Doomed

"Is this why you came here?" Pang Hui sat beside him and asked in a low voice.

"What." They could no longer see the neighborhood, and Shen Yang sat in the taxi with a very calm expression.

"Look at Yaoyao?" Pang Hui asked, holding his hand.

"Well," Shen Yang nodded very bluntly and honestly, as if he didn't notice Pang Hui's small movements, "I want to make sure that she won't encounter any bad luck in the next six months."

Pang Hui froze for a moment, his eyes were a bit strange, he couldn't help asking: "Didn't you say...you can't see your sister's bad luck..."

Shen Yang nodded again.He raised his head and looked at Pang Hui: "I've been with her before, and I'm afraid that it will affect my prediction, so I'll look at it again."

"...What's the result?" Pang Hui asked.

"I didn't see it," Shen Yang said, "This is the result I want to get."

Pang Hui didn't understand Shen Yang.

Shen Yang was silent for a while, and said: "I didn't see her bad luck. There are people who prove that I can't see the bad luck. Her future is unconstrained in my eyes, and there is no inevitable fate." Shen Yang turned around Turning his head, he looked at Pang Hui, "You too."

Pang Hui almost held his breath.He felt dizzy so badly that he couldn't speak for a moment.This is obviously not a love story, but Pang Hui feels that it is the most sensational thing Shen Yang has ever said to him except "say it every day".He traveled half of China to confirm one thing, which was for Pang Hui.

Pang Hui grabbed Shen Yang's hands tightly, and the hands with protruding bones struggled in his palms, but did not break free.Pang Hui's face flushed a little, and he repeatedly rejoiced that his physique was the same as Shen Chengyao's. If Shen Yang could see his bad luck, he might have left Pang Hui long ago.

It has been more than ten minutes since Pang Hui realized that the place where the taxi drove them was not the station.When Shen Yang reported the place name, he used the local dialect, but Pang Hui didn't understand it.So he frowned and asked, "Where do we go now?"

Shen Yang was silent for a while, then lowered his eyes and said, "My hometown."

Shen Lang's hometown is almost a gloomy nightmare for him.He was insulted by his cousin in preschool and grew up called "little bastard".He "killed" his cousin after going to school and was beaten and abused by relatives.He was confined in a small room and endured hunger and fear. He doubted what he saw, doubted life, and doubted his own existence in the panic of growing stronger day by day.

Shen Rang was born there, and the young Shen Rang was also buried there.

The taxi can only drive to an iron bridge, and it is impossible to go any further. The small roads in the village do not allow cars to pass.In this area with a higher altitude and a larger latitude, the climate is already very cold. Unlike the south, there has been light snowfall here.Shen Lang walked on the small snow-covered road, and everything in front of him gradually overlapped with the previous scenery.He didn't know if he was 27 or seven.He painted his family in the snow on this road, which was still very spacious for him at the time.The family he had seen, the family he imagined.

Pang Hui followed behind Shen Yang and saw him stop slowly.He stood in the middle of the path with his hands in his pockets.The cold dyed his pale face a faint red.He seemed to be standing in a vast expanse of snow, empty and empty.

Pang Hui stepped forward and held Shen Lang's cold fingers.Pang Hui's hand was warm and big, with a gun in his palm.He hasn't used a gun for a long time, but Shen Yang knows that he has a gun, and he takes it out for practice every night.Pang Hui used that method to keep himself from forgetting his past, but Shen Yang tried his best to forget it.

Pang Hui's hand was like a small stove, quickly warming Shen Lang's hand.He started walking again.There are more than a dozen families in the whole village, and cooking smoke rose from the roof of every house.The Shen family's old house is in the deepest part.

When Shen Yang and Pang Hui walked on this path, some people standing at their door looked at them with curiosity, vigilance, and surprise.Some children followed behind Shen Yang and Pang Hui step by step, imitating their walk.

Shen Yang didn't pay any attention to it, but Pang Hui looked back, wondering if Shen Yang was like this back then—wearing a small purple padded jacket, fat and round like a ripe rotten apple.

With undisguised curiosity and malice, they tested the two outsiders.

Shen Yang and Pang Hui gradually walked towards the deepest and largest wooden house with the eyes of a group of children and many villagers.Whispering sounds entered Pang Hui's ears, as if inadvertently, or as if they were deliberately heard by the two outsiders.

"Such a big child... looks like the old Shen's family used to..."

"You are well dressed, I heard that you have already entered the city... I haven't come back for more than ten years, why did you come back..."

"...Who is that next to..."

"do not know……"

Shenjiadai is such a place where the roads are not smooth and smooth. People who go out rarely come back, and even if they come back, they will not bring their friends with them.Unless it's your partner.

Shen Yang is like the most legendary person, which has attracted the topic of all the villagers.There is only one thing about people, and everyone in this village is a topic.The deepest old Shen's family is also the most topical one.

Shen Lang approached the house along the path in his memory. The closer he got, the more nervous Pang Hui felt.The Shen Hang's hand in his palm was clenched unconsciously, even trembling a little.Pang Hui took off the decorative scarf around his neck and wrapped it around his neck, trying to reduce his exposure to the wind.And Shen Yang almost didn't notice it, just looked forward with pale lips.

They finally reached the main entrance.Different from other dilapidated houses, this old house looks much more "magnificent". Everything has been redecorated, and even the wooden doors have been replaced with wooden furniture in the city.Pang Hui was a little strange.Shen Yang's parents in this family have already moved into the city, and they have the ability and financial resources to change their residence. Even if they live in the town, it is much better than living in this small mountain with no roads and no news.

Pang Hui knew that there were 4 people living in this family.Shen Yang's grandma had passed away, his grandfather, uncle and aunt lived here, and in the year Shen Chengyao was born, he had another child.That is Shen Yang's cousin.But because of their estrangement, they didn't get to know them carefully.

Shen Yang's face was stiff, and his abdomen was throbbing.Seeing him covering his abdomen, Pang Hui quickly asked, "What's wrong?" Then he thought of the child at the station before.That child has stomach cancer, and it will be a long time before the real attack comes.Shen Yang hadn't shown any abnormalities before, could it be a reaction now?

"Stomach pain?"

Shen Rang stood up straight under Pang Hui's question.It doesn't hurt very much, he thought.He's been in so much pain, it's just a little pain.He has never had stomach cancer, but he has broken bones, damaged internal organs, experienced suffocation, and even personally felt the feeling of his heartbeat gradually stopping.

It's not very painful.

Shen Yang straightened his body like a pine and cypress.

Pang Hui looked at him worriedly, but he didn't say much.At this time, Shen Yang is like a soldier, a soldier preparing for war does not need any words to lower morale.Pang Hui didn't understand why Shen Yang didn't seek help from his relatives before. In his eyes, any parent should love their children and their own flesh and blood.He didn't know why Shen Yang would rather move in strange cities again and again, looking for a way out with no way out, rather than go back to a place with relatives.But now he thinks he understands something.

Shen Yang told him what happened when he was young.The family abandoned him.

Shen Lang walked into the open door and walked into the hall along the familiar road that made him dizzy.There was no one in the vestibule of the old house. Knowing that he made some noises when he walked in, someone followed the sound and looked at Shen Yang and Pang Hui.

Pang Hui saw that it was a woman who looked nearly 60 years old.There were already deep wrinkles on the woman's face, and women in the mountain villages aged faster than those in the city, so Pang Hui quickly guessed his identity - Shen Yang's aunt.

When she saw Shen Yang, she almost opened her eyes wide in disbelief, and then said incredulously, "Who are you?"

"Shen Yang." When Shen Yang's voice fell, the washbasin in the woman's hand fell to the ground suddenly, and then she turned and ran, shouting as she ran, "He's back! He's back!"

Shen Yang stiffened his body and walked straight forward.Pang Hui had to follow him closely, and when Shen Yang was about to bump into a man who came out, he quickly pulled him away to avoid the collision.

The yelling woman huddled behind the arm of the visitor, Shen Yang looked at the other person, and said slowly: "Uncle."

Pang Hui felt that his lungs were about to explode when he held his breath.

"What are you doing back? Ah?! What are you doing back here?!" The man had a broom in his hand, and when he saw Shen Yang, he pulled it out. "Murder!"

Unexpectedly, the tall man standing beside Shen Yang stopped the broom with one hand and threw it violently on the ground.Pang Hui's cold and stern eyes made the man unable to continue to attack Shen Yang. He looked at Shen Yang, took a step back in horror, and said, "Okay, you...you have found a helper...do you want to come and kill us? Yes! Say it!"

Pang Hui took a step forward, half-blocking Shen Yang behind him.He regretted that he told Shen Yang's direct blood relatives about Shen Yang.Both Shen Yang's grandfather and parents knew that he was in prison. This was the only thing that Pang Hui notified them at that time except his guardian status.

Shen Lang didn't retreat or retaliate, he said, "Where's Shen Pei?"

Hearing this name, Pang Hui's pupils shrank a little, and the couple from the Shen family also shrank in fear. "You... What do you want to do? What do you want to do to our little Pei?!" Shen Yang's aunt suddenly broke out.She picked up the broom on the ground and yanked it hard towards Shen Yang. Pang Hui blocked the broom and pulled Shen Lang back.Shen Yang said: "He is setting up a factory now? Where is it?"

"I'll beat you to death. It's not enough for you to kill my Xiaokai, you also want to kill my little Pei. You..." Shen Lang's uncle jumped up, grabbed a wooden flower stand in the hall and threw it at Shen Let it dry.Shen Hang hid in embarrassment, looking at his uncle with very stiff and indifferent eyes.The man felt his heart beating flusteredly because of his direct gaze.

Shen Yang said: "P city? Pharmaceutical factory?"

The blood circulation in Pang Hui's whole body was somewhat poor, and he heard the woman screaming: "He knows it all! He wants to kill him!..."

But Pang Hui knew that it was not Shen Yang who wanted to kill his cousin, but someone his cousin cooperated with who wanted to kill him.