ABO is doomed

During the lunch break, Zhao Xiaoyu came to the fruit shop with lunch, she and her daughter ate it, Qu Di and Su Tian sat in the back to eat, and she and Shi Yuexi took over the cash register.

After seeing off a group of guests, Zhao Xiaoyu loosened his sore arms and squinted at Shi Yuexi. Among other things, without that stupidity, the whole person looked different, and he was still wearing cheap big clothes. Underpants and a white shirt, but he is full of extravagance, and he is a remarkable person at first sight.

She used to like to tease the little fool, but now she doesn't even dare to look at him openly.

When Shi Yuexi turned his head suddenly, Zhao Xiaoyu looked away guiltily, pretending that he was sorting things out.

"Someone will call you about your daughter's enrollment later, don't miss it." Shi Yuexi stood beside her, but didn't look at him, her voice was cold.

"Ah?" Zhao Xiaoyu couldn't turn his head around.

Seeing her stupidity, Shi Yuexi kindly reminded: "Aren't you going to send your daughter to an international school?"

The educational resources in the town are mediocre, but there is a very good international school in the next town. Many people send their children there, and most of the children who come out there are promising. Even her own thoughts are trapped in this small town, she wants Su Tan to go out and see the outside world, she wants her to be an open-minded, independent woman, she is an Alpha, she should have a better life.

But that school is strong enough and rich. Besides grades, they also value the children's family. It can be regarded as an aristocratic school. They give money to the school and think they are tacky.

Shi Yuexi's words mean that this matter has been resolved?

"You..." Zhao Xiaoyu couldn't believe it, she was so happy that she didn't know what to say.

"Don't think too much, it's just what you deserve. I don't like to owe others things."

If it weren't for Zhao Xiaoyu's direct and rough physical education, maybe he was so uncomfortable that night that he rolled all over and didn't know what to do. She was also one of the contributors to his recovery.

Zhao Xiaoyu only thought that he was thanking him for taking care of them during this time, and he was not hypocritical, so he happily went home and waited for the call.

Qu Di was eating, raised his head to meet Shi Yuexi's gaze, and quickly lowered his head, Shi Yuexi looked at the person not far away who was obviously fearful and wary of him, and had his own plans in mind.

Although the process was somewhat tortuous and there were some accidents, it still did not deviate from the original plan, and it could even be said that it gave him a good start and saved himself a lot of thought.

If there were no accidents, the Tang family and the Shu family would come to their door in a short time, but he was not someone who would be dismissed by a little favor, and he would not give up on things he had booked easily.

Qu Di finally waved to him: "Come and eat."

"Okay." With the sun behind him, Qu Di couldn't see his expression clearly, the dust floating in the air didn't seem to stain this person at all, it was clean and holy.

Two people passing by outside the door were talking about the latest gossip. Some time ago, they said that the child who was bullied by a fool fell into a ditch on the way home and broke his leg. He might have to sit in a wheelchair for the rest of his life. Stealing was recorded as a major demerit by the school.

The two lamented that today's children really don't learn well.

On the way home, Shi Yuexi was carrying the oranges given by Su Tian, ​​and the food stalls on the side of the road were noisy. Say something good, the two have been silent.

When they walked downstairs, Zhao Xiaoyu greeted them with a smile, walked to the door, Qu Di inserted the key in, and suddenly heard Shi Yuexi say: "They have been looking for you."

The twisting hands stopped, and Qu Di looked down at her hands trembling, sweat dripping from her palms.

Shi Yuexi took his hand from behind, turned it vigorously, and the door opened. "With me, I have made arrangements that they can't find you."

Qu Di turned to look at him, aggrieved and helpless, Shi Yuexi lowered his head and gently touched the corner of his mouth, the lights in the corridor flickered, Qu Di's mind went blank, he blinked, and the person in front of him People blurred.

He felt that he was not sober, why didn't Shi Yuexi push him away when he kissed him?He was still thinking about this question in the middle of the night, Shi Yuexi was no longer that careless child, what does a kiss mean?like?still love?

When Shi Yuexi kissed him, his heart was very calm, but the depths of his soul were faintly jumping with joy, just like... When Tang Chaobai said he loved him, he didn't love him, but he was still happy for his liking .

He is abnormal, as Wen Hui told him, this is something Tang Chaobai doesn't know, he can no longer empathize with the person who loves him, love is tantamount to harm and danger to him.

After withdrawing from that love full of deceit and pain, he seemed to have no feeling of loving someone anymore, but he hoped that someone could protect him, just like Tang Xiyan at the beginning of the rumors, always by his side Tang Chaobai beside him, and Shi Yuexi now...

He is actively accepting their kindness, even love... He is attached and cherishes, but he can't muster up the courage to give them the same return.

The cat in heat was howling again, and Qu Di broke out in a cold sweat...

Yes, why did he escape?It wasn't because of those photos, it wasn't because of Tang Xiyan's unsavory sarcasm, it was just because of the fear that those unbearable things would ruin everything and their kindness to him, so he chose to escape. Rather than being abandoned by them, he would rather go away .

Maybe he just wanted to prove one thing, that there are still people in this world who love him.

Reason and desire are tugging in his heart. He knows that what he does is no different from those scumbags who play with emotions. He is no longer idealistic, and he no longer pursues the ideal love that is the unity of body and mind and only each other. He has learned to use every Those who love him, watch them burn everything in themselves to warm their cold self.

He is a completely selfish person, but he enjoys all of this, he doesn't have to think about anything, he doesn't have to be afraid of anything, even if the sky falls, someone will carry it for you.

Love is just something that brings pain.

He didn't know how those passionate feelings of giving everything for his lover disappeared without a trace in his heart. When he turned his head, there was darkness behind him, and he could never find it again.

The Qudi who said "I want to find someone who loves me, and then love him with all my strengths" seems to be dead.

"Everything" he owns has been squandered, and he can't give away any more.

Shi Yuexi, who was still sleeping on the ground, turned over, and Qudi softly called his name.

"Ok?"

He didn't sleep.

Qu Di asked in a very relaxed tone: "Do you like me?"

Although Shi Yuexi has always talked about liking and love, which is his interest in getting along with his lover, he was stunned for a while when faced with his sudden question, and he said after a while: "You don't think I'm doing it because Kiss you only if I play tricks on you."

"I'm not worth it."

"It's not worth it, Qudi, you just need to accept my favor, that's enough."

When will love that does not need to be reciprocated disappear?Qu Di stopped talking, closed his eyes, and heard that he was breathing steadily, as if he had fallen asleep, but Shi Yuexi didn't get an answer, and suddenly felt agitated in his heart, and he couldn't explain what was going on.

Two weeks later, Su Tan entered that international primary school as he wished, and came back once a week. Zhao Xiaoyu specially invited Qu Di and Shi Yuexi to go out for dinner. He chose the best restaurant in the town and booked a private room. A total of five people ordered A big table of dishes.

Zhao Xiaoyu was happy, drank two more glasses, hugged Qudi and kept saying that he wanted to marry Su Tan, Qudi couldn't laugh or cry.

After dinner, Su Tian called a car to go back with his wife and daughter. Qu Di said he wanted to walk, so they walked side by side on the road, walking back slowly step by step.

The sky was dyed deep orange, I'm afraid it will rain tomorrow, when passing by that dessert shop, Shi Koshio asked him to wait, and he came out with a small cake after a while.

He raised the cake in his hand and said with a smile, "Your favorite fruit cake." Then he took Qudi's right hand, and Qudi looked down. The dry and soft hand made him lose his mind for a moment. When Yue Xi was about to let him go, Qu Di slightly bent his fingers and held his hand weakly.

Shi Yuexi seemed to hear his own heartbeat, as if he had been put into a Mentos soda and was about to rush out.

He had never felt this way before, he just wanted to test Qudi's attitude, but now it seemed that his heart rate was unbalanced by him, his Adam's apple twitched, and he told himself that it was just the excitement of the success of the plan.

At night, there are a lot of people here, and the barbecue stalls on the roadside are all preparing for tonight's business, and the vegetable farmers who didn't sell in the morning also came to watch after get off work in the evening, Shi Yuexi brought people to his side A little bit.

Qu Di said something softly, mixed with the cries around him, but Shi Yuexi still heard it.

"Let's go, get out of here."

He knew that Shi Yuexi stayed here all the time because of him, he had nothing to give, Shi Yuexi didn't lack for anything, accommodating was the only thing he could do, accommodating his life, accommodating his temper, He wanted to try to start again, one day when his illness was cured, he might be able to give the answer Shi Yuexi wanted.

Shi Yuexi stopped, and among the crowd coming and going, he hugged them with a smile.

"Okay, let's get out of here."

In the bright light, he looked at the fiery sky, with burning clouds drifting past, and the person in his arms trusted him without any scruples, and he felt a little pity.

He's going to ruin the man in the end.

On the day of leaving, the weather was fine, Su Tan specially asked for leave and came back, looking at Qu Di with tears in his eyes, holding an ugly doll in his hand, Zhao Xiaoyu smiled, pushed Su Tan forward, Su Tan twitched Weeping deeply, he said, "Woo... brother, this... woo... This is a gift from A-Tan, for... woo... for you."

Qu Di opened his arms towards her, and Su Tan threw himself into his arms, crying loudly. He liked this elder brother who gave him candy and occasionally sent him to and from school the most.

"Don't cry, brother will come back to see A Tan when he has time, you have to study hard, next time brother will take you out to play." Qu Di wiped her tears with her fingertips.

Looking at the rear glass of the car, Zhao Xiaoyu suddenly felt emotional. Su Tian put his arms around his wife and waved at them. Qu Di poked his head out to say goodbye to them. The car kicked up dust and left this place where he lived for more than a year Moon town.

Quite a few people go to the fruit shop and say a few words, what about that pretty little fool and pregnant Beta?

They returned to City A and lived in the villa prepared by Shi Yuexi.

The author says:

Qu Di: Lovely, not in love.