After becoming the protagonist of abuse

#Reincarnation How does it feel to not drink Mengpo soup? #

#Through the first reaction, what should I do? #

#What is a baby's perspective? #

Luo Xi finally had the chance to answer the above questions.

One moment I feel suffocated, and the next moment I feel alive again.

Soon, he found that his vision was blurred, and his hands and feet were weak. He couldn't speak at all but could cry...and someone was holding him in one hand and talking in a low voice.

After falling into the water and being rescued, did his body shrink?Shrunk to the point where you can only drink milk? !

Luo Xi had a bad guess.

Half a month later, Luo Xi's mentality collapsed.Somehow something went wrong, he dressed as a newborn baby, and it's not modern anymore.

The air conditioner and computer are far away from him. Being able to drink milk is still a big business for his current family.Luo Xisheng had nothing to love, spit out a bubble, tilted her head and fell asleep.

When Luo Xi woke up, he often heard the clang of the guqin, the sound of which could be elegant or passionate, but as for what Luo Jue was playing, he didn't understand at all.Soon, the sound of the piano was hypnotic, and he fell asleep again.

The sound of the piano changed a lot back and forth, but fortunately, he didn't need any reaction from a baby. Luo Xiquan thought it was an irregular ringtone, and it was quite interesting after listening to it for a long time.As for the high mountains and flowing water, he didn't hear it at all.

At that time, Luo Jue looked at Luo Shangshu suspiciously, "Is this really useful?"

Luo Shangshu affirmed, "Of course, children need such nurturing from an early age."

Fortunately, Luo Xi didn't think the sound of the piano was noisy, and Luo Jue didn't see what had been nurtured, only that Luo Xi slept well.

Just eating and drinking like this is extremely boring, and Luo Xi has basically met her relatives in this life. She is familiar with her elder brother Luo Chang who likes to run around, her gentle uncle, her smiling aunt, and Luo Jue who hugs him the most.

Luo Xi really wanted to know the news from the outside, but it turned out that what was in the novel and on TV were all lies.When the father talked with the uncle, he would immediately take the child down, and the servants around him were also reminded many times not to mention bad things in his ear. The last one who talked too much was dragged down, and Luo Xi never saw him again Pass.

The rules are strict, and the food and clothing are all exquisite. At most, Luo Xi can barely judge from the things he uses, that their family is probably very rich, and it is most likely that they are officials or even aristocratic families.

Six months later, Luo Jue started to read to him again. Luo Xi listened to it for a long time, and it was obvious that the classical Chinese sentence style stunned him again.

What is this? ? ?

Luo Xi's eyes widened, trying to convey her confusion to Luo Jue.

But Luo Jue didn't accept it. On the contrary, he thought that it was just nurturing, and there was no need to understand the meaning at all, so he just read the book without explaining at all. Luo Xi's eyes also changed from bewildered to confused, and then gradually closed his eyes.

He fell asleep again.

After waking up this time, Luo Xi finally woke up, did he sleep more than other children?Even if it's a baby, it's impossible to be awake for less than two hours a day, right? !

After one year old, the doctor nodded with relief, "It's time to take medicine."

Before, the young master was too young and his body was too weak, so the doctor didn't dare to use the medicine, because he was afraid that if the medicine was too strong or tonic, he would kill Luo Xi directly.If Luo Xi had a serious illness before one year old, basically no medicine would be needed, and she could directly prepare for her funeral.

Luo Jue's complexion calmed down, and she was rewarded by someone, and started to prepare again, one more thing every day, coaxing Luo Xi to drink medicine.In sugar pill form, of course.

It was rare to be persuaded like a child, Luo Xi felt a little complicated, even though the sugar pill tasted like medicine, he swallowed it.

Luo Jue was very kind to him, Luo Xi was not dissatisfied at all, and the occasional bit of helplessness was quickly thrown away by him, trying to change his mentality.

After eating, drinking, drinking and playing until she was three years old, Luo Xi finally had to face one thing: Enlightenment.

Luo Chang was two years older than him, and the two of them didn't attend classes together at all. Luo Xi had no way to compare the enlightenment content of others horizontally, so he could only say that his enlightenment content was very simple.

One hour is listening to Luo Jue telling stories, one hour is going out for a walk to relax, the other hour is watching piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, learning to appreciate, and going out to play if you don't want to learn.

At the end of the year, the family had a New Year's Eve dinner together, and Luo Chang played a song for a while, impassioned and sincere.

Luo Xi woke up in a daze, just in time to hear Qu Wei's tone, and waved his hand, "Appreciate."

The corner of Luo Shangshu's mouth twitched, and Luo Chang's eyes widened curiously.

Luo Jue was helpless, "The child is sleepy and confused."

Luo Chang eagerly looked at the dancing singer, "Father, I want to try too."

Wow, just now my brother threw out a handful of money, I was stunned by him.

"Try what," Luo Shangshu's face darkened, "He is the second son, and his health is not good. It doesn't matter if you don't learn these things, you can't."

Luo Shangshu was a little worried, seeing how Luo Jue raised her, he was afraid that Luo Xi would become a playboy in the future.

Five years later, Luo Xi recently made an interesting friend.

The reason was that Luo Jue didn't feel at ease with him going out alone, so she often took the initiative to bring him around to meet people of her age.

But Luo Xi really can't get along with a bunch of kids who are less than ten years old and can't speak well.

Luo Jue was very worried, thinking that a child could not have no playmates of the same age. Luo Xi was so dizzy from the nagging, she found a chance to sneak out.

On the street, he happened to meet the nine-year-old third son of the Xu family in the capital.

Just as there was an extra follower behind, Luo Xi responded from time to time, and the interest in shopping also faded away.

By the moat, a boy about ten years old occupied the best position to enjoy the scenery.

Seeing Xu San, he immediately said, "Mr. Luo, this man has a bad family background, and he has spoken badly about you in the past. Now he sees that we are coming to enjoy the scenery, and he has occupied the best seat. Why don't you come forward and give an order?" Next, ask him to give up his seat. If he refuses, you can ask Master Luo to come. "

Luo Xi looked at Xu San for a moment, then smiled, "Okay, you go, if you can't do it, I'll call my dad again."

Xu San's face turned pale in an instant, "Master Luo, I was thinking of you. This man's father took Master Luo's position back then. If you can teach him a lesson, Master Luo will surely praise you a lot."

Luo Xi nodded casually, and urged, "Hurry up, don't waste my time."

Xu San dawdled up, the young man listened to him with a sulky face, then sneered and kicked him into the moat.

The servant yelled and ran over to save him, but the young man walked over slowly and stopped beside Luo Xi.

"Hey, don't believe that idiot's words," the young man snorted coldly, "he just likes to provoke, and he has nothing to do to make others look good. If you really listen to his words and beat me up, neither of us will get good .”

The son of the Luo family is notorious for being in poor health. If Luo Xi makes a move, it is impossible for the young man not to fight back, but if Luo Xi is stimulated and collapses, both of them will be in bad luck.

The boy never intended to be ridiculed by others, so he simply kicked this crooked person down and let the river wash his mind.

Luo Xi looked at this so-called No. [-] tyrant in the capital, and felt that his senses were good.

Hearing that General Yang Binghua Yang had been in the frontier for a long time, leaving his wife and children in the capital, and his son was taken to the palace to be raised for a long time, he thought he would be raised stupid or useless.

Looking at it now, it is very clear.

The young man stepped aside, "Half the space for you."

"What's your name?" Luo Xi asked suddenly.

"Yang Yan." The young man reported his name first, and then looked at Luo Xi, "What about you?"

"Next time we meet, I'll tell you." Luo Xi said.

When she was ten years old, Luo Xi finished drinking the medicine, and was quite stunned when she heard the attendant's report, "Father has already left?"

He couldn't get up to say goodbye.

The attendant said helplessly, "The second master specifically told us not to disturb the young master's rest. Most likely, the second master does not want the young master to be sad, let alone see the young master off early in the morning, and hurt his body."

Luo Xi sighed silently, he was also a little worried, his body was not much different from Lin Daiyu, presumably it was for this reason that his father deliberately did not take him to the frontier, but chose the elder brother.

In the past, he thought that if he gnawed at the old, he would just gnaw at the old, and if he was able to gnaw at the old, it meant that their family was not bad, but now Luo Xi finally realized that he seemed too decadent.

Luo Shangshu, who came over in a hurry, saw Luo Xi sighing, but smiled, "Don't think so much, kid, my uncle is also with you when your father is away, and I won't pamper you like your father."

Luo Xi suddenly looked up at Luo Shangshu, feeling a sense of urgency for the first time, "Uncle, if I study hard, will I be able to help dad in the future?"

Luo Shangshu was taken aback, and said seriously, "Whether you learn or not, it will not affect your future career. As long as you are not a playboy in the future, and understand a little bit, you will meet my requirements."

The only thing that can have a major impact on Luo Xi's official career is the power of the Luo family and the power in Luo Jue's hands.

Luo Shangshu silently added this sentence in his heart, but his face softened again. He brought Luo Xi around to teach him personally, took Luo Xi around, and occasionally gave lectures. .

As for martial arts, Luo Shangshu could only regret to give up after many doctors said that he wanted to rest. He spent as much medicine as possible and cultivated it slowly, but he also told Luo Xi to walk every day and not be bored all the time.

Luo Xi agreed one by one, just counting the days, when Luo Jue had almost reached the frontier and stabilized, she couldn't wait to write a letter from home, put it in the Luo family's letter, and asked Luo Shangshu to send it there together.

In the family letter, some disliked that the recent medicine was getting more and more bitter, some were dissatisfied with Luo Shangshu for not allowing him to read for too long, and some showed off the recent beauty of Kyoto and the peach blossom wine he brewed.After writing the letter, Luo Xi couldn't help but smile when she saw her rather intimate words, feeling that she might have completely integrated into this place.

Luo Shangshu was drinking tea, he hesitated to speak and looked at Luo Xi.

Luo Xi put down her pen, "Uncle?"

"...It's nothing." Luo Shangshu didn't speak, but just packed up the family letters and smiled reassuringly.

A month later, the letter from Frontier to Luo's family also arrived.

Luo Jue didn't write many replies, some to her elder brother Luo Shangshu, some to her nephew Luo Yu, and some to her niece Luo Zhi - except for Luo Xi.

Luo Xi frowned dissatisfied, and looked at the soldier who brought the letter, "You lost the letter my father wrote to me?"

Luo Shangshu clenched the letter in his hand, lowered his eyes, and said nothing.

The soldier was sweating profusely, "This, this... Maybe it's lost, I'll look for it later."

Luo Xi curled her lips, but she also knew that the soldiers had brought a lot of things and rushed to the capital from the frontier, and it was helpless to lose one or two items occasionally, so she could just let it go and read Luo Shangshu's letter once or twice.

The frontier is bitter and cold, but it is also far away. It is impossible for the Luo family to keep in touch with Luo Jue all the time, but they basically maintain communication every two months. Every two months, the Luo family can receive a letter from Luo Jue.

Luo Xi held her breath in her heart, but just wrote another letter, rambling about the affairs in the house and telling interesting things around her.

Two months later, a familiar soldier who went back and forth between the capital and the frontier brought Luo Jue's letter, Luo Xi flipped through it, and couldn't help but sulk.

This time, he couldn't bear it, and simply passed Luo Shangshu, and picked a suitable and capable fighter from his own village to assist the soldier in delivering the letter, so as to avoid anything falling on the way.

Luo Shangshu opened his mouth and squeezed out a sentence, "Ah Zhi, your father likes you the most."

Luo Xi gave him a strange look, not understanding why he emphasized this point again, "Of course I know."

How could he doubt it?After all, ten years of heart-to-heart relationship is enough for them to completely trust each other.

When she received the letter for the third time, Luo Xi finished flipping through all the letters with a blank expression on her face.

Under the pressure, the attendant knelt down and said with difficulty, "Second Master...he didn't reply to your son."

If you don't write it, you won't believe it.It wasn't that they missed it, it was Luo Jue who missed it.

Luo Xi didn't get angry, but calmly wrote another letter to the family, asking Luo Jue to explain. By the way, he mentioned that it will be his birthday soon, and he wants a gift. The year is coming to an end, and there may be heavy snow in the frontier. I hope Luo Jue takes care of himself.

Facing Luo Shangshu's worried gaze, Luo Xi smiled, "Father may have other reasons, I can wait, but my birthday is coming up, so asking for a congratulatory gift is not too much."

What he wants, he will not wait all the time, but will go get it himself.

Luo Shangshu nodded, and reiterated, "Ah Zhi, don't think too much, the situation is tense now, and he has other important things to do, so he can't exchange letters with you. When the situation is clear, everything will be fine."

Luo Xi turned her head and put the matter behind her, and started to contact the children of various families, occasionally playing with others, occasionally listening to the piano and burning incense.

Until it snowed heavily in Kyoto, the New Year's gifts and letters that Luo Jue transported from the frontier to Kyoto were also delivered to Luo's family.

Luo Xi happened to go out to attend the banquet, and when he came back, he happened to see the servant unloading the New Year's goods.

There are leather, weapons, jade, and all kinds of frontier | unique treasures.

Luo Yu and Luo Zhi chattered, occasionally seeing a novel object, they were even more exclaimed, Luo Xi was also very pleasantly surprised, a smile appeared on his face unconsciously, "Then my birthday present?"

Luo Shangshu hurriedly avoided Luo Xi's sight.

Luo Xi's smile faded slightly, and she directly picked up the annual gift list on the table, and hurriedly scanned it.

The handwriting on the iron painting and silver hook is very familiar, and there are sufficient New Year gifts for nephews, nieces, brothers, and eldest sister-in-law, and they can't be more considerate... except for Luo Xi's.

Luo Xi didn't say anything, but just found a random reason to retreat, and then closed the courtyard door to cut off all gossip.

It was also from then on that Luo Xi realized that she was too dependent on Luo Jue.

Emotionally, Luo Jue is the closest person he has ever been to after transmigrating, and her silent connivance has already corrupted Luo Xi, making him believe that the family affection in this life is enough to be complete.

Until now, he is still sure that Luo Jue has treated him sincerely for ten years, but he also believes that after many years of indifference, no matter what the reason was at the beginning, Luo Jue may have completely forgotten him, or only The next level is perfunctory.

People's hearts are fickle, he can't gamble.

In any case, this dependence should be reduced.

After tidying up his emotions, Luo Xi looked at the vast sky and began to write invitations to his friends, inviting them to the banquet.

Luo Xi seemed very busy.

This is what Luo Jue deduced from Luo Xi's letter.

Everything in the Luo family remained the same. After Luo Jue left, the emperor treated the families of the soldiers generously. Luo Shangshu also changed his position and joined the Ministry of War.From the family letter, you can also feel the joy.

But the letter Luo Xi sent to him became thinner and thinner. From the first ten pages of eloquence to less than three pages now, he no longer mentioned people or things around him, and he never mentioned his friends. .

Luo Xi was busy attending banquets to make friends, busy studying homework to cultivate her body, and seemed to have gradually forgotten her childhood, except when she said she wanted a birthday gift when she was ten years old, she never said anything like that afterwards.

Luo Jue became more and more calm in her heart, but speeded up.He wanted to go home for a reunion as soon as possible, to see what Luo Xi was busy with, whether he was arguing with his elder brother, whether he thought the food at home was not refined enough.

In order to deal with that majesty and prevent Luo Xi from attracting too much attention, Luo Jue never expressed any concern for Luo Xi, and was even more indifferent on weekdays. She only hoped that Luo Xi would not blame him in the future.

Just at this time, Yang Binghua sent someone to invite him to discuss a solution with him.

Yang Binghua said with a smile, "The food and grass sent from the capital is getting less and less, and something happened to the country of Yue. Why don't we take this opportunity to win some cities and make contributions?"

Luo Jue said indifferently, "Your Majesty will not easily send additional reinforcements, the treasury is limited."

Luo Jue didn't want to give up such a good opportunity, but the army's logistics were really bad, and Yue's strength was not weak.

Grain, military pay, soldiers, which of these should not be spent?

"What if Your Majesty is ashamed of us?" Yang Binghua smiled sarcastically, "Your Majesty values ​​face the most. If the family members of soldiers and soldiers are injured, you should naturally comfort us. You can also try to get food and grass."

Luo Jue narrowed her eyes, "Who?"

"Yang Yan." Yang Binghua flicked the table, "My eldest son, his weight is enough."

Yang Binghua has several concubines, Luo Jue was not surprised by this answer, he did not agree easily, "I will think about it."

"Okay." Yang Binghua agreed wholeheartedly.

When Luo Jue left, Yang Binghua smiled mockingly.

How could he really use his own son as a raft?Luo Jue also has a son. If she dies and becomes disabled, Luo Jue will feel uneasy. Now in this frontier, only Luo Jue is against him.

Looking at the moonlight outside the window, Luo Jue felt peaceful in her heart.

It has been five years since he came to the frontier. In the past five years, he has cultivated the army little by little, and finally he was able to fight against the Yue country, but he still lacked support.

In a few years, Luo Xi will really not remember him.

Now, for this little support, for this just right situation, he still needs to add a little more weight to force His Majesty to retreat, so as to break the frontier battle situation.Even if innocent people were involved, he couldn't care less.

"Yes." Luo Jue finally replied.

But Luo Jue still had a question, "What do you want?"

"You and I will each get half of the military exploits in the future." Yang Binghua made a condition.

Five years of frontier career was enough for Luo Jue to establish her own foundation, and it was also enough for everyone to see the excellence of Luo Jue's strategy.Watching Luo Jue almost crawling onto his head, Yang Binghua couldn't sit still anymore.

Luo Jue thought for a while, and agreed, "This matter can be done at the racecourse under my name." He can also control the process.

At that time, everything will be presumed to be a spy from the Yue Kingdom, trying to slander him.

After thinking about the reason, Luo Jue and Yang Binghua reached an agreement.

If nothing else happens, Luo Xi's life will not be much different from those of the children of the aristocratic family.

Relying on his father's generation to become an official, relying on the support of his family, and finally ascended to a high position by virtue of his talent and control of people's hearts, and finally left a mark in the history that may be shallow or thick.

However, the trajectory of life always turns a corner unexpectedly.