Doomed

When Pang Hui woke up, he found that Shen Yang had his eyes closed. He breathed a sigh of relief, and washed himself first before waking Shen Yang.Shen Yang was woken up by him, and woke up quickly.Pang Hui then wiped his face.

Shen Yang raised his head slightly, putting his face close to Pang Hui's palm, and then Pang Hui heard him ask, "Where is this?"

Pang Hui breathed a sigh of relief, but felt a stronger disappointment.He forced a smile and said, "Hospital, you have been asleep for half a month." Pang Hui repeated what he said day after day, and then took out the diary for Shen Yang.Shen Hang looked at the diary and sat on the bed without moving.Pang Hui felt that he should have been like this when he was a child, never hurting others, like a quail who is afraid of the outside world but silently accepts all information from the outside world.

Shen Hang read the diary all morning on the bed, and some newspapers from the past half a month, and then it was lunch time.Shen Lang's upper body could already be lifted up, and he was sitting there, holding chopsticks with a pair of thin and pale hands.Pang Hui said distressedly: "Your neck brace is removed, so eat more, you are too thin."

"You've lost a lot of weight too." Shen Hang said without raising his eyes.

Pang Hui's heart skipped a beat, and he glanced at Shen Yang, but found that there was no difference.Shen Yang's memory came back from half a month ago, and when he saw him all of a sudden, he felt that it was natural for him to lose weight.

Shen Yang was a little unaccustomed to eating. After all, he had been fed for half a month, and his fingers were a little weak.He said, "When can I get out of bed and walk around?"

Pang Hui froze for a while, feeling that what Shen Yang asked was a bit strange.If Shen Yang wants to get out of bed, he will leave directly.I've done this before.Pang Hui looked at him carefully for a while, and seeing that he was really about to get out of bed, he said: "Your foot bones are fine, but it's sprained. It's been hurt for a hundred days. It may not be easy to walk now."

Shen Yang said: "But I want to go for a walk." Pang Hui thought for a while in embarrassment, and said, "Just take a walk, don't take too long." He helped Shen Yang get out of bed while helping him move the shelf of the salt water bottle.

Shen Lang staggered as soon as he got out of bed, and Pang Hui grabbed him, feeling that something was caught in his hand.He touched Shen Xiang's terribly thin waist distressedly, and said, "You're too thin, you need to eat more."

Shen Yang looked up at him, and then said very meekly: "Well, buy more."

Pang Hui was so surprised that he almost froze.He helped Shen Lang downstairs and walked around the garden.The conditions of the hospital are good. There are few people coming and going in the garden, most of them are patients, accompanied by family members, and the atmosphere is very peaceful.When Shen Lang went downstairs, he jumped up and down, panting after walking a few steps, Pang Hui simply carried him down, and limped to help him go downstairs.

Shen Yang had no contact with anyone before, but Pang Hui stayed here for half a month, and met many people going up and down the stairs.A few old people greeted Pang Hui, and casually asked if the patient next to him was his younger brother.

Pang Hui said yes, and then introduced it to Shen Yang, but he didn't expect Shen Yang to respond or remember these people.Shen Yang is indifferent, he doesn't have the slightest curiosity about people who won't see them again, and he doesn't bother to talk to them.Pang Hui used to follow behind him in the past, in order to help make up for those who offended him, he was often overwhelmed sometimes.After the initial embarrassment and complaints passed, he was quite used to it.But to his surprise, Shen Yang nodded and called everyone uncle one by one.

The patients just exchanged a few words of greeting, and Pang Hui walked away with Shen Yang.Shen Hang walked downstairs with him in silence for half an hour, and then followed him back upstairs.

For the next three or four days, this behavior pattern persisted.In the morning, Pang Hui would take Shen Yang downstairs for a walk, trying to avoid contact with the same patients and repeat the introduction to Shen Yang. In the afternoon, he would sit in the ward and read for a while, and sometimes someone would come to visit Shen Yang.Since Wang Mang came to visit him once, he didn't come to visit the class again, and Pang Hui knew it was to avoid being exposed.But Wang Mang often sends letters to Shen Yang, brought by Yang Pingfei or Wang Guo, and Pang Hui often helps Shen Yang recall who Wang Mang is and what his letters care about him.Pang Hui only picks up comforting words, not key points.Shen Yang didn't have the obsession to read the letter himself.While Pang Hui was happy about this, he realized that Shen Yang's spirit was deteriorating.

He became very lethargic, but woke up shortly after closing his eyes.He had severe night sweats and his eyes were bloodshot.But Shen Yang insisted on getting out of bed for a walk every day, listening to Pang Hui talk about his recent situation and his own family.Until one day, when Shen Yang got out of bed, he staggered and fell directly on Pang Hui's body.Pang Hui hugged Shen Yang in shock, put him on the bed, and shouted: "What's wrong! What's wrong!"

Shen Rang's eyes were full of blue shadows. He leaned on Pang Hui's shoulder and said, "...it's okay, just a little dizzy."

Pang Hui turned his face to himself, clearly seeing his dark eye circles and bright red bloodshot eyes.Pang Hui said anxiously: "Dizzy? I'll call the doctor..."

"No need!" Shen Yang grabbed him.Pang Hui looked at Shen Yang's hand with protruding veins, and couldn't help clenching his teeth.He grabbed Shen Yang's shoulder and looked deeply into the other's eyes.

"Shen Yang, tell me, have you not slept?"

Pang Hui didn't call him Ah Rang.Shen Yang looked up at him, his eyes a little dazed.It looked extremely tired.

Pang Hui gritted his teeth, tried to shake him and said, "Shen Yang! You can't do this!"

Shen Yang focused his eyes slowly and bored, trying to look at Pang Hui.He seemed to see Pang Hui's eyes in the dark night, and saw Pang Hui give him a spoonful of crushed apples and stuff them into his mouth.He opened his mouth, opened and closed it several times, and finally made a sound that was almost gnashing his teeth: "...I don't want to..."

"Shen Hang!" Pang Hui shouted angrily.This sound almost woke Shen Rang from his dizziness.

Shen Rang stubbornly stared at Pang Hui with his eyes wide open.

Pang Hui said with a livid face, "When did it start... when did it start!?"

Shen Yang didn't answer Pang Hui's roar, he didn't say a word, his eyes still stared at Pang Hui.

Pang Hui was so distracted by the stares that he almost felt angry about smashing things.If Shen Yang hasn't slept since that day, then he hasn't slept for five days and five nights!A normal person, an ordinary normal person can't stay up for five days and five nights without sleep, and Shen Yang is even just a seriously injured patient!Pang Hui's hand firmly grasped Shen Lang's arm, which was almost as thin as a bone.He knew that Shen Yang had been constantly testing his memory since the day he was a newcomer. He had tried many methods, and recalling the three meals of the previous day was already the simplest and gentlest way.Shen Yang also tried frightening and bumping to test whether it would allow him to gain memory.He kept a diary of his attempts, but none of them were successful.If he had to lose his memory, how long did he keep it?Does this depend on his waking hours?If he has been awake, has the memory always been there?If this is true, then it proves that there is nothing wrong with his short-term memory, but a problem with the sleep mechanism...

Shen Yang wrote part of his guess into his diary, and part of it was told to Pang Hui.Pang Hui sometimes selectively erases days with dangerous thoughts-the pen he gave Shen Hang was a pencil.In this way, Shen Yang's thinking will not continue to develop along the "he of the previous day".But Pang Hui didn't expect that Shen Yang still started to try, neither writing this action into his diary, nor telling Pang Hui.How did he view himself and Pang Hui's care!

Pang Hui thought of Shen Lang asking himself repeated questions day after day, enduring silence and loneliness in the middle of the night day after day, forcing himself to stay awake, and felt angry constantly rising in his throat.

"What on earth do you want to do! What on earth do you want to do?!" Pang Hui shook his shoulder vigorously, shaking the bottle of salt water so that it almost fell off.

Shen Lang stared up at him, his lips turned white, and then said in an unusually calm voice: "I don't want to forget." He took a deep breath, and suppressed his slightly trembling voice under Pang Hui's red eyes: "I don't want to forget." Forget...your words."

Pang Hui's mind went blank.

Shen Yang endured the increasingly complicated hallucinations in front of him, and spoke slowly.He felt that his voice was full of echoes, as if echoing in a tall church.Countless pictures overlapped and placed between him and Pang Hui.He half closed his eyes to avoid those wrong complex senses, and answered Pang Hui's question with the simplest expression.

"I don't want to see new despair every day...you won't let me record anything about that sentence. I don't want to forget everything you did...what you said to me..."

Shen Rang grabbed Pang Hui's sleeve, and his grip became tighter and tighter, almost viciously.He tried to open his eyes wide, resisting the intense sleepiness, and let his eyes focus on Pang Hui's eyes. "I don't want to sleep...I don't want to sleep...Responsibility...It's my responsibility..."

Pang Hui's fists tightened little by little, and he slowly hugged Shen Yang into his arms.Shen Hang grabbed his collar and said, "I'm afraid that once I fall asleep... I won't remember again... I can't sleep... I can't sleep..."

Pang Hui's eyes were wet.He pressed Shen Hang's back and said, "Go to sleep..."

"Can't sleep..." Shen Yang repeated with despair, "Pang Hui...that day...the first day I stayed awake...I saw my bad luck from the diary..."

"I'll be hit by a broken potion bottle...I can't see the future...It's all black...Pang Hui...I can't sleep, I can't forget you..."

Pang Hui's whole body was extremely stiff.He remembered the strange shape of Shen Yang's eyes when he looked at the diary five days ago.At that time he clearly felt something.In the next five days, he also felt Shen Yang's abnormality many times.He clearly should know that Shen Yang was pretending to be asleep, but subconsciously, he might have been tacitly acquiescing and rejoicing at Shen Yang's actions, and he subconsciously avoided this idea.If he had a gun handy at the moment, he could aim it at his temple almost instantly.

Pang Hui almost wanted to press Shen Yang into his body.He pressed his lips against Shen Rang's hair, and begged in a hoarse and almost hysterical voice: "A Rang, you go to sleep..."

Shen Rang's pale fingers pinched his collar tightly, his body trembling slightly.

Pang Hui said: "Ah Rang, you go to sleep...As long as you wake up, I will tell you every day...that sentence..."

"You have to let me know every day...you have to let me know..." Shen Hang repeated his words, his hot and humid body gradually stopped shaking.Pang Hui realized that Shen Rang had finally fallen asleep.It was in a coma.He couldn't take it anymore.

Shen Yang's words became a prophecy.

He was in a coma for nearly thirty hours.Pang Hui sat beside him and stared at him for thirty hours without moving.He has been thinking about how Shen Hang managed to stay awake under the intense sleepiness in such a silent night.What else did he do to himself to keep himself sane.

After Shen Hang slept for twenty hours, Pang Hui even thought that he would never wake up again, but God bless him, he opened his eyes at No.20 for four hours.But he is not sober.

The first thing Shen did after hanging out was to go to the bathroom.Pang Hui helped him hold the shelf, and paid attention to the hanging IV bottle.Shen Yang insisted on coming alone, so Pang Hui could only stand by the door and wait for 2 minutes.Before the third minute, there was a messy sound from inside, and the sound of a metal frame falling to the ground. Pang Hui's heart skipped a beat, and he stepped into the bathroom with one step.Shen Hang fell to the ground, an IV bottle was smashed to the ground, and the medicine dripped into the floor drain.Pang Hui was so frightened that he almost went into cardiac arrest.He picked up Shen Lang who was on the ground and yelled frantically: "Doctor! Doctor! Nurse!"

When Shen Yang was pushed away, Pang Hui was still sitting on the ground stupidly, unable to recover for a while.It took him a while to jump up suddenly, and ran out after Shen Yang.However, what made him almost lost his mind was that he was a little unable to react. After an emergency investigation and a brain CT, the doctor gave Pang Hui an unexpected good news: the congestion in Shen Yang's head had been completely removed.

Shen Yang seemed to have had a long, long sleep and had a long, long dream.The content of the dream was too complicated for him to describe in words.He saw many things that he couldn't see normally, and he also remembered countless people who had "seen" before.He walked through strange places with their vision, heading towards bad luck over and over again.

When Shen Yang opened his eyes, he felt that his head was so heavy that he could hardly lift it, and so did his eyelids.He felt his whole face was very stiff.The swaying scenery in front of him gradually became clear after settling down. Shen Yang looked at the blank ceiling for a long time before slightly moving his neck and turning his head.Then he saw a head lying beside him.

It's Pang Hui.

Shen Yang looked at that face for a long time, until someone made a surprised and surprised voice: "Brother Shen! Are you awake!?"

This sound woke Pang Hui up.

Pang Hui's body bounced violently, almost as if it had been electrified.He jumped up suddenly, and his mind quickly recovered from confusion.He only heard the word "Shen Rang", so he was the first to cast his eyes on Shen Rang.Then he widened his eyes and almost knocked the Shenyang hospital bed shifted a few centimeters.

"Ah... Ah Rang!"

Shen Hang stared at Pang Hui, then at the person who stood there to wake Pang Hui up.

Wang Mang stood there holding some condolence items, his face full of excitement, wondering why Pang Hui's reaction was so strong, when he heard Shen Rang say, "Put the things down."

Wang Mang quickly put down the things.Shen Yang went on to say, "Did something happen because you came here because of victory?"

When Shen Yang's voice fell, Pang Hui's eyes slowly opened wide.