The sun and the moon are affectionate

Leng Yue sat cross-legged in the dark for a long time, and the past scenes flashed like a movie - some in dreams and some in reality.

She thought of the sadomasochistic relationship between Shangguan Yan and Sima Changfeng. Although it was painful and entangled, she couldn't help it.

She thought of Ouyang Mingri's infatuation with Shangguanyan, although it was fruitless, she persisted.

She thought of Ban Tianyue's obsession with Rong Mei, although a bit absurd but timeless.

She thought of the unrequited love of Palace Mistress Wuyou for Ban Tianyue, even though she made a mistake in her life, she had no regrets.

She remembered that she had been bullied because of her introverted personality, she remembered that she had been ridiculed because of poor grades, she remembered that the friend she tried her best to protect was abducted by others as soon as she turned around, she remembered that she had never experienced any tear-jerking storms but always Extremely lonely.

She remembered that she liked to help others since she was a child, just to fill the loneliness and depression in her heart.

She remembered that since she was a child, she hoped that someone could help her when she was sad, even if she only said a word of comfort, or even a nicer lie, as long as it made her feel better.

She remembered that in the last semester of junior high school, her new deskmate lent her her reference books and helped her make up lessons unconditionally.So, the deskmate became her best friend.

She remembered that she always paid special attention to the feelings of others, especially those who were depressed, treated unfairly, and withdrawn from others.

She remembered that she always tried her best to help others, just to prevent others from suffering what she once suffered.

Because of the depression in the past, Leng Yue knows how to relieve and comfort her.Gradually, she discovered that she was both patient and talented, and just so happened to have such a career that could bring out her strengths.So she became a psychologist.The job sometimes caused her to fall into a messiah complex and make herself miserable.So you need to review and remind yourself from time to time.

When she first fell asleep, Leng Yue was very awake.She once told Shangguan Yan bluntly: "Saving you is my need, not yours."

However, she has been in this dream for more than four months.During these four months, too many things happened, and the boundary between dreams and reality gradually became more and more blurred in her heart.It was also because she had a real feeling for the character in the dream, and she couldn't let it go even more.

Leng Yue is not a savior, let alone arrange other people's lives.Therefore, the so-called "doing this/that is the right way" is wrong in itself.No matter how painful it is, it's her own choice. What right does she have to interfere with others and make others think her ideas are better?

If the other party insists on his choice, insists on his love and hatred, and desperately guards his pain, we should respect the other party's personal wishes, shouldn't we?Don't always think that you are "for the good of others". When the other party insists on their beliefs and choices, returning the right to suffer to others is the minimum respect among equal individuals.

Thinking of this, Leng Yue laughed at herself: "Leng Yue is not omnipotent."

Unknowingly, a long, long, long time has passed, so long that Leng Yue didn't know how long he stayed here.She thanked herself for coming to this dark place, which gave her a chance to reflect on herself.

Now this black hole not only no longer frightened her, but made her feel very safe.Leng Yue no longer panicked or was afraid, she felt a little sleepy, so she lay down comfortably.

"Sleep, it's all over when you wake up."

Leng Yue was full of sleep and opened her eyes contentedly.What caught my eye was Ouyang Mingri!

"You're awake," Ming Ri said softly, "Don't talk yet, listen to me."

Leng Yue nodded.

"You have been in a coma for two days, and you have a high fever overnight. It is not appropriate to speak for the time being, so as not to damage your voice. Wait until you are better and then speak, and endure it for a few days, is that okay?" Asked tomorrow.

Leng Yue nodded.

"Do you want to drink water?" Tomorrow asked.

Leng Yue thought for a while, then nodded again.

Tomorrow poured a glass of water, helped Lengyue to sit up, supported Lengyue's body with the arm of his right hand, held the glass with his left hand and sent the water to Lengyue's mouth.His face almost touched her eyelashes, and the two looked at each other.Leng Yue has never been so close to tomorrow, she glanced at him timidly, then hastily lowered her head to avoid his gaze, her heart pounding wildly.

"How are you feeling now?" Tomorrow asked.

At this time, Leng Yue finally came to her senses and realized that she had not returned to real life as she wished.And the current body made her feel extremely heavy and exhausted, her whole body hurt like being whipped, and her head was dizzy as if she was drunk.Well, she remembered, she was indeed whipped for three days and three nights.Shouldn't you wake up?Why is she still here?This feeling really sucks.

Leng Yue shook her head laboriously.

"Where is it uncomfortable? Are you dizzy?" Asked tomorrow.Leng Yue nodded.

"You burned for a day and a night before you receded, you will inevitably feel a little dizzy, do you want to lie down for a while?"

Leng Yue felt that her waist and back were stiff, presumably because she had been lying down for too long.She didn't want to continue lying down at all, but wanted to get out of bed and walk around, but she didn't even have the strength to move her butt.She wanted to find a fulcrum to lean on, wanted to lean on tomorrow's body, but she didn't dare to do that, so she neither nodded nor shook her head, but just lowered her head.

Ming Ri gently hugged Leng Yue in his arms and asked, "Will this make you feel better?"

What a gentle and considerate son, Leng Yue thought to herself.How nice it would be to have such a considerate boyfriend in real life.Unfortunately, all of this is just a dream. When I wake up, everything will be over.The more Leng Yue thought about it, the sadder she became, and she couldn't help shedding tears.

Tomorrow patted Leng Yue lightly, and comforted softly: "It's okay, everything is over. It's okay, Leng Yue."

When Shangguan Yan came in with the medicinal porridge, Leng Yue was sitting on the bed in a daze and weeping, she didn't notice anyone coming in at all.So, when Shangguan Yan came over and sat by her bed, she was a little startled, then she turned her head away and wiped her swollen peach-like eyes with her hand.

"Leng Yue, what's wrong with you?" Shangguan Yan asked.

Leng Yue squeezed out an unnatural smile and shook her head.

"Are you worried?" Shangguan Yan asked with concern.

Leng Yue still shook her head, but the tears still fell down without disappointment, wiping as she fell, and as she wiped, she fell.

Shangguan Yan wiped Leng Yue's forehead, it was very hot.

"Leng Yue, you are very weak now, crying like this is not good for your health. You have a lot of grievances in your heart, don't you?"

Leng Yue still shook her head.

Shangguan Yan sighed and said, "Let's eat something."

Leng Yue ate her dinner obediently, and Shangguan Yan made her lie down and rest.She was so tired from crying that she fell asleep as soon as she touched the pillow.

"Sai Huatuo, Leng Yue's mood is a bit wrong." Shangguan Yan said.

"Maybe it's because of your body," said tomorrow.

"No, it's not." Shangguan Yan shook her head.

"How do you say that?" Tomorrow asked.

"Intuition." Shangguan Yan said, "Her thoughts are very deep."

Yes, how can Leng Yue's mind not be deep?

I thought everything was over, but unexpectedly came back here again.Illusory stories, sinister rivers and lakes, friends who can only make friends but cannot last, sons who can only admire but cannot stay together.True and false, false and true, gathering and separation, love and hatred... Leng Yue began to feel powerless.

Moreover, tomorrow's meticulous care is obviously the rhythm of his affection for her.But she can only stay for seven years, what will happen tomorrow after seven years?Leng Yue began to feel a little regretful.Why build dreams to the second floor?Why not the first or third tier?If it was the first floor, she would have woken up a long time ago; if it was the third floor, if she stayed for 50 to [-] years and died tomorrow, her nympho addiction would be completely overdone.

What's wrong with being stuck here now?

Tomorrow, use a pen to outline a lotus lightly.Indifferent to the dust, clean and untainted, the thick lotus leaves set off the lines of the lotus, making the lines of the lotus more clear and soft.

Putting down the pen tomorrow, picking up the painting, the corners of his lips slightly raised, and he smiled with satisfaction.

The sun rises and it's a new day.But Leng Yue no longer had the same excited feeling as before, she just felt that she was waiting to die in another way.Apart from eating and taking medicine every day, I just feel in a daze. When will such a day end?

Leng Yue began to miss home.

Tomorrow came and sat beside her, Leng Yue turned her head slightly, neither looking at him nor showing any expression.

"What are you thinking?" Ming Ri said, "Let me take a guess."

Leng Yue was silent.

"Miss your family?" Tomorrow asked cautiously.

Leng Yue looked at tomorrow in disbelief, tears welling up in her eyes.

Holding her in his arms tomorrow, he said softly: "I've never heard you mention your family, maybe it's too painful to mention it. Now that you are here, treat it as your own home, and everyone is yours." Family, you are no longer alone, and you are no longer wandering, how about this?"

Leng Yue covered her mouth, her body trembled slightly, and her tears couldn't stop flowing.

Young master, how did you know that this place will never be my home.

Tomorrow, he took out something from his bosom and handed it to Leng Yue, it was a blue and white porcelain necklace.The Ruyi lock-shaped porcelain piece is as white as jade, the light blue lotus flower is clear and beautiful, and the dark blue lotus leaf is layered and artistic.The exquisite weaving rope shows the degree of care of the hand-made people.Such jewelry has a soul.

Leng Yue gently caressed the delicate tiles, intoxicated by the condensed beauty.

"Do you like it?" Ming Ri said with a smile, "I drew this design myself."

Leng Yue looked at tomorrow with a smile, and nodded slightly.But then his eyes dimmed again, and he stuffed the necklace back into tomorrow's hand without saying a word.

"You don't like it?" Tomorrow asked.

Leng Yue neither nodded nor shook her head, but avoided tomorrow's eyes.

"Since you like it, why don't you accept it?"

Leng Yue shook her head.

Tomorrow sighed lightly and said, "You can rest."

After all, he left with a sad expression.