"I'm sorry, Shenyue, even though you did this for me, I still can't accept it."

In the end, I tried my best to push Shenyue away and shook my head.

"But it was a mistake for you to appear in this world! I just want to correct this mistake!" Shenyue continued to persuade, "You don't have to care about people in this world at all, because their fate has nothing to do with you. It's not your fault for what you look like. Although I don't know what the world you live in is like, it must be different from here. Don't you want to go back to your real home? What's wrong with this messy world that only kills and fights? good!"

I thought for a while, but I still shook my head: "Maybe you are right, but I have already entered this world, and I have also developed bonds with people in this world. Yes, my original world is completely different from here , although there are many bad things, but overall it is peaceful, there are no alien monsters, and there are no cosmic colony bases, and there will be no such wars that destroy the world."

Shenyue thought I was being persuaded, and was a little excited: "Then——"

"But I absolutely can't treat everything as if it didn't exist, and go back alone as if nothing happened. I know that you will be upset if you say this, and you will think that I don't know good from bad. But I'm really sorry, Shenyue, for Asking me to go back and destroy the earth or something... I can't accept it."

Shenyue stared blankly at me for a long time, her eyes gradually cooled down: "So, you won't change your mind?"

"Yes."

He pushed me away violently: "Then I'm really being self-indulgent, but I'm sorry, it's impossible to stop everything from happening right now. At that time, whether you want it or not, I will let the moon base hit the earth according to the original plan. Open the space-time point and let you go back."

I grabbed his hand to prevent him from leaving: "Shenyue, even if I tell you now that I am willing to stay in this world, you wouldn't believe it, would you? Why did you have to do this, why did you have to send me back? "

"You ask why?" Shenyue seemed to have been punched hard by me, her face twisted in pain, "Do you know why I made myself like this? I just want to stop everything from happening. I don't want to Let you die! I want you to live! For this, I have struggled for a long time, so long that I can't remember it. But now you are going to destroy everything I have given! You want me to Is everything you do a joke!"

"But if I go back, you won't exist!" I shouted excitedly.

"You don't need to care about this, it doesn't matter what I become! I would rather disappear from this universe than become your son again!"

Shenyue roared back with a louder voice than mine, and I froze for a moment.

"I……"

Hesitating, Shenyue hesitated to hold my hand, but at this moment, Bai Hechou reappeared lingeringly.

"I'm sorry to interrupt the heart-to-heart conversation between the two, but it seems that it's almost the same outside."

Shenyue and I turned our heads together, and the screen played on the screen showed that Kengo Aiba had been knocked to the ground, and his teammates were chasing after the victory.

"I have done everything I promised at the beginning, so, Shenyue-jun, now is the time for you to fulfill your promise."

Bai Hechou said quietly.

"I see."

Shenyue opened the cockpit and floated out, came to the front of a huge mechanical panel and began to run a series of operations that I could not understand.I connected to Bai Heshou's communication, lowered my voice and asked, "What agreement do you have with him?"

"Can't you think of it, of course I'm going back, back to my own world."

Bai Hechou replied.

"Ah?" I didn't expect the answer to be this. When I first saw Bai Hechou, I thought he came here by using black technology. It turned out that he was in the same situation as me.

"You seem surprised? Hmph, maybe you don't know that I was exiled to this world. I dream of going back to my own world, where there are still many old friends waiting for me. "

Even if I can't see Bai He's sad face, I can still imagine the expression of gnashing his teeth when he said this.

"But... you can go to Masaki, Masaki can take you back."

"Don't mention that person's name in front of me!"

Bai He, who always looked very elegant and always looked like an aristocrat, lost his composure rarely, and roared angrily.But then he seemed to realize his strangeness, and his tone became cold.

"Mr. Shenyue, please don't play tricks, otherwise, I will be rude."

Shenyue didn't have any other expressions, but I could see something strange from his appearance on the screen.There is a kind of cold cruelty hidden in his eyes, I think he definitely has no kindness to send Bai Hechou back.

"Of course, Bai Hechou, I will fulfill my promise and send you back..."

As Shenyue said, she pressed her finger down, and the entire moon base suddenly trembled violently.I widened my eyes, and saw that the empty space in front of me seemed to have been torn open by something, revealing a chaotic and pitch-black space.

"Are you crazy! Open the space-time point now, we will all be pulled into it and torn to pieces!"

Bai Hechou roared angrily, I thought he must have guarded against Shenyue in advance, but I didn't expect him to do so.

Shenyue floated in mid-air, and with a wave of her hand, I was firmly bound by the restraint belt that popped up from the ground.But Bai Hechou was sucked in, and he manipulated the body to fire shells in the direction of Shenyue: "Shenyue! You crazy! Are you going to drag everyone to die together!"

"Hmph, you didn't realize that I'm a lunatic until now." Shenyue replied with a sneer, "Bai Hechou, I planned to kill you from the very beginning. As I said, even if there is only a [-]% possibility, I also want to put an end to all dangers."

As Shenyue spoke, she glanced at me and swallowed the following sentence back.

"Don't, don't be like this, Shenyue, stop quickly." Although I don't like Bai Hechou very much, I still can't bear to see him being sucked into that black hole.After all, he didn't do anything harmful from the beginning to the end. On the contrary, Shenyue was the mastermind behind everything.

But Shenyue ignored me and was determined to throw Bai Hechou into the black hole. It was not easy for me to just stabilize myself, and there was really no way to save Bai Hechou.Seeing that Bai Heshou was about to be sucked in, the opposite space was torn open again, and I saw Masaki's Sebasta get out of it, dragging Bai Heshou's Gu Lansen, and the two of them were sucked together. He went in and disappeared into the black hole in a blink of an eye.

"..." I really didn't expect such a development.But I was relieved, I believe that with Masaki around, the two of them should not die...

"Cut, those who get in the way, forget it, it doesn't matter, anyway, even if they don't die, they won't be able to return to this world."

Shenyue's voice rang softly in my mind.

"Stop it, stop it, Shenyue! You can't do this!"

I tried desperately to contact my teammates outside, but couldn't.It can be seen through the display screen that the lunar base is burning and trembling crazily. Once it really falls, it will be a proper end of the world.

Shenyue ignored me and floated on the spot, looking at the black hole that was getting bigger and bigger, expressionless.

"No, it seems that he can't be expected to listen to me." I gritted my teeth and activated the Atlas again. Although I was very tired after the battle just now, I still used my mental power desperately. He walked slowly step by step towards the place where Shenyue was.

"Stop it, you can't stop me anymore."

Shenyue said in a low voice.

"Do not."

I answered firmly.

Shenyue laughed nervously, and pointed to her head: "Do you want to stop this program? Unfortunately, its operating program has long been connected to me, unless you completely eliminate me. If If you want to save this world and completely cut off the possibility of returning home, come and destroy me."

I was about to cry: "Shenyue, why do you insist on doing this... Would you rather be wiped out and force me to go back? Are you so unwilling to be with me?"

"With you? With you? Haha, hahahahaha." Shenyue laughed uncontrollably as if she had heard some super funny joke, "You are so naive, naive to the point of cruelty. Look Now I, apart from a brain that is about to rot, what else can I call a human being. Are you really not afraid of such a monster! Ah, yes, now you can say it doesn’t matter, but once I really believe, One day, one day, you will regret it, you will regret that you have made such a stupid oath! One day you will cry and beg me to let you go! One day I will lose you completely!"

He laughed wildly in the swirling wind and turbulence: "Rather than this, I would rather you not exist from the beginning to the end, and I would rather not exist from the beginning!"

... I completely gave up communicating with him, anyway, no matter what he said, he wouldn't listen.

Gritting my teeth and walking step by step, I was once again entangled tightly by those metal objects and pulled into the depths of the machine.Every step I take, I can feel the pain of my body being torn apart.Several times I also thought to just let it go, just like what Shenyue said, anyway, what happens to this world has nothing to do with me.Besides, I have worked very hard, if I can't do it, I can't do it.

I want to go home, I want to go back to that familiar and peaceful world.I really don't want to curl up in a small cockpit and fight endlessly, and I don't want to risk my mental breakdown to drive Atlas and fight countless monsters.I miss my parents, my friends, I miss everything about myself.

Although I thought so in my heart, my hands and feet were not obedient, and I still insisted on walking forward step by step. I could feel the nosebleeds and sweat flowing on my face, and I could feel that my body was about to be crushed by the huge pressure.I just don't understand why I have to work so hard.

You know, in the end I didn't even capture a single teammate...

Just thinking about inexplicable things like this, finally I miraculously stood in front of Shenyue and stretched out my hands towards him.

"I...didn't lie to you...Shenyue...I...wouldn't...regret..."

As more and more wires wound up and even got into my mouth, I struggled to utter every word.

"Stop it, you will be swallowed by this machine. You don't want to become a monster like me."

Shenyue said stiffly.

I tried my best to smile: "That's fine..."

In the frantic storm, Shenyue and I looked at each other silently across the cockpit.I saw his skin being scraped away bit by bit by those storms, revealing the silvery metal underneath.Honestly he looks like a skinned Terminator right now.But I still didn't flinch, I only had one thought in my mind, I can't let him do this, I can't ruin the world just to go home.

...and cannot destroy Shenyue.

I don't know how long it took, but my mind was a little dazed, and the body was pulled into tatters, and it would split open at any time.In the dimness, I seemed to hear Shenyue sighing, as if he stretched out his hands towards me.Just then I lost consciousness.

In a daze, I was slapped violently on the face, and I was woken up. I screamed and sat up, and saw Dior and many familiar faces huddled together and staring at me.

"You're awake." Dio said with a smile.

"What happened?" I asked, touching my swollen face.

Dio burst out instantly: "You still have the nerve to ask! I almost scared to death, do I know! I have warned you, don't act like this! Just wait and see, this time you will be locked up when you go back—"

He was still chattering on and on, but I was not in the mood to listen anymore. Thinking of the scene before I lost consciousness, I looked around anxiously and found myself sleeping in a ruined moon base, surrounded by dilapidated looking Like a garbage Atlas.

"Where is Shenyue?" I asked blankly.

Dio looked at me suspiciously for a long time, then reached out and touched my forehead: "Are you okay?"

"Where is Shenyue! Where is he!"

I screamed uncontrollably, startling Dio.

"Who? Who is Shenyue? Do we have this person here?"

People around looked at each other in bewilderment, expressing that they didn't know the person named Shenyue.After double-checking that they weren't joking with me, I nearly lost my mind.

what happened?Where did Shenyue go?Could it be that he didn't exist from the beginning to the end, but I just had a dream?

It has been several days since I was brought back to the base camp, and I got the ins and outs of the incident from my teammates.Basically, it is roughly the same as what I know, Radham, Changemaker, Zaft.Even the Armageddon that day was exactly as I remembered it.

But without Shenyue, he seemed to disappear from the world suddenly.In fact, the teammates were still wondering why I was unconscious in that place on the day of the final battle, as if I had experienced a world war.I did not give up looking for Shenyue everywhere, until Dio and Mu planned to see a psychiatrist for me, and I didn't stop.

Of course I don't believe that Shenyue is just an existence imagined by myself, but the question is, where did he go?Why doesn't everyone remember him, except me?

I fell into an abnormal depression, but the situation did not allow me to be so depressed.Although Radam and Dr. Hell have been defeated, there are still many remnants of them on the earth, and Zaft and the Earth Federation are still incompatible.My teammates and I run around every day to maintain world peace, and we are almost crazy.

It's just that when I'm free, I still think about Shenyue, wondering what happened to him, where he went, and whether he disappeared.In this state, I passed in a trance for several months, and I was almost shot down by the enemy for almost half of the time.Miss Huang saw that my situation was bad and forced me to take a vacation.

"You'd better take a good rest." She said.

When I was free, I traveled a lot, trying to find traces of Shenyue's existence.But every time the hope was full of hope, the result was complete disappointment.Shenyue has completely disappeared into this world as if she never existed. I think I may never see him again.

Frustrated, I returned to the base, hugged my knees in the cockpit of the Atlas, and wondered for the first time whether I had done something wrong.

"Shenyue, you idiot, where the hell are you... I will go crazy if this continues."

Before I knew it, I cried, buried my face in my arms, and felt so painful in my heart that I could hardly breathe.

After crying for a long time, my eyes were swollen from crying, only then did I realize that the system in front of me had been beeping non-stop.Since the last war, Atlas has been beaten to pieces, and repairs have been repaired for almost three months.During this period, I have been driving the Gnaku miscellaneous military aircraft.This is the first time on the plane after a long absence.

I poked open the system casually, and saw this machine with mixed emotions. It was the only proof of Shenyue's existence besides me.

After casually scanning the system, I suddenly found a strange place. At some point, the name of the machine changed to "Atlas Zero. Change".

"How is this going?"

I checked the system and the condition of the body, and I couldn't help but be surprised. Its data is completely different from my memory, like a complex combined with Shenyue's Destroyer.

I raised my head in a daze, looked at the flickering display screen, and asked in a low voice, "Shenyue, is that you?"

There was no response from the system. When I was almost desperate, the cursor on it finally flickered, and a line of text was typed out automatically.

"You said you would be with me forever, and I promised."

I couldn't believe my eyes at first, and then I cried and laughed: "Are you here, Shenyue? But, but...how could this happen? Could it be that you can only do this all the time?"

The system was silent for a long time again, and slowly typed out another line: "I think this is the best ending."

"But I don't feel good, not at all," I murmured.

"I will protect you forever, in this form."

The system... No, it should be Shenyue, he said.

"……All right."

Although I don't understand why Shenyue made such a decision, and what method he used to make everyone forget his existence.I have a stomach full of questions I want to ask him.But at this moment, I just sat quietly in the cockpit, gently stroking the smooth and cold console with my fingers, as if I was stroking Shenyue's face.

Shenyue's sigh seemed to be heard in my ears, maybe he was right, for me and him, this is the best ending.

"No matter what, my promise is always valid," I tried to smile, and said to the system in front of me, "Let us work hard together and live a wonderful life in this world."

"……forever?"

On the screen, Shenyue asked.

I nodded and replied affirmatively: "Forever."

The author has something to say: I suddenly found out that my number of code words has exceeded 500 million, um, it has been almost four years since I came to JJ, time is really fast.

So far the full text is over, thank you very much to everyone who has been following the article here.

In the past year, because of many things happened at home, I lost a relative and welcomed a relative. Basically, I didn’t come up with code words in the past year.I am ashamed and touched that everyone has not abandoned me yet.

I won’t say much about other nasty words. Anyway, I’m officially back now, and I’ll do my best to type in the future.After that, the original fans will not be thrown away. Grasping at the age of two is hard with both hands.

In the next article, I plan to write about the Count of Monte Cristo's colleagues, the BL on JJ... The Count is obviously a straight man!

The heroine is set to be the daughter of the earl's enemy, which seems to be a ridiculous setting, please believe me, hehe, at least I never mess around with my fanfic.

I want to try the pseudo-translation style of serious writing without making complaints.I complain too much, and I feel that my writing skills have regressed greatly.

PS: I will make a TXT for the benefits of this article.

But it is said that even posting a link will be reported to Harmony... I was thinking about opening a microblog...

Please pay attention to the homepage of this article, I will release the address in the next few days, please pay attention, thank you.

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