Doomed

Pang Hui smiled unconsciously on the way to drive Shen Yang to the hospital.Shen gave him a blank look and said, "What are you laughing at?"

"I'm reminded of the last psychiatrist you ever saw."

Shen Yang turned his head and said, "What's so funny."

"Nothing, just... I can answer his last question now."

Shen Yang left the hospital after a routine physical examination.He has a medical check-up every month, and recently, he needs to go every week.Shen Yang didn't need to line up at the hospital because of his special status.But he hates this particularity.After leaving the hospital, Pang Hui took Shen Yang outside for lunch.Shen Yang seldom goes out for a formal lunch. His habit is that when he has to eat out, it is usually fast food, and he can walk while eating.Pang Hui criticized him many times, but to no avail.Pang Hui chose a good place this time, which was a famous noodle shop two streets away from the hospital.Shen Yang often eats instant noodles, Pang Hui once thought he liked noodles, and Shen Yang also thought he liked it.However, after Pang Hui learned how to cook delicious meals, Shen Yang's instant noodles were rarely seen.

When Pang Hui saw this noodle shop, he realized that he, like Shen Yang, had learned a lot in the past seven or eight years.Not just on missions.

In some ways, Shen Yang forced him to learn how to live a normal life, and rescued him from vigilance and mistrust.He is like Shen Yang's guardian, but he is also the one rescued by Shen Yang.It was one of the many people rescued by Shen Yang.

Pang Hui ordered two servings of noodle soup for the two of them, the one that was hanging out was yellow croaker noodles, and the one that Pang Hui ordered was big row noodles.Before waiting for the noodles to come, Shen Yang looked impatiently at the snack bar near the street, his eyes vacant again and again.Pang Hui studied his expression for a while, and then said, "Tomorrow is Saturday, where do you want to go?"

Shen Yang gave him a blank look, then turned his head and said, "We are not nine-to-five workers."

Pang Hui touched his nose, took out the vinegar jar, put it in front of him and said, "You are almost busier than the police force, take a break, ah."

Shen Yang ignored him.Pang Hui flipped through his medical records casually, and took out Shen Hang's x-ray to look at it.Shen Rang looked at Pang Hui from the opposite side of the transparent sheet, and at the same time looked at his long ribs and spine.He said uncomfortably, "Have you seen enough?"

Pang Hui froze for a moment, moved his eyes to the lower part of his pelvis and settled for a while, then laughed and said, "Are you still shy?"

Shen Hang glared at him coldly, so that Pang Hui had to put away the film and put it aside.At this time, noodles came, and two drinks were served at the same time.Pang Hui smiled politely at her when the waiter put down the things, and the waiter couldn't help but return a very sweet smile.

Shen Yang snorted coldly and ate his noodles.Pang Hui took two bites and said, "Shall we go to the movies? There's a new psychological crime movie, it sounds pretty good."

Shen Yang didn't look up, and said vaguely: "Who gave you the idea?"

Pang Hui froze for a moment, then scratched his head in embarrassment, remembering the conversation with Yang Pingfei last night.Of course, this idea was not given to him by Yang Pingfei, but by Xiao Li in the police force.Special police officers like Yang Pingfei and Pang Hui have spent most of their lives on missions, and pastime has become the most difficult thing to do.On the contrary, Xiao Li, upon hearing Yang Pingfei's call, opened his mouth to make several comments.Pang Hui really never thought of watching a movie. He thought it was time to experience a new life and not be out of touch with the times, so he took Xiao Li's opinion tentatively.

Shen Hang frowned, gave him a strange look, and then continued to eat in silence.Pang Hui touched his nose and said, "Then what time shall we go tomorrow?"

Shen Yang seemed to want to object, but he couldn't think of any reason to object for a while.Just silently in a daze.Pang Hui hurriedly said: "Then it's ten o'clock in the morning, huh?"

Early the next morning, Pang Hui dragged Shen Lang up from the bed, and took him to the theater after breakfast.Shen Hang kept dozing off in the car, knocking his head on the glass window.Pang Hui couldn't stand it anymore, and turned his head to remind him to add a cushion. Shen Hang was in a daze for a while, and then fell asleep again.When Pang Hui got out of the car, he found a red lump on Shen Lang's forehead.Shen Xiangsi duck mouth refused to say it hurts, Pang Hui patted him on the shoulder dumbfounded, trimmed his bangs to cover up the red patch, and then took him out of the car and into the cinema.

Shen Yang and Pang Hui stood at the ticket window for a long time, figuring it out, and finally chose the position in the middle near the edge.Shen Yang is a troublesome person, except for Pang Hui, he doesn't like to be so close to others.So he never takes the bus.

There were still 15 minutes before the movie started. Pang Hui looked around, bought two bottles of water, and checked the tickets to enter the theater.

As soon as Shen Yang entered the theater, he looked around, and Pang Hui gave him instructions: "There is another escape route over there." Then he led people to the seats.The side view is not as good as that in the middle, Pang Hui noticed it immediately, but Shen Yang was even more unwilling to be surrounded by people.This theater is very large, so the seating area is divided into two.In front of Shen Yang is a relatively large aisle, on the left is Pang Hui, and there is only an unknown person behind.Shen Yang was barely satisfied with the seat, but he still said to Pang Hui, "Sit over."

Pang Hui smiled wryly.His figure is not small in the first place, if he sits any further, he will have to squeeze onto other people.Pang Hui tried his best not to cross the armrest with his arms, so as not to oppress Shen Yang's sense of space.Then suddenly the lights dimmed.Pang Hui felt that Shen Rang grabbed him suddenly, and as the screen gradually changed, Shen Rang's hand slowly let go.He said, "You... come here."

Pang Hui handed him the water and re-occupied his own space by the way.

Yang Pingfei was dumbfounded when he heard the news that the two of them went to the movies.He was dazed for a while, pinched his phone and said, "And then?"

Pang Hui was a little puzzled: "Then? What do you want? Then, this movie was criticized by Ah Lang as useless. I told you that you can't let him watch the movie..."

Hearing Pang Hui's reply, Yang Pingfei breathed a sigh of relief again.He said, "Brother Hui, come out for a drink tomorrow?"

"Not tomorrow, I have to watch A-Lang, if I'm not at home, this kid will get into the data."

"...at night."

"It's even worse at night, I don't look at him, he doesn't know how to sleep..."

"Brother Hui, are you his nanny or dad?"

Pang Hui didn't speak for a while.Yang Pingfei was a little dumbfounded, but also a little disappointed, and said, "I'll just bring him with me tomorrow."

"Ah Rang can't drink." Pang Hui seemed to be a little hesitant, and Yang Pingfei comforted him: "Then let him not drink, let's drink. We haven't seen each other for many years, and we haven't had a drink together. By the way, I will give him a drink." Shen Yang apologized, he really helped us a lot. Aren't you afraid that he's socially narrow? Of course it's narrow if you don't come out and meet people."

Pang Hui seemed to be persuaded, and finally nodded and said, "Okay, see you tomorrow night."

When Shen Yang heard that Pang Hui wanted to take him out for a drink with Yang Pingfei, he immediately closed the door and refused cleanly: "No."

"Going out once in a while is good for your health." Pang Hui Xiaozhi reasoned with emotion.

"You drink with Yang Pingfei, what does it have to do with me?"

"Just for the two of you to get to know each other..."

"I don't want to know him."

After being tortured for more than ten minutes, Shen Yang finally agreed with a stinky face.When he got up, he suddenly staggered, and Pang Hui supported him and said, "What's wrong?!"

Shen Yang didn't look at him, but rubbed his ankle, and a man's face appeared in his mind for a moment.The man was sitting behind him, chatting intimately with his girlfriend, while Shen Rang was watching the movie that was extremely boring to him, the couple kept talking and kissing.

Shen Yang's hearing is very good. He couldn't help but want to remind the people behind him several times, but he was unwilling to speak.And Pang Hui is completely fascinated by the plot.

"It's okay." Shen Yang stood up straight, glanced at Pang Hui's cell phone, and walked out the door as usual.Pang Hui observed for a while before he was relieved, and locked the phone screen that was about to dial Yang Pingfei's number just now.If something goes wrong with Shen Yang, Pang Hui will not take a step away anyway.

Pang Hui couldn't help but turn on the radio on the way to set off with Shen Rang.Usually he would not let it go, because Shen Yang likes to be quiet.What came out of the radio was a piece of music. I don’t know when the CD was put in. After listening to it for a while, Pang Hui felt a little reminiscent, and said with a smile, “This is still an old song from ten years ago.”

"Are you happy?" Shen gave him a blank look.

"How did you see it?"

Shen Lang didn't make a sound, sat on the back seat, and habitually hugged the knee of one of his legs with his hands.In a small confined space, he often sits curled up like this, sometimes a little stretched out, sometimes a little tighter.

Pang Hui restrained his expression, and said: "I haven't seen Fei for more than ten years. When we first met, it seemed that we were training together in the same company. At that time, we didn't know the future. Will become such a person. Hey, how time flies..."

Shen Yang watched the lights flashing past outside, silent.

"As for him, he was quite a few years younger than me at that time, and I was his instructor when I joined the team. After two or three years, this kid surpassed him, faster than others. Every time I give him an award, I am very proud. Hey, You didn't expect me to be an instructor, did you?"

Shen Yang still didn't speak, as if completely immersed in his own world.Pang Hui didn't care, listening to the song, he arrived at his destination soon.It was not a very big hotel. When Pang Hui stopped the car, Shen Yang seemed to be in a daze.After being called twice by Pang Hui, he gradually turned his gaze to him.When Pang Hui met Shen Hang's eyes, his heart beat wildly, as if a big hole appeared in his chest, and his whole body was about to be sucked in.However, the dark night also weakened the shocking power of Shen Lang's eyes.Pang Hui held his breath suddenly, and twisted his body vigorously, as if all the muscles in his body were twisted violently.He suddenly became a little nervous.Shen Yang's eyes are usually not a big problem. Normal people would feel disgusted and horrible after watching it for a while, but Pang Hui, who has been watching it for eight years, can't feel it anymore.Only when Shen Yang enters the "state", he will have that kind of look, which makes Pang Hui unable to restrain himself.Pang Hui immediately began to recall what he had said to Shen Yang before.What he was talking about was more than ten years ago. Shen Yang needs to rely on the experience of the past period of time to infer the future, and the past period of time is usually very short, no more than one month.Shen Yang should not be inferring his future... During the eight years that Shen Yang was with him, he had never inferred his future...

However, before that, Shen Yang had never spoken to anyone other than Pang Hui...

"Are you still going?" Pang Hui was taken aback by Shen Rang's sudden words.When he looked up, Shen Lang had already opened the car door and stood outside.Pang Hui quickly got out of the car, closed the door, grabbed his shoulders and said, "Are you okay?"

Shen gave him a blank look: "What's the matter?"

Pang Hui looked at Shen Lang anxiously again for a while, grabbed his wrist and said, "Let's go."

"let me go."

"I don't worry about you now."

"I'm fine, let go."

Pang Hui let go and stared at Shen Yang.Shen Yang had no choice but to walk to his side.Pang Hui said, "Tell me when you feel uncomfortable."

The two met Yang Pingfei in a small private room. Yang Pingfei complained "why is it so slow", and patted Pang Hui on the shoulder and pulled him in.When pulling Shen Rang, Shen Rang avoided his hand, which made Yang Pingfei take it back with some embarrassment.

"I've already ordered quite a few dishes. Shen Yang doesn't like spicy food, right? All I order are light." Yang Pingfei said with a smile.

Shen Hang was stunned for a moment, glanced at Yang Pingfei, then at Pang Hui, and said, "You drink yours, and don't worry about me."

"How can it be, Shen Yang, I asked Brother Hui to bring you here today, just to say sorry to you. I had a bad attitude before. You have helped us a lot, and I want to thank you here. "

While Yang Pingfei was talking, the waiters at the side gradually served the food, and a few bottles of wine had long been put aside, and Pang Hui brought them to open the bottles.Pang Hui didn't need a corkscrew to open the bottle.The bottle stopper was wooden, so he would have given it away with just two fingers.After Yang Pingfei finished speaking, he smiled and said, "Fei, how many years have you not seen my unique skill!"

Yang Pingfei also seemed very happy.He put out the wine glasses, one for each of them, while Pang Hui began to pour wine for the two of them, without pouring for Shen Hang.Yang Pingfei glanced at Shen Yang and asked Shen Yang: "Shen Yang, what juice do you want to drink? Or milk?"

Shen Hang frowned and looked at Yang Pingfei, which made Yang Pingfei's heart skip a beat.Pang Hui immediately said: "You can't drink."

"I'm not a child." Shen Yang said coldly.

Yang Pingfei took the opportunity to smooth things over quickly: "Brother Hui, why can't Shen Yang drink alcohol? Is it bad for your health?"

"I'm not sick." Shen Yang said impatiently.

"Then drink less. Here are the two of us." After Yang Pingfei said this, Pang Hui reluctantly nodded.

Shen Yang actually doesn't care whether he drinks or not, and he doesn't like wine too much.He just doesn't like that Pun-hui treats him like a child.Watching Yang Pingfei pour the wine for him tremblingly, Shen Hang stared at the cup for a while, almost making Yang Pingfei think that there were bugs in it.

It wasn't until Shen Yang looked away that Yang Pingfei felt relieved.Not long after the dishes were served, Yang Pingfei saw a large bowl piled up in Shen Hang's bowl.Pang Hui continued to pick up vegetables for him until the bowl couldn't fit.Yang Pingfei reminded: "Brother Hui, let Shen Yang come by himself, he is not a child."

"Well, do it yourself." Pang Hui said, and picked up another chicken leg for him.

Shen Yang waited for Pang Hui to finish picking up the dishes before he began to eat silently. Yang Pingfei felt that he was quite abrupt, but when he looked closely, Shen Yang was also quite abrupt.Neither of them may feel that they can fit into this atmosphere.Yang Pingfei thought about it, and decided to have a good chat with Pang Hui, not to waste this meal.

"Brother Hui, how did you end up in the special forces after you left the army?"

"Oh, you don't know, I still want to ask you, why did your kid come to the special forces..." Pang Hui laughed, and drank heavily, half of the glass was gone in one gulp.Yang Pingfei said: "I was recommended by my superiors because of my good grades. You know that too, haha..."

"Back then you were always number one under my command, and your shoulders hurt because of the honor?" Pang Hui patted him on the shoulder vigorously, "Well, when my superiors recommended me to do it, I always felt that I was not good enough. Suitable for the job. But now that I think about it...it's actually pretty good."

Pang Hui glanced at Shen Yang as he spoke.Shen Yang was still eating in silence.Yang Pingfei felt that the atmosphere couldn't be changed into an atmosphere where adults talk and children don't interrupt, so he asked Shen Yang: "Did Brother Hui be very domineering at the beginning?"

Shen Yang didn't speak for a while, and Yang Pingfei's embarrassment almost overflowed his head, so he raised his head and hesitated: "Are you talking to me?"

Yang Pingfei suddenly felt a little embarrassed. "...Yeah...Brother Hui is a typical example of the five big and the three thick. I think he is completely different from before."

"Oh, um." Shen Yang opened his mouth and uttered two modal particles.Yang Pingfei felt that he was still not suitable to talk to this person.Shen Yang is completely in his own world, how did Pang Hui live with him and become the relationship he has now, it really makes Yang Pingfei feel unbelievable.

It was not easy to have a drink with his brother who had been playing since he was a child. Pang Hui drank very happily and drank for three hours.Yang Pingfei paid attention to Shen Yang a few times at first, but gradually he ignored it.Shen Yang eats vegetables in silence, and can bite a vegetable stalk for 10 minutes.After he finished eating, the two chatted until Yang Pingfei wetted the bed when he was young.Shen Yang stood up and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Yang Pingfei was a little drunk, so he saw Pang Hui stand up and said, "I'll accompany you."

"No need," Shen Yang said, "it's just a few steps away."

Pang Huiye was a little drunk, but his consciousness was still clear, he hesitated for a while and said, "Go early and come back early."

After Shen Hang went out, he walked for a while before seeing the bathroom.He only drank a little, didn't feel much, just felt a little hot.After he solved the problem, he rinsed his hands in the sink, looked up in the mirror, and then his eyes saw the blood slowly dripping from his nostrils.Shen Yang was taken aback, and quickly wiped it with his hands.Then he saw blood dripping from between his fingers.Shen Hang's breathing became rapid, and he stretched his hands under the faucet to wash desperately, and then moved his face closer to the faucet.Clear water was poured into his nasal cavity, and Shen Hang coughed violently several times.He stumbled away from the sink, fumbled for a paper towel and wiped his fingers and nose vigorously, the bloody redness disappeared from blurry to clear vision.Shen Yang looked up at the mirror.No nosebleeds.He looked down again to examine his fingers carefully.No wounds of any kind.No bleeding points at all.

Shen Hang wiped his face, leaned against the wall panting, and blinked hard, the dark irises almost merged with the pupils.Is it hallucination?Shen Yang secretly speculated in his heart.He looked at himself in the mirror again, which was almost soaked, wiped his face vigorously with a paper towel, and then pushed the door open with his dripping bangs.The second he walked out of the bathroom, his left foot tilted, and his body fell to the ground so suddenly.