The sun and the moon are affectionate

(One)

I was also a simple, kind and happy child.

Suddenly one day, my parents, my brother, my family, and everything about me were all gone.

Nightmares accompany me every day and night.When I dreamed back at midnight, the fear and hatred welling up in my heart almost suffocated me.

Sometimes, my exclamation will attract the owner of this house.It was a strange woman, but I didn't dislike her.Sometimes she would hug me and fall asleep without saying a word, and sometimes she would hum a little song to me.

One day, I woke up from a dream and suddenly missed my father and mother very much.

After hearing what I said, she held me in her arms and asked, "Poor child, can I be your mother?"

In this way, she became my foster mother.

The mother-in-law is very capable, proficient in astronomy, geography, five elements and eight trigrams.She tried her best to teach me, and I also tried my best to learn.Because I know that only by becoming strong can I wait for an opportunity for revenge.

Cutting the murderer who killed more than [-] members of the Sima family into pieces is the only motivation for me to survive.

The foster mother admires a man named Ban Tianyue.To be honest, I hate him very much, not only because he turns a blind eye to the sincerity of his adoptive mother, but also because he wears an extremely ugly mask all day long, and has done some shameless things. When I was 15 years old, my adoptive mother told me that Ban Tianyue was the leader of Shenyue Sect, and Shenyue Sect was the number one gangster in Sifang City.

Presumably he didn't dare to show his true colors because he was afraid that people would seek revenge.

I don't like Ban Tianyue, and I don't want to assist him.But this man who doesn't know good and bad often arranges some dangerous tasks for his stepmother. I really can't see it, so I agreed for her one by one.Non-poisonous poison is the method I use most often. As long as I do a little trick, I can make it watertight.Gradually, I became Ban Tianyue's most capable assistant.

The mother-in-law said that I should try my best to help Ban Tianyue, but I must guard against Ban Tianyue.Her attitude puzzled me, and until the time of her death, I failed to understand the true meaning of her words.

It wasn't until I went to Wufeng Valley to fight for the jade seal, and heard Ding Xuelian accidentally mentioning the events of the year, that I finally understood: So Ban Tianyue is the family-killing enemy I have been looking for!It turns out that I have been doing things for the enemy!

She loves him, so she sheltered him for the rest of her life.But I was cheated by her for 16 years!During these 16 years, my biological brother and I killed each other.

Relatives become enemies, enemies become relatives, this is the masterpiece of Ouyang Feiying and Ban Tianyue.

I hate, I want revenge!No matter how heavy the price is, they must be shredded into thousands of pieces to satisfy the hatred in my heart!

I met my brother in the Valley of No Wind.I need helpers and my brother is one of them.

Then, I poisoned Shangguan Yan's eyes, made her practice blind sword, and asked Sai Hua Tuo to heal her eyes.In this way, Shangguan Yan also became my helper.

In the end, I called Xing'er to my side, gave her a pack of Hehuansan, and asked her to lure Ban Tianyue.This request itself is already too much, not to mention that it is impossible for her to come back alive.It's just because my purpose is not to destroy the half-moon golden Buddha's body, but to lead him to the tomb, that's all.

No matter how despicable the trick is, I will not blink my eyes, and I have never had more than half a sympathy.Just because I know that if you want revenge, you must be ruthless.

The night before the Battle of Bailu, I gave the Ice Silkworm Soft Armor to my brother.I changed my mind, my brother cannot participate in revenge, he must live.It is enough to kill me alone.

Sai Huatuo and I had a good time drinking and talking.He is the person I admire the most and my only friend.Never thought that he was Ouyang Feiying's son.

Forget it, although Ouyang Feiying is my enemy, at least Sifang City is well managed.That being the case, it's okay to spare his life.However, Ban Tianyue must die, and no one can stop it.

"You wouldn't save Ban Tianyue's life for Ouyang Feiying, would you?" I asked.

"He is a heinous villain," he replied.

Sai Hua Tuo has three ways not to save him: not to save him if he is not dead, not to save someone who is evil and lustful, and not to save him if he doesn't like his eyes.Now he said, Ban Tianyue is a heinous villain.I believe it.

"With your words, I am relieved."

Tonight is a good time to have a drink and talk.

On the day of Bailu, the operation failed.

The moment Sai Huatuo shot to save Ban Tianyue, I was really disappointed.Half a day and one palm smashed my internal organs, I lay in my brother's arms, looked at the tears in Sai Huatuo's eyes, and smiled lightly.

If I knew today, why was it in the first place?

I want to hate, but can't hate.I thought of Palace Mistress Wuyou, Ban Tianyue treated her like this, but she still protected him without complaint or regret.And Sai Huatuo was abandoned by Ouyang Feiying since he was a child, but he would rather break his promise to keep an irrelevant person for him.Really, so silly.

does it worth?

That's all.Since Sheng Yu, He Shengliang.If you are not highly skilled, you will not be able to break through the array I set up.In the last game, I still lost.

Yuxi, return you.

My consciousness gradually blurred, my brother hugged me in his arms and murmured my name: "Ling Feng... Ling Feng..."

Yes, I'm Sima Lingfeng, and I'm going west with a crane.Father, mother, here I come.

In a trance, I seemed to see the figure of Xing'er.

"Master, son..."

I opened my eyes in a daze, and found myself lying in the main coffin in Ouyang Mingri's tomb.Sitting up, he looked back at his body lying in the coffin.My real body is already dead, and the me who is still conscious at this moment is just a ghost.

"Master, son..."

I opened my eyes wide, searching for the source of the sound.The tomb was dimly lit, and nothing could be seen clearly.

"Young master, I'm behind you."

I turned around again and found her figure: "Xing'er?"

Xing'er, like me, is a ghost.But at this moment, she seems to be conveying something to me, and her soul is becoming more and more transparent at a visible speed.

"Xing'er, what are you doing?"

"Young master, don't be distracted, gather your true energy."

"Are you saving me??"

She did not answer.

"I let you do such a thing, don't you hate me?"

"Xing'er doesn't hate."

"why?"

"No reason."

I suddenly felt like crying.

"Xing'er, don't waste your efforts, you can't save me."

"It's true that Xing'er can't save the young master, but Sai Huatuo can."

Sai Huatuo?Hehe...will he?

"Since Sai Hua Tuo put the young master in the main coffin, he will definitely come to save the young master. Young master, please persevere...Persist a little longer..."

Xing'er's voice became weaker and weaker, and I was startled in my heart. When I turned around, I found that she was almost invisible.

"No! Xing'er, stop!"

I found out too late.That was the last time I saw her.

"My lord, Xing'er... okay..." Before the words finished, the ghost had disappeared.

When I was alive, I treated Xing'er badly.He often beats and scolds without telling her, and has always turned a blind eye to her sincerity.It's just because I think she is just a handmaid, and I have never thought about marrying a wife, and I only want revenge.Before leaving, I made her a tablet with the words "Beloved Wife Xing'er" engraved on it.It was just a kind of compassion, wanting to give her a title before dying.

Who would have thought that it would not count if she died for me, but now, she was wiped out for me.I suddenly felt empty in my heart.It seems that in my heart, there is a place for her, and it has always been there.

Some people have never said they love you, but they have been loving you with their lives.Some people have never really been together, once they miss it, it becomes a lifetime of pain.

Xing'er was right, Sai Hua Tuo had indeed come.I suddenly had a desire to live.I must come back alive and find Ban Tianyue for revenge.If I don't die for half a day, I'd rather be a ghost forever and never be reborn.

I thought I would be resurrected, but I didn't know that the life extension lamp went out on the third day.Immediately afterwards, Ouyang Yingying died, Sai Huatuo and Shangguan Yan had accidents one after another, and Ouyang Feiying also went crazy.

However, Sai Hua Tuo desperately injected his true energy into my soul, making me a free soul, able to travel freely between heaven and earth no matter day or night.

Sai Huatuo, if there is a day for me to be resurrected, I will definitely spare Ouyang Feiying's life to repay your kindness today.

I want to find someone who can bring me back to life.On the second night of Sai Huatuo's accident, God gave me a candidate.

"Seniors, this junior has a solution, but it can only save one person."

"Whoever you want to save, do your best to save, and leave the other to me."

This petite strange woman pressed her hands against Shangguan Yan's back, I was surprised to see a white light surge up from the soles of her feet, flow all over her body and be sent out by her hands.This is the first time in my life that I have seen the breath come up from the soles of the feet instead of from the dantian.

Internal strength?spell?interesting.

Perhaps this person can be of use to me.

Since then, her every move has been under my surveillance.The longer I watched him, the more strange I felt about this person.

She who saved Shangguan Yan's life didn't even have half a cent of martial arts.Not only that, but she also knows everyone's past like the back of their hands.She even knew many details better than the person involved.

the enemy?friend?

Not only I have doubts, but Sai Huatuo and others are also doubting.

Therefore, on the day Leng Yue left the palace, Sai Huatuo ordered Shangguan Yan and his elder brother to follow behind.And I followed, wanting to see what kind of tricks she was playing.

I saw her use the dagger given to her by Shangguan Yan to cut heavily on her wrist.

I saw her pick up the dagger from the ground and aim it at her abdomen, ready to kill.

I also saw Ban Tianyue knock down the dagger in her hand and bring her back to Shenyue Sect.

Could it be that Leng Yue is a member of Shenyue Sect?

In this regard, I am dubious.Because even Ban Tianyue himself doesn't know everything about everyone.Even if she really came from the Shenyue Sect, how could such a young believer know so much?This matter is still doubtful.

So, I floated back to the main altar of Shenyue Sect, which I had not seen for a long time, and started a new round of surveillance.

I saw Ban Tianyue asking her for her name and background, and persuading her to join the religion.

I saw her bluffing Ban Tianyue half-truthfully, and really bluffed him.

I saw that Ban Tianyue passed on his five-year skill to her and asked her to help him kill people.

I saw her secretly custom-made fifty human skin masks, and used a trick to let everyone on the kill order go.

I saw that Ban Tianyue trusted her more and more, and finally asked her to kill Huangfu Renhe.

Then, I saw her stab her body into the sharp knife again, just like she pointed the dagger at her abdomen that day by the river without hesitation.

I saw that Sai Huatuo's hand holding the hilt of the sword was trembling slightly, and his eyes were full of distress.

And the smile on her face was as gentle as water.

There is love between him and her.

"If I say I'm here for you, would you believe me?" Leng Yue once asked Sai Huatuo.

Thinking along this line of thought, can we solve the mystery of her life experience?

Regardless of the answer, at least one thing is certain, she is indeed the one who can help me resurrect.

That being the case, it is only a matter of time.

I suddenly felt much lighter.There is no need to do all the tricks, just wait for the right time.No need to ponder whether Leng Yue is an enemy or a friend, monitoring her has become a habit and curiosity about her.

Sai Hua Tuo, Sai Hua Tuo, Sai Hua Tuo.

Leng Yue really likes Sai Hua Tuo.Everything he said, everything he did, revolved around him.A word of concern from him, just a few words, can make her happy for a long time.

Looking at her smile, I suddenly felt that happiness can be so easy.

I used to have the favor of the Lord of the Worry-free Palace, and I once had the love of Xing'er without complaint or regret.It's just that I'm not happy.Because in my heart, Spring Breeze Palace is not my real home.No matter how good the palace lord treats me, I still miss Sima's abandoned house, still only regard the palace lord as a foster mother, and still only want revenge.

The same is true for Sai Huatuo. No matter how nice the frontier old man is to him, he is not as good as his unsatisfactory father.

When I had it, although I knew it was extremely rare, I didn't really realize its value.After losing it, I gradually realized how precious everything in the past is.The enemy's confidante, who treats me as her own; the humble maid who doesn't see me, never leaves me.All of this is so unpredictable.

Maybe, I used to be not as miserable as I thought.