The sun and the moon are affectionate

(One)

Once upon a time, there was a poor boy who vowed to forge the most powerful magic weapon in the world.By chance, he entered the desert, found the legendary seven-color crystal mother, and used it to cast a pair of swords.

According to legend, the Dragon Soul Saber and the Phoenix Blood Sword are unparalleled in the universe.The sword grows in love over time, and the holder of the sword will also be connected with each other.When the minds of the two are unified, the most powerful force in the universe will be aroused, and no external force can destroy it.

Shangguan Yan is the holder of the Phoenix Blood Sword.She has known the origin of Dragon Soul Saber and Phoenix Blood Sword since she was a child.

So, when Sima Changfeng appeared in front of her holding the Dragon Soul Saber, she began to secretly agree.Unfortunately, such psychological hints did not bring her much happiness.Enmity between the country and the family, mysterious mission, vendetta in the rivers and lakes... Enmity and resentment are chaotic, she is regarded as the daughter of the enemy by the owner of the Dragon Soul Saber, and she often faces each other in battle.

For the myth of swords attracting each other, Gu Mutian was often a matchmaker in the middle.While teaching Sima Changfeng the Dragon Soul Saber technique, he praised Sima Changfeng in front of Shangguan Yan: "Yan'er, Changfeng is not indecisive, but emotional."

It's a pity that the facts have repeatedly proved that Sima Changfeng is really an indecisive master.

Sima Changfeng had too many things in his heart.His hatred, his love, his confusion, his responsibility.Too much tangled, easy to get confused.The more confused you are, the more you are afraid of making mistakes, the more you are afraid of making mistakes, the more confused you are, and the easier it is to make wrong choices.

She can always feel his pain because she has the same pain.

Sometimes, this kind of pain makes her wish to die immediately, and she has indeed done so.So did Sima Changfeng.

----Compared with love and hate, death seems easier.

If there hadn't been the origin of the dragon soul and phoenix blood to maintain the connection, maybe the two people who love each other are love each other, and if they are hostile, they are hostile, and there won't be so many entanglements.It may be true that swords have feelings, but human thoughts are much more complicated than swords.Just like the Ziqing sword in "A Chinese Journey to the West", even though it is so bullish and stinky, the love between Zixia Fairy and Zhizunbao still did not end well.

It can be seen from this that the so-called token of love, the so-called destiny, is sometimes quite unreliable.

Ultimately, though, these are just the thoughts of a bystander.

Shangguan Yan is still in love with Sima Changfeng.Maybe swords really have magical powers that can make their owners stronger than gold; or maybe in terms of personality, two people who are equally awkward can spark the spark of love.

But no matter what the possibility is, she always chooses willingly, even if she is wronged.

And Sima Changfeng fell in love with Shangguan Yan at first sight from the bottom of his heart.Even if she is regarded as the daughter of an enemy, her love for her has not diminished a bit.This two-way choice is called mutual affection.

That being the case, what else can others say.

(two)

"Yan'er...I was wrong...don't leave me...don't..."

He was slurring drunken words.She sat by the bed and smiled wryly: "It doesn't matter how good Sai Huatuo is, my heart already belongs to you, don't you really understand?"

That night, he overheard her conversation with Sai Huatuo out of context, and said sourly, "Do you regret it? I am not as nice to you as Sai Huatuo."

On that night, Ouyang Feiying was kidnapped by the Shenyue Sect, and the whole palace was in a state of tense combat readiness, but he was so drunk that he passed out.

He kept saying sorry: Yaner, I was wrong.sorry.do not leave me.

He cared about her so infatuatedly, but misunderstood her so ruthlessly.

"Miss Shangguan, this matter happened because of me, I will definitely explain it clearly to brother Sima." Ouyang said tomorrow.

She shook her head helplessly: "My sincerity is no match for his inner inferiority complex and suspicion. What does this have to do with you?"

Passionate should hate ruthless, Sima Changfeng.

She hated explaining, only hated why he didn't listen to the conversation before leaving.If he finished listening, he would know that the relationship between her and Sai Huatuo was frank.

She hated his low self-esteem and stubbornness.

But she kept watch over him all night.

"Swallow..."

"You go into the house first, I'll go out for a walk." She interrupted him, turned and left.He did not catch up.

On that night, Nongyue returned from resurrection.He said it was the happiest day he's had in a long time.

That night, Leng Yue said that Ban Tianyue should have a happy ending.He avoided answering, but still couldn't hide the entanglement in his heart.

He was still unable to kill Ban Tianyue, but it is an undeniable fact that Ban Tianyue colluded with Ouyang Feiying to launch a palace coup and brutally killed the Sima family.Even bringing him back to raise him and teach him martial arts was just to train him to be a murder tool.Could it be that the so-called grace of upbringing can really defeat the hatred of destroying the family?

She hated his swaying from side to side, his indecision.

But she still cooked a bowl of noodles for him to take care of his hungry stomach.

He is inferior, he is indecisive.She hates iron but not steel.

does he love herYes.does she love himObviously yes.

love at first sight?Love for a long time?Swords have feelings?

The answer no longer matters.The important thing is that they have been deeply connected and rooted in each other's hearts.

Perhaps, Ouyang Mingri did treat her better than Sima Changfeng.But love is not about seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, it is not about staying with whoever treats you well.Even if he wasn't the best person to her, and even made her feel painful from time to time, she still couldn't persuade herself to let go.

What's more, he was only a little vacillating on the matter of Ban Tianyue, other than that, he was still a smart, calm, affectionate and righteous person.

After all, everyone has flaws.

Chang Feng put down the bowl, and said seriously but hesitantly: "Yan'er, actually I..."

"Stop talking," Yan'er interrupted him, "Let's not mention him, shall we?"

"But I..."

"I don't want to force you. Think about your own affairs. Don't let this matter affect our relationship, okay?"

"it is good."

Yan'er snuggled into Chang Feng's arms and said in a low voice: "Sometimes, I feel really scared."

"Afraid of what?" he asked.

She didn't say any more.

Afraid, how can you not be afraid?Last time, it was Bai Tong who died.Who will be next?Nobody knows.

She didn't want to force him, she just wanted to give him some time.So no longer take the initiative to mention the matter of Ban Tianyue.

Being soft-hearted to the enemy is not necessarily a kind of kindness.But can she change him?It doesn't seem to be possible.

Well, since you can't change it, just accept it.

(three)

Accepting the imperfections of a loved one is not easy.Especially when those shortcomings are pretty annoying.

It has been several months since Sima Changfeng took over the dark clothes team.In addition to a "very smooth", there is no specific and reliable news.She knew in her heart that he was in trouble again.

She neither wanted to force him nor care about him, so she kept silent.

After holding back for seven or eight days, I felt really uncomfortable.She threw down a sentence: "I will go to see Leng Yue tomorrow."

Sima Changfeng nodded obediently.

Early the next morning, Yan'er went out by herself.

She pushed open Leng Yue's door and said with a smile: "I heard that you are sick, let me take a look."

Leng Yue sneered and said: "Then I should really thank you for this illness and recruit you, a sister who values ​​sex and despises friends."

She walked over, sat by Leng Yue's bed, pouted and said: "I don't value sex over friends. Now that the enemy is facing the enemy, it is naturally important to protect the city lord. Otherwise, I don't want to stay with that wood."

Leng Yue heard the clue: "What's wrong with you?"

"Have you heard about the dark clothes team?" she asked.

"I heard that the record is mediocre. Sima Changfeng's organizational skills may not be very strong, after all, he is used to working alone." Leng Yue said.

Shangguan Yan's expression darkened: "I heard your conversation on the day I came back from the moon."

Leng Yue scratched her head embarrassingly: "I was so drunk that day, I really don't remember what I said at all. But Sima Changfeng probably wouldn't speak for Ban Tianyue, right? The matter of the clothing team...is he deliberately wanting to give up half a day to survive?"

Shangguan Yan nodded and said, "In my opinion, Ban Tianyue must die. But I don't want to embarrass him."

"So I can only feel sad in my heart."

Shangguan Yan didn't answer.

Leng Yue sighed, and comforted: "Let's ignore that guy, come to Yan'er, give him a hug."

Yan'er thumped her lightly: "People come to you to complain, but you are so out of shape, be careful, I will get angry."

Leng Yue smiled awkwardly, and continued to comfort: "Sima Changfeng is not stupid, he will figure out the stakes."

Yan'er murmured: "I hope so."

Leng Yue frowned: "Yan'er, it's not good for you to be so forbearing, you will hurt yourself. Do you think Sima Changfeng is a man worthy of your dependence?"

Yan'er nodded.

"Even if he can't attack Ban Tianyue, is he still the one you can rely on?"

Yan'er's eyebrows were slightly frowned, thinking seriously.After a moment, she said firmly: "Well, he is."

"As long as you still think he is worth relying on, don't swallow the bitterness in your stomach. Even if Sima Changfeng can't do it, we can work together to destroy the martial arts for half a day. But this is something later. The so-called life and death, now It's too early to think about these things. The most important thing right now is not Ban Tianyue's life and death, but the relationship between you and Sima Changfeng."

Yan'er nodded silently: "You are right, if this matter affects the relationship between me and Changfeng, it is really not worth it."

Leng Yue also nodded in agreement: "That's right. Yan'er, you are a heroine, but you also have a vulnerable side, and so does Sima Changfeng. So, don't keep everything in your heart. If he is wrong, you will Beat him and scold him, even if he is judged, he will not dare to fight back."

Yan'er smiled, "You just have a bad mouth."

Leng Yue patted Yan'er's hand and said in relief: "Yan'er, I believe that the relationship between you will not be destroyed by anyone."

Yan'er smiled and nodded.

"Ling Feng, this task is too dangerous, let me do it."

Nongyue shook off Sima Changfeng's hand, and said coldly: "Brother, it's just killing Ban Tianyue's henchmen, you just dawdle like this, don't you forget how more than [-] members of Sima's family died? Is it done? If you can’t bear to do it, then let me do it. If you don’t want to be a bad person, then let me do it.”

After Nongyue finished speaking, she left without looking back.

"Ling Feng..."

Sima Changfeng dejectedly returned to the city lord, speechless for a long time.

"Brother Sima, are you alright?" Huangfu Renhe asked with concern.

He shook his head.After a long time, a sentence suddenly popped up: "City Lord, what will happen if you let the enemy live?"

Huangfu Renhe pondered for a moment, and said: "God has the virtue of loving life. It's not that we can't show mercy to the enemy, but we must first ensure that other people are not harmed, especially the safety of ourselves and those around us. Right now, we don't have much chance of winning. .Shenyue Sect is very powerful. Once Bantianyue's Golden Buddha is not broken, it will be even more difficult for us to fight against him. The widow thinks that instead of thinking about whether to let Bantianyue die, it is better to think about how to beat him alive .”

"Yes."

"Brother Sima, I have always admired your empathy and righteousness. I don't like killing. If half a day can change his ways, it would be good to let him go; but if he doesn't want to repent, we will at least abolish him." His martial arts are good, and he cannot be allowed to continue to do evil. Therefore, defeating him is the most important thing, otherwise all assumptions will be invalid. What do you think?"

Sima Changfeng nodded.

In the past few days, Yan'er has been in a cold war with him.Every time he asked "what did I do wrong", Yan'er would just say coldly: "You know it in your heart."

The task of the dark clothes team is not going well.Sima Changfeng was used to going it alone, and the Shenyue Sect was so powerful that he didn't know what to do for a while.Therefore, after a few months, the record is not very optimistic.But he didn't want to admit defeat, and didn't want to disappoint the city lord who entrusted him with a heavy responsibility, so when the city lord asked, he only said that everything went well.

But calm down and ask yourself, is he really just unable to start?

Now, Ling Feng also said: "If you can't bear to do it, then let me do it. If you don't want to be a bad person, then let me do it."

He always felt in his heart that the reason why he was able to acquire good martial arts was due to half a month's contribution.What's more, people are not ruthless, even if the other party is his murderous enemy, after all, he has been raising him for more than ten years, so he really can't help but kill them all like this.

Maybe, maybe he really couldn't bear to do it.

The city lord is right, the most important thing now is not to let the people around him suffer any harm.The slap that Yan'er received for him almost separated them forever, and he still has lingering fears to this day.If Yan'er is threatened with death again because of being soft-hearted to Ban Tianyue, it will be more sad than killing him.

What's more, Ban Tianyue is his family-killing enemy.He bewitched Ouyang Feiying to betray his sworn brothers, and he murdered more than [-] members of the Sima family, which is a firm fact.The hatred of exterminating the family is irreconcilable, as a descendant of the Sima family, how can you be soft-hearted towards the enemy?

Ling Feng once commanded the Spring Breeze Palace, so in terms of ability, he should be stronger than him.No matter how the grievances between him and Ban Tianyue are calculated, those minions will cause endless harm if they stay in the world.Forget it, now Ling Feng is no longer a child, since he has taken over, let him go.

After much thought, I finally figured it out.