The Yin-Yang Tunes of Transmigrating Books

Yin broken episode

I don't know what's wrong with me like this, every time I don't see Song Yuhuan, I can't stop thinking about her in my heart, and her appearance can't be controlled in my mind.

But every time I really saw her, I didn't dare to take the liberty to meet her gaze, as if her gaze had a scorching heat that made me avoid it.

Just like right now, she is sitting opposite me quietly pouring wine for herself, the white porcelain wine glass is held by the green onion jade finger, and the glass is filled with clear and translucent nectar and jade dew.

I just glanced up at her secretly, and I was deeply impressed by the elegance of her mannerisms.

Her pale beige-colored lips pressed against the rim of the cup lightly, leaving a gap between her lips and teeth. If you look carefully, you can see that her light-colored lips are shining with clear water, and her thin lips are as moist as spring rain.

I have told myself countless times to look away quickly, but my eyes seem to be glued to Song Yuhuan's slender fingers that complement the white porcelain wine cup, and I am reluctant and don't want to move away.

The heartbeat was suddenly so fast that there was no rhythm at all, and the violent vibration was like a drum, so loud that even I could clearly hear it.Subconsciously swallowed a mouthful of saliva in embarrassment, my eyes dodged around, and I didn't dare to look at her again for a while.

Master taught me many things, but he never told me what it means to meet someone with a suffocating heartbeat.

I couldn't figure it out, so I closed my eyes and tried to calm my heartbeat.However, the more I wanted to forget the culprit that made me feel uneasy, the clearer her clear eyebrows became, engraved in my heart and lingering.

Giving up the resistance, I simply opened my eyes in despair, never wanting to miss her every move, and just stared at her from afar.

The person on the opposite side didn't seem to notice my strangeness, and just drank the wine he filled up, glass after glass.It seems to be using wine to relieve sorrow and add sorrow to sorrow.

Seeing her so bewildered, melancholy filled my heart, I opened and closed my mouth, and finally opened my mouth, "Stop drinking, you've had enough."

After hearing my persuasion, she hesitated slightly with the hand holding the white porcelain cup, and opened her moist eyes full of water vapor, trying to see my appearance clearly.

After a long time, she called me inarticulately, with a tone of nostalgia and melancholy, "Xiao Sui...", the white porcelain cup held by her fingertips fell down, and the wine spilled on the floor.

I frowned uncomfortably, she had never called me Xiao Sui so affectionately.The eyes she looked at me didn't seem to be staring at me, but more like seeing some acquaintance through me, with surprise and hesitation on her face.

Mingming already knew this unpleasant fact, that is, she was just a substitute for Song Yuhuan.Obviously she has already given me so much compensation, but my heart, which cannot be calmed down, is still stubbornly clamoring for its dissatisfaction.

Who are you looking through me?Is that the guy named Xiao Sui?No wonder you made me change the name.

It's a pity that I'm not your little Sui, and I'm not Yin Sui, my name is Yin Mi.

"Xiao Sui... Come here, come here. I miss you... Let's forget about our past grievances. I don't care if you turned against me because of Hengmei. I just ask you to stay by my side, no matter what." Crystal clear drops of water overflowed from the eyes filled with moisture, and rolled down the cheeks all the way to the thin pointed chin.

In the end, because the water drops couldn't bear the weight, like pearls with broken strings, they hit the ground one by one, and flowers bloomed.

Faced with this situation, my heart became inexplicably heavy. I was used to her cold-hearted attitude, but now her sad tears have greatly changed her past impression in my mind.

I couldn't get used to her pitiful crying pear blossoms with rain, so I left my seat, walked up to her, stretched out a palm, spread it out, and the fine palm prints covered the palm.

A drop of warm crystal liquid melted in the palm of my hand. Seeing her crying sadly, I didn't say anything to dissuade her. I just leaned forward, pinched a corner of my clothes, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

During the whole process, she didn't cry or make trouble, just sat there like a well-behaved and sensible child, at my mercy.

I accidentally touched her hot face with smooth skin with my fingertips, and I couldn't help looking at her worriedly. She stared at me with red eyes, and even reached out and grabbed my sleeve tightly, holding my root tightly. Like a life-saving straw, he will not let go.

"Let's never separate again, okay?" She looked at me timidly, for fear that I would not agree and increase the strength in her hands. I was pulled by her so that I couldn't stand up for a while, and I fell towards her.

Seeing this, she raised her eyebrows, opened her arms and pulled me into her arms, and said with a mischievous smile, "Now, you can't escape anymore~"

escape?I have never thought of it this way, as long as you still need me for a day, I will be by your side for a day.

I stroked her tightly locked brows with my fingers, and I looked down at the mess below me in a daze, and a sense of infinite sourness suddenly surged in my heart, but there was a little sweetness mixed with the sourness, which made me at a loss as to what to do.

She was still sleeping very deeply. In order not to let other people notice the abnormality, I had no choice but to quickly put on the clothes she threw aside when she indulged, resisted the discomfort underneath, found a towel and soaked it in a basin of warm water To wipe her body.

She lazily turned over and muttered something in a low voice, and my eye circles turned red for a moment, because what she yelled was the word "Xiao Sui".

Taking a deep breath, I squeezed the towel dry and wanted to wipe her neck. She was sleepy and pushed my hand away with some dissatisfaction.

"Hey, I'll wipe it for you." The coercion didn't work, so I had to coax her softly, but under my soft and hard words, she finally turned over drunk.

After finally tidying up her body, I was about to close the open placket on her chest, but she stretched out her hand and held my hand, nervously, "Don't leave me."

Do you know that the person who really can't leave you is me?

Outside the high courtyard wall stood two women, one was a little older and the other was only twenty-eight years old.If you listen carefully, you can still hear the quarrel between the two, and the atmosphere seems very condensed.

"Why don't you kill her?" The woman's usually gentle face turned stern, and her deep voice seemed a little impatient.

"I haven't found the right time to do it yet." I didn't dare to look at her expression, so I just lowered my head and pretended to be calm. Only I knew that the palms hidden under the sleeves were already covered with sticky sweat.

"She hasn't fully believed you yet?" The woman's sharp eyes swept across my body, her words were full of distrust.

"I will do it when the time comes. Master can rest assured." In order not to keep her staring at me, I had no choice but to give her a guarantee.

"I hope you won't disappoint my teacher." The corner of the woman's lips twitched, she was in a good mood and stretched out her hand to cover my head, seemingly gently stroking my hair.

Her palm was hanging above my head. In order not to let her notice my strangeness, I tried my best to make my breathing as steady as possible, just like the days when I was with her.

"Master, this apprentice is awake." I didn't dare to breathe, for fear of accidentally revealing my emotions.

After a while, she withdrew her palm in satisfaction, and whispered in my ear, "Don't forget who is the benefactor who saved you from the flames." After saying that, she turned and left without nostalgia.

Because I was too nervous, my calf went numb for a while, I couldn't stand upright for a while, and fell to the ground in embarrassment.

The sweaty clothes stuck to my back made me shiver.The joy of being alive after a catastrophe filled my heart, my nose was inexplicably sore, the corners of my eyes were a little damp and hot, and I could taste bitter and salty tears when I opened my mouth.

A crystal snowflake fell on the tip of my nose, slightly cool.I leaned my back against the high wall, put my arms around my knees, and buried my face in the gap between my knees, trying to hide my embarrassment.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a sound of gentle footsteps approaching, and her familiar and reassuring body fragrance was entangled in the wind.

And my body tensed all of a sudden, because I knew that her appearance at this moment was unusual.I wanted to say something, but found that all the words seemed weak, I could only look up at her blankly.

She stood right in front of me, the light hit her slender body, casting a shadow that enveloped my whole body inside.

I didn't say a word and she didn't say a word. After a moment of silence, she stretched out her palm to me.The white and slender palms were spread flat in front of my eyes, and her eyes were as silent as stagnant water, showing no emotion.

"..." After struggling in my heart for a while, I still gritted my teeth and held her hand, as cold as I remembered.

The moment I got up, I was still about to fall because of numbness in my legs and feet.Her palms were soft and strong, and she brought my body, which was about to fall, into her fragrant arms.

This close distance made me ignore the timidity in my heart, my cheeks blushed, and I didn't dare to raise my head, for fear that she would see through my little thoughts.But I have to admit that I am indeed greedy for her embrace.

At this moment, I suppressed the charming thoughts in my heart and straightened up from her arms.

"I'm sorry, I..." Looking into her eyes at a loss, I opened my mouth slowly, not knowing how to continue what I said.

"It's snowing, and it's cold outside. If you have anything to say, let's talk about it when you go back." Without further words, she turned her head and walked forward.

Rao has long been used to her usual condensed attitude, and I was not sure whether I should follow her for a while, I hesitated and lowered my head to look at the ground.

I don't know how far she has gone, so far that I can no longer hear her footsteps.Lost emotions filled my heart, I was so cold, even if I hugged my arms tightly, I couldn't stop the coolness that invaded the bottom of my heart, because the coldness of the body is never as cold as the coldness of the heart.

I should have known long ago that to her, I was just a passer-by in her long life.Even if I have more unwillingness, what's the use?

After all, there is always a distance between Yin Sui and Song Yuhuan.I am very clear that I am afraid that I will not be able to touch her heart in my whole life, because there is already someone in her heart who is one step ahead of me and has taken root there.

I pursed my lips, forcing back the tears lingering in my eyes. "It's time to go back, we can't keep her waiting too long", I said to myself.

I took a deep breath, calmed down, raised my head to look forward, and suddenly met a line of sight.The eyes met, she stood in the flying snow, staring at me quietly, the snowflakes covered her shoulders.