The sun and the moon are affectionate

Chapter 68 Farewell to the Past

"Do you have time? I want to talk to you."

Leng Yue couldn't react for a while, and froze in place.She is really not used to Xiaoyan talking to her in this kind of negotiating tone.

"It's okay if you don't have time," Shi Qiuyan said.

"Oh, no," said Leng Yue, tapping on the stuck head, "I have time."

Yan'er and Chang Feng stood under the wishing tree, Yan'er leaned on Chang Feng's shoulder and asked, "Chang Feng, shall we go to the desert?"

"Go, why don't you go? Now that the big revenge has been avenged, it's time to live the life we've always wanted to live." Chang Feng said.

"But can you really let go of everything here?" Yan'er asked.

"What about you, Yan'er? Can you let go of everything here?" Chang Feng asked.

"Our roots are all in this Sifang City. Now Lingfeng is here. Even if we leave, we still have to come back occasionally to get together. Mother is getting old, and it is really hard to go back and forth. It is better to let her stay and spend time with Hua. Aunt Butterfly is your companion." Yan'er said.

"But Yan'er, if we leave mother-in-law here, she will definitely miss you, and you will miss her too, right?" Chang Feng said.

"So I decided not to leave." Yan'er said.

A light flashed in Changfeng's eyes: "Have you really decided?"

"Changfeng, actually you don't want to be here, right?" Yan'er laughed.

Changfeng hugged Yan'er tightly in his arms: "Yes, actually I don't want to part with it either."

"Then we won't go." Yan'er said with a smile.

Tomorrow and Nongyue chatted while playing chess.

"Am I going too far?" asked Nongyue tomorrow.

"Oh? Sai Huatuo also has soft-hearted moments." Nongyue teased.

Tomorrow smiled: "I just think what Yue'er said makes sense."

"It's reasonable," Nongyue said, "but, if you can't accept it, so what?"

"It's not unacceptable, it just sounds a little uncomfortable." Ming Ming said.

"Habits?" Nongyue chuckled, "Lengyue's habits are naturally different from ours, because she was not from this world in the first place, you won't forget it, right?"

"It's good to forget once in a while," said tomorrow.

"She knows us well, but we don't know anything about her." Nongyue said.

"That's right," said tomorrow, "I really don't know anything."

"Then save it for later and get to know it slowly," Nongyue smiled slyly: "Maybe it will be very interesting."

Tomorrow also laughed.

Xiaoyan consciously kept a short distance from Leng Yuedi, and Leng Yue kept thinking about how to speak.The two walked quietly like this, without speaking for a long time.

"It's been a long time since I took a walk with you like this." Xiaoyan broke the silence, "I remember when I first started chasing you, I often took a walk with you. Later...hehe, it's all my fault, I'm sorry."

"Don't say that, it should be me saying sorry to you," Leng Yue said, "Actually, you are very nice, but you are not the type I like. I didn't know how to reject others at that time, if I told you clearly earlier , our relationship will not be what it is today. I'm sorry."

"What's your favorite type, can I ask?" Xiaoyan asked.

"I like..." Leng Yue thought for a while, and said, "Mature and stable, know how to consider others, and agree with my three views, and share the same interests."

"In this way, I really don't fit it," Xiaoyan said with self-mockery, "I'm immature, immature, and don't like psychology. Although you like music, I also like music, but I prefer rock to classical music. Laughing at you, saying that what you listen to are old men and old ladies. As for the Three Views, haha, from your professional perspective, isn’t my Three Views distorted?”

"Xiao Yan, don't belittle yourself as soon as you hear that you are not my favorite type. Maturity and stability are honed in life. Aren't you much more mature and stable now than before? Ambition and three views It has also been formed under the influence of various factors over a long period of time, and it does not happen overnight, and there is no distinction between good and bad. When I say that the three views are not compatible enough, I don’t mean that you are not good, and it doesn’t mean that you have to be good. I It is true that I once thought about turning you into the way I like, but in fact, I don't have that right. If the two are not suitable, they should choose again, instead of cutting their feet and making each other feel painful." Leng Yue said.

"But I just want to be with you, I just love you." Xiaoyan said.

"What do you love me for?" Leng Yue asked.

"I love you...gentle and considerate, able to take care of others, and...and..." Xiaoyan couldn't answer for a while.

"Because I will be considerate of you, take care of you, and tolerate you, so you like to be with me and enjoy the feeling of being pampered. But if I am not considerate, gentle, and tolerant of you, you will still be willing Are you with me?" Leng Yue asked again.

"I am willing!" Xiaoyan said without thinking.

"Ha, are you sure? You can't play games, you have to go outside every day to make money, you can't save private money, you can't flirt with other girls and you can't see Lingling, you can't even attend her wedding, and you have to kneel on the washboard if you make a mistake. If you are unhappy, I will take it out on you, are you willing? Are you sure you really want to?" Leng Yue asked.

"You can't do it..." Xiaoyan scratched the back of his head and said awkwardly.

Leng Yue smiled and said, "What if it's true?"

"...I...I'm still willing..." Xiaoyan's confidence was obviously lacking.

"You said that you are still willing, but it is just to flaunt your determination to love. Being wronged by these things will even make you feel great. But whether you are great or not is just your own feeling. Even if you feel great at first, it will take a long time. What about one year? Two years? Twenty years?" Leng Yue said.

"Then I'll be exhausted." Xiaoyan said.

"In that case, are you still willing?" Leng Yue asked.

"I..." Xiaoyan was speechless.

"I just talked about it just now. You said that after a long time, you will be exhausted. If you say it more clearly, I deliberately beat you to death, trying to force you to death, right?" Leng Yue said coldly explain.

"I can say whatever I think." Xiaoyan insisted.

"If I just want to beat you to death, are you willing? Or do you think that as long as I make myself haggard, I will soften my heart and our relationship will return to the way it was before?" Leng Yue pressed harder and harder.

"you……"

"No one is forcing you to suffer, but no one is willing to suffer. You say you are willing to do this or that for me, but you never ask whether I want it or not. You just want me to go back to the By your side, I just want me to treat you as well as before. If you treat me better than before, shouldn't I still be grateful?"

Xiaoyan lowered his head and said dejectedly: "Yes, you are right. You also said that day in the general's mansion that I never thought about you. But I just want to be with you, and I want to make up for what I did to you. I owe you, is there something wrong with this?"

"Your thinking is not wrong, but it's not love, it's thinking." Leng Yue said.

"Missing..." Xiaoyan said mockingly, "Let's just miss it, I just want to do something for you, anything is fine, as long as you can be happy."

"You don't have to do anything for me, as long as you take care of yourself and get happiness, that's enough." Leng Yue said.

"You really don't need me anymore?" Xiaoyan asked aggrievedly.

"You are a famous general here, with prestige and talent. In fact, you don't need me that much. Your happiness is not determined by me, and my happiness is not determined or fulfilled by you. Don't put anything Push everything on others, and don’t take everything on yourself. You have the right and the ability to find your own happiness. Although everything in the past cannot be restarted, you can have a new start that belongs to you.” Leng Yue said.

"Perhaps." Xiaoyan sat down on the grass, stared at the night sky and said nothing.

"I'll go first." Leng Yue said.

"I won't let you go!" Shi Qiuyan stood up abruptly, hugged Leng Yue tightly from behind, and said repeatedly: "I won't let you go! I won't let you go!"

Leng Yue didn't struggle, but said lightly: "Release."

Shi Qiuyan hugged him tighter and cried, "I just won't let you go!"

Leng Yue grabbed Xiaoyan's arm, twisted it, and caught him backwards.Xiaoyan let out an "ah" and put his hands behind his back, unable to move.

"I'm sorry, maybe I can't completely let go of my criticism of you. Let's talk another day." Leng Yue let go of her hand and walked away without looking back.

Xiaoyan rubbed his sore arm and sobbed, "No, I won't let you go..."

In the cold moon room.

"Be patient." Tomorrow said.Leng Yue nodded.

Tomorrow pinched the fingers of Leng Yue's right hand and stabbed with a needle, a trace of black blood spewed out.Squeezing a few times tomorrow, the black blood dripped in the bowl for a while, and finally turned dark red.

"Xiaoyan is really your lucky star." Mingri said with a smile.

"Yes." Leng Yue smiled weakly.

"There is always a process in everything, don't make it too difficult for him, and don't make it too difficult for yourself." Tomorrow said while wiping Leng Yue's fingers with medicinal wine.

"Yeah." Leng Yue smiled and nodded.

There was a knock on the door, and tomorrow and Leng Yue felt a little surprised.

Sure enough, Xiaoyan's familiar voice came: "Leng Yue, are you asleep?"

"I'll go and open the door." Tomorrow said with a smile.

Opening the door tomorrow, he said politely, "Mr. Shi."

Seeing that it was tomorrow, Xiaoyan immediately acted like a discouraged ball: "Excuse me." After saying that, he turned around and wanted to leave.

"Mr. Shi, please stay," said tomorrow, "I will take my leave first."

Leng Yue came out, smiled and said to Shi Qiuyan: "Let's sit in the gazebo for a while."

Shi Qiuyan nodded.

"How long have you been here?" Leng Yue asked.

"I have been here for more than three years, and I know a master. He catches snakes for a living and is good at using poison. Ban Tianyue tried to persuade him to join the religion, but the master refused, and he was written into the death order. That day I hid In the dark, I saw someone killing him, and that killer looked exactly like you. That's why I joined the Shenyue Sect, and wanted to find out, but I never thought that when I joined the Shenyue Sect, you had already left I joined the Shenyue Sect. I went to the palace and saw you and Ouyang Mingri loving each other, and you will know everything after that." Shi Qiuyan said.

"Killed by me?" Leng Yue said, "then he must still be alive."

"How is it possible?" Shi Qiuyan said, "I saw you kill him with my own eyes! Master is my only relative here. Forget it, don't mention this matter again."

"I didn't really kill those people on the must-kill order. I just pretended to make Ban Tianyue think that these people were dead. I'm afraid everyone has already rested at the moment. I'll ask Nongyue to help you check it out tomorrow morning." , we can definitely find out." Leng Yue said.

"In this way, everything I did for the Shenyue Sect is even more absurd, haha..." Shi Qiuyan smiled wryly.

"Xiaoyan..."

"You're right," Shi Qiuyan said, "I've lived happily and peacefully in the past three years. Although I think of you occasionally, I don't think there's anything wrong with simply thinking of you. But when I saw When you are with someone else, I can't help but want to take you back, I want you to come back to me, but I never think that doing so will deprive you of happiness. How, can we really go back to the past? No, we can’t go back. In reality, I’m dead, right?”

Leng Yue didn't know what to say for a moment, but nodded silently.

Shi Qiuyan smiled wryly and said: "After we broke up that day, you refused to see me no matter what, so I made a plan--first wrote a very long 'suicide note' and asked my sister to pass it to you to persuade me You take the initiative to contact me; then I will wait for you at the place where we first dated, just hope you can listen to my explanation, whether it works or not, I want to try. But me, I can screw up anything, and I haven’t When I arrived at the old place, I was hit by a car. It can be seen from this that the word 'death' cannot be said casually, and it will come true."

Leng Yue didn't say a word, just listened silently.

"Actually, there's nothing wrong with crossing over here. My life here is not bad, and I have a few beautiful women who admire me, but I have been refusing to let you go, so... Maybe it's just like what you said, I miss you a little, and I don't like you." Willing, especially when I see you and Ouyang Mingri together..." Shi Qiuyan paused for a moment and asked, "Is he treating you well? Mature and steady, thinking of you? Like-minded, compatible with three views?"

Leng Yue nodded.

"Okay, that's good." Shi Qiuyan said, "Perhaps the two of you are the most suitable."

"You will also find the right one." Leng Yue said.

Shi Qiuyan breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile: "After talking, I suddenly feel that I don't need you very much. Leng Yue, why is that?"

"Because your heart doesn't need me anymore, it's just that your mind keeps clamoring for me." Leng Yue said.

"I suddenly felt much more relaxed." Shi Qiuyan said with a smile, suddenly felt someone in the dark, and could not help shouting vigilantly: "Who?"

I saw an elder come out from the dark and said, "A Yan, it's me."

"Master?!" Shi Qiuyan couldn't believe his eyes.

"I recognized you a long time ago, but before the Shenyue Sect was removed, I didn't intend to recognize you. The longer you grow, the stronger you are, haha!" Shi Qiuyan's master patted Shi Qiuyan on the shoulder, and then He bowed respectfully to Leng Yue: "I met Miss Leng in Xiayue Jiaolong, thank you for your life-saving grace and recommendation."

"Senior, you're being polite." Leng Yue nodded in return, and said to Shi Qiuyan, "It's really gratifying to see you master and apprentice reunited. Xiaoyan, you have a good chat with Senior Yue, so you don't need to accompany me."

"Well, I'll go first, and you should go back earlier." Shi Qiuyan said.

"Yeah." Leng Yue smiled.

Shi Qiuyan and Yue Jiaolong laughed and chatted and left.Leng Yue's eyes turned black, and a chill was jumping up and down in her body, she quickly concentrated and started to exercise.Suddenly, someone tapped the acupuncture points on her back twice, and a gust of internal force gathered the cold air, and slowly pulled it upwards.

With a "poof", the last bit of poisonous blood in Leng Yue's body finally spit out.

Tomorrow, he unlocked the acupuncture points on Leng Yue's back, put the cloak on Leng Yue's body, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

The winter sun shone in the windless valley, and the ministers looked at the distance pitifully, feeling extremely bleak.

Suddenly a young and determined figure came slowly, and the ministers and family members stood up one after another, crying.

"Adults, is everything okay?" Before Stinky Tofu finished speaking, tears fell first.

"The city lord, the minister is fine." An old minister said excitedly.

"Father," Gongsun Heng called out.

Hearing the sound, the veteran went looking for it, weeping uncontrollably: "Heng'er..."

"Everyone is suffering," Stinky Tofu sniffled and said in a firm tone, "Let's go home."

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