White dove

Back home, Bian Cheng didn't speak a word. Tong Tong carefully observed his words and expressions, only to think that he looked very tired. After taking a shower, Bian Cheng sat by the bed, looked at Tong Tong and said, "I signed the job? Congratulations."

Tong Tong's heart tightened: "I haven't had time to tell you what happened just this afternoon."

Bian Cheng was angry, Tong Tong thought, he had indeed made his own decisions, but Bian Cheng pulled him over and hugged him into the bad room: "What do you do in your new job? Will it be hard?"

Tong Tong leaned against him, resting his chin on Bian Cheng's shoulder: "I'm not tired, it's just..." He pulled himself out of his arms and sat upright. He wanted to have a good chat with Bian Cheng: "I found an ocean shipping company. For the translation work, you need to go out with the boat, and it will take a long time to go out."

"How much longer is it?" Bian Cheng asked.

"From half a year to eight months or more than a year, depending on the situation."

Bian Cheng got up and took out the cigarette case from his coat, and looked for a lighter everywhere. Tong Tong found one from the bedside table and handed it over. Bian Cheng lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and said, "I thought you would do something like a teacher or an academic researcher." This kind of work, I didn't expect to go to sail a boat, this work is too hard, Xiaotong."

In an instant, countless complicated emotions surged in my heart. Of course, Tong Tong would not tell Bian Cheng what Chen Wang and Gu Yingfu had arranged for him. After a year, come back after a year, and never leave again.”

"Why?" Biancheng exhaled white smoke, and his eyes narrowed slightly behind the smoke: "Is it because there is a lot of money? There is a lot of money for running a boat, because that kind of hardship is not something ordinary people can bear."

After a moment of silence, Tong Tong nodded: "The salary is good, I want to make money."

"I'm making money, Xiaotong, I will make money, don't think about making money, you have to do what you really like, what you want to do, you..." Bian Cheng's voice became hoarse, and he choked up here .

"Have you considered me when you do this kind of work? After going for so long, if there is an accident at sea, somewhere I don't know, how you want me to live, have you considered these things, Xiao Tong?"

Tong Tong was also speechless, he just hadn't thought about this, and his mind was full of the money he could get after a year of work.

Biancheng took out another cigarette, and Tong Tong snatched it over: "It's so late, don't smoke."

Bian Cheng looked dazed: "It's because we've been too tense recently, so you want to make money, right?"

Tong Tong lowered his head, not daring to look at him, Bian Cheng said: "Why don't you believe me, just give me a little more time, I know it's hard now, but it won't keep going, I can solve all the problems , if it’s really impossible, let Su Lei and the others buy shares, there are so many solutions, why are you going to run the boat?”

Tong Tong finally looked up, and he asked, "You went out of town to discuss business today, did you get any results?"

Biancheng paused for a moment: "The project over there hasn't started yet, it's just an intention now, and it will lean towards me internally when the official bidding is held."

"I have calculated that our money can last for three and a half months. In the worst case, if the business has not been negotiated by that time, I can get three months' salary in advance, which is not a lot but not a lot. , enough for a while."

Bian Cheng frowned, and he was silent for a while: "It's all my fault, you had a good life."

"No, it's not." Tong Tong blurted out, he wanted to explain something, but everything was too pale.

That night, Tong Tong hugged Bian Cheng, and Bian Cheng's hand rested lightly on his, but he didn't do anything.

Early the next morning, when Tong Tong opened his eyes, Biancheng was no longer there. Recently, he has always been like this, going out at dawn and returning home in the middle of the night. Sometimes he smelled of alcohol and rarely smiled.

Tong Tong read the contract carefully. He may not wait until the graduation ceremony in June to report to the company officially, and then set off for South Africa with the ship. Thinking of temporarily separating from the border town, he felt a lot of reluctance.

So he began to record this period of time in his own way. As long as the border town is nearby, he will keep taking pictures with his mobile phone, eating and walking, talking and talking, and the camera is facing the border town. Said to him: "You are so annoying, you haven't talked to me since you kept taking pictures with your mobile phone."

"No, not everyone is chatting normally."

Bian Cheng blocked his face: "I'm not used to it, it's pretentious."

"Hey, I have to rely on this handsome face to survive on the boat for eight months. Why don't you show me if you're so stingy?"

Bian Cheng put down his hand, his face became ugly: "How many times have I said, don't go, I will break the contract for you."

"I'll lose a lot of money! Do you know how much I pay a year? I'll pay double."

"You just say what company you signed with? You still jump into such a big pit. If you don't look at you, you will mess with me and make money. Don't lose yourself."

"No, I'll marry you with a lot of money." Tong Tong grumbled over, his voice soft, recently he learned how to coax Bian Cheng, as long as he softens, Bian Cheng will have nothing to do with him.

Bian Cheng laughed angrily: "No nonsense, when I get the diamond ring ready, I will marry you."

These videos of Tong Tong are all copied into a hard drive, and they plan to take them on board, and when they have nothing to do, they can make a documentary of two people.

Ye Tong, the perennial missing person on the "Century Time and Space" BBS, has returned, causing an uproar with his "cohabitation diary".

Tong Tong was too busy during this period, so busy that he recorded all the trivial details of the two people's lives, and a cohabitation diary was serialized on the BBS every day.

"April 4, sunny, cloudless.

When he woke up, he was gone again, and the pajamas on his body were still his old T-shirts, which were soft. I used to only like old things, and I felt that the old things always have a kind of comfort that only I know. Now I feel that people are too In this way, getting familiar with him step by step, understanding all his preferences and corners, and knowing him well without deliberately memorizing it will be familiar. This process of gradually becoming "old" in the relationship is reassuring.

I like being around old things, old people.

When I first met him, I liked his sense of certainty that he seemed to be able to handle everything. Now that it’s been a long time, I like the weakness he only shows in front of me. No matter what, it’s him.

No one was there, but there was a note on the table: the sugar-free soy milk and shrimp and crab powder Xiaolongbao are warm in the pot, eat while they are hot.

Going out in the alley downstairs, there is a small breakfast stall that only opens from 6:8 to [-]:[-] every day. I often can’t get up, but I like to eat their Xiaolongbao, so I can only instigate him to buy it. , He will buy it when he is at home, and when he wants to go out, he will also buy it and bring it back and put it away before going out.

Am I being too capricious?With such a bad temper, no one except him can tolerate me being pissed off.

When we were not together, he once asked me out. At that time, I was tired, and I opened my mouth to make a bunch of requests, this or that, and then asked him, hey, I am so difficult, will it be annoying.

As a result, he said, I didn't say I couldn't handle it.

At that time, I knew that he was the person in my heart. After we got together, he said once, why do you always say that you are difficult, I didn't think at all.

I laughed secretly, in fact, how could anyone deliberately make things difficult for his lover, the so-called difficult things are just the unhappiness and dissatisfaction in his heart, being with him is so good, those fussy caresses have long since disappeared. "

The diary has been serialized for more than ten days, and it has become a resident hot post on the BBS. Countless people have left messages in the back. Tong Tong has read all of them, but has not replied. He is just looking for a place to put his mood and write these things He never mentioned to Bian Cheng that Ye Tong was a mask, wearing this mask he became a completely unscrupulous person who vented his emotions boldly and boldly.

There is an ID that replies to comments on every diary, and the ID called "Da Desert Yellow Sand" has a very concise message, but it seems to be talking to Tong Tong, "If one day your person sees it, he will be very happy." "Don't say you are difficult, as long as he loves you, he won't think you are difficult."

Tong Tong picked out his messages one by one and read them carefully. He felt that he looked like a senior brother, maybe someone who had graduated, but he didn't reply. After all, these diaries were just a dialogue between himself and himself.

It’s just that he thinks so, but some people don’t think so. I don’t know who reported this popular post on Tiantian. Tong Tong received an official private message from the site in the background: Please rectify your post "Cohabitation Diary" within three days. Please delete the elegant and pornographic descriptions as soon as possible. If you do not rectify on time, the post will be cleaned up and deleted.

Tong Tong was dumbfounded. In his diary post, he never mentioned the word "sex", nor did he describe any exaggerated descriptions. Almost the whole article was about his own psychology and daily trivial matters. If there was anything out of the ordinary, it was just his ID. Yetong's profile stated that the gender was male, and the post was full of "he".

He stepped on a thunderbolt. S Dayuan, a small eighteenth-tier town in Yijiang, was far from being open to this level, allowing students to publish same-sex cohabitation diaries on the school's BBS.

Tong Tong's crazy and crazy energy came up in an instant, he won't "correct" this post, not a single word, he didn't write anything that can't be seen, what anyone else thinks or thinks of him It doesn't matter at all.

Three days later, he was interviewed by the school leaders. In the leadership office responsible for the school's publicity work, he was educated for a long time by the young male teacher in charge of online publicity. Tong Tong didn't say a word and didn't look at him at all. The teacher was furious, and his patience was exhausted, so he gave an ultimatum: "The school leaders have treated your situation with the utmost benevolence. After all, this is the first case. You are too courageous. You move everything up and write these things secretly. Can't you?"

Tong Tong raised her head and asked back: "Why do you have to sneak around? What shameful things did I do, and what shameful things did I write?"

The male teacher was angry: "Which one of the words and plots in it can be seen? The two men are messing around..."

Tong Tong stared at him with blood-red eyes, the male teacher paused, and made a phone call directly: "Xiao Li, go to the backstage immediately and delete that diary, delete it clean, don't they use any technology to give it to you again?" back to normal."

"Can I go now?" Tong Tong was about to explode.

When he was about to leave, the male teacher said from behind: "Originally, you deleted it yourself, but you have a bad attitude, and you don't cooperate if you don't delete it. Now you are deleted by the administrator, and you will be punished later. You wait. Bar."

Tong Tong left without looking back.

For your horse's sake!