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The author has something to say: I wish you all a happy new year and all the best in the year of the horse~~~~~

I originally wanted to stop updating, because it happened to be this chapter during the Chinese New Year, which seemed to be not very happy...

The summary of this chapter is "farewell" taboo, so don't read it until the end of the new year.

At the end of the Hogwarts term, the little wizards who had just finished their final exams were all eagerly looking forward to the summer vacation, but several people discovered that Sister Evans had disappeared from the campus.

According to several young wizards of the same class who took the History of Magic final exam with them, when everyone was scribbling and trying to copy the names, place names and dates they heard in the History of Magic class on parchment, Professor McGonagall Walked into the classroom and took the two girls away.

The students who had a good relationship were worried, afraid that something might happen to them; the students who had a bad relationship began to gloat, imagining what trouble they had caused and being expelled.

But in fact, Rosemary and Lily had no time to think about what other people guessed, or what they would face if they didn't complete the final exam, because the two sisters who rushed home after receiving the notice had to face Two cold corpses, this is much more troublesome than the gossip at Hogwarts.

Yes, their parents died unexpectedly in a car accident.

Rosemary didn't know how it all happened, why it was like this?Because in the world she used to exist, although her parents were divorced and had their own lives, they were both alive and healthy. Why...why did her parents die in this world?

Penny's boarding school was not far from home, and she often went home on weekends, so when they borrowed the fireplace in Professor McGonagall's office to return home, Penny happened to be home too.

Lily's eyes were red, as if she could cry at any time; Rosemary's face was pale and expressionless, but her lips were trembling slightly.Surprisingly, among the three sisters, Penny was the calmest and most peaceful. She led the two younger sisters to claim the corpse, deal with all kinds of tedious matters, and even had spare energy to take care of the two younger sisters.The day after receiving the corpse, Lily had recovered a little bit of self-control, but Rosemary was still in a trance, and Petunia had to let her slowly adjust to herself.

Rosemary sat alone on the stairs with her arms around her legs and her face buried in her knees. She could hear Lily ping-pong in the kitchen; Feeling so far away from it all, so far away, so unreal.

This is fake, right?Everything is fake.

Hogwarts is fake, magic is fake...she wasn't reborn at all, it was all just a dream, right?Why couldn't it just be a dream, why couldn't she wake up yet?

When she wakes up, she can still see that her parents are alive and well, and they will also attend Penny’s wedding together. Her father said that she will take the three sisters to camp during the summer vacation. There is also a collection of rock albums for her... There are many, many things that I can't do with my parents... Rosemary felt tears overflowing her eyes one by one, sliding down her cheeks warmly...

What made Rosemary's heart ache the most, but she didn't dare to think about it was that at this time in her previous life, her parents had already divorced... If they were in this life, they had already separated, would it be possible that they would not ride together at this time at all? Car, will the accident never happen?

Rosemary's heart was pierced at the thought that any change in her own life might have caused the death of her parents.

Did they have to die because they came back to life?How could it be like this?She couldn't help covering her face and crying bitterly.

Lily and Petunia heard Rosemary crying, one dropped the spatula, the other put down the phone book, and both came over.

"Lumi, don't cry. It was an accident, at least it wasn't too painful when Dad and Mom left." Petunia patted her back awkwardly, and comforted her sister with the words she had just told her relatives.

Lily took Rosemary's hand firmly and pulled her up from the steps. "Come and help me, don't think about it anymore."

Rosemary helped Lili in the kitchen in a trance, washing the vegetables and setting the table obediently, but her energy was still low. No matter what Lily said to her, she would hear it from one ear to the other.

"Do you know how your parents died?" Lily was a little helpless. Of course she was very sad, and she hadn't dealt with her emotions yet, but seeing her sister in such a distraught state, she still had to have a good talk with her. Wash the wounds clean to truly heal.

Rosemary shook her head, her face still blank.

Forget it, at least it's good to be able to hear her talk, Lily rolled her eyes in her heart and continued. "They were driving out early in the morning and there was a car accident."

Rosemary still knew about this part, and she nodded to express her understanding.

"Do you know the cause of that car accident?" Lily continued to ask, seeing her sister's blank expression, she nodded and continued, "Because the bridge was broken."

"The bridge is broken?!" Rosemary repeated Lily's words, expressing disbelief.When she heard the report and saw the dead body, everyone told her that it was a series of collisions, but she didn't expect that the reason for the serial collisions was because the bridge was broken? !This sounds soooo....

Lily spread out the newspaper that said her parents had an accident, and Rosemary followed her to look at it—"Broken bridge tragedy, cutting corners, Orlando bridge collapse, multiple cars chasing each other."

Rosemary looked down and frowned.The Orlando Bridge is the main road, the only way to go from their small county to London, but she has no impression of any accident on this bridge. In fact, before her death, the bridge was still safe and sound. I just stayed where I was - something that never happened in my previous life.

"Then there's this—I dare not let Petunia know, but I probably can't hide it from you." Lily took out another newspaper, this time it was folded into the size of a palm, and she hid the Daily Prophet in her pocket. "Death Eaters attacked the main Muggle traffic road—the Orlando Bridge, causing serious injuries and deaths to many Muggles...Death Eaters left a clear statement there: cleanse the wizarding world and expel mudbloods. The Ministry of Magic strongly raised the issue reprimand and will send..."

Rosemary's hands began to tremble constantly, so... so what really killed her parents was the magical world that shouldn't exist?No!It was the Death Eaters who killed their parents!Rosemary wanted to say something to Lily when Petunia poked her head in, and the two of them frantically folded the newspaper.

Petunia didn't notice the movements of the two younger sisters, and asked, "Is it okay to book the church on Keith Street? That's the church my parents often go to..."

Snape has never been to a church. In fact, as a wizard, he has always sneered at Muggle religious worship, but today he endured the discomfort, put on a black coat, and stepped into this place .

He had always known that Lily's parents had died young, leaving her and Petunia and, oh, now Rosemary.But what was he doing at the age of 15?He may have been locked up at home by Tobia, but it is more likely that he hid in a dusty room to study black magic or potions. He had nothing to do about the death of her parents. I don't know how to care about it.

He also suddenly remembered that Lily's attitude towards black magic began to change at this time.Before that, Lily still held a relatively tolerant attitude towards his research on black magic, as if she was watching a prank child, but after this summer vacation, she began to deeply hate Snape's obsession with black magic Absolutely.

Snape remembered the Death Eater attack in the Daily Prophet a few days ago, and the sporadic fragments of Rosemary and Lily's words, and then he connected everything together.

It turned out that the reason for his parting with Lily had been planted since then. Back then, he never understood why Lily hated black magic so much, but now...he took a big step and walked into the church.

There were many people in the church, and he guessed that these people should be colleagues, friends, and relatives of the Evans couple, but Snape didn't know any of them, so he chose an inconspicuous seat at the back and sat down.

Whether it was Muggle funerals or wizard funerals, Snape seldom attended. Even his parents' funerals were buried directly in the cemetery, so on this special occasion, he suddenly thought, In my previous life, did I have a funeral?

Would anyone honor him like this?Will anyone miss him?Will anyone cry for him?

He remembered dying in that gray, run-down Shrieking Shack, delirious and reduced to ashes...with only that pompous savior Potter by his side...

He is dead?still alive?

Snape was a little dazed. He looked at the dappled sunlight that passed through the stained glass and sprinkled on the ground; a woman in front of him smelled of fat sweat mixed with perfume; and from the podium, faintly The delicate, soft voice stirred his eardrums...everything reminded him constantly that he was still alive.

The memorial service on the stage ended at some point. Everyone got up and prepared to send the Evans and his wife to the tomb outside for the last time. Snape followed everyone and filed out of the church.

When they arrived at the tomb, the three sisters dressed in exactly the same black all saw him and nodded to him. Snape nodded his chin, and then he saw Lily's red eyes and nose clearly, and Rosemary's pale Chapped lips.

Wearing a ridiculous robe, the man called the priest began to babble again, "Ashes to ashes, dust to dust..." Is death really so easy?Can you let go of all the obsessions of the past?Can all the ones you cared about and loved deeply disappear with death?

No, death is never the end, but a longer redemption.Snape looked at Lily's face and felt extremely heavy.