The sun and the moon are affectionate

Leng Yue ran for a long time, finally stopped and bent over to pant a few times.She sighed heavily, crouched down and curled up into a ball, burying her head in her arms.

Tomorrow catches up and sees Leng Yue crouching on the ground, so he stretches out his hand to pull her.

"Leng Yue, are you okay?" Tomorrow tugged at her sleeve.

Leng Yue raised her head, frowned, and said softly, "It's okay."

"I'll help you up," said tomorrow.

"I can get up by myself." Leng Yue stood up, took a few deep breaths staggeringly, walked to the edge of the corridor in a trance, sat on the steps of the corridor, leaning against the pillars, frowning tightly closed his eyes.

Looking at Leng Yue's pale face, he couldn't help persuading with some worry tomorrow: "Go back."

Leng Yue shook her head.

Tomorrow, sit beside Leng Yue and accompany her quietly.

Leng Yue sighed for a long time, frowned and closed her eyes, and the scenes of the past flashed in her mind.

The story of Leng Yue and Shi Qiuyan----

Fragment [-]: Table tennis court

Leng Yue's buddy: "This is the handsome guy in my dormitory, isn't it good! Hey, boy, this beauty is better than you at playing basketball!"

Shi Qiuyan looked at her with a smile, with the innocence of a big boy and the intelligence of an elegant man in his eyes.Leng Yue smiled back at him, which melted into his eyes.

Fragment [-]: On campus

Leng Yue: "Friends are very important to me, I can't just care about you and disregard my friends."

Xiaoyan: "I totally understand you, you are the greatest woman I have ever seen, I love you."

(N days later, Xiaoyan suddenly called)

Xiaoyan: "Who is that guy in your school? I'll scold you and leave!"

From then on, Leng Yue was dragged into the blacklist by a certain high school classmate.

Fragment [-]: Inside Lengyue Dormitory

(The sick Leng Yue stayed in the dormitory for a whole morning, and finally made it to meal time, so she called Xiaoyan)

Leng Yue: "It's time to eat, you should prepare."

Xiaoyan: "I'm not going, I'm forming a group at an Internet cafe outside the school."

Leng Yue: "When did you go?"

Xiaoyan: "I went early in the morning. You can eat by yourself, hang up."

Fragment [-]: In front of the boys’ dormitory

Xiaoyan: "Will you wash my clothes?"

Leng Yue: "I'll wash it if you take it off."

Xiaoyan: "I'll take it off after you wash it."

Leng Yue: "Then take off your pants."

Xiaoyan: (pulls open the front door of his trousers and asks forcefully) "Do you want to wash it?"

Leng Yue: "...I'll do something else."

Segment [-]: Watching "My Girlfriend Is a Robot" together in an Internet cafe

Xiaoyan: "If you encounter such a catastrophe, I will die for you like this robot."

Leng Yue: "Then I would rather die for you."

(Then I watched a few more videos, namely "boyfriend was run over by a car trying to save his girlfriend" and "touching dog man and woman" and so on)

Xiaoyan: "Leng Yue, I am willing to die for you."

Leng Yue: "..."

Fragment [-]: Cold Moon Dormitory

Leng Yue: "Xiaoyan, I'm sick, can you make me a pot of hot water?"

Xiaoyan: "Yes, because I love you."

(10 minutes later, I received a call from Xiaoyan)

Xiaoyan: "The water is ready, come down and get it, hurry up! Don't make me wait too long!"

Fragment Seven: Campus Path

(Xiaoyan was chatting with his ex-girlfriend and was bumped into by Leng Yue)

Xiaoyan: "I'm really just chatting with her!"

Leng Yue: "I know, I believe in you."

Xiaoyan: "My wife, you are so kind! ^_^"

Fragment [-]: Leng Yue's birthday

Leng Yue: (on the phone with Xiaoyan) "What are you doing?"

Xiaoyan: "Playing games."

Leng Yue: "Oh...today is my birthday."

Xiaoyan: "Well, what's the matter?"

Leng Yue: "It's okay, it's boring. You can continue to play."

Xiaoyan: "Isn't it interesting not to celebrate your birthday?"

Leng Yue: "I'm sorry."

Xiaoyan: "Happy birthday."

Leng Yue: "(with tears in her eyes) Yes."

And just like that, her birthday was over.

Fragment [-]: The two graduated and lived in two places.The cold moon exam needs money, so I called Xiaoyan

Leng Yue: "My salary hasn't been paid yet, can I lend you 300 yuan first?"

Xiaoyan: "Okay, I love you. But I'm afraid that you will change. Women nowadays worship money."

Leng Yue: "Then I won't borrow it."

Fragment Ten: On the Phone

Xiaoyan: "If you really love me, you should elope with me to the ends of the earth!"

Leng Yue: "I can't do it."

Xiaoyan: "Do you know how much I love you?"

Leng Yue: "I know."

Fragment eleven: msn chat

Xiaoyan's ex-girlfriend: "You really look like a real family! Admire! But are you really willing? Anyway, I'm the kind of person who doesn't rub the sand in my eyes."

Leng Yue: "I see. I wish you happiness."

(Seeing this, we can get the following clues: first, Shi Qiuyan’s dormitory has computers, and he often goes to Internet cafes to play games, which shows that his financial conditions are still good; second, Xiaoyan’s ex-girlfriend said, “Anyway, I am The kind of person who doesn't rub the sand in his eyes", which shows that Xiaoyan's love luck may be relatively prosperous; thirdly, Leng Yue in the past was very weak in terms of emotions.

Combining the above three points, we can understand what Leng Yue said before, "There are not as many handsome men around me as there are many beauties around you!" and "It's as if you are not tall, rich and handsome!"

For Leng Yue, breaking up with Shi Qiuyan is a kind of relief, so of course she doesn't want to go back to Shi Qiuyan's side again! )

"He seems to love you very much," Tomorrow broke the silence and asked cautiously, "What happened between you two?"

Leng Yue recovered from the past, sighed and said: "He is dead."

"Dead?!" Tomorrow was extremely surprised.

Leng Yue nodded, and her thoughts drifted back to that day.

"Hey, Leng Yue, Xiaoyan crashed his car and committed suicide..." Xiaoyan's sister said in a low voice on the phone.

When Leng Yue rushed to the hospital, the doctor had announced his death.

"This is left to you by Xiaoyan." Xiaoyan's sister handed Leng Yue a thick stack of letter paper.

It was a long letter with several thousand words, and it recorded every detail of Leng Yue and Xiaoyan from acquaintance to love to breakup.On the last page of the letter, it was written: "You are the greatest woman I have ever met, and the woman I love the most. My heart already belongs to you, and my love has already been given to you. Maybe I I am too attached to the feeling of being loved by you, and I like to act coquettishly and play tricks on you to make you angry. One year is long or short, and during the year of love, I have never watched a movie with you. I have never given you a gift, and even now I don’t know what you like or dislike. I feel very regretful now. In fact, I just want to find a pure and flawless love in this materialistic world, maybe No one can be truly extraordinary, hehe. I have such a childish temper. Maybe in your opinion, I have always been a child, thinking about unrealistic things, and I am used to it. I I like your pampering and tolerance, I like your worry and care. I thought this love would never deteriorate, but I didn't expect happiness to be so short. I always thought you would forgive me, but I know, this time, you My patience is really exhausted. You left me, my world is no longer meaningful, let me leave this world before I forget your love for me! I once said that I would do it for you And die, maybe you don’t believe it, now, do you believe it?”

"It's you, it's all because of you, you killed Xiaoyan!" Xiaoyan's mother pointed to Leng Yue's nose and said.

"Let's go, Leng Yue, let Xiaoyan go with peace of mind." Xiaoyan's sister said.

"I killed Xiaoyan...I killed him..." Leng Yue murmured.

Since then, Leng Yue has never been in love again, and never dared to like a man younger than herself.

At this time, Leng Yue had no more tears.Her tone was calm, as if she was narrating a long-standing story that had nothing to do with her.

Hearing it tomorrow, his heart was twisted together, and seeing Leng Yue's appearance, he felt very heartbroken.

"Xiaoyan committed suicide, you can't be blamed for this matter." Tomorrow comforted.

"No, I should be blamed. In fact, I didn't like him from the beginning. It's just that I was too lonely in my heart and wanted someone to accompany me so much, so I stayed with him. In my eyes and heart, he has always been a spoiled My child, like a younger brother, I also take care of him and tolerate him like a younger brother. Even when he is with others, I will not be jealous at all. I thought he and his ex-girlfriend were really in love with each other, but I just felt that I loved him Okay, so I'm just reluctant to leave me, but I didn't expect him to... maybe, I should reject his pursuit from the very beginning, and tell him clearly that I don't like him, he is not my type. Even if he deserves everything, but at least one thing is innocent, that is, he loves me, but I have never loved him. Tomorrow, you say, am I hateful? People like me, You should go to hell, and you will never be reborn." Leng Yue's voice seemed like a lifetime away.

"No, that's not the case," Mingri said, grabbing Leng Yue's hand, "Don't take all the responsibility on yourself, Xiaoyan is just an ignorant child, and suicide was just a spur of the moment, how can I blame you If you don’t love him, you should separate from him so that both of you can find new happiness for each other, you are doing the right thing! His death was just an accident, the murderer was not you. You are tortured by the guilt in your heart After so many years, do you want to continue to torture yourself like this?"

"But he is already dead," Leng Yue said with a wry smile, "This is an irreversible fact, no matter who is responsible! As for the guilt... that is my retribution."

"Cold Moon..."

Leng Yue tried her best to smile and said, "I'm fine. Go back."

The night in early autumn is slightly cool, tomorrow slowly lifts the cold moon up, her thin figure looks more fragile and helpless in the dim moonlight.

"Leng Yue, I know that I am just a character in your dream, and maybe the current Xiaoyan is the embodiment of your inner guilt. But because of this, you have to learn to love yourself from this painful experience, Learn to be kind to yourself. Don't take so much pain alone, it will overwhelm you."

Leng Yue nodded, suddenly her eyes went dark and she passed out.

Tomorrow catches her pulse, his complexion changes suddenly, he quickly seals Leng Yue's pulse, hugs Leng Yue and quickly walks towards the other garden.

"Master, is it true that these poisons can't be removed?" asked tomorrow.

The frontier old man shook his head and said, "Xiaoyue'er is already weak, and the root cause of her previous injury has not recovered well. Now the poison has integrated into her blood and bone marrow. I am afraid that at most, she can only live for less than seven years." .Seven years later... hey..."

"Seven years..." Tomorrow smiled bitterly, "All of this is indeed true."

Holding Leng Yue's hand tomorrow, he closed his eyes in pain.