The sun and the moon are affectionate

In the autumn morning, the air is very fresh.

Opening the door tomorrow, I was about to go to the martial arts hall to practice swords with the old man in frontier, but found a person standing with his back to the door.

"Cold moon?"

Leng Yue turned her head and asked brightly: "Brother, did you sleep well last night?"

The corner of tomorrow's mouth twitched: "You don't want to practice swords, do you?"

"Can't you?" Leng Yue said with a smile.

Tomorrow's eyes fluttered, and the corners of his lips rose slightly: "Okay, let's go together."

In the palace martial arts hall.

"Tomorrow, Xiaoyue'er, what do you think is the real ruthless and selfless? Tell me your own opinion." The old man Bian Jiang asked.

Thinking for a moment tomorrow, I said: "Tu'er believes that being ruthless is not being ruthless, but not being obsessed with personal affairs; being selfless is not abandoning oneself, but not being obsessed with self. Ruthless plus no self means , should go with the flow and be fearless.”

"Well, not bad!" the old man in Bianjiang praised, "As expected of my good apprentice in Bianjiang! Xiao Yue'er, what do you think of the words 'ruthless and selfless'?"

Leng Yue shook her head and said, "Leng Yue doesn't quite understand what ruthless and selfless is. But literally, 'ruthless and selfless' seems to mean ruthless and self-losing. Judging from Leng Yue's experience, those People who are ruthless and have lost themselves are often very painful in their hearts. It is precisely because of these pains that they feel disappointed and even desperate for the whole world, so they use destructive ways to fight against the world, to take revenge on others and even Hurt innocent people. Their hearts are very fragile, their moods are difficult to calm down, and they are eager for quick success. Even with the best martial arts skills, it is difficult to comprehend the true essence of martial arts. Therefore, ruthlessness is not an advantage for them, but a disadvantage."

"Oh? Xiaoyue'er seems to have a good understanding of human nature, haha! Then, how can we turn our disadvantages into advantages? Tell me about it." The old man on the frontier asked with a smile.

Leng Yue thought for a while and said: "My view is basically the same as tomorrow's, that is, to be freed from personal grievances and hatred, and not to be obsessed with self-obsession, but this is not easy to do. The disciple believes that, Only by healing the pain in the heart can we turn the disadvantage into an advantage. If a person has no pain and no shadow in his heart, then he has nothing to fear. A person who is fearless and well versed in martial arts will naturally be very powerful Yes. As for whether she has reached the state of ruthless and selfless, Leng Yue does not know."

"Hahahaha, good!" The old man in Bianjiang smiled and said to tomorrow: "I just said that it would be beneficial for Xiaoyue'er to practice with you, right?"

Tomorrow smiled and nodded: "Yes, Master is wise."

The old man in frontier pointed out: "What you two said just now is very good. The word 'feeling' in 'ruthless' is small love. We must sublimate 'small love' and turn it into 'big love', that is, have a big heart for all living beings." Only love can tolerate, forgive, and be merciful. The word "I" in "no self" is a small self. Sublimate the "small self" into a "big self", and everything in the universe exists in the heart, and personal honor and disgrace are not worth a single mentioned."

"Master, I have doubts." Leng Yue raised her hand and said.

"Are you asking?" said the frontier old man.

"If you sublimate to the realm of great love and self, wouldn't you be tolerant of everything? Since you are tolerant, why do you have to punish evil and promote good? Shouldn't you include good and evil together?" Leng Yue asked.

The frontier old man stroked his beard and said with a smile: "This is cause and effect! Sowing good causes good results, and planting evil causes brings evil results. Punishing evil and promoting good is not for personal grievances and honors, but because evildoers plant evil. Because, then there will inevitably be a corresponding result. That's all, haha!"

"It turns out that it's like acting. If someone plays Cao Cao, someone will set fire to Chibi! No matter who set the fire, the result will be the same!" Leng Yue said with a smile.

"Your analogy is really interesting, hahahaha!" The old man in Bianjiang burst into laughter, "That's right, Xiaoyue'er, the sword that Xiaoyan'er picked for you, although it is more than flexible, it is a little thin, so let's put it aside Come on, I made a good sword for you as a teacher, look!"

Leng Yue took the sword and weighed it, feeling suspicious.The weight of this sword is only half the weight of the one Yan'er picked, and it can be considered a light sword. What's so special about it?Leng Yue slowly drew her sword out of its sheath, and the blade shone with a mint green light. (A certain cloth's off-line sigh: what a small and fresh light! ←_←)

"Excellent sword!" Tomorrow exclaimed.

"Xiaoyue'er, this sword is made from the same material as Tomorrow's Wuwo Sword, but the tempering method is slightly different. Tomorrow's Wuwo Sword is stronger, while your sword is softer. Although it is soft, it is the same iron cutting method. Rumu. The name of this sword is the same as your previous sword, so it should be called the Wuqing Sword! Wuqing and Wuwu are just a pair, haha!" the old man on the frontier said with a smile.

Leng Yue proudly waved the Wuqing sword in front of tomorrow, and said: "Senior brother, we are using the couple sword!"

Tomorrow said with a smile: "Then try to see if it works."

Leng Yue and Ming Ri looked at each other and smiled, and began to practice the Wu-Seo sword technique.

In the cold moon room.

"Would it be too hard for you to do this?" Tomorrow asked.

"Half-day moon will take action at any time. We don't have much time, we must strive to do the most things in the shortest time." Leng Yue said.

"Then if you're tired, you must stop, don't force it," said tomorrow.

Leng Yue nodded and closed her eyes.

The 22-year-old Leng Yue appeared in her mind, standing opposite her helplessly.

"I'm sorry, I have done too many things that I shouldn't have done, and I have wronged you." The 22-year-old Leng Yue said timidly.

Looking at the girl's pitiful eyes, an unknown fire rushed straight to the top of Leng Yue's head, and she couldn't help clenching her fists tightly.

The 22-year-old Leng Yue tightly closed her eyes, turning into a wisp of light smoke and flying into Leng Yue's body.Leng Yue let out a long sigh, and sat down on the ground weakly. ("on the ground" in mind)

"It's me, it's all me." Leng Yue said with a self-deprecating smile, "Shi Qiuyan didn't wrong me, it was me who made myself wronged. I swallowed it right on the edge of my mouth. I just thought 'he is still young, he will grow up.' However, whether he grows up or when he grows up is never something I can control. If I If you want to find a mature partner, you should choose a mature one, not a childish one to transform him into a mature one. It's not him who is wrong, but my choice. I was wrong from the beginning, it was me gone."

"Leng Yue, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry..." Leng Yue said to herself.

"Can I forgive myself? No, I can't forgive. I forced myself to do too many things I shouldn't do, I forced myself to suffer what I shouldn't have, and I was the culprit. I couldn't bear the loneliness , I'm weak and incompetent, it's me, it's me. I can't forgive myself, I can't forgive, I can't forgive, I just can't forgive myself."

"Leng Yue, you are so cheap, he is ignorant and you are ignorant too? He is naive and you are naive too, is that so? Yes, I am ignorant, I am naive, I am weak, I make compromises, I am cheap! That's what I am Damn, otherwise how could you end up like this?"

"No wonder so many people come to accuse me, demand me, and take it for granted! It's because I'm weak, and they're sure about me! I'm just so incompetent, I deserve what I deserve, I asked for it all, I deserve what I deserve I ask for trouble! I bully myself, why should others not bully me?"

"I hate my incompetence, I hate my weakness, I hate my childishness, I hate myself, I'm useless, I hate myself, I hate myself! Look at you! You're worthless! Cowardly! Incompetence! I hate myself, I hate myself! Leng Yue, why don't you die! Leng Yue, I hate you! I hate you..."

The more Leng Yue thought about it, the more painful it became, her whole body became tense, and her chest began to feel uncomfortable.

"Leng Yue, stop quickly! You stop quickly!" Shouted tomorrow.

Leng Yue was so concentrated that she didn't even hear tomorrow's words.Tomorrow he had no choice but to raise his hand and slap her with a big "slap".

At this moment, Leng Yue finally came back to her senses, she felt stares in her eyes, her throat felt salty, and she spit out a big mouthful of blood with a "poof" into the spittoon.

"If I hadn't acted in time, I'm afraid you would have died of retrograde qi and blood and severed meridians! Why didn't you listen to me?" asked tomorrow angrily.

"I didn't hear..." Leng Yue's face was sallow, and her breath was weak.

"What exactly did you think of that made you suffer so much that your qi and blood went retrograde?" asked tomorrow.

"I can't forgive myself." Leng Yue said.

"That's all? Nothing else?" Asked tomorrow.

Leng Yue shook her head and said, "I don't know. I get stuck here every time."

"People are not sages, who can do nothing? Why do you have to hold on to these past mistakes and keep regretting and blaming yourself?" said tomorrow.

Hearing what she said tomorrow, Leng Yue suddenly thought of someone, which made her feel extremely uneasy.

"No...don't..." Leng Yue shook her head and said.

Tomorrow, I helped Leng Yue cover herself with a thin quilt, and said: "You rest first, we will talk later."

Leng Yue gradually fell asleep, and a line of clear tears flowed down the corner of her eyes slowly.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." She murmured in her sleep.

Shaking his head tomorrow, he reached out to help Leng Yue wipe away tears.Suddenly feeling someone outside the door, he couldn't help being alert, and asked in a low voice, "Who?"

"It's me." A familiar voice came.

Tomorrow he got up and opened the door, and said, "Young Master Yue Yue, please come in quickly."