If honesty is a disease

Mo Fang didn't go back to the dormitory at night, and stayed in the hotel with Geng Zhi for a night. The two of them didn't sleep, they chatted one after another, and most of the time they kissed.Mo Fang waited for Geng Zhi to take the initiative to say something to him, but Geng Zhi didn’t open his mouth until dawn, and Mo Fang’s heart was suspended. He knew Geng Zhi too well, and Geng Zhi would definitely tell him every detail, but, As long as it's a big deal, it's never said.

Geng Zhi stayed for another day, and Mo Fang didn't go to class. Geng Zhi's father called him on his cell phone and told him to go home quickly.After hanging up the phone, Mo Fang asked him: "Aren't you going to stop coming after you leave? Then what shall we do? Will you still come to class in the future? Or...or are you planning to go back to study?"

Geng Zhi hugged Mo Fang, in the future?Don't talk about the future, even tomorrow's matter is in his mind. He held Mo Fang's face and said to him: "Believe me, if you say you want to be together, you will definitely be together in the future, no matter what I say. If you don’t come back and continue studying, we will all be together.”

"Really?"

"Really, when have I lied to you?"

Mo Fang stared at Geng Zhi, trying to see traces of deceit and perfunctory on his face, but seeing Geng Zhi's bearded face, he chose to believe him.

Of course he believed him, how could he not believe it, but in the past two days, he has become terrified, and he obviously didn't say anything, but he was terribly scared, and he even thought about whether Papa Geng already knew about them, so Forced to break up with himself.

"Two men, it's just nonsense." Since getting together with Geng Zhi, he has also paid attention to the same-sex entries, and he has seen these words many times, no matter the literal or deep meaning.

Mo Fang felt a little tight in his chest when he was hugged by Geng Zhi, but this was the first time he saw Geng Zhi hugging himself like a child and not letting go.Such emotions spread between the two of them. Geng Zhi closed his eyes and kissed Mo Fang. If he didn't do something, he would almost cry in the next second.

Geng Zhi was going to leave in the morning, and stayed with Mo Fang until the afternoon. Geng's father kept calling, but Geng Zhi didn't answer, and the text message kept ringing. Geng Zhi returned all afternoon and turned off his phone.

After buying the train ticket, Mo Fang sat with him in the waiting room, silently waiting for the time.Geng Zhi didn't bring anything when he came, and Mo Fang bought him a lot of food when he left.

"Have something to eat in the car."

"Yeah." Geng Zhi held the plastic bag, "You go back, let's go, I'm such an old man, are you afraid that I won't be able to lose it? Let's go."

Mo Fang was pushed by him, and he shook off his honest hand: "I'll take you in."

"Don't send it."

The ticket check-in announcement sounded, and Mo Fang took Geng Zhi's arm and entered the ticket gate. He couldn't give a reluctant kiss before parting like other ordinary couples. After a moment, it was only quickly separated.

The bell for getting on the train rang, and the conductor urged the people on the platform to get on the train quickly, and at the same time told the people who were dropping off at the station to leave quickly. Mo Fang was in a hurry, so he pulled Geng Zhi and said, "Call me back, I'll wait for your call. "

"En." Geng Zhi looked at Mo Fang carefully, then turned and got into the car.

"You don't want to tell me something?" Mo Fang grabbed him, and the conductor at the side saw him like this, told him that it was dangerous to do so, and asked him to let go.

Geng Zhi pulled his hand down: "Go back."

"That's it?" Mo Fang looked at him with wide eyes, "What else?"

"Two big men, stop moaning and start driving immediately!" The conductor came over to urge again.

Mo Fang ignored her at all, being impatient had nothing to do with him, he just wanted to say something frankly to reassure him.

Geng Zhi walked into the carriage, and Mo Fang followed his figure outside until Geng Zhi stopped. Mo Fang stood on the platform and looked at him. That's how people look at it.

The bell rang again, the conductors got on the train, the doors were locked, and the train started slowly.Mo Fang followed the train, and he was waiting for Geng Zhi to say something. He had never been so panicked since he was a child.

"Feng Zhi!" Mo Fang called Geng Zhi.

Geng Zhi looked at Mo Fang who had been following outside the window, and said to him: "Don't follow, let's go."

"I'll wait for you!" Mo Fang yelled at Geng, regardless of whether there were people around.

The train was getting faster and faster, and it was about to leave the platform. Geng Zhi seemed to be going crazy, and shouted at Mo Fang: "Don't wait for me! Don't wait!"

Mo Fang looked at Geng Zhi in disbelief, and stopped stupidly: "What did you say? What did you say?" Seeing that the train had gone far away, he ran to catch up and shouted at Geng Zhi, "What did you say?" !"

"Don't wait!!" Stop chasing!

"Why!" Mo Fang's legs went limp when he heard the upright words just now, "Why didn't you wait! Tell me clearly!"

"Go back!! Don't wait for me!!!"

As the train pulled out of the platform, Geng Zhi looked at Mo Fang who had to stop, and looked at Mo Fang holding his knees. He knew that Mo Fang must be crying, "Mo Fang! Mo Fang!!!" I'm sorry, I'm sorry! "Wait for me, Mo Fang is waiting for me! Be sure to wait for me!!!"

He didn't know if Mo Fang could hear it, he regretted it, he regretted that he shouldn't have said don't wait for him just now.I hope Mo Fang can hear it.He turned on the phone, and there were piles of text messages and phone calls from Geng's father. Geng Zhi waited for the phone to finish playing the messages, and sent Mo Fang a message: "Wait for me to come back!" After that, he followed up with another message, "I love you Mo Fang Fang, wait for me to come back!"

Mo Fang watched the train go out, he had to stand on the edge of the platform, facing the direction of the train, and kept cursing Geng Zhi, scolding him as a bastard, tears flowed out like opening the gate: "Geng Zhi, you bastard!" !! Why are you!"

The people around looked at him like a fool. The staff was afraid that he would jump off the track, so they pulled him and told him not to stand on the edge of the platform, but Mo Fang fell to the ground as if there were no bones under his legs.No, I've never lost my composure before. When did he keep his chest up and his head up, for fear that others would not know that he is handsome and good-looking.At this moment, he cried bitterly without hesitation. Others thought his girlfriend had left, and smiled and said that he was young too, and if he wanted to be together, he should study hard and work hard.

But Mo Fang cried even harder.Just now I said honestly, don't wait for him, isn't this going to break up with him, why are you still together?How can we be together?He won't be able to see him after leaving, he knew that nothing good happened this time, but he didn't expect this person to leave like this?

The phone rang twice in his pocket, Mo Fang had no time to answer, his hand was stuffed with a tissue, Mo Fang managed to stand up, but fortunately his mind was full of honesty saying goodbye to him, and he didn't look at how many people around him were looking at him.

I found a chair and sat down, and it took me a long time to recover. The tears stopped flowing, but my heart felt like I was being cut. It was not because I was cut that it hurt so much, but because the person who cut him was not someone else. It's straightforward.

He never said I love you, I like you, and he never worried about being uneasy or doubting his feelings. From childhood to adulthood, the two were not together for a year or two, they were together for 14 years Well, if I didn’t like it, I wouldn’t have come this far. Everything is logical. Being with Geng Zhi is like taking the stairs from the first floor to the second floor. It’s so natural. After being together, I never thought of separating Now, Mo Fang doesn't know what is the meaning of his life goals after leaving Geng Zhi?

After sitting enough, Mo just came out of the train station, his eyes hurt when the wind blew, and the phone in his pocket rang twice.He unhurriedly took it out to look, saw the text message Geng Zhi sent him, saw Geng Zhi said, let him wait for him.

wait for him?

Mo Fang was so angry that tears came down again.

If you say don’t wait, don’t wait, if you say wait, wait, I cried, I was anxious, I panicked, I was about to hang myself, now you say you have to wait.

Who the hell wants to wait for you!

upright!Next time you dare to stand in front of me and try! !