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In the darkness, Snape felt so familiar, and the feeling of disheartened and lifeless seemed to return.He sank again into deep, deep, boundless darkness—maybe this was where he should be?He deserved to let his soul be exhausted in loneliness and despair, instead of trying to pursue the happiness and light that did not belong to him.

Whether it's Lily or Rosemary, they are such beautiful existences, he shouldn't have approached them with his filthy soul...the dirty, greasy old bat is still destined to stay in In the dark?

Once such thoughts existed in his mind, Snape felt all hope was lost, he lost even the will to survive. He was a person who had experienced death once, and he would not be afraid to die again, but it was still too early, and it was too late. The wizarding world eliminates the Dark Lord, he only hopes that Dumbledore can finish those things that the two of them failed to do in their previous lives, then Lily can live happily, and Harry Potter, that annoying kid, can grow up smoothly , and Rosemary...

Rosemary can continue to take pictures, read books, and do what she likes without being disturbed by these annoying and dangerous realities... She has always wanted to leave him, but now I got my wish...

After staying for a long time in the dark, chaotic, sane, many intermittent thoughts flashed through Snape's mind. He let his consciousness come and go like a tide, while his body was as heavy as a stone, unable to Perceive the outside world...

But the longer the time interval, the more strange he felt, his consciousness became more and more clear, and his body seemed not so numb, his hands could even feel the temperature, and the warmth from the peripheral nerves seemed to penetrate bit by bit. Into the whole body, he tried to grab it, but found that he couldn't move, and lost consciousness again.

Snape went back and forth between sober and dazed like this, during which he could still feel part of the outside world, such as the warmth and moisture falling on his hands and cheeks.His consciousness came back bit by bit, and the time he was able to wake up became longer and longer, and finally he could hear the voices from the outside world.

The first thing he heard was not any meaningful conversation, but the sound of light breathing, so he had to be very close to him to hear it, and the warm feeling on his cheek should be from the other party Breath...so, is it Rosemary?

It must be her, otherwise who else would be so close to him, guarding him every step of the way?

His heart was full of ecstasy, and he really wanted to wake up from the heavy fog immediately... But he couldn't move, he was in a daze, and fell into the darkness again...

When he woke up again, he was awakened by the conversation, his whole body was still unable to move, and his eyes could not be opened, but the conversation was transmitted to his ears without revealing it.

"You're finally back. I can't believe you just joined, and Dumbledore sent you on a mission alone. Wouldn't it be too dangerous?" He was familiar with the voice of James Potter, whom he hated the most.

Is he talking to Lily?Lily was sent on a mission alone?Impossible?In terms of his experience... Unexpectedly, the answer was not Lily as he guessed, but Rosemary. He almost held his breath, but he forgot that he didn't even have the word "breathing" at this time. I can't even move.

"You know what I'm going to do?" he heard Rosemary ask with a smile.

"How is it possible, isn't it confidential? Only Dumbledore knows..."

"Then why did you conclude so easily that he asked me to do dangerous work?" He heard Rosemary pause before speaking, and he knew that it was her habit, she often stopped talking halfway. Come down and think. "It's not what you think, it's just some contact and communication. After all, I am the only Slytherin in the entire Phoenix Society. Many times, it is easier for me to communicate with Dumbledore than Dumbledore."

"Really? That's good." James' voice sounded like he was relieved, and he left after chatting casually.

Snape didn't relax because of this, and then he heard her say in a very soft voice: "Just keep on not waking up, and you won't know anything, and you won't be able to control me."

Then he fell unconscious again.

Before he fell into a coma, the emotions he hadn't had time to react broke out again when he was awake again.

Although he still couldn't move, he couldn't speak, so he could only let the anger fade away slowly and slowly.

After the anger subsided this time, his mind was unexpectedly clearer, and he still couldn't do anything, so he could only lie on the bed and start thinking wildly.

Thinking about the last time it felt like Rosemary was by his side, was it true or not?

Thinking of Rosemary being sent to perform a mission, good or bad is unknown.

Thinking about where did the plan discussed with Dumbledore go?Did it work?

Also, can I wake up, even if I wake up, will it still be the time and space where he exists?Will it be all over again?

The more he thought about it, the more he felt anxious and anxious, and then he heard Dumbledore's voice.

"Did you get the cup back?" Dumbledore asked.

gold cup?Before Snape could react, he heard Rosemary's answer: "I got it back, Narcissa is not as difficult to deal with as I imagined..."

She ran to find Narcissa? !Snape felt like he was about to explode, how many times he had confessed and warned her not to get involved in these things!This is great, not only did she directly join the Phoenix Society, but she also ran to get the gold cup. Snape was so anxious that he wanted to wake up, and finally broke free from the fog. In an instant, he regained control of his body , opened his eyes.

Almost as soon as he made a movement, Rosemary and Dumbledore noticed. Rosemary turned around first, threw the small gold cup with exquisite patterns in her hand to Dumbledore, and walked quickly Going up to him and staring at him, then picked up a small bottle of potion on the bedside table, put the mouth of the bottle to his lips, and asked him to swallow it in one gulp.

Dumbledore glanced at the pair of young men and women, and left knowingly holding the gold cup.

Snape swallowed the potion and felt much better all over his body, so he spoke. "How long have I been unconscious."

Rosemary was very dissatisfied with his hoarse voice, she poured out the water in the kettle and handed it over again, and only answered his question after seeing that he had taken it. "It's been a week."

Snape drank the water in one gulp, Rosemary reached out to take it, and put the water glass back on the table heavily, her voice was as calm as usual. "You've been in a coma for a week."

Snape didn't understand why she had to repeat what she had said, and when he was still wondering, Rosemary explained it herself. "James and Sirius also lost consciousness due to black magic before, and were in a coma for four days; Moody was in a coma for two days. I don't know why it has been a week. You haven't woken up yet."

She turned and stared at him, eyes full of persistence and fiery emotion. "Dumbledore said, it should be because you lack the will to live."

She walked in front of him, slid the back of her hand across his cheek, and asked softly, "Why don't you want to live?"

Snape couldn't answer, he had too many scruples, his thoughts were too confused, and besides, he was never the type to express his feelings.

If it was before, Rosemary would definitely have consciously moved away from the topic, and she has never been able to pry his mouth away from things he doesn't want to say.But now, since she is determined to have a good time with him, she will naturally find a way to solve this communication problem that she cares about very much.

In fact, she didn't intend to start taming the beast so soon, he was just right, and he had to leave some time to recuperate, didn't he?If it's a trivial matter, she wouldn't bother to pursue it, but such a thing as giving up the will to live...can you not bring it up and educate it?

Rosemary sat on the edge of the bed and said happily, "If you tell me why you don't want to wake up, I'll tell you why I joined the Phoenix Order and how I got Hufflepuff's gold cup."

Snape really didn't intend to say it, how to sort out his unclear and unclear emotions?Not to mention whether he has the face to say these words out.

Rosemary didn't urge him loudly, but she didn't give up on continuing to press, she just stayed with him so stiffly.It's more about patience, right?Her patience from sitting backstage waiting and being tossed by makeup artists and hair stylists was enough to spend with him, so she moved her seat leisurely to make herself more comfortable.

Snape was the first to surrender. He felt that he urgently needed to know what happened around him when he was unconscious, so he lost his patience first, because it was obvious that he didn't answer Rosemary's battle. She didn't say anything about this question.

After breaking up, he saw how decisive Rosemary could be, so he could only take her words seriously.

Snape said reluctantly, "I thought I was dead. Died again."

Rosemary showed an expression of disbelief and wrinkled her nose: "They said that even in a coma, they can hear the voices from the outside world. How could you not have thought that you are not dead?"

Snape was a little impatient with her question: "Even if I didn't die, would I be in this world again when I wake up?" How could he be sure that he didn't return to the world where Lily died tragically and Harry Potter , or another parallel space.

Seeing how excited he was, Rosemary couldn't help but took his hand and put it in her palm, and said softly: "Yes, it will be from this world, because you didn't die."

What does she want to do?She was the one who broke up, and she was the one who ran back to tease her!Snape stared at Rosemary's hand, but couldn't find the courage to pull it out.

The author has something to say: First of all, I would like to apologize for the interruption of the update for two days. I am not satisfied with how to fix the article, and I have not been able to grasp the feeling.

First of all, I wish you all a happy White Day. To celebrate this day, I will update it again in the evening.

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