White dove

Two people went to eat hot Korean barbecue, shared a glass of sake, a little foggy drunk, just right.

There are only four tables in this small izakaya, Bian Cheng and Tong Tong are the only ones tonight. When paying the bill, the little boss said: "You are the last table guests before the Spring Festival, I will not open the door tomorrow, go home for the New Year. "

Tired birds miss their nests. When the Spring Festival comes, everyone is a bird that misses home and loves their nests.

It was only over an hour after we went out, and the snow was already so big that it was fascinating. Both of them felt hot in their hearts. Standing under the eaves of the street, looking at the night city in the night snow, it was past nine o'clock, and the city was still asleep. People with battery cars, bicycles, motorcycles, and pedestrians hurried past them. The snow had not yet accumulated, and the wet ground reflected the feasting lights.

Tong Tong held Bian Cheng's arm, and Bian Cheng lit a cigarette. After a while, the driver drove over from the parking lot to pick up the two of them and went straight to the Sakura Hotel. Tong Tong leaned his head on Bian Cheng's shoulder, feeling like Like a bird returning home, when it comes to the border town, it is like falling to the ground, taking root, sprouting, blooming, and flourishing.

The suite at the top of the ninth floor of the Sakura Hotel seems to be reserved for a border town, and the same room can be booked every time. In Tong Tong’s heart, the Sakura Hotel is equivalent to this room, and even the familiar smell can be smelled as soon as you enter the door , I haven't been here for almost a month, and I feel like going home.

Intoxicated by drunkenness, Biancheng picked up Tongtong and threw him on the bed, leaning over to kiss him, Tongtong stretched out his finger to Biancheng's lips, "Shhh—", he pushed Biancheng back and pushed him down He got under him, and then straddled Bian Cheng, "Let me come up." He whispered.

Biancheng originally had a social event tonight, and he was still wearing a formal suit and tie under his overcoat. Tongtong's heart beat quickened at a glance. He gasped slightly, restraining himself, and his slender fingers almost roughly tore off Biancheng's tie , unbuttoned the tightly buttoned shirt collar, cuff buttons, and cold belt... Border Town's panting was almost uncontrollable. He obeyed Tong Tong, felt the fingertips walking on his body, and felt that everything he longed for was right in front of him, but Unable to act rashly.

Tong Tong took off his shirt, his thin musculature, he put on a shirt from the border city, which was white and loose, and covered him loosely. Circle, and said: "I heard people say that if you can't see with your eyes, your senses will be more sensitive. Do you want to try?"

Biancheng's eyes were bloodshot. At this moment, Tong Tong would agree with everything he said, wrapping his eyes?OKWant the stars and the moon?OKWant my heart?OKHow about dying together and being together forever?OK

Tong Tong bit her lip lightly, wrapped the colorful snake around Biancheng's eyes, tied a knot at the back of her head, then leaned over and kissed it.

Bian Cheng hugged him with great strength, his skin was very hot, like a hard and hot volcanic rock, so hot that Tongtong felt that wherever his fingers touched, there would be a string of sparks.

His chest heaved and heaved, and the tenderness of the blindfolded city seemed to be gone. He chased after Tong Tong, asking, as if he wanted to crush the person, and then stuffed it into his chest to become one.

Tong Tong was wearing that white shirt all the time, in the border town where he couldn't see anything, Tong Tong just happened to be boldly looking at him, seeing the facial features of the person he loves distorted, panting violently, every pore and inch of his hands, body, and whole body The skin is sending out crazy signals, I want you.

Tong Tong can't take it anymore, the road of indulging in the senses has no end, so let's not care about the end!

In this scene, Tong Tong never let Biancheng turn his back on him. He sat astride Biancheng, with his legs folded on both sides, and he dominated everything.

Until the end, Bian Cheng hugged Tong Tong with one hand, and tore off the tie that was blindfolded with the other. Tong Tong said, "How about it?"

Bian Cheng nodded: "Okay." Kissed him again: "I love you."

Tong Tong's finger brushed his chin and smiled: "I love you more."

Bian Cheng shook the tie in his hand: "I'll let you try it later."

But Tong Tong shook his head: "No, I want to look at you, I can't see you, no."

border town:"……"

The person in front of him laughed childishly, and then raised his hands to him: "But you can... tie me up."

The border town settled down, and felt that he was willing to die on this monster.

Biancheng received the news from the eldest sister that they returned to their hometown together after noon, he and Tong Tong finished lunch, accompanied him back to the dormitory to pack up his things, and sent him downstairs to Yu Xing's house before saying goodbye to him.

In fact, the time of separation is not long, it can be four or five days, and it can be longer than a week, and we will meet again, but think about it, we are in two places, and when I think of going crazy, I can't rush to find him right away. This is different. Just now After parting Tongtong, a thought popped up, it was too painful to talk about long-distance relationship.

While still on the road, Tong Tong sent a message to Yu Xing, saying that when he came back today, Yu Xing said "Okay, okay" and asked what he wanted to eat. Tong Tong casually mentioned a few dishes that Yu Xing often made, and his cooking skills Xing is not as good as Tong Shining, often all the dishes taste the same, but Tong Tong just wants to make her happy.

Ren Jikai has been sitting in the living room watching TV for thousands of years, fishing all over the world, and spread out on the sofa. Seeing Tongtong enter the door, he straightened his upper body slightly, and opened the corner of his mouth and said like a toothache: "Hey, Tongtong is on vacation. gone?"

Heh, it's fresh, why don't you work overtime if you don't have a holiday on New Year's Eve?Tong Tong glanced over coldly, put down his things and went straight to the kitchen. He felt uncomfortable being in the same space as Ren Jikai. The man's stench seemed to emanate from every cell in his body, which was disgusting.

Yu Xing is dealing with the new year's goods, and is also preparing the dishes for the evening. Even if she doesn't go out at home and is busy cooking in the kitchen, Yu Xing still tidies herself up and looks good. She is not like ordinary women of this age, who give up early In order to pursue beauty, she would carefully tidy up and dress herself every day when she wakes up. Tong Tong looked at her, and the air conditioner was turned on at home. She was wearing a dark moss-green wool cardigan. The texture looked thick and warm, and her hair lost With a bun and lipstick on, she looks good and in a good mood.

Tongtong likes to eat chicken. She is chopping up a chicken that has been killed and washed, and plans to make a pot with dried potatoes and carrots.

There is a small window on the wall between the kitchen and the living room, Yu Xing pouted towards the living room: "He knew he was wrong, last time...he kept apologizing to me and asked me to say sorry to you, he thought you were arguing with me, It was only in a moment of urgency that I moved my hand."

Tong Tong interrupted her: "Mom, can you stop talking about that person? It's rare to come back. I can treat him as air, and I can bear it for a few days at worst, but don't expect me to sit with him and watch TV and chat."

"Okay, okay." Yu Xing just smoothed things over, and quickly compromised: "Just treat him as a lump of moving flesh, and treat him as if he doesn't exist."

Tong Tong asked suspiciously: "Mom, tell the truth, he really hasn't done anything to you? Yelling at you doesn't count."

"It's nothing." Yu Xing turned on the gas stove, and the chicken pot had to be fried and then stewed for several hours. She had to hurry up: "Do you think I'm being pissed off? I told you... Although he He's not very talented, he can't compare with your dad, he's just a rough man, but to tell the truth, to live a life, I would rather choose him at my age, your dad just stands there, even if he doesn't speak, just looks at me, he can tell me People are alive and angry..."

Yu Xing is still babbling, Tong Tong feels helpless, they are not married yet, although they are getting closer and closer to this step, but Tong Tong just does not want to see, ignorant, with nothing, and his wife and daughter committing suicide by jumping off a building The scumbag Ren Jikai must still have a painted skin that hasn't been torn off.

Ren Jikai and Yu Xing have been together for so long, counting the number of times Tong Tong ate with them at the same table, the main reason is that it is unappetizing, no matter how delicious food is with Ren Jikai, it tastes like nothing.

Tong Tong felt physically disgusted by the sound of chewing things on the other side, and Pian Yuxing was still trying to ease the relationship: "Well, Lao Ren, what kind of job did you mention last time? It is especially suitable for Tong Tong?"

"Oh." Ren Jikai put it on his rice bowl, cleared his throat, and said in a serious manner: "Tong Tong is learning English, right? The travel agency run by an old buddy of mine is really awesome. The largest travel agency in Yijiang wants to recruit English tour guide, this is not the right major for Tong Tong, how about it, I will go say hello to my old buddies, Tong Tong can go directly after graduation."

Tong Tong served a bowl of kelp soup, and Ren Jikai's expression was slightly smug. Maybe he was proud of this kid who had always looked down on him, and he had to do the final job by himself, but... Tong Tong didn't answer his words at all. He just looked at Yu Xing and said, "My teacher is going to recommend me to the laboratory of a well-known professor across the country, and do academic research with him."

Yu Xing is just an elementary school teacher, and doesn't know much about academic research. She asked, "Then does this count as continuing to study, or as a job?"

Tong Tong hesitated for a while. If he said it was a job, the salary was so meager that it could be ignored. If he said no, he could indeed learn a lot from the professor, but he could not be regarded as his official graduate student. A little bit, while helping the professor work, learn something at the same time."

Yu Xing was still thinking about what was going on, but Ren Jikai had already made his own conclusions: "This is just working for free, and you can't get much money."

Tong Tong glanced at him in disgust, Ren Jikai didn't feel it, and continued to analyze with Yu Xing: "These professors and teachers like to do this kind of thing, set up a studio, find a lot of students who work for nothing, cheap labor , the final result is the teacher's, and the students have nothing, wasting time for nothing."

"Then..." Yu Xing looked at Tong Tong worriedly: "Is that so, Tong Tong? Have you ever seen that professor?"

Tong Tong sighed, what else can I say?Can he tell?

There is still more than half of the pot of chicken pot, and he only took a sip of the ribs and seaweed soup stewed specially for him. Tong Tong lost his appetite completely, so he put down the bowl and said to Yu Xing: "He understands so well, you can just listen to him." , What do you ask me for?" After finishing speaking, she got up and went straight back to the room, closed the door and fell on her back on the bed.

It was only the 27th of the twelfth lunar month, and I heard the vague sound of firecrackers and fireworks from a long distance outside. In recent years, except for the official fireworks show in Yijiang City, fireworks and firecrackers are not allowed to be set off during the Spring Festival, but there are always people who set them off secretly. Things have a new year flavor.

Tong Tong put the back of her hand over her eyes, feeling really tired, telling herself to bear it over and over again, when that person doesn't exist, speak with P, some people just can't learn it in their lifetime, don't be concerned about other people's lives, other people's lives Choose to interfere and make unreasonable comments.

But having said that, old man Chen has already told Tong Tong that Gu Yingfu will return to Yijiang tomorrow, and they will meet each other years or years later, and he wants to bring Tong Tong with him.

It's time to make a decision, Tong Tong told herself that it can't be delayed any longer.

The old man Chen always said that Tong Tong was determined, but Tong Tong asked himself, he was not as determined as the old man said, he was the most, but he didn’t seem to be noisy, and he didn’t show his thoughts. He also knows that there will be no results in a year. Even if the results are achieved, the results will not get attention, which is not much different from no results. He knows all these negative factors. He asked himself, can you bear it?

Following Gu Yingfu is going to Wuhan, where is the city?

Yijiang is not far from Wuhan, it takes three or four hours to drive, but... this time, separated from the border town, Tongtong realized deeply that he can't have a long-distance relationship, he just wants to see each other every day, even if he can't see each other right now. Yes, but if you want to see it, you will definitely see him. He is clingy and dependent. He can't be separated from the border town, not even for a day.

But, but... Tong Tong is rolling on the bed, why is life so difficult, there is no way to have the best of both worlds, why are lovers and future contradictory?Aren't they all worth paying for it, worthy of Tathagata and worthy of Qing?

He hasn't figured out how to tell Biancheng about this. Looking at the time, Biancheng should have arrived at his hometown. They haven't had any contact for four hours. Tongtong feels that he is exaggerating. It's only been four hours, but now Biancheng is here. In another city, he kept flipping through his phone mechanically, feeling empty in his heart.

It seemed that the sickness was getting worse, and he couldn't see him not for a day, but for an hour.

The author says:

The next book is an overhead modern ABO article! "A Lover Has a Peppermint Heart" or "Too Deep into the Drama", the name has not yet been decided.

Two "bad guys", sick and charming x big boss, can be summed up in one sentence: "If I knew my brother likes wild things, I would not pretend." Or "Alpha creditor has become a guardian, and I can only do what he says."

The new book will not be opened in advance, please pay attention to the author's main page~