Grim Reaper, Ping Zixinzi

"Are you undergoing a trial, two-stage return?" Ulquiora asked after thinking for a while.

Nancy glanced at him reflexively, and said to herself, it's over, this time she really sold herself.If you don't bring this kind of thing, I say you just listen, why bother to think of more?Hey, Ulquiorra's brain is not built.However, he knows the second stage of returning to the blade?

"You too?"

"Ah."

"Oh." It's not surprising that Ulquiola will return to the sword in the second stage. Yes, Ulquiola is not only a mobile air-conditioner, but also a fighting machine that is so powerful that it does not need warranty. It can also regenerate at super speed. no?

The picture is still, at this moment, Nancy is sitting on Ulquiola's bed, Ulquiola is standing aside, and they are talking.

At this time, it was just dawn.

Suddenly, there was a hasty knock on the door, and before Ulquiola could speak, he pushed the door open and entered.

The purpose of the visitor's entry is the above-mentioned weird picture.

Nancy's eyes moved to the front of the door, and she said "ah", isn't that person Gerald, who was really subdued by Ulquiola.

"My lord, Sunsun from the Zero Blade Palace is clamoring for my lord...uh, let me go..." From the pause of the sentence, it can be seen how entangled Geral was in conveying.

Ulquiola's scalp jumped violently, and his eyes shot at Gerald like an arrow.Let people go?Make no mistake, he did nothing wrong.He also contributed a night's bed and sacrificed a piece of subordinate officials, whoever he provoked.

Why didn't she think that her own adult came here voluntarily.

Nancy was also instantly blacked out, and Sunsun must have seen Gerald's resentment hard to get rid of before making such wild remarks.

But, having said that, how did that girl know that she came to Four Blades Palace?

Gerral quickly spotted Nancy, and he took a step back immediately, with a look of disbelief on his face, Nancy and Ulquiola glared at him at the same time, what the hell are you imagining.

Nancy lay down again as if she didn't want to care, and waved her hands: "Just tell Sunsun that I have a mission with Ulquiorra these days, and I will go back in a few days." Gerald got Ulquiorra Aurora nodded her head and backed away, and Nancy suddenly said pointedly: "You must know how to be sympathetic."

Geral snapped the hand that closed the door.

After the people left, Ulquiola looked at Nancy's lying back: "Who are you talking about?"

"I won't let it go that your subordinate officials bullied mine."

"...?"

"Jeral and Sunsun."

How long ago was that, and women hold grudges.

"Huh? You don't think I'm talking about you, do you?" Nancy closed her eyes and said lazily, "Forget it." She is not Yu, um, even if she is, she is not Yu who needs pity.

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A few hours later, Nancy woke up leisurely.Ulquiorra was no longer in the room at that time.

She straightened her crumpled dress, combed her hair and went out.

This two-point-one-line life continues.

Trials during the day, and bed in the Four-Edge Palace at night.

Every night when Nancy came back, she looked more and more miserable. At the beginning, she was just mentally exhausted, and in the middle of a few days, deep and shallow scars began to appear on her body, but they were all trivial things, and Ulquiola didn't care about them.She didn't even ask.

It went on like this for a week, and finally, at the end.

In the evening, Ulquiola sat on the sofa with the freshly brewed black tea and waited for Nancy to come back, but she waited and waited and did not come back when the time came.But he doesn't care, some are patient.

Around midnight, Nancy returned with all her blood.

Ulquiola was a little surprised when she put down the tea in her hand, she didn't go to sleep directly but stood for a while.He took a closer look, and found that Nancy came back today by herself, with consciousness.It's just that he made himself very miserable.

He also realized that it seemed that Nancy had succeeded.

He waited for Nancy to say something, but instead she headed straight for the bathroom.He looked down at the place where Nancy was standing just now, and where he walked, there were drips of blood all over.It seemed that the price was not small this time, and she was seriously injured.

As soon as Nancy walked to the pool, she spat out a mouthful of blood. She casually wiped the corners of her mouth, resting her hands on the side of the pool, frowning tightly. She subconsciously said, it's really disgusting.

She waited until all the bruises were vomited away before she boiled the water to wash away the bright red that filled the pool.

"How did you do this to yourself?"

Ulquiola didn't know when she leaned to the side and stared at her. Nancy's chest was flushed, the blood hole next to the hole was still bleeding, and her face was paler than usual.There are no other major problems, and my mind is still clear.But that blood hole, looks like a knife wound.

"I was disgusted." Nancy replied quickly, speaking in anger, which caused her to vomit so much blood.

"Who was hurt?"

"I."

"You hurt yourself" didn't see it.

"Yes, I hurt myself." Nancy was in a very bad mood, to the extreme.It looked like a broken jar.

Ulquiola also heard the emotion in Nancy's words and didn't ask any more.He leaned aside without saying a word, and did not move away, which he later found to be wise.

There are two types of illusions, one is good memories and the other is cruel memories.If it was the usual Nancy, she would think that if she could choose, then she would definitely choose a good memory.Who likes cruelty, who likes the haze in their hearts, and the stinging scars are uncovered time and time again.

However, she changed her point of view, and often, good memories make you unable to extricate yourself, because things are different, because the beauty of the past no longer exists, and this kind of torture is even more cruel.

Therefore, Jade Bird's trial illusion is from sadness to joy, but Nancy is only sad from beginning to end.

At first, it was undoubtedly the two catastrophes in her life, the two departures of relatives, which forced her to recall them.

She is still too cowardly, because she has always chosen to avoid it, so when she revisited her old place again and again, she was imprisoned in the dark and could not get out.

The daily mental torture gradually made her numb, and she began to face the very real picture with a deadpan attitude.

Until, the day before yesterday, the content of the illusion suddenly changed. The girl in the picture was undoubtedly the girl before she was 6 years old, the carefree girl.

The picture is really beautiful. Their family is happy and harmonious. Apart from happiness, she can't find more beautiful words to describe it.

It was also the first time that when she felt it, her cheeks were moist.But her eyes were still flat.

It's just that my heart is crying.

A sense of powerlessness swept over her body, and she was unable to decipher this illusion.Just at that moment, she was thinking that if she could go back, it would only take one day, even if she died, she would be willing.

She also knew that this was the purpose of this illusion, and she was completely sunk.

until today.

If it wasn't for today, she really wouldn't be able to notice it. In fact, her heart has gradually deviated.She also discovered that Pingzi Xinzi was composed of Xinzi and Nancy.Pingzi Xinzi is no longer just Xinzi.

Do you know what she saw?

Very simple.

The battle between the soul world and the virtual circle begins.

The people in the picture are obviously divided into two groups.On one side is Aizen Soyousuke, and on the other is the captain of the first team.

She saw that the Masked Legion was on the side of the god of death, Kisuke Urahara was on the side, and so was Yoichi Sifengin.Should she sigh that one day is the god of death and the whole life is the god of death.

She thought she would follow Mako Hirako without hesitation.

But when she saw the person standing behind Aizen, she found that she couldn't lift her feet.

The person she hated was Aizen, not Gin Ichimaru.

Not Harribel, Sunsun, Apache and Mira Roz.

It's not the broken face brought out by her who was all in vain.

She doesn't like Ulquiorra, but if she hates him, she will shake her head decisively, no hate.

A person who doesn't get angry when you say so many bad things about yourself, a person who silently helps you guard the bedroom, a person who asks you when you will return, a person who will pay attention to your emotions without a trace, and a person who will take you in.How could she hate.

Before she knew it, she owed Ulquiorra so much.

She laughed at herself, Nancy, you only owe others.

From Pingzi Xinzi to Nancy, you will only owe more and more.

Until, never to be repaid.

So, what should she do.

Do you hate Aizen, hate it very much, hate Xuquan

She didn't know anymore, she couldn't answer.

This is her feeling for Xu Quan, ambiguous and terrible, indescribable, but she knows that she can't kill them with hatred.

Nancy realized that she didn't know herself anymore.

She kept saying that everything she did was for Pingzi Zhenzi and Pingzi Xinzi. She also believed that if anyone hurt Pingzi Zhenzi, she would take revenge without hesitation.Therefore, Aizen Soyousuke, she hates because Mako Hirako hates, and she wants revenge because Mako Hirako wants revenge.

It can be said that this is the origin of all her starting points.

In this life, she can go through fire and water for Hirako Mako, regardless of everything, because she has to pay off the debt, pay off the debt.

However, now she actually has a little reluctance in her heart, she doesn't want to be an enemy of Xuquan, because there are many important people in this life, so it means that she doesn't want to be an enemy of Aizen Soyousuke. Why.

Ulquiorra, Sunsun, etc., have left an indelible place in her heart.

Similarly, the elder brother cannot be an enemy.

Nancy, just do it.

Yes, she is doing it, but what should she do, what else can she do.

From the moment she was determined to betray Aizen, from the time she started the first transaction with Soul Society, her heart has never been balanced.

She didn't know that she was indeed obsessed with it at the beginning, and the change was a matter of later.

She doesn't belong there in the world of corpses and souls, but there is Mako Hirako there.

Aizen Soyousuke, the person she hates the most, but behind him is Xuquan.

This is the biggest contradiction.

Perhaps, God is looking after her.

Let her find a little overlap in these two completely different circles.

Mako Hirako is her relative, but her hometown is not the world of souls, and what she hates from the beginning to the end is Aizen Soyousuke, not Xuquan.

Therefore, without implicating anyone or involving any interests, she is fighting alone.

When Aizen Soyousuke dies one day, she will be truly liberated.

However, at this moment, Hirako Mako asked her to help, she was a younger sister.

Ten Blades called her over because she was Zero Blades.

Now her power has not yet matured enough to completely destroy Aizen, so she cannot choose, and if she cannot choose, there is a possibility of not choosing.

She began to untie the knife, stabbing herself backhand without hesitation.

The pain came clearly, she felt the warm blood flowing slowly, she smiled wryly, as if she was about to crack the illusion.

The dizziness gradually hit her, she closed her eyes,

I can't see anything anymore, so I don't have to make a choice, which is great.

When she woke up again, the wound on her chest was bleeding out ferociously, and she felt that she had no more blood to bleed.

The world of the blue bird is real, whether it is feelings, wounds, psychology, or pain, it is all real, even if the illusion is lifted, it will not change.

She patted her head, which was no longer functioning normally, and struggled to stand up. If she didn't leave, I'm afraid she would have to confess here today.What ambitions, emotions, all nonsense.

Nancy felt that she was getting irritable.

When she returned to the Void Palace, she felt a little relieved when she saw that Ulquiorra was still there.But the self-harm comes quickly.

She was unbiased and directly hurt the side of her empty hole.Xu hole is the most vulnerable place in Xu's whole body.

She was in so much pain that she wanted to pass out.

The so-called self-inflicted evil, can not live.

Then, she fainted.

In just a moment, she lay down on the pool.

When consciousness still remained, she knew that someone had quickly supported her and shifted the weight of her body to him. At this time, at this place, who else is there besides Ulquiola, that good man?

She said, sorry to stain your clothes.

Ulquiola was speechless, looked at his white torn mask that was soon dyed red, and sighed, if he disliked it, he would have disliked it long ago.It's too late to apologize now.