White dove

Qin Shu's news flickered on and off on the phone screen, Tong Tong glanced at it, put the phone down on the table, and continued chatting with Mu Ke.

But in the bottom of my heart, there is a trace of waves passing by, like ripples being blown away by the wind.

There was no emotion in the text message, he couldn't tell what state Qin Shu was in, calm, angry, serious, and relieved.

He thought it was time to talk about it, but he wanted to take a deep breath, put his broken heart together, and then face the self-righteous "first love" that was broken into pieces in the past ten years.

He felt that he would disappear at any moment, and Mu Ke talked about his brilliant achievements over the years with great interest. Tong Tong withdrew his wandering thoughts and interrupted him abruptly: "Do me a favor."

Mu Ke was startled, and nodded without asking any questions.

Tong Tong looked at him: "I need you... Pretend to be my boyfriend and come with me to meet my ex-boyfriend."

Mu Ke bulged his cheeks with a mouthful of beef, slid it down his throat and choked suddenly, coughed a series of times and nodded violently: "Of course it's okay."

He was so surprised and excited that his heart was in his throat, he couldn't tell, a gentle and quiet boy, so open and playful so wild?

The door of the rental room was ajar, Tong Tong knocked on the door, said "It's me", and there was a muffled answer from inside, Tong Tong and Mu Ke walked in.

In broad daylight, the curtains of the room were all drawn, and it was dark and suffocating.

Qin Shu was sitting on the sofa in the living room, and he hadn't moved for some time. His head was wrapped in circles of white bandages, with dark blood oozing slightly around the edges, and the exposed parts of his arms were all wounds, red, blue, and purple. , colorful.He was actually smoking. Tongtong remembered that Qin Shu didn't smoke, but at this moment the ashtray in front of him was full of cigarette butts, and his complexion was extremely pale, and he looked even more gray in the dark room.

Tong Tong walked up to him, Qin Shu raised his head, stared at Tong Tong with a pair of bloodshot eyes, then saw Mu Ke following behind Tong Tong, was stunned for a moment, and asked in a bad tone: "What is this for?"

Tong Tong didn't answer him, but pointed at the blood-oozing bandage: "Does it hurt?"

Qin Shu couldn't believe it: "You don't even ask me what's wrong? Xiaotong, I used to fight for you, but whenever I got hurt, you wanted to beat him up again. Now you..."

Qin Shu couldn't continue, Tong Tong interrupted him: "So this fight was for me too? With whom? Why is it because of me?"

Qin Shu panted and stared at Tong Tong, he couldn't speak, and told Bian Cheng, because Bian Cheng said he couldn't be hard on the person in front of him, he couldn't speak, his chest heaved because of panting.

Tong Tong smiled very lightly: "You haven't fought for me for a long time, maybe this is the last time, I will remember."

Qin Shu's lips moved, wanting to say something, but it seemed that all the words had been blocked in his throat one after another, and none of them could escape. He looked at Tong Tong with sharp thorns in his eyes.

Qin Shu is not a fierce person. In his memory, Tong Tong has never seen Qin Shu's eyes burst out like this. Even when fighting fiercely, Qin Shu has never been so sharp.

But Tong Tong faced the thorns calmly, turned sideways and said calmly, "This is Mu Ke, my boyfriend."

Qin Shu came back to his senses, his eyes swept over Mu Ke's face, and then returned to Tong Tong. He actually smiled, stood up from the sofa, pointed at Mu Ke and said to Tong Tong, "Him? Your new boyfriend? You Do you know what his reputation is? A well-known stallion at S University, a friend of women, who is not shy about men and women! This is your new boyfriend? Xiaotong, tell me you are mad at me..."

Qin Shu recognized Mu Ke, which was beyond Tongtong's expectation, but...he interrupted Qin Shu: "It doesn't matter, at least he will be interested in me, so I don't need to stand in front of him naked and fight my life!" to seduce."

These words seemed to have touched Qin Shu's heart, his face turned ashen for a moment and was about to explode, Mu Ke exploded first, pointing at Qin Shu and shouting loudly: "Who are you? Why is this person talking so badly? What am I? I know it! You don’t need to bother to describe it, I have a clear conscience with whomever I sleep with! Besides, if you don’t like it yourself, don’t you let others do it? Your morals are too bad!”

Qin Shu was so angry that he supported his head with one hand, feeling that his whole body was surging, he pointed at Mu Ke and asked, "What the hell do you have to say that I don't like it?! Do you know if I like it or not?! Shit!! "

The two were so excited that they were like wild horses, and seeing that they were about to fight on a rampage again, Tong Tong shouted: "Okay!"

He grabbed Mu Ke: "You go down and wait for me first, just 10 minutes."

Mu Ke's blood rose up and he refused to leave. Tong Tong stared at him fiercely with ice in his eyes. After two seconds, Mu Ke softened his voice and said to Tong Tong: "If this man dares to do anything, you call him I'll be right up there."

Tong Tong nodded without saying a word, and Mu Ke went downstairs first with arrogance.

In the room where there were only two people left, the atmosphere was solidified inch by inch, but with an unspeakable undercurrent surging, like the end of a relationship, we know each other well, but our hearts are still burning uncontrollably , with a final struggle.

Tong Tong looked at Qin Shu for more than ten years. With a slight expression on his face, Tong Tong knew what Qin Shu was thinking. In fact, why did he bother to ask Qin Shu, he knew the answers to all the questions he wanted to ask Qin Shu.

But he still opened his mouth: "Say what you said just now."

Qin Shu raised his head, but remained silent, staring at Tong Tong with tired eyes.

The two looked at each other silently, and it was only at the end that they were so honest and honest.

Qin Shu said, "I like you."

Tong Tong's throat moved. He thought that he would be moved when he heard this sentence. At least, after waiting for such a confession for so long, his heart would be filled with roaring waves.

He had imagined all kinds of emotions, but he didn't expect to be calm in the end.

He stood in front of Qin Shu, got up calmly, and calmly took off his clothes one by one, T-shirt, sneakers, socks, belt, jeans... He stood in front of Qin Shu, naked, and the blazing fire outside the window The light hit him through the cracks in the shutters, streaks of golden light.

In the alternation of light and darkness, the young man's collarbone stood upright, his breastbone snaked down with his thin waistline, his legs were not thin, but those muscles appeared soft because of the slender leg bones.Qin Shu's breathing quickened inch by inch, and his fingers were curled up on the sofa. He remembered those nights when they slept together hugging Tong Tong, his whole body was soft, but at this moment, the honest and open person in front of him faded away , the thin skeleton is full of fierce aggression.

The room was ambiguous, but Tong Tong's eyes were as calm as water, and he asked, "How do you feel? Qin Shu, tell me, are you excited? Do you have any reaction? Do you want to fuck me?"

There was a "buzz" in Qin Shu's mind, and he seemed to understand something in a flash. These words... the shocking conversation and fight between him and the border town, Tong Tong knew and heard it all.

He was stunned, unable to move, Tong Tong came forward, his breath rushed towards him, a natural smell of green grass after the rain, when Qin Shu was a child, Qin Shu always joked that Xiao Tong, you smell like mud, it hurts Tong Tong took a bath every day and used a brush to scrub himself desperately, and then grew up. Once there was a heavy rain in spring, Qin Shu said to Tong Tong who was hiding from the rain together: "Hey, do you know that you have this smell on your body, and this green grass It smells the same, it smells good, it’s amazing.”

The breath of green grass enveloped Qin Shu, and Tong Tong came up to Qin Shu, glanced down, with a slight smile on his face, he sighed, and said: "Biancheng is wrong, he wronged you, you Look, you are like this, how could you not respond, you like me, you want to fuck me, don't you?"

Qin Shu couldn't answer, he gritted his teeth, chewed up all the words that he couldn't express into his stomach, but it was useless, Tong Tong continued to smile, and a thin golden light hit him His eyelashes fluttered like golden transparent butterfly wings, and he pressed his fingers on Qin Shu's lips: "But you dare not, you did what I did, and there is no way out, you can't go back."

Qin Shu's whole body was as stiff as a stone sculpture, and Tong Tong was familiar yet unfamiliar at the moment. He unscrupulously started to seduce without his consent. This ability to seduce is natural, innate, so bad, and so attractive.

When did he start, from a child who needed to be protected by himself, to a seductive "demon" who was completely out of control and controlled by the other party's every move.

Qin Shu actually saw a trace of pity in the golden eyes, and Tong Tong was pitying him!

Weakness has come to an end, and if you continue walking, you will just watch the person in front of you leave, go away, and be with others.

Tong Tong came to tell him this today, quietly, honestly, and nakedly, to tell Qin Shu what the future holds.

Qin Shu was still in a daze, Tong Tong had already got up, picked up the clothes one by one from the ground, put his back on him, and said slowly while putting on, "Qin Shu, I have liked you for a long time, once I have imagined a lot, if you tell me that you like me, you just want to be with me for the rest of your life, even if you can't pass that hurdle and don't go to bed, I won't mind, I will be with you, you do Got it?"

Time seemed to be running backwards, ten thousand needles pierced Qin Shu's heart, he wanted to say "I will", but...

Tong Tong put on her clothes, smiled warmly at Qin Shu, turned around and left.

The stairs on the fifth floor rotated downwards in circles, and Tongtong ran faster and faster. At the end of the stairs, Mu Ke was frowning and looking up at the closed window on the fifth floor. At the end of the corridor, he stopped, and the breath he had been carrying in his heart suddenly dissipated. It was nothing but obsession. He laughed at himself, but he had nothing in the first place, and only obsession remained.

Now that this obsession has dissipated, the vast freedom suddenly hits her face, which turned out to be not a pleasant feeling.