it will be completely discouraged immediately.

But it was already very good, Tong Tong thought that he would see Leng Chao on the verge of collapse again, but unexpectedly he could still control himself, Tong Tong also sat on the sofa and accompanied him to make a plant in the dark.

Tong Tong felt that something was wrong, and he asked, "Why are there so many things missing?"

"Oh, Xiaoyu's parents came over and took away her things." Leng Chao said, "I didn't take good care of her."

"Don't say that."

Leng Chao covered his face with his hands: "Probably because she treated Du Li too badly when she was studying. Even if she married someone else later, I can't hate her at all. She gave me so many opportunities, and I wasted them all." , Later, for Xiaoyu, I don't know what kind of psychological reason, but somehow I saw Du Li's shadow in her, obviously they are two completely different people... I used all the guilt and regret for Du Li It's on Xiaoyu, trying to be nice to her, like compensation..."

He rubbed his face vigorously with both hands, and spoke intermittently. In fact, Tong Tong could probably guess that Leng Chao's unusual tolerance for Song Yu was partly due to love, and partly, probably empathy.

Those regrets, eventually fell on another person.

Leng Chao said: "I can't stay any longer. I didn't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth. I wanted to make my home all over the world. I wanted to be a migrant worker and go homeless. It's just a dream...I'm so tired. I want to go home."

Tong Tong wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know what to say, Leng Chao said, "I've booked a plane ticket back to Yijiang tomorrow afternoon, please send me, Xiao Tong."

The author says:

there tomorrow