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At the last moment, Snape looked into those bright green eyes and thought it was over.

The bright smile he had been nostalgic for, the guilt and self-blame he had never let go of, and the pain and hatred that had been tormenting his heart for a long time, all ended with death.

He will finally not be awakened by nightmares again at midnight; he will never hear Lily's tragic screams when he died; he will no longer have to take care of that arrogant and reckless "savior"... All the debts have been paid, and he is reluctant to let go. Putting it all down... At this moment, Snape could finally admit that he was already extremely tired, longing to let his spirit die little by little in the sweet, warm darkness, and sleep forever.

But for some reason, his senses became particularly sharp, and he felt numbness and pain at the ends of his limbs, which became more and more intense, and in the darkness of total silence, the silence seemed deafening, and he could almost Hear the sound of your own pulse beating...

Pulse beat? !

Snape habitually held the wand in his sleeve, but found that there was nothing in the sleeve. He slowly opened his eyes, and saw a pale and gloomy woman—that was his mother, Irene Snape .

She looked younger than before she died?Snape didn't express his confusion, but just looked at his mother quietly. He found himself lying on the yellowed sheets, while his mother was sitting on the edge of the bed, squinting and dozing.

He had never looked at his mother so carefully. She was not a beautiful woman in the first place, but the torture and pain in life left traces on her face without reservation—the lips were pale and dry, and even peeled, and her complexion was sallow and flawless. The light, the lines on the forehead, the corners of the eyes, and around the mouth suggest that she is not having a good time.

It was a face that Snape found familiar, yes, equally lifeless, equally serious, equally tormented.In the past, he never understood why his mother gave up her pride and advantages as a wizard and endured his father's domineering violence. But as he grew older and experienced, the answer to this question buried deep in his heart was almost obvious—he and his The mother is strikingly similar.

There was a "bang" sound outside the window, Snape mother and son looked at the window almost at the same time, an owl was hitting the window with its body, Irene stepped forward to open the window, the owl immediately flew in and stopped in front of Snape .

Snape was about to reach out to untie the letter tied to the owl's foot, but Erin said, "Hurry up, if your father sees the owl, he will lose his temper again." Hearing this, Snape's movements suddenly stopped. After a moment, there was no response.

The owl flew away quickly, and Snape opened the envelope from Hogwarts—it was the admission letter.He once thought it was the happiest day in his life, but after experiencing it again, he didn't feel excited at all, and his heart was still deeply tired.

Perhaps he would be happier to see Lily again?While thinking this way, Snape stepped out of the house and went to the open space they had agreed upon.Before leaving, he quietly took his mother's wand to make his appearance more decent-whether it was a memory or a dream, he always hoped to behave better in front of that girl.

Snape walked under the big tree, which was cut down when they were 17 years old, just like their happy childhood memories, and now the tree is still lush and lush, and the red-haired girl walked briskly Snape's footsteps came lightly, but she pulled a girl he had never seen before, and Snape panicked for a moment.

Who is she?

He found himself staring intently at the girl, about Lily's height but much thinner, with brilliant blond hair and a helpless expression.

Snape stared at the girl, who flinched more and more. He saw the fear grow on the girl's face, and he felt a flash of pleasure in his heart.

"This is my twin sister, Rosemary, and this is Severus Snape, he is a wizard just like us! We are going to Hogwarts together, you can't tell others Except for Petunia who discovered the identity of the wizard, I didn't even tell my parents and Lumi! That's it! Lumi is also a wizard... Lumi! This is Sif! He knows a lot of things, let him tell you slowly...you will believe it."

younger sister?Lily's sister was that utterly stupid Muggle woman, Penedlow, where did this little girl come from?Is it a charm spell?

Snape hadn't solved his full of questions when the two sisters were pulled away by what he called the stupid Muggle woman, Petunia. Before she left, Petunia gave him a vicious look.

Then time passed like water, Snape believed that everything was real little by little, he really lived it all over again, he had a chance to redeem his past mistakes.He spent half the summer vacation getting some money so that his mother could live a better life, and ignoring her astonishment and displeasure in her brows, he warned Tobia viciously not to touch his mother. cold hair.

Then he sees the girl again.

On Platform 9 3/4 at King's Cross Station, the girl still looked at him with fear in her eyes, but she managed to maintain a calm demeanor and talk to his mother, Snape shook the wand in his sleeve again and told himself Do not worry.

In the compartment of the Hogwarts train, when Snape patiently answered Lily's endless questions, he saw an old acquaintance knocking on the door.

That was Remus Lupin.

He couldn't help laughing, what a funny accident, Merlin's arrangements are always clever.

Lily and Lupine were chatting happily, and the topic turned to the allocation of the college without any surprise.Snape had dreamed more than once, what if Lily was a Slytherin too?

But as soon as this thought flashed through his mind, he was extinguished by himself. The Lily of Gryffindor is the real Lily, right?Such a Lily who is full of sense of justice, enthusiasm and courage.

"Sev, have you never thought about it?" Lily's voice came.

He answered almost without thinking, "Usually the whole family is in the same house...my mother was a Slytherin, so I should be too."

"And what about Muggle-borns like Rumi and me?"

Gryffindor, Ravenclaw, Hufflepuff...in short, it will not be Slytherin.Such thoughts flashed through Snape's mind, but he couldn't say it out.

"Daddy wants us to go to Ravenclaw. If not, to Hufflepuff," the girl broke in suddenly.

If you want to stay out of trouble, these two academies are the first choice for Muggle-born wizards, and even some young Muggle-born wizards leave Hogwarts after finishing fifth grade in these two academies... Snape Thinking about the few students who had dropped out of school, he thought to himself, if Lily went to those two academies, she wouldn't have anything to do with that damn Potter again...

"...He said that there must be a lot of troublemakers in Gryffindor." The girl spoke slowly and sticky, always with a smile in her voice, although she was still very wary of this girl, but Snape had to agree with her that it pleased him.

And something that made him even happier happened immediately──

"Your father must have been rejected by Gryffindor to say such things."

"He must have no talent, a Hufflepuff student?"

Snape thought he was about to laugh out loud!Those two hopelessly stupid Gryffindors have always been the representatives of trouble, and there is no need to think about it at all. Lily probably won't be assigned to Gryffindor...

It is said that the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment. If those incidents on the train hadn't happened, Snape, who had already prepared himself mentally, would probably be able to calmly accept that Lily would still be assigned to Gryffindor, but at this moment, he Feeling unbearably irritable.

And to make matters worse, the girl was actually assigned to Slytherin──is this considered a sheep's way to a tiger's mouth?Snape stared at her maliciously, first revealed her identity, and then cast a soundproofing spell and an ignoring spell in the corner of the lounge where everyone had dispersed, and finally restrained her──

" Legilimency."

As a powerful Legilimency master, Snape turned Rosemary's head with absolute advantage. He saw the girl's previous life, and through the girl's memory, he saw another Lily.A Lily without magic; a Lily Evans who never knew Hogwarts, who never knew James Potter, who never knew Severus Snape, a real, happy Lily Evans.

He carefully checked the girl's memory to confirm whether there was any trace of fraud one by one. The girl had no power to resist, and she was happy or sad as the memory flowed, unable to restrain herself.

Snape pushed aside her thoughts and emotions, trying to explore the most intimate memories in her heart──but unexpectedly encountered resistance.

"Get out" The girl had tears in her eyes and anger on her face.

Of course Snape wouldn't give the girl the chance to resist him, force his way into her mind, force her to confess all her secrets.

The girl is in a luxurious hotel room. She is about 15 years old wearing a close-fitting, beige short skirt, with delicate makeup and hair, staring at a middle-aged man on the bed with fiery eyes.

The middle-aged man leaned against the head of the bed and looked at her with a smile.

The young girl flicked her hair, tilted her head and pursed her lips, trying to put on a coquettish posture, and approached the middle-aged man on the bed step by step, climbed onto the bed with a flattering smile, and stretched out her hand to remove the shoulder straps of her skirt. slid down her body.

The man immediately rushed forward and kissed the girl's cheek and chest. The girl turned her face and said, "Be gentle, if there are traces left, it will be very troublesome to take pictures tomorrow."

"It doesn't matter if the makeup is off." The middle-aged man moved hurriedly.

The girl closed her eyes and turned her head to one side. "I will stand in the middle of tomorrow's photo, right? I want to wear that red coat"

"It's okay, it's okay!" The middle-aged man anxiously turned the girl's face, and pounced on her lips.

Embarrassed, Snape was about to leave the girl's mind when a surge of anger and disgust hit him.

It's not his mood, it's the girl's.

The girl didn't know why her emotions were touched, and she began to violently resist the middle-aged man's movements, and finally pushed the man away and ran out of the room. This memory came to an abrupt end.

Snape looked at the girl who had fallen to the ground and fainted, and the confusion in his heart didn't decrease but increased. Except when he first started studying, he had never been eclipsed by the emotions of the target of Legilimency... But now that she was sure that she was no threat , he naturally didn't need to continue such behavior, after all, she was also Lily's younger sister, so there was no need to be too rigid.

Snape cast a fountain of clear water on the girl to wake her up, and left without saying a word.

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