White dove

The hem of the old T-shirt was covered in dust and sweat, with a face that had been crumpled by herself, Tong Tong stood at the bus stop, squinting until the bus arrived in front of her eyes and saw that it was a No. [-] bus. He went back and forth between the dam area and the school, but he didn’t sit there a few times in the past three years. Ren Jikai teased him that he loves his family. He just wanted to put a chicken feather in his throat. What the hell is this called a lover?

The bus was driving bumpily. The new hydropower dam has been repaired for many years. The roads in and out of the dam are full of potholes. Tongtong’s heart and lungs are about to be knocked out. The home he escaped from will be real from now on. Impossible to go back.

Let's just treat each other as dead. After the senior year, the sea will be wide and the sky will be wide, and we will never, never have to see each other again.

He has never wanted to leave Yijiang as quickly as he did at this time. It is ridiculous to think about it. He was the one who desperately wanted to stay at the beginning. Tong Shining's mocking Yu Xing's persuasion could not shake his heart. Tong Tong insisted on going his own way as the first choice After filling in the S University, he knew in his heart that as long as he filled it out, this pheasant university would not want him.

Sure enough, his college entrance examination score was more than 80 points higher than the admission score of S University.

When he was filling out his volunteer application back then, Qin Shu got angry and wanted to stop him: "Little Tong, you are too capricious..."

Tong Tong stiffened his neck, looked at Qin Shu's volunteer list, and filled the thin paper with the words S University nonchalantly: "Your family wants you to study the electrical department of S University, can you?" Read it, I can read it too."

Qin Shu couldn't say a word: "My family, you know, are all in that system, and I will also... Besides, the hydropower major of S University is still ranked first in China, but other majors are..."

Tong Tong interrupted him, handed in the volunteer form, patted Qin Shu on the shoulder, and comforted him in turn: "Okay, I'll accompany you."

A month later, two notices came, one from the Department of Electrical Engineering of S University, and one from the Department of Foreign Languages. The first thing Qin Shu did when he got the notice was to find Tong Tong. When he saw the same notice in his hand, he laughed Eyebrows stretched.

The boy smiled into a ray of light facing the scorching summer sun. Tong Tong always remembered that smile, and he thought it was worth it.

The bus jumped over a big hole, Tong Tong was knocked out of his seat and then fell down heavily, his heart was about to spit out, Qin Shu, Tong Tong repeated the name silently, he wanted to see Qin Shu soon , he has no strength at all, as long as he sees Qin Shu, he can come back to life.

Suddenly, it occurred to Qin Shu that he had said that he would personally make a cake for his birthday this year, and Tong Tong suddenly sat upright in his seat. Slowly but tenaciously exuding a soft and moist breath, he rested his elbows on the back of the front seat and gently buried his face in it.

Today is his birthday, Tong Shining doesn't remember it, Yu Xing even forgets it, it doesn't matter, as long as Qin Shu remembers it.

Qin Shu, Qin Shu, he will wait for him in the room, an ugly cake made by himself, tell him, Xiao Tong, happy 21st birthday.

The bus entered the edge of the urban area, turned a few turns, and entered the crowded and narrow streets of Yemingzhu. This large, chaotic, crowded urban area has the most brilliant and romantic name. Yemingzhu, S is probably the only one in this area. Pearl, the flower of youth of tens of thousands of people blooms in the noisy dust of the world.

Before reaching the finish line, Tong Tong got off the car at the side door of S University, walked through the bustling market outside the side door, and walked downhill through an alley, and there was a large residential area. Most of the students who did not want to live in S University rented houses here , one of the rooms in one of the buildings was rented by Tong Tong during the summer vacation of his junior year.

When he was a sophomore, Qin Shu poured out all the pocket money he had saved for the new year since junior high school, took a front room by the side door and turned it into a small bar with only a pool table, where he could play and drink You can also sing K. This store is very popular with students. You can play anything and it’s cheap. The young people around are also fond of Tiwai here. Although they are all young people, they can be distinguished at a glance from inside and outside the school.

During the summer vacation, Tongtong ran around the city as a tutor during the day, and at night, Qin Shu looked after the store, and he worked as a network manager at the nearby Internet cafe. He didn’t like the summer vacation bar. There were no students, and they were all promiscuous social unemployed youths, screaming like ghosts. The sound of singing, the sound of cursing and playing ball, when the bar closed, he waited for Qin Shu to go home together.

Tong Tong asked Qin Shu to live in the rented room at night. Qin Shu, like him, does not like to go home. His family is another kind of high pressure. Both parents are big leaders of large groups, and they treat their son like subordinates. The golden rule is that after college, he can not go back to his parents' house, but the dormitory is too hot, there is no air conditioner or fan, Tong Tong can't see Qin Shu suffering.

Qin Shu went, and Tong Tong helped him move things from the dormitory. There was a mess of computers, books, clothes, shoes, game consoles, and Tong Tong felt like a holiday on the day of the move.

Qin Shu lived with Tong Tong for two months, sleeping on the same bed every night, Tong Tong gently hugged him from behind, the temperature of the air conditioner was set low, it would not be too hot to hold him, not to mention Tong Tong was not messed up Move, just hold.

One night when Qin Shu turned over, Tong Tong woke up in a daze. Qin Shu said in a hoarse voice, "I still won't come at night from now on. I'll waste you."

Tong Tong woke up all at once, propped up his shoulders, and said in a tone harder than a bone: "Who are you not delaying? I am willing to be delayed by you."

What else did Qin Shu want to say, Tong Tong buried his face in the crook of his neck: "Don't listen! I want to sleep!"

Sighing in the night, Qin Shu rubbed the fluffy soft hair at the bend of his neck, and stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him.

Tong Tong went straight to the rented room, Qin Shu was not there, the setting sun reflected in through the glass windows, the room was completely yellow, and there was a striking red note on the refrigerator magnetically: Open the refrigerator.

It was Qin Shu's words, and Tongtong opened the refrigerator with a smile on the corner of his mouth. There were two rows of canned lemon tea neatly stacked on the bottom, which was Tongtong's favorite drink. There was only one thing on the upper layer, a small Yes, disorganized, ugly cake.

The flowers nourished by the sweet spring in the desert finally opened with a "bang", the cold air from the refrigerator hit Tong Tong's face, and the dust and sweat of the stray dog ​​disappeared, replaced by the freshness and dryness of the world of ice and snow.

Tong Tong carefully took out the cake and put it on the dining table.

Ordinary white cream base, but the top layer is covered with piles of fruits. Tongtong likes to eat fruits wrapped in fresh milk. Qin Shu made this simplest, but Tongtong's favorite taste. He looked at the layer of poorly cut fruit, imagined Qin Shu's clumsy hands peeling and cutting the fruit, and smiled sullenly for a while. Qin Shu must have cut it himself to be so ugly.

He laughed out loud, looked at it carefully, took a small piece of mango and dipped it in silk cream, and ate it. He carefully put the cake back into the refrigerator. Qin Shu was not around, so it was boring for him to eat alone.

He sent a message to Qin Shu: Where is it?The cake is worth 3 points for its appearance and full marks for its taste.

After waiting for a long time, Qin Shu didn't reply.

The sky outside the house dimmed inch by inch, and Tong Tong inexplicably felt that something was wrong. It was his birthday, and Qin Shu couldn't find anyone for no reason. He got up and walked to the bedroom, and suddenly there was a "buzz" in his head.

Qin Shu's computer on the desk was gone, a guitar and a bass in the corner were gone, he rushed over and lifted the sheets, the basketball football under the bed, Qin Shu's suitcase were all gone, Tong Tong finally opened the closet, Half the wardrobe is empty.

The whole person fell down on the bed, Tong Tong couldn't react, what does this mean?Qin Shu... moved away?

How can it be? !He came home from school and came back here. He left for less than four hours, and Qin Shu took advantage of this meeting to move away?

Tong Tong rummaged through the room, no, it's impossible.

Nothing was found, everything related to Qin Shu was gone, he left nothing for Tongtong, a word, a piece of paper and a message, without saying anything, he really just moved away.

Besides that ugly cake, there is also that torn red paper.

Tong Tong closed her eyes, it was hard work, the fire extinguished by the clear spring burst up again, the flower quickly withered and rotted, turned into powder and scattered in the wind.

Why?Why are you leaving?Why today?

Why was that scumbag Ren Jikai able to fool Yu Xing?Why not break up?Why move away?Why move away on my birthday?

He couldn't figure it out, the small rented room was in a mess, the last ray of sunlight shone into the kitchen, reflecting a bright light, Tong Tong narrowed his eyes, it was a knife.

Great, Knife, damn I've been looking for knives all day today!

He rushed into the kitchen. It was Qin Shu's knife after cutting the fruit. It was wiped clean and hung beside the sink. Tong Tong picked it up.

He stuffed the knife into his bag and rushed out the door without stopping, the iron door slamming loudly behind him.

I don't know where Qin Shu is, is he hiding?Passing by Qin Shu's bar by the side door, when the neon lights were closed, the word "Green Island" on the signboard at the door was covered with dust, and it was extremely dilapidated. Before the bar opened, Tong Tong rushed directly to Qin Shu's bedroom.

The door of the dormitory was opened, and five people inside were playing games in an online team. Everyone was holding a gun in their hands, searching and fighting in a maze-like place. When they hit the fierce point, the murderer was so concentrated that he jumped up and slammed the keyboard. , Tong Tong stood by the door and watched for a while. Qin Shu's upper bunk had just been killed. After jumping and scolding, he turned around and saw Tong Tong. He was stunned. Tong Tong asked, "Has Qin Shu come back?"

The upper bunk pointed to the empty lower bunk: "Why, the beds are all empty, hasn't he already gone out to live?"

Tong Tong nodded, turned and left without saying anything.

The knife was packed in an empty bag, and it bumped against his back. He tensed up. He didn't believe he couldn't find Qin Shu.

It was already dark, the heat of the day had dissipated completely, and the September at night finally had the coolness of early autumn. Tong Tong walked aimlessly around the school, and returned to the side door unconsciously, looking at the time , Green Island was about to open, so he decided to wait for him here.

Tong Tong put down his backpack, hugged it in his arms and squatted on the ground, the tension in his heart was dissipating, he rubbed his face again, no, he couldn't relax before seeing Qin Shu.

He stared at the ground for a while, until he heard Qin Shu's voice next to him: "Little Tong? Why are you here? How long have you been waiting?"

Tong Tong turned his head, Qin Shu came and pulled him up from the ground.

Tong Tong trembled a little, and the anger and grievance that had been in the whole day burst out when he saw Qin Shu at this moment. He really wanted to rush over and hug him, without saying anything, just hugged him hard He, like what he did when he was a child, every time he was injured after fighting with someone.

Qin Shu would hug him back, rub his hair very gently and ask who bullied him, and then go and beat that person hard.

Of course, it is impossible for the current Qin Shu to beat up Ren Jikai, but Qin Shu knows how to comfort and coax him.

Tong Tong resisted the urge to rush over. He stood stiffly and indifferently. While opening the bar's rolling gate, Qin Shu said to another person, "You go in first, and I'll have a few words with him."

Only then did Tong Tong see that there was another person next to Qin Shu. He only glanced at him, but he didn't see clearly, and it didn't matter. He stared at Qin Shu: "Why did you move away?"

Qin Shu lowered his eyes and saw Tongtong's snow-white face with dark eyes. He habitually wanted to reach out and rub his soft hair. When he raised his hand, he felt that something was wrong, so he put it back stiffly. During the rush hour, the store was crowded with people In the noisy traffic, he said, "I thought about it, it's better for you."

better for me?Tong Tong choked his neck: "You know what a ghost!"

Qin Shu didn't want to quarrel with him. He looked around and pointed to the inside of the bar: "Go in and talk? There will be no one here, and there will be no noise inside."

Tong Tong looked in, and there was only one person playing billiards inside, the one who came with Qin Shu.

He walked in, and Qin Shu pulled down the shutter halfway behind him, obviously not wanting to do business.

The lights in the bar were dim, except for a bright light on top of the pool table. The man had a cigarette in his mouth, leaned over and squinted his eyes, and with a "snap", he scored two holes in one.

As if aware that someone was looking at him, the man raised his body slightly, looked at Tongtong as well, and nodded slightly as a greeting.

Tong Tong didn't want to respond, so he turned his head, Qin Shu handed over a can of lemon tea, the tab had already been opened, Tong Tong took it and put it aside, saying, "Come back with me."

Qin Shu felt a little helpless: "Little Tong, don't be so willful all the time."

Tong Tong's eyes were red: "I am self-willed? Who helped me fight in the early days? Who knew that we were so happy after going to the same university? And who said that he would always take care of me and make me a cake? You did such a thing. After talking so much, now blame me for being willful?"

Qin Shu closed his eyes and rubbed between his brows, but he was speechless.

"By the way, Cake, you clearly know that today is my birthday, so this is the birthday you celebrated for me?" Tong Tong asked, the anger that was about to collapse and dissipate slowly gathered again.

Qin Shu defended weakly: "That's what I promised you, to make a cake for you, but..."

He was ruthless: "You know there is no result, why are you deceiving yourself and others?"

"I don't want results!" Tong Tong roared, "I don't want any results at all!"

Qin Shu froze on the spot, and Tong Tong said repeatedly: "Follow me, Qin Shu, follow me!"

Qin Shu shook his head slowly: "No, it's over, Xiaotong."

Tong Tong fumbled in the bag with both hands. He found the knife, held it tightly and pulled it out.

Qin Shu was shocked when he saw the knife, and jumped back unconsciously: "You, what are you doing? Don't mess around with Xiao Tong!"

"You think I'm going to stab you?" Tong Tong smiled miserably: "You underestimate me, I'm not that kind of person."

Tong Tong pointed the knife at his neck, and his tears flowed: "I will only stab myself, Qin Shu, I will say it again, come back with me."

The sound of rolling billiard balls stopped at some point. Tong Tong kept staring at Qin Shu in front of him, not paying attention to how the man got behind him. The man grasped Tong Tong's hand holding the knife with great strength, and swung the knife with one hand. Breaking it apart, he hugged Tong Tong from behind with one hand, and shouted at Qin Shu in a low voice: "Why are you standing there?! Get the knife first!"

After regaining his senses, Qin Shu hurriedly stepped forward to grab the knife. Tong Tong felt that he was surrounded by raging fire. Every pore and every inch of his skin was burning. Yu Xing refused to let him move. The people who came didn't let him move, he struggled desperately and shouted: "Let me go! Let me go—!"

Qin Shu seemed to have never seen Tong Tong like this before. He stood in front of him in a daze. Huge destructive power.

He hugged Tongtong from behind, and said in a low and gentle voice: "Okay, okay, it's okay, it's okay, he's going back with you, tonight, right away."

Hearing this sentence, Tong Tong seemed to have really vented all his energy and energy, and weakened from exhaustion. The man still hugged him, letting him whimper and pant on his own.

With only the last string of tension left, Tong Tong stared at Qin Shu, who looked ashen and nodded, "Okay, I'll go back with you."

The person behind finally let go, Tong Tong stood up profusely with sweat, and then turned to look at him, with a short hair, slightly black skin, and the smoke from the corner of his mouth fell to the ground, revealing a thin and Upturned lips.

Outside the school, Tong Tong raised his hand and looked at his red arm, but he couldn't tell that this man was so strong.

The man's clothes and trousers had marks from being kicked and kicked all over his body, and the two rows of tooth marks on the forearm of his right hand were slightly bleeding. Tong Tong had no guilt, and asked Qin Shu, "Where are your things?"

Qin Shu pointed to the man: "It's in his house."

Tong Tong's fire-breathing eyes turned back again, staring at the other party: "When you moved, did you move to this gangster outside the school?"

The man frowned and wanted to say something, but Qin Shu interrupted: "Tong Tong! What's the matter with you?!"

"Isn't it?" Tong Tong stared at the man provocatively, and said indifferently, "Who are you? Which way are you?"

But the man seemed not to feel Tong Tong's indifference and hostility at all, smiled gently, and said calmly, "My name is Biancheng, and I'm Qin Shu's friend, yes, I'm from outside the school, although I don't study as much as you guys , but not a gangster or a gangster, just a small businessman without a name."

Tong Tong raised his chin and tilted his head slightly to see his face clearly. This man's voice was as if it had been polished by sandpaper, sandy, sandy, sandy... Biancheng, this name, hehe, is still a prodigal son.

Bian Cheng looked at Tong Tong without moving or blinking, and could not see any emotion. The hostility in Tong Tong's eyes subsided slightly. After he calmed down, he was overwhelmed by exhaustion. Why is this day so long...

He was extremely tired, so he picked up his bag and said to Qin Shu, "Let's go home."

Qin Shu carefully hid the knife behind the bar, then came out and threw the key to Biancheng and said, "If Su Lei and the others come over later, they can play for as long as they like. There is beer in the freezer, take it yourself."

Bian Cheng nodded, Tong Tong and Qin Shu walked out, Bian Cheng suddenly said behind him: "Wait—"

Tong Tong turned around, Bian Cheng took a sip of the can of lemon tea that Tong Tong hadn't drunk on the bar, raised his hand and said, "Tong Tong, happy birthday."

The author says:

CP Tongtong?? Border Town